11/25/03 (7:54 PM): The King is back...
Get off me im the black man!!!
(4:17 AM): If u try to kill the devil...
VG1422 (4:16:55 AM): and then i'm gonna filet the bastard
BMI pASSion (4:16:58 AM): hahah
BMI pASSion (4:16:59 AM): man
BMI pASSion (4:17:01 AM): thats just rude.
BMI pASSion (4:17:06 AM): how u gonan b rude to the devil...
BMI pASSion (4:17:08 AM): wiat...
BMI pASSion (4:17:11 AM): okay that sounds stupid..
BMI pASSion (4:17:12 AM): hahah
...would the devil be happy that u are committing murder or mad that u killing him?
(1:17 AM): A fair coin....
a fair coin by definition has two equal sides...u have a 50/50 chance of getting either side heads or tails...
girl u're a fair coin cuz i have a equal chance of having a great freind or well soemoen who isn't a great friend heh...
Q.BOoty An Angel WIth A Dirty Face
11/24/03 (12:24 AM): simple quote
"its not like i want to escape whats in my soul, becuase with you in my heart where could i really go?"
i hope too many people dont show up...im not in the mood for it.
Q.BOoty aka Man Without Wings...
PS: if i had a wish i wouldnt ask for love i'd ask for wings to fly away from the pain...actually no i want the love;) heh
11/23/03 (7:51 AM): 3rd time the charm?
the friendship? is on agian...let see if she gets rid of the off switch this time. is 3rd tiem the charm?
PS: i know people have told me to jus get away from all this but i cant let a freind go....its not my way of life...i can only let it go if its mutal but knowning that someone wants to fix it i cant feel right n let it go...so i guess im going for a nother ride on the coster...the worst part is im scared of roller costers.
Q.BOoty the Young Jedi Yoda FORGOT to Train
11/22/03 (1:31 AM): Revelation
You will be the end of me...through pain and love i will die.
Q.BOoty the Young Jedi Yoda FORGOT to Train
11/21/03 (8:48 PM): Hell Test
Inferno...
(7:10 PM): The Truth...
and the happiness they have reflects my sadness...
(7:04 PM): The end of insanity...at least a momentary pause.
my last midterm today...last chem midterm for couple quarters...i think i did well but i made a stupid mistake...the professor shortened a reagent to "LAH" and i was totoally confused so i did it all worng even tho if she had written the whole thing out i would've gotten it like nothing...so easy...that was 8 points n i mest up another one....so i know i've missed 16 out of 150 already...im hoping to miss no more then 30 but yeah i doubt that'll happen anwyasy i hope for the best....so the insanity is over till next time...
i think i blanked out on it cuz last night i was studying and doing relaly well n then all of a sudden i jus i dunno my mood took a massive dive ....i think it might've been something a friend said...i dunno but i just ogt really sad....but then i was up n down not relaly that sad but kinda out of it...n like right when my moood took a dive vincci came in here n she all "WHY U LOOK SO SAD" n hugged me so i guess i was down id unno...but yeah then i went to bed @ 1 30 n couldn't sleep till liek 6 in the morning or somethign so i was really tired...so my mind couldn't recognize LAH even tho i kinda did....i was thinkign what it was but then im all naw it must be some reagent i dindt study...(even though i had studied everything)...but whats done is done..
i wanted to clarify something fromt eh previous post...i dindt wanna imply vanessa kim n vincci treat me like their boyfriend or something i was jus saying that i probably feel like that becuase i got lot of female freinds and lot of close ones....basically i get to do a lot of bitch duites haha o well no worries...
got dragged to the mall....i found some stuff i wanted but nope can't spend moeny right now but i really was feeling this classic Ninja Turtles Poster...
alrite thats nuff...
Q.BOoty The Young Jedi Yoda Forgot To Train
11/17/03 (2:46): A Trip Down Memory Lane...
I once said this when I tried to describe what poetry meant ot me: "poetry is the purest expression of emotion born in ones soul...collected in ones heart....trapped in ones mind...." what yall think it is?
Forbidden:Innoncance
can innocent flirting rekindle forbidden feelings of the past? can an innocent heart long for a forbidden love? can i utter innocent phrases of forbidden thoughts? how can love be innocent? how can love be forbidden? how can we be forbidden? you tell me.
are we innocent or are we forbidden?
Today
For Her
Today my soul called out to you
but you didn't reply
Today my heart broke into two
but i didn't die
Today my heart stopped beating
and my lungs continued breathing
Today i lost hope for tomorrow
and my life became full of sarrow
Now i am forever dead to you
Today
(1:18 AM): homie=G-Wilkers
Chiara (Key-ah-ra) is my new freind!!!! score!!!!
(12:53 AM): HATE IT...
Why do i suddenly hate fucking surprises with a passion...and am annoyed with people who feel it necessary to pretend like a surprise enhacnes shit...it only does if the person has no knowledge of what is to come not if you tell them you're there will be a surprise then it jus annoys the hell out of me anticipating what it is...im a bitter old man.
fun party last night...
hmm kim gets brownie points she first girl said i dont have to shave it looks fine when iw as about to shave...
note to self: Take over starbucks, AE, AnF, Guess becuasee you promised those stores to nessa....then take over the world becuase u'll eventually promise her that to....heh;) love u bestfriend!
nessa hekka calls me 5 in the morning but its like for some reason every time she called i never be in bed hehe n when i am in ebd she dont call...we got some ESPN connection? hehe oh well i reserve teh rights to yell at her if she wakes me up....
isn't it stupid when someoen feelsl ike they need to ask your "permission" or get u're okay on something before they go through with it but they basically do everything that needs to be done before the final step and then ask you so it doesnt even matter what you think becuase its gonna happen either way...like aren't u supposed to man up n face someone n ask them for their okay when u first start down the path that might lead to something that requiires someones blessing...u know? cuz i mean what if that person says no or doesnt feel comfertable with you doing that thang...at least (i mean if u a true freind or have any respect for this person) can pull out n respect that persons wishes....but once u all deep into it and u ask its basically like u got no respect for the other person cuz u set it up a way that its impossible for that person to say no (not saying that he or she would sya no in the first place but jus saying how it works out...)....personally when i was faced with this problem i went to that other person like almost hte first thing n cleared it wit them...becuase its only fair....imean if u dont care then u shouldn't ask at all...but if u respect them as a person then at least do it when it matters...at least be a man about it---at least this is jus wat i always thought a true freind would do....
ahh if this dont make sense dont worry about it tis the random thoughts in my mind...
hmmm alrite i've never had a real gF i mean i had a gF but it lasted what 2 weeks? doesnt even count...so like i never had a real girl but anwyays sometimes i feel certian girls use me for purposes that tradionally are the roles of their boyfriends....i mean im flattered that they feel comfertable enough with me but like i guess it stems from having girls as my closest friends...i mean nessa is my best friend..n my closest freinds at UCLA are kim n vincci....n sometiems some of these girls use me for purposes that feel like their boyfriends should be doing...or maybe im jus over thinking it even tho i did run by one such case with cat n she thought it was kinda weird to...but yeah u girls dont ask me...cuz i aint gonna share what these things are...cuz i dont wanan make shit strange cuz its no big deal i jus thinking...
all i know is i got too much shit on my mind....like kim told me im a angry sleeper (at least today i was) becuase i toss n turn a lot while sleeping....and i've been told that u must quite u're mind to hear u're soul...n then i think when is the time that my mind is most quite...n that is in sleep...so now that ebing so...that means my body is the victim of my soul in my sleep n from the tossing n turning it seems like my soul is in some extreme conflict or turmoil...n yeah i guess i've felt it for a long time n its only gotten worse this summer....
yeah thats nuff for dis post...
Q.BOoty the Young Jedi Yoda forgot to Train
11/16/03 (6:05 AM): Safe Keeping:
i didnt wanan delete my info just yet but wanted to ad something so yeah imma put it here for safe keeping:
My mother always told me to reach for the stars so now i got the first 7-11 on planet mars
lost u're dick?
if someoen gets this for me i'll love them forever.
Definition of Booty
vanessa spies on me=-O
Q.BOoty the Young Jedi Yoda Forgot to Train
11/14/03 (2:24 PM): I want...
1. JRich Rewind Jersey
2. Mcgrady Swingman II Home Jersey Size M/L i guess large cuz i like shit loose..same for the JRICH
3. Sweat pants (Not the ghetto ones but hte ones with cargo pockets n made to wear out)
4. PJs
5. Benies
6. Hats
7. The Last Emperor-THe legend of Bigfoot (album)
8. Dress Boots (JCrew?)
9. Maybe these SAO boots 9.5 size black
10. 3 or higher megapixel digital camera
(no particular order except the JRICH Jersey is number 1, 2, and 3)
now i jus need a job to buy all these
Q.BOoty the Young Jedi Yoda Forgot to Train
11/13/03 (11:35 PM): STuff...
Christina gots 10 grand in undies....
i jus saw nikki styles take a big toe from an ugly man into her pussy on howard stern...just for a plug.
and then the second porn star Gina Lynn got tea bagged by him...these 2 girls are banging and he was hiedous...that was some shit. (on howard stern show)
i can make bombs now....
hmmm this picture is freaky....but like patrick said "she's kinda hot" heh...well not hot but i guess intriguing?
i think i did okay on my midterm today...i went there wit nothing but pens..n i look aroudn n everyoen gots calculators i was hella scared...turend out i didnt even need it...anyways dont care to talk about that...dang i havn't slept nicely...
the other day i stayed up hella late cuz kim was sleeping in my bed...n i was up talking to onion...n then i had to try sleep on teh floor 5 in the morning and after talkign wit nessa i had some stuf fon my mind so it wasnt a good try at sleeping...finally ma roommie got up at 6 20 to finish his hW so i got up in his bed n passed out itll 11 when STC guy showed up to fix the TV reception n he checked some ish n left n i got up in my own bed till 3 45....wrd....
WARRIORS WON!!!! ME N NAVIN N COOLEZ N JERRRY N MAYBE CAT n MAYBE SOME OTHER FOOLS ARE GOING TO WARRIORS VS SPURS GAME ON NOV 29th....n hopefully i can force onion to go to;) seeing how its gonna b my last night in san jose that weekend cuz imam be leaving the next morning...
well that talking with nessa deal was healthy...it always helps to divulge my feelings n thoughts into her....but yeah right now im in a stage where well i probably gonan stay home a lot...well im saying that but hell knwoning me i'd be out...but i think nessa understood where i was coming from....okay yeah its no ones bizzness but mien n i made it her bizzness now to hehe...
i want: i badily want a nike rewind jason richardson jersey hopefully before the 29th game....a nike swingman II tracy mcgrady home jersey....im so tired ic ant think of what else i wanted hahah o well its not important.......lets leave it at n mucho more...
Q.BOoty the Young Jedi Yoda FOrgot To Train
11/10/03 (2:14 PM): Finally some intelligent conversation...
Yo so last night i went over to mailans apartment for liek 4 hours just kicking it...she got me into alias...i have to watch the next show fuck...she got arrested!!!
anyways i love talking with mailan. SHe like one of hte only people that i feel like i talk about something intelligent with. Like couple days ago when she came over ot my place we discussed books/authors and then last night we ended up talking about why i think china is going to be the next superpower and stuff of china's history n goverment...it was cool stuff....
u may wonder why did this topic come up becuase it was a random convo. Well we were just talking and she all i gotta go talk to my professor to figure out an interesting topic for my honor thesis so i just jokingly said "write about the decline of western civilization....or is that the future" and she kinda laughed n was all what u mean by western civilization europe n america n i was just america and etc etc n she all so who u think is going to be the next power n yup that led to china...
yeah no big deal just kinda refreshing to have a convo with some intelligence in it tehse days...with most people its jus like:
"what you doing"
"nothing"
"same here"
"what you do today"
"Nothing"
"me To"
etc etc etc
hmm anyways im totally pumped up for wensday...warriors are gonna be on national tV!!! (ESPN) they is playing the pistons...how long has it been since warriors been on national tV??? man this is the year 11 years since our last playoff apperance we about to bust through...
i got a hard midterm on thursday for ls2...gotta get studying on that ish....alrite thats all folks.
Q.BOoty aka the young jedi yoda forgot to train
11/08/03 (9:25 PM): What were they thinking???
(hmm i dunno why all the links been mest up...it did that it self and i dont really feel like going through and fixing them)
REAL church sign...not my contest
if you guys need some motivation maybe this will help?
I like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONION!!!!
okay now that im done with that heres more funny shit:
funny shit 1
funny shit 2 (done by our local san jose state ISU)
yeah so the whole experiment didnt really work...at least it didnt totally backfire on me and like made that good friend hate me....the freind kinda took it better then i thought they would....they did think i was being a complete ass/jerk and also i had them thinking that i mgiht not want to tlak to them again...whcih was kinda werid cuz i didnt think i went that far but yeah oh well i guess ill abondon what i was trying to do for now hehe....it kinda made sense in my head but its pretty stupid...entirely stupid....
Q.BOotyMAX2_0
11/07/03 (11:10): I WANT I WANT!
IF u need to get me a gift for any reason just to let u know i want a Nike Rewind Jrich jersey (white), charles woodson white raiders jersey or woodson michigan jersey, or a teajda or chavez white jersey.
(10:58 PM): Gods Reality Show!
In todays day and age where stupid society is in love with reality i thought i create reality that matters...maybe the church will buy the idea off me and put it on in place of one of those stupid shows they have! heres my 2 slogans i got already.
Sign 1
Sign 2
hahaha its great isnt it?? alrite if some of yall are christian sorry i dont mean no offense i just couldnt resist once i foudn htis church sign slogan...and well yeah its jus great...i didnt want to put somethign like QuMBER IS GOD or whatever....but yeah here u can make u're own signs like QUMBER IS BAD FOR MAKING A RELIGION REALITY SHOW AND TRYING TO MAKE THE SINS OF SOCIETY VISIBLE AND THAT GOD DOESNT THINK ITS OKAY FOR PEOPEL TO MURDER STEAL GET TOTALLY WASTED N FUCK RANDOM BTICHS;) HAHAHA ACTUALLY I JUS THOUGHT IT'S FUNNY...TAKE IT AS U LIKE....
here lets have a contest! who can make the best church sign....ill take my 3 favorite n post em and allow people to vote on em....so make u're sign send me the pic you can email it to [email protected] or just im me n we'll figure something out....
LINK: church sign maker thingie
(3:15 PM): You are worth exactly: $1,955,200.00 (OBO heh)
who said buying people was wrong?
DANCE BITCH DANCE!
WE like to party...
so i've only gone to liek 2 hours of lecture and 1 lab (3 hours) htis week...not good...i cut up my hand carrying my mini fridge out to my uncles car;...he's taking it to get repaird finally...thats all folks.
still doing my mean thang i guess? i dunno really wat im doing anymore...
Q.BOotyMAX2_0
11/06/03 (2:36 PM): Revolutions
matrix 3 sucked...worst dialouge ever...horrible 10 minute death scene...people were laughing n clapped once she finally died....it was really crap...they tired so hard to be better then matrix 1 that everyone was way overdone like the fighting scene was way over done that u kinda ended up waiting for it to end...n the conclusion was very anti-climactic i think...they try to incorporate teh religious stuff in there agian like when u see the cross in NEO at the end....well if u didnt then o well no biggie....but yeah Neo is the Christ like figure again in the movie....i dont wanan say too much cuz people gonan go see this so dont wanan "ruin" a bad movie for em.
anyways this didnt dissapoint on the other hand;) The Meatrix!
i cant believe how unconsiderate and self-centered some people can be.
i guess the light ones were the correct choice...she liked em. hehe the usually they were so beautiful but u didnt have to i wasnt expecting nothing....but like that matters becuase i always come through on it expectations or not....but just to let u know i do expect somethign for my bday heh i mean fuck ua re my best freind why wouldn't i expect something loser....now i dunno if i expect everyone to delivery on my bday but i still except something for you;) heh so u best come through loserface. crap is that "i dont expect nothing"....quit crying
Q.BOotyMAX2_0
11/05/03 SPank the Frank!
gotta love the frat paddle...
(1:15 AM): 999+1=
WHOEVER WAS MY 1000th viewer should sign my guest book for memory sakes! heh...yeah feel special sign sign sign!!!!
so i went to ball n i never felt so tall man...we was playign against this group of asians n like u knwo they werent relaly that short...but none of them even try to rebound or box out...i was jus skying in grabbing boards...i even got a tip in...n man that dont ever happen with me here in LA...these fools out here are big and they play big in the paint...i usually roam the arc getting my jump shots....but tonight i had liek 5-6 points and more then half were on inside put backs....greatness heh...yeah usually im not too excitd about balling...but mostily i feel short...
okay i was really mean to someone i love last night...but i dunno its not that im mad hurt sad pissed at this person just...i guess im experimenting with something...its complicated...n we'll see how it goes....its probably a bad idea and im pretty mest up for doing it but i guess we gotta see what works...cuz something needs to work to change things...things need to change.
my lab partner is pretty cute n nice but she totally fobby...but its all good but yeah fobby...accent, fucked up grill....she from taiwan...she so old! like i was sporitng my elektrosorcery shirt so i assume she saw the horoscope on back n she bring it up n she all im taurus wat are you..im all gemini but right on the border line of tarus...n i told her im boring on 5/21 n she all oh i was born 5/20 n im all thats cool u know...cute girl n we got osmethign in common? kinda? heh...but then later on we was waiting for our goldfish (yeah our experiment invovled goldfishy n i named our smallest one nemo) to do their thang...i asked so u 19? n she all imma turn 21 in may...n im all hmm so u're a 3rd year? and she all no second...n im all damn your old! n our TA"s lab assitant (3rd year) was standing there n she all damn your older then me...hehe...but i made up for it buy telilng her she had nice jeans....(some designer ish from taiwan)....o well nice girl but that was my adventure for the day since i only went to lab...
Q.BOotyMAX2_0
11/04/03 (12:22 AM): 180 degs
so i just went from having some serious questions about one of my freindships (one of my very good freindships) and not even caring if i come home for thanksgiving/kinda down cuz of those questions....to being happy n having a ride leaving that wensday n coming back early sunday....so i guess thats a turn around....but i guess the questions are still present...is taking advantage of a distance as a mean of avoiding communcation fair? i dunno....not like anyone on either side made much effort to communicate but i usually make the effort....this time i was really considering no effort...even if the other person made an effort i was considering no response....kinda half ass went through wit it...u may ask why? well thats a personal reason...n i guess if u knew it u might think why this course of action is justified in a way...of course its wrong to treat a good friendl ike this...but i didnt start thinking of its benefits until the distance was already blocking communcation between us for some time...im sorry it really did bother me that we had no communication...i was down about it...n my thoughts made me more down about it...but i also thought of how i could use it for a "bigger picture" positive goal...but i know i cant last....soon as the freind makes an attempt to commuincate i know i would crumble...just cuz i need to communicate wit my friends (espeically this friend)....anyways so ill be home for the turkey momma...
-Q.BOotyMax2_0-
PS: There is a surprise in the mail...trust me...
11/03/03 (8: 43 PM): Sex Toys...
Dont make me shove my fist up your ass!
(5:20 PM): Fight For Your Right To DOWNLOAD?!
RIAA is savage...
(4:13 PM): bunnies...
gentlemen, may i present to you the bunnies!
this is jus impressive...
yeah i guess my site is getting taken over with links to cool shit...i guess thats more enertaining for yall
i had a midterm today...it seemed easy...7 questions...6 highest scores are kept....half the problems were off our review...so i hope i did well but im jus afriad cuz lot of people are gonna socre 100's so that means getting a B or Low A probably not mean shit....
(2:24 PM): THIS IS GREAT!!! EVERYONE WATCH THIS!
Trojan Games!
Great Game...
so far my best is 49-9
Q.BOotyMAXimuS 2_0