7 Times Daily -5/03/03 Somehow there’s a feeling of release That comes from saying, “To Hell with it all!” As you let the uphill struggle cease Spread your arms and softly fall Just like a star falls from the night Into some still Blacker hall I feel the pain of dying Light And loss that breaks my heart to feel Good Lord, why could I not fight? I settle to my blackened zeal Why does it seem that Life’s the Dream, And Death the ever-damning Real?