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| 03/16/06 3:06 pm Wow, one more day left of work and I will be done! WOO HOO! Wow, I didn't think I'd be leaving this place so soon! But my time has come to move on to bigger and better things. And I've been able to eat at Philly Style to get the best Cheesesteaks this place has to offer, I've eaten at Uptown Buffet way too many times, and I got Zero's for the last time. Hey, these are some of the places that I've enjoyed while living in this area. I will miss these places as well as the scenery, friends, family and co-workers and this area itself. So as soon as my car gets pickt up to be shipped out, I will purchase my plane ticket to fly out! California, here I come!!! LaVonne, Here I come! 02/10/06 4:22 pm Countin' down the days for when I head out to the West to be with my baby! One more full week and a 2 day week and then I have to use my 8 days of vacation and then my 2 weeks of employment and then I'll be headin' out! I can't wait! New job, new climate, new environment, new gas prices, the start of my new life with my girl who I will be marrying and living happily ever after. 01/31/06 2:05 pm I guess I'm goin' out to California to live with my fiancee! I told her that if she helped me find a job, I'd move out there. And she did. I'll be with her at her job. That's pretty cool. At least we're going to the same place. Now I'm just tryin' to get all my shit together before I take off. I've already thrown away like 6 boxes of junk, I gave 2 boxes of junk away to my friends and I have more and more junk that just keeps building up! Amazing fuckin' grace! WTF?!?!? I've already condensed my 3000 cd collection to 130 and I just didn't think that was cool enough so I condensed it even more to 40! Geezus! Well, at least now, it's just stuff I wanna have and not a bunch of filler! So that's really cool! I've been meaning to do that anyways. The good thing is that my friend, Alex owns all of my cds and I can email him and he can email me any song I want via email, so that's pretty fuckin' cool! He's also helpin' me out by buying my drums and amp so that I can have some money to move. So that's really cool! He's a true friend. I'm gonna miss him as well as the other Saturday night poker buddies! And I will miss out on the building of the studio in his house. He was kinda relying on me to help him get set up. Sorry, Alex. My parents just recently got a new cat, Ming Ming. She's a very nice cat and very friendly and affectionate. Something my parents have been missing from a cat for almost 15 to 20 years. I just feel sorry for Johnny. I'm gonna miss both cats even though I haven't got to know Ming Ming that well. I'm going to miss my family very much too. They've been there for me for most of my life. I have to move on with my life though. I'm starting a new life with my future wife. I'm starting a new career as well and gettin' away from the job I've currently been doing which presented alotta drama and unwanted stress. So my fiancee has saved me from that and it's greatly appreciated. I've lived in California when I was stationed there in '93. It was alright. It just didn't seem like "California" because I was on a military base. I didn't have much freedom as I will when I get out there. I will be there to start a new life, with future wife, new career, new family, etc. I'm looking forward to it. Not the heat, but the ozone layer is so fuct up nowadays, that it doesn't matter. So California, here I come! LaVonne, here I cum! 12/20/05 6:20 pm Wow, I haven't written here in a long time. Well, I'm headed out to Cali tomorrow to see my girl! I can't wait. I miss her so very much. This time, we get to spend Xmas and New year's together. So it's gonna be very special. So if yer reading this baby, I'll see you tomorrow! I LOVE YOU! Always, forever and ever!!! 10/11/05 9:49 am I�m really scared right now. I really don�t want to lose her. She means the world to me. I would be very sad if I lost her. 9:32 am I�m not gonna lie and say that I�m not scared to death of what�s going on. I�m very scared. It�s a big step to being in a relationship towards marriage. The actual wedding, the relocation, the relocation costs, the apartment we have to find, me moving as well, etc. There�s a lot going on and it�s going to get even more stressful than it is now. 9:21am Pros -We get along -common interests -she makes me laugh -she has a sense of humor -she�s a very kind and giving person Cons -afraid to talk to her -invasion of my privacy -she doesn�t trust me When I first met her, I didn�t know what to think. It was just a phone communication. Someone to talk to at night and on weekends. It was cool. We could talk to each other, make each other laugh. Through time, I looked forward to talking to her every night. We had a great phone relationship. We enjoyed talking to and with each other. We shared many common interests, music, tv, and things that made us laugh. It was a great time. We started falling for each other. I never knew I could fall for someone like I did for her. I started writing songs about her, about the way I felt about her. And through time, I was writing a lot of songs. More songs about her than I did for anybody. With her, I felt loved. I felt like I could be loved again. I felt like I could love again. I felt like the love was reciprocated as we started falling for each other. That meant a lot to me because I had never felt that kind of love in my life. So it was something special to me. The deep feelings for each other were great. It was very special to me to call someone my own and to say, �I love you� again. That�s a very important part of a relationship built on love and friendship. Finally, we got to meet for the first time and that was a very special occasion. We were very compatible on a physical standpoint as well. So with the communication level being very good, we learned to become very compatible on a physical level. That was very special as well. And with the physical and communication levels, the emotional level was also something that was going to come into effect with the relationship. There are going to be emotions both good and bad. We have experienced these things. And we will continue to for the rest of the time we are together. I feel like I am there for her on the levels that are asked of a relationship and I feel like she is there for me as well. We have to build trust for each other. I know 2 people just don�t trust each other. You build trust. Trust is a learned thing and that takes time. Just as the relationship. A relationship takes time. Love takes time. Everything takes time. In order for us to trust one another, we have to learn to trust each other. With all these factors in our relationship, we are planning a furthered relationship together, a marriage. And in marriage, there are responsibilities that each member has to deal with. I think a main factor in a relationship on this level will be money. Both parties have to be stable financially in order to make things work. She has a job and makes what she makes and she has enough to live on her own as she has. I have a job and right now, I can�t live on my own. That may present some problems. I don�t want to be a financial burden on her. I have financial debts that I am taking care of on my own as I have been for quite some time. Since I met her, I have paid off 3 credit cards. This relationship has helped me to become more responsible for my financial actions and responsibilities. I do what I can. I work full time. I work all the overtime that is offered to me and I plan on working until I�m out of financial debt. Sometimes, I�m afraid that she may not want to be with someone with a lot of financial debt. I don�t ever want my burden to be a burden on her. I think we have everything we need for this relationship to work, but we need to work on everything for this relationship to work. We love each other, but the trust issue is an issue. If we can�t trust each other, then there can be problems. Economically, we will have to work on that as well. 09/12/05 11:58am I miss her so much!!! 08/29/05 3:53 pm I'm workin' a half-hour early from Monday-Thursday so that I can leave early on Thursday to make my flight! I can't wait to see my baby! Lotsa anxiety and excitement going on right now! -I can't wait to see her! -My new album that I recorded and she did the artwork! -Flying out to California! -Just being with her! You and me Music and lyrics by S. Lopez If you were my plant And I was your seed You would be the only one That I need Is you Baby just you Is all I need If you were a star And I was the moon We would be together baby Very soon In the sky On the clouds With you You know that one and one is two You love me, I love you 2x If you were a boat And I was the sea Yes, so close baby Is how we�ll be On the river baby You and me That�s how it�s gonna be You and me Together baby You and me Oh yeah Yeah eee yeah Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 081105 Take a chance on you Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I decided one day to take a chance on you I didn't know what to say or what to do I just had some luck when I rolled the dice I played my cards with the queen of hearts and everything was so nice I never knew what to expect and I couldn't get enough I became the king of hearts and so lucky in love I'll take a chance a chance on you hooo it's what I wanna do We can have some good times and have some bad knowing that the good times can be the best we ever had The game of love is a game we play if loving you is what I do I'll love you everyday Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 082905 08/26/05 4:49 pm I haven't written in a long time, so I'd better write something! My fans await! Actually, my fan, my number one fan awaits my arrival because I will be visiting California to spend Labor Day Weekend! It's been since May when she came here to see me and it's been a long hot summer waiting for this date. I can't wait! Next Thursday, I'm gonna get on the plane(s) and go see her and have a great time! This will be the best Labor Day EVER!!!! Yep! WOO HOO! Through the time I've met her to this day, we have gotten to know each other alot better. We've learned more about each other and I've learned more about myself. And we both will learn more about each other and about ourselves for the rest of our lives. I've learned many things with this relationship and it's made me a better person. It's made me aware of things, people and the ones I love the most. We all learn things and sometimes have to learn things by mistake. After all, we are human and I am human and I learn things just like everybody else. And I'm convinced that everything in life happens for a reason. I'm very glad we communicate like we do because it is very special to me and to us! Well, I've gotta clock out! 07/07/05 12:34 pm Alright by me Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I met you one day And I knew just what to say When I made you laugh I knew that I could make you smile It didn�t take long In my heart is where you belong I searched for you and your love Which I haven�t had in a long A long while We can fall in love (With the moon and the stars above) You will be my friend All the way till the end It�ll be Alright by me (alright by me) Alright by me (alright by me) You know It will be Alright by me So alright by me Bridge Baby, baby I got down on my knee Because I wanted you in my life I took your hand and I told you baby That I wanted you to be my wife Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 070105 07/01/05 9:30 am Man, I haven't posted here in awhile! But I just got this email from my baby and wow, it was very nice: -----Original Message----- From: LaVonne [mailto:[email protected]] Sent: Friday, July 01, 2005 1:13 AM To: Sam Lopez Subject: For My Sweetheart! It seems like ages since I have written you a long letter! I know we talk to each other every day on the phone and we communicate all day long on the message board, but a long letter is different! I wanted to write to you to let you know how much I love you! I miss you very, very much.It seems the past few days, it has been a very strong strong feeling. I miss your touch, your smile, your laugh, your kiss, you holding me at night. I miss everything about you! This year has gone fast and I know next year will also. I have faith that our love will keep getting stronger and stronger with every moment that passes. I have faith that we will be together until death parts us and perhaps, I am not so sure that even Death could seperate us! You mean the whole world to me. You are VERY SPECIAL to me. I know deep down that you truly love me for who I am and that is worth more than anything to me! I want you to know (in case you don't already) that I love you with all of my heart and soul!!! I know we may have said this to each other many times, but I want to say it again to let you know that I still feel this way about you and that I want to feel this way the rest of our lives! Every day that goes by I am so thankful that we met and we fell in love with each other so deeply. I am very thankful that we both fell in love with each other at the same time and we both want that love to be undying and eternal! So, I will say it as many times as I can: Sam, I love you with all of my heart! Always, forever and ever! LaVonne Oh, I can�t wait Music and lyrics by S. Lopez Oh, I can�t wait Until we�re together It doesn�t matter What kind of weather Through rain or shine I know you�ll be mine And through sleet or snow I will always know You�re my girl Oh yeah You�re my girl Oh, I can�t wait Until you�re right beside me Oh, I can�t wait To give you my love Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 060805 06/06/05 1:47 pm I miss you so much Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I miss you so much I don�t know what to do Do you miss me Like I miss you I wonder what you�re thinking Every night and day Because I miss you too I don�t know what I would do without you, baby There would be an emptiness in my heart I don�t know what I would do without you, girl So baby, let�s never part Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 060405 Home is where your heart is Music and lyrics by S. Lopez Home Is where your heart is It�s my home And a place for you Home Is where your heart is It�s your home It�s our home For us to be When you feel homesick You know you can always come home So why don�t you come home Won�t you come home �cause my heart is always open for you Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 052405 05/16/05 12:25 pm 3 more days til my baby comes here! It's gonna be great to see her again! It's gonna be great for her to come out to my neck of the woods! We're gonna have a great time!!! You�ve got a friend for life Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I never thought that I would meet you girl I never thought I would find you in this world I dreamed about you every single day Every night in bed I would pray There�s so many people all around I know I�ve had many ups and downs I thought that my love life was at an end Until I made you my friend You�ve got a friend for life I�ve got a friend for life And I wanna make you my wife You�ve got a friend for life And my best friend for life You�ve got a friend For life It didn�t take long When we fell in love I knew it would happen for me Whether right or wrong Our love is our love And I was longing for it to be And I got you a ring And I put it on your finger I knew that you wouldn�t say, �no� You told me You�d marry me, baby And I would never let you go Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 051305 Little bit of me in you Music and lyrics by S. Lopez Every single day I get so much closer to you I see a little bit of me in you No matter how And in any way You�ll see a little bit of me in you I can�t hide The way I feel for you You can feel my love When I�m next to you When I�m inside Your heart baby You can feel my love You can feel my love And at night When I hold you tight You can feel A little bit of me in you I�ll touch you baby And you feel my love And you�ll feel A little bit of me in you Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 051105 05/07/05 3:27 pm You're in love right now Music and lyrics by S. Lopez You're in love right now and you're in love with me and matter what and how your love's strong with me our love together now that's how love should be oh yeah I can see the sunlight through the window as it hits your face you lay there asleep with your dreams to keep and your loves all back into place you open your eyes and I awake to you and I love what I see our love is here and it's goin' nowhere and that's how it's meant to be Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 042205 I�m here for you Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I just know When you�re feeling down It�s gets me too When you�re not around I just hope That it wasn�t me And if it is I�ll take full responsibility I�m here for you (I�m here for you) I�m here for you hooo I�m here for you (I�m here for you) I�m here for you I just hope That it wasn�t something I say or I do And I�m here and I still love you I love you With all my heart And there�s nothing That could tear us apart Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 042105 04/20/05 11:04 am I haven't written in awhile! My baby's coming in less than 30 days which is very exciting! I count down every day, hour, minute and second we are together again! I love her so much and miss her very much too! Kind of girl Music and lyrics by S. Lopez You�re the kind of girl Who I love to see You�re the kind of girl With I wanna be You�re the kinda girl You�re the one for me You�re the kind of girl You can be my friend You�re the kind of girl Who I will love to the end You�re the kinda girl You�re the one for me You�re the kinda girl I�ve been dreamin� about You�re the kinda girl Love makes my heart shout You�re the kinda girl With I wanna be You�re the kinda girl You�re the one for me yeah Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 040405 03/29/05 3:11 pm Closer and closer to you Music and lyrics by S. Lopez Everyday goes by And I think only of you I count every second as it ticks on the clock And I know I�ll be with you You see My baby is only far away In space and in my time And I know soon she�ll be with me And she will be all mine Everyday I�m closer and closer Closer and closer to you And every second I�m closer and closer Closer and closer to you I can�t wait To hold you in my arms And you know I can�t wait To be closer and closer to you Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 032505 No matter what happens Music and lyrics by S. Lopez No matter what happens to me baby I love you yes I do No matter what happens to me girl I�ll always love you You�ve got to see It�s you and me And I�ll do my best For us to be No matter what happens baby I love you The longer that we wait The stronger our love makes I can�t wait to be in your arms And baby you�ll be here soon Yeah, yeah, yeah Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 031405 Out of sight and on my mind Music and lyrics by S. Lopez My baby she�s out of sight yeah And on my mind She�s out of sight And on my mind When I see my baby She�s easy to look at yeah Eye candy for me She smiles so pretty When I look into her eyes I see what I wanna see She�s got no disguise And that�s how it�s gonna be My baby she�s out of sight yeah And on my mind She�s out of sight And on my mind Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 031005 Fight for your love Music and lyrics by S. Lopez A#G#A# D#C#2 G# verse I give you all I�ve to give And I give it all to you I give you everything I�ve got And you know it�s all for you You can have my love baby Just take what you need I�ll give you all my lovin� baby It�s all yours yes indeed You know D# I don�t A# Just give my love C# Away G# You know D# I�ll fight A# For your love C# Every single day D# Yeah People think it�s puppy love And you can�t teach a dog new tricks But they don�t know my love for you Is a love that always sticks Chorus Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 030105 02/24/05 1:59 pm I give you all my love Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I try to give you E My love B I give you all C# My B Love A I give you all my love I give you all my love I give you all my love F#A I give it to you everyday E I give it all to you baby F#A Because my love is here to stay B Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 020305 She�s my steady Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I wanna take you to a place I know To that place is where we�re gonna go You say yer ready we can go steady Now everybody will have to know She�s my steady and I love her so We�ll park the car and then we�ll kiss When I�m not there it�s what I miss I�m ready yeah yeah I�m so ready Now I can�t wait to go She�s my steady and I love her so She�s my steady Yeah, yeah She�s my steady Ooooo ooooo I�m so ready Yeah, yeah She�s my steady Uh huh Now I can�t wait to go See my steady and I love her so Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 020305 You�re so good to me Music and lyrics by S. Lopez You�re so good to me And I love you You�re so good for me And I love you What you do for me What you do to me And it�s what you do That makes our love so true What you are for me What you are to me And it�s what you are Who you are That makes our love so true Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 020805 Back to Soulsville Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I�m goin� right back down to soulsville A Where I�m gonna be with my baby D I�m goin� right back down to soulsville A Where I�m gonna be with my girl E Ya see my baby wants to dance yeah A And she can dance all night D Dminor Back to Soulsville A Is where I�m gonna be E AA DD A I�m goin� right back down to soulsville A Where I�ll be with my baby D I�m goin� right back down to soulsville A Where I�ll be with my girl E Ya see she�ll dance til three in the hours wee And I know she�ll dance for me Back to Soulsville A Is where I�m gonna be E AA DD A Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 020805 You can talk to me Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I never know just quite how you feel I never know just what is real My love for you is just so true Now baby, baby, don�t make me blue Believe me baby with every word I say Our true love�s here from forever and the day Believe me baby because I believe you Baby, baby, our love�s so true You�ve got to tell me baby Tell me Tell me what you�re thinking baby I need to know I need to know oh I need to know what�s on your mind You know you can talk to me (you can talk to me) About anything (you can talk to me) I said you can talk to me (you can talk to me) Any place, any time (you can talk to me) I�m here for you baby Yeah, you can talk to me (you can talk to me) Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 020905 I�m gonna do my best Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I�m gonna do my best, girl To make you happy, yeah I�m gonna do my best, baby To make you happy I�ll do my best to make you smile It may take some time, but not a long while I need to do the best to make you happy I�ll do the best that I can I�ll do my best to make you laugh And when you laugh it puts a smile on your face And when you smile it makes you happy And when you�re happy, it makes me happy I�m gonna do my best, girl To make you happy, yeah I�m gonna do my best, baby To make you happy Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 020905 I�m a lovemaker (not a heartbreaker) Music and lyrics by S. Lopez Believe me when I say I�m not a heartbreaker I�m gonna tell you everyday That I�m a lovemaker I�m a lovemaker Not a heartbreaker I�m a lovemaker Not a heartbreaker I�ll show you all my love And I�ll give it all to you There�s nobody else above Nobody else above you I give you all I�ve got to give And you know I�ll give you more So take it, take it, take it baby It�s from me and I got more Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 020905 Insecurity Music and lyrics by S. Lopez There�s no doubt in my mind That you�re the one For me There�s no doubt in my mind That you make me happy I�ll be thinking the thought About what not But what always could be Don�t let your emotions run wild With insecurity Insecurity I know You never know for sure You can fear for your life And it makes you insecure There�s nothing you can do To ever be for sure Just believe in your man And give him some faith And then you can be secure Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 020905 Crazy for you Music and lyrics by S. Lopez Would you believe me When I say it to you I�ll say it one time That �I love you� You�re on my mind Believe me baby When I tell you again Thinkin� about you Is what I do All of the time I think of you Won�t you believe me When I tell you When I tell you again I�m crazy for you (crazy for you) I�m crazy for you (crazy for you ooooooooo) Just for you Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 021705 You know I do Music and lyrics by S. Lopez When you need me You�ve got me When you want me You can have me When you love me I�ll love you too Any time is the right time Any place is the right place �cause baby, I love you I work I work everyday To win your love Yes I do I work I work baby To keep you lovin� me �cause baby Oh baby I love you You know I do Oh yeah You know I do Oh darling You know I love you baby You know I do But baby don�t have a doubt I�ll show you what I�m all about You know I do baby You know I do Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 022305 What you�ve got Music and lyrics by S. Lopez What you�ve got Is what I need What you�ve got Is what I want What you�ve got Is what I love What you�ve got Is what I What I need You know I like what you�ve got I love what you�ve got I want what you�ve got And I need what you�ve got And baby when I get it Whoooo It�s all for me Yeah yeah It�s all for me Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 022405 02/03/05 9:02am I give you all my love Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I try to give you E My love B I give you all C# My B Love A I give you all my love I give you all my love I give you all my love F#A I give it to you everyday E I give it all to you baby F#A Because my love is here to stay B Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 020305 Date: Wed, 2 Feb 2005 23:04:50 -0800 (PST) From: "Sam lopez" <[email protected] Add to Address Book Subject: Re: Baby, baby, BABY! To: "LaVonne" <[email protected] --- LaVonne <[email protected] wrote: It's 7pm here. I just got home a little while ago. It's been a long, rough day! The boys are with their dad and Ebony is at the in-laws. I am home alone. I am a bit out of sorts because of all the work I have at work and the party today. I feel like calling you but I do not want to disturb you, you might be sleeping. I will wait until later. Until then, I figured I would write you an e-mail. I haven't you a lengthy e-mail for some time! I sure miss chatting with you at work. The e-mail is OK but not as convenient. Oh well. Guess we have to make do with what we have. I don't want yo yo get into trouble.THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING!!!! I hope the jacket saga is over. What an ordeal. What an asshole that guy is.YEAH! WHEN YOU DEAL WITH ONE ASSHOLE, THERE ARE MANY MORE!!! IT SHOULD BE OVER BABY! THIS GUY HAS NOTHING ON ME! YOU HAVE TO THINK, A GUY WITH A BAD REPUTATION, ALL THE SHIT HE PROMISED JUST TO ME, MIND YOU, ALL THE HARRASSMENT AFTERWARDS, AND HIS BANKRUPTCY, THIS FUCKER CAN'T AFFORD A LAWYER AND HAS NOTHING! ALL HE'S GOT IS MORE SCAMS HE DEALS WITH EVERYDAY! ALL HE'S GOT ARE THREATS! HE'S GOT NO PRODUCT! IT'S ALL A LIE! I'M A CONSUMER WHO GOT LIED TO AND I JUST HAPPEN TO GET MY MONEY BACK AND NOW HE'S PISSED OFF BECAUSE HE FEELS VIOLATED! WHO IS THE VICTIM? I'M THE VICTIM! I'M THE CONSUMER WHO WAS TAKEN IN, LIED TO REPEATLY AND I WANTED RESTITUTION AND I GOT IT! I GOT MY REFUND! THAT'S ALL I WAS SET OUT TO DO WHEN I FINALLY REALIZED FOR MYSELF WHAT WAS GOING ON! I GOT MY REFUND BEFORE THE FACT THAT I READ ABOUT ALL THE COMPLAINTS! THAT POSTING I POSTED WAS MY FINAL WORD TO THIS MOTHERFUCKER THAT THIS WASN'T RIGHT! I COULD'VE SAID MUCH MORE HARSHER THINGS TO THIS MOTHERFUCKER, BUT I DIDN'T! I SAID WHAT I HAD TO SAY AND I SAID IT! CASE CLOSED!!! So, seven more days now when you get this! WOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO!WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Like I said, I am sooooo ready for you Sweetheart!DECEMBER SEEMS LIKE SO LONG AGO WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT! YA KNOW?!? I miss you so much and I have a bunch of stuff planned for this time!COOL! This is going to be the BEST Valentine's Day EVER!THE BEST VALENTIMES DAY EVER!!!! I know that for a fact because I will be with my one and only sweetheart...YOU!YOU WILL BE MY FIRST VALENTIME! MY FIRST REAL VALENTIME!!!!!!! The one I love with all my heart & soul!WOOOOO!!!! I love you so very much and this is our first Valentine's Day but certainly not our last!OF COURSE NOT! I HAVE MANY PLANS FOR MANY OTHER ONES!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AHHAHAHAHAHHAHA ~ Many, many more will come! May each one be as exciting and special as this one will be!OF COURSE! AND NO ONE BETTER TO SPEND IT WITH, BUT WITH YOU!!! OK, I just wanted to write to you to tell you - I LOVE YOU BABY! I MISS YOU! THANKS BABY! THAT'S REALLY NICE OF YOU! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, ALWAYS, FOREVER AND EVER!!!! I will talk to you later! *KISS* 01/28/05 3:51 pm Soon I'll be with my baby! I can't wait! It's hard being so far away from each other, but I work hard and she works hard to deal with it! We both work really hard at this relationship. We talk everyday which is great for our communication. Whether we have problems, concerns, insecurities and fears, we have and will continue to talk and discuss these matters as we do. It's very important that we do so because it makes our communication skills so much better and it helps us to learn more about each other. What each other is thinking and how we deal with any concerns. I'm so greatful that I met LaVonne because she's very open to talking about things and we can discuss anything and learn to talk about issues we both have. She's a great person and I can't wait to be with her for the rest of my life! But right now, first things first, I'm leaving really soon, 2 fridays from now, to be with her and that will be around Valentines day and we will have a great time as we did the last 2 visits to the west coast! I'm really excited and can't wait to see her again! She plans to see me in May and I can't wait for that. I can't wait to show her around my neck of the woods! WOO HOO! Just you and me Music and lyrics by S. Lopez Sounds like out of our tree Baby You are the one Me and you Will have fun And at any price Everything will be so nice You and me baby all day long You and me baby all night long Just you and me baby You and me baby Just you and me Baby Yeah Baby I can�t wait Our love we can hesitate I�ll call you on the telephone And ask you for a date You and me baby all night long You and me baby we can�t go wrong Just you and me baby You and me baby Just you and me Baby Yeah Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 012405 Let�s park Music and lyrics by S. Lopez Hey baby I�ve loved you from the start Won my love and you won my heart Let�s park Let�s park I�ll take your hand And I�ll kiss your lips And then I�ll put my hands On your hips Let�s park Hey baby I�ll kiss you in the dark You light my torch with your spark Let�s park Let�s park We�ll recline the seat And kiss all night And everything Will be alright Let�s park Hey baby The moon is out Now I�ll show what it�s all about Let�s park Let�s park We�ll jump in the backseat And we�ll make out I�ll put my baseball bat In your dugout Let�s park Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 012505 Go upstairs Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I said baby Do you wanna go To that place That place you know Where we can stay All night and day do you wanna do you wanna go go upstairs I�ll take you there We can go upstairs Right now I said girl Don�t you hesitate Let�s go now Don�t you make me wait We can do it All night and day Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 012505 I�m your man Music and lyrics by S. Lopez Hey baby I do what I can I�m a hardworkin� man I do what I can for you You tell me what you want You tell me what you need I�ll do anything for you You know that I will be there for you I�ll always be the man here for you Yeah baby (I�m your man) You know it baby (I�m your man) Do I have to tell you? (I�m your man) I�ll say it again (I�m your man) I work so hard to make things right Just between you and me I know that we can make it out �cause that�s how it was meant to be You know that I will be there for you I�ll always be the man here for you Yeah baby (I�m your man) You know it baby (I�m your man) Do I have to tell you? (I�m your man) I�ll say it again (I�m your man) Hey baby I tell you that I love you everyday You�ve gotta believe just what I say I�ll take your hand and I�ll be your man Forever and the day Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 012805 01/21/05 2:43 PM You never know how much you love somebody (until you love somebody) Music and lyrics by S. Lopez You never know how much you love somebody Until you love somebody You�ll never know how much you�ll love somebody until you love somebody because love is so exciting to me it�s so exciting for her it�s so exciting for us yeah sometimes you never know how much you really care until you love somebody sometimes you never know how much you really care until you love somebody because I care and I love the girl I�ve been thinking of She�s my girl She�s my world And I love her Yeah Yeah Yeah Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 012105 12:29 pm Date: Fri, 21 Jan 2005 09:22:05 -0800 (PST) From: "LaVonne" <[email protected] View Contact Details Subject: Re: hey To: "Sam lopez" <[email protected] Aw! Very nice baby! *KISS* I love you Sweetheart! Thank you so much! --- Sam lopez <[email protected] wrote: Closer to my heart Music and lyrics by S. Lopez You�re on my mind everyday I think of you baby, day to day And you may be so far away But you�re closer to my heart I love you is what I say We say it every single day There�s only one place you will stay That�s closer to my heart Closer to my heart You�re so much Closer to my heart Baby I will always keep you Closer to my heart Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 012105 11:58am Date: Fri, 21 Jan 2005 08:32:11 -0800 (PST) From: "LaVonne" <[email protected] View Contact Details Subject: Re: good morning baby To: "Sam lopez" <[email protected] Good Morning baby! Thank you very much for the very nice e-mail Sweetheart. Sorry you didn't have a snow day! :( I am glad the roads are safe though and you got to work OK. Is it still snowing? I love you with all of my heart too baby. You are everything to me. If I lost you for any reason right now, a part of my would die. I really don't like to sound needy or insecure, but perhaps some of the stuff I say comes out that way. I will be honest with myself. Sometimes I am needy and sometimes I am insecure. I think that is part of human nature to an extent. I just don't want it to ever come in between us. I don't want ANYTHING to come between us. I know you make sacrifices to build our relationship and I do appreciate it and without that, we wouldn't be where we are today. Sometimes I don't like to talk about stuff or bring something up because I know it is just my insecurties or fears getting the best of me. So, last night was once of those instances. I totally understand that you don't want to run the risk of getting in trouble. I don't want you to jeopardize your job either. My irrational fears got in the way and I started thinking about other reasons that maybe you didn't want to message me anymore. Those thoughts and fears started to consume me. I love you very much and I cannot wait to see you in February. "This is gonna be the best Valentine's Day EVER" and I am going to give it my all to make sure that happens. Hope you have a good day today. Talk to you soon. Love always, FOREVER & EVER- Yo Beyonce, LaVonne Date: Fri, 21 Jan 2005 05:45:20 -0800 (PST) From: "Sam lopez" <[email protected] Add to Address Book Subject: good morning baby To: "MyBeyoncee LaVonne" <[email protected] Hey! No snow day! I left early! I scraped the snow off of my car at 7:30 this morning and got here a little before 8am. The roads were fine! It was snowing on the walk in to the building! I don't know how that's gonna be for today. Hey baby, I just want to let you know that I love you with all my heart! I wouldn't say this if I didn't mean it! You know I sacrifice a lot to make sure we keep in communications with each other everyday! I make sure of it! If I know I'm gonna talk to you at midnight my time, I try to take a nap and get some kind of sleep so that I will be ready to talk with you later! I've been doing this since we started talking and I haven't stopped and I don't ever plan on stopping! I think about you all day long! I love you too much baby! You just have to believe me and trust me when I say this! It's the truth! I wouldn't lie to you! Signals and thoughts that come into your mind and my mind are things we can talk about and analyze or whatever to prevent problems from happening or solve problems before they actually become a problem. There's no reason why we can't talk about things! That's what's so beautiful about our relationship, we communicate! It's very important that we do communicate and continue to communicate because that's the only way we can know what's on each other's minds and what we can do to help one another! My love is too strong for you! I wouldn't have gone as far as to propose to you if I didn't feel like I loved you! We are both 2 adults who love each other very much and we are making big plans for each other. The whole beauty of that is that we are communicating our ideas to one another and making goals! That's what a relationship before a marriage is all about. Of course we are gonna have many fears and anxieties! Fear makes you think about things! It's not wrong to have fear! Fear causes stress! Stress is something you can deal with and have to deal with! We both have to deal with it the best we can! It's how we deal with it that matters the most. Yeah, I'm anxious to get married, yeah, I'm anxious to get my fuckin' leather jacket, yeah, I'm anxious to go see you again really soon! All these things take time! We learn through time how we need to deal with things! Worrying about things will only stress you out! But learning how to deal with this worrying, fear, stress and anxiety is up to us. And when we put our 2 heads together, we can deal with it to the best of our ability! We've both have been through alot since May 2004 when we met! And we have a long road ahead of us which I plan to do my best to make it the most pleasant trip with you and me for as long as I am alive! I am here for you baby! I have been since we've fallen in love! I have been since we've met! I buy the ticket and I email you the itinerary! I'm not a flake! I've never been a flake and I don't ever plan on being a flake! I'm an honest man and you have to trust me as I trust you too baby! Our friendship and love/relationship/engagement means trust! We have to trust each other if we love each other! Remember, YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND! You pretty much are my only friend! Alex and Val are my friday night friends who I only play poker with! Stevie is Stevie, he's Steve Baise! He's a friend too! We don't talk much and he's 10 minutes away! He knows I don't have a band or anything going on! More like business! You are it! And I love you! I don't wanna make this email too long! I may have to dookie sometime soon! Ok baby! I hope you get this email and understand what I have said! I LOVE YOU! ALWAYS, FOREVER, AND EVER! Love, SAM YO BEYONCE! Date: Fri, 21 Jan 2005 08:54:25 -0800 (PST) From: "LaVonne" <[email protected] View Contact Details Subject: Re: this should be sung by Luther Vandross To: "Sam lopez" <[email protected] Very nice baby! So sweet! *KISS* I LOVE YOU! Always, forever & ever! --- Sam lopez <[email protected] wrote: You never know how much you love somebody (until you love somebody) Music and lyrics by S. Lopez You never know how much you love somebody Until you love somebody You�ll never know how much you�ll love somebody until you love somebody because love is so exciting to me it�s so exciting for her it�s so exciting for us yeah sometimes you never know how much you really care until you love somebody sometimes you never know how much you really care until you love somebody because I care and I love the girl I�ve been thinking of She�s my girl She�s my world And I love her Yeah Yeah Yeah Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 012105 Date: Fri, 21 Jan 2005 08:51:19 -0800 (PST) From: "LaVonne" <[email protected] View Contact Details Subject: Re: You're all I need To: "Sam lopez" <[email protected] Thank you Sweetheart! *KISS* I LOVE YOU! You are all I need and want also! --- Sam lopez <[email protected] wrote: You�re all I need Music and lyrics by S. Lopez You are all I�ve got, baby You are all I want You are all I love, baby You�re all I need Yeah You�re all I need, baby You�re all I need The day I met you I knew that I would fall in love On the day I met you, baby I knew that I would fall in love I knew I got you baby And I could never get enough I knew I got you baby baby And I could never get enough Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 012105 01/19/05 2:54pm One in a million girl Music and lyrics by S. Lopez You�re my One in a million girl You�re the only one for me My One in a million girl You know I love you Can�t you see My one in a million girl I never knew It would happen to me I had my doubts It was plain to see But all I was to do Was take a chance The laughs and smiles Became romance I tried so hard Each and everyday I knew it would happen Somehow, someway But all I was to do Was win your heart Making you smile Right from the start Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 011305 01/07/05 12:38 pm When you look at me Music and lyrics by S. Lopez And I can�t wait To look in your eyes And I can�t wait To see the love In you When you look at me I can�t wait To wake up Next to you I love to look Into your eyes So blue When you look at me When you look at me I look at you When you look at me Our love�s so true Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 010605 With all my heart Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I love you And I know you love me too Our love�s so true And I�ll never be so blue I love you Always forever and ever From the start I love you With all my heart With all my heart I will give to you With all my heart All my love for you It�s all I have I will give baby Everything With all my heart I love you And I know as you do With all my heart I love you Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 010705 01/05/05 3:39 pm It's 2005! And a year closer to my girl! WOO HOO! Here are more songs I wrote for my one and only love: Good good lovin' for you Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I've got good good lovin' for you I've got good good lovin' for you it's for you baby it�s all for you all my love for you baby and it's all so true feel my love baby all day and all night baby, you can feel it it just feels so right baby I know what to do all my love it's all for you baby you can have you can have my love don't ever tell me baby don�t ever tell me you've had enough of good good lovin' for you I've got good good lovin' for you Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2004 122704 �Cause I love you Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I tell you once And I tell you twice Hearin� it twice Is twice as nice I�m gonna tell you that I love you baby You�re gonna hear how you make me crazy Yeah About you Ooooou ooooou ooooou Hey, hey �cause I love you� You�ll read it baby in a letter You�ll hear it baby in a song sounds better You�ll feel it baby When I kiss your lips You�ll know it baby When I grab your hips Yeah, yeah you That�s what you do Yeah, yeah you �cause I love you Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 010505 My love, my heart, and my soul Music and lyrics by S. Lopez You have my love I gave to you You have my heart I also gave to you You have my soul And everything I give to you And you give it all back to me When we say, I love you My love my heart and my soul I give to you My love my heart and my soul it�s all for you Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2005 010505 12/30/04 8:34 am Almost that time! Ending another year! Another day and another year closer to my baby! I've done alot this year! I've met a wonderful person whom I have come to love and learned more about in the past couple of months. What came about as a written correspondence turned into a lifetime of joy and happiness back into my life. Something that I have been missing in my life for so long. Something I've never had in my life until now. She did this to me and I am forever grateful for it. That's why I have asked her to spend the rest of her life with me so we can continue this internal peace between us forever and ever. Wow, that was deep. Anyways, 2005 is just around the corner and I'm that much closer to being with her more and more! Good good lovin' for you Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I've got good good lovin' for you I've got good good lovin' for you it's for you baby it�s all for you all my love for you baby and it's all so true feel my love baby all day and all night baby, you can feel it it just feels so right baby I know what to do all my love it's all for you baby you can have you can have my love don't ever tell me baby don�t ever tell me you've had enough of good good lovin' for you I've got good good lovin' for you Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2004 122704 12/22/04 2:01 pm My love for you Music and lyrics by S. Lopez My love for you is written with all my words so true baby, I know what to do whenever I'm with you I'll treat you like a queen and you know what I mean I'll never treat you bad I'll give you all my love like no one else above and make you happy not sad My love for you is said when I say I love you and when I'm with you I know that I'll never be blue I'll treat you like a queen I think you know what I mean I'll worship you my girl I'll give you all my love like no one else above because you're the only one in my world Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2004 122004 She said, yes Music and lyrics by S. Lopez She said, yes she said yes to me she said yes not a no or maybe she said yes it was no guess for me she said yes so happy she made me I took a chance when I bought her a ring I didn't know what she would say I really knew she was the one the girl for me and my wife some day I couldn't wait to put on her finger I couldn't wait to see her again I couldn't wait to kiss her lips I couldn't wait till she said yes Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2004 121904 The place Music and lyrics by S. Lopez The place is too shady for you it's too shady for me it's got more shade than a shady tree we don't need to go there anymore accent 2x's I see this place and I wanna shut the door accent 2x's if we can find a place where we can go I'm sure there's a place where nobody knows it's a place just for you and me accent 2x's it's a place where we need to be accent 2x's I know the place is out there for us I know that place is out there baby, I'm the one you can trust Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2004 121804 12/17/04 10:01 am Yeah, I've had a tough week tryin' to get back to eastern standard time, needed some much needed rest, burnt myself with an iron and am being stalked by a co-worker! Sounds pretty pathetic, but true! I wish these fuckers would go on with their own fuckin' pathetic lives or crawl back into their fuckin' caves and just fuckin' croak! I'll be your man Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I hope we never fall out of love D G D 'cause you're the one the only girl I think of we'll be together for the rest of our life B G and pretty soon you will be my wife oh girl D I'll be your man G Oh baby, it's you I can't get enough it's all I need and it's never too much you'll be my girl and I'll be your man and live a love we can understand oh yeah I'll be your man (I'll be your man) I'll be everything for you it doesn't matter what I have to do I'll do my best and my best for you who it's all I can do, baby, I love you Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2004 121504 So just walk Music and lyrics by S. Lopez Do Your best To look To look the other way And don�t Ever listen to What They have to say I can�t believe what they do I can�t believe what they say And they�ll get theirs somehow Some way some day So just walk (they�re gonna do the best to bring you down) So just walk (They�re gonna do the best to bring you down) So just walk (They�re gonna do the best to bring you down) Away Away from here People don�t like to see us happy No they don�t They can�t stand to see it In our faces And smiles No they don�t I can�t believe what they do I can�t believe what they say And they�ll get theirs somehow Some way some day So just walk (they�re gonna do the best to bring you down) So just walk (They�re gonna do the best to bring you down) So just walk (They�re gonna do the best to bring you down) Away Away from here Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2004 121604 12/13/04 10:21 am Back to work! Had a great 10 days off from work to be with my girl! Proposed to her on December 3rd, 2004! She said, 'Yes' WOO HOO! Had a great week with her, did the whole bdays/Xmas thing with her! Great times! Now I'm back at work just missing her! But I already bought the ticket to see her in February for Valentines' day, so that will be cool! I'll leave on Friday the 11th and get back wednesday night, the 16th, so we'll have like 6 days to be together! That will be cool! She plans to come out here to see me in May, so that will ultimately be cool! That's it for now! WOO! 12/08/04 7:41 am I've been here a couple of days now in California and I'm having a great time! I arrived here on Friday, December 3, 2004. The flights weren't too bad! I arrived at the airport about 3 hours prior to my flight! The 4.5 hour flight from Atlanta to California was pretty cool because I had someone to talk to! That was really cool! My girlfriend was waiting at the airport for me and that was a great feeling! She videotaped the whole thing! She looked very beautiful as she does! When we got to the car, I proposed to her and she said, 'Yes'! WOO HOO! The next morning, we went to Las Vegas! WOO MAMA, lotta walkin' ! My calves were aching! Oh fuckin' well, we were in Vegas! It was just cool to be there! I got to play Galaga of all games in my fuckin' life! That was really cool because it was a new version of the old game and the fire button worked! So I got a good score! But we had a great time in Vegas! I enjoyed myself! On Monday, we celebrated my bday! That was cool! We went to this restaurant called 'Honolulu Harry's'! Good food! We also went to a couple of buffets out here and in Vegas! Well, this is it for now! I'm gonna update more info as I get them! I will also review Vegas, the buffets and every place I've eaten so far and all my experiences! 12/03/04 8:58 am Ok, today is the day I leave for vacation to California for 10 days! Today is also the day I propose to my girlfriend, LaVonne! I will be coming down the escalator in Ontario International Airport ready to see her! She will be videotaping the whole thing! It will be great! I can't wait to see her! I didn't sleep much last night because I wanted to get shit ready and got to work early so that I can leave early and get to the airport on time and just relax until I have to board the plane! It'll be alright! I'm really excited! We will be celebrating our birthdays/thanksgiving/X-mas, so that will be cool! We're also going to Las Vegas on Saturday morning to spend the weekend there! That will be cool! So I'll be leaving here in like less than 3 hours! WOO HOO! 12/02/04 10:52 am She, she Music and lyrics by S. Lopez She�s so fine And I knew she�d blow my mind I feel fine When I see her every time She don�t know what she does to me She don�t know how I feel She don�t know what she�s doin� to me Baby this if for real She she She she She don�t what she does to me She she She she And I love what she does to me Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2004 120204 Lucky in love Music and lyrics by S. Lopez I�m lucky in love Lucky in love I�m lucky in love With the girl That I love I�m lucky in love Lucky in love And I know That in this world There�s no one else Above My girl Well, I know that love�s About luck and chance And if you don�t take the chance You�ll never know would be Well, I had some luck And reached down in my pants And I took the chance And I showed her that I love her And she loves me Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2004 120204 Knee deep in love Music and lyrics by S. Lopez Because I�m Knee deep in love with you and my love comes from my waist and my love�s so true my love�s the kind you feel inside my love for you I just can�t hide When I�m knee deep in love With you I�ve walked for miles To find you, girl And now I�ve found you I�m been through many frowns And many smiles Just to get to you The first thing�s to take a step To make you love me I�ll be deeper in your love When our love�s up to our knees Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2004 120204 9:51 am True, true feelings Music and lyrics by S. Lopez True, true feelings for you Because my heart Says, I love you And these True true feelings for you And my love for you Is so true Sometimes I don�t know what to do Because my heart Only wants you And when I know It�s true My heart Only wants you I�ve got True true feelings True true feelings Felt for you I�ve got True true feelings True true feeings Because I Love You Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2004 120204 12/01/04 1:30 pm You have my heart Music and lyrics by S. Lopez You have my heart Because I gave it to you You have my heart And it�s all for you My heart for yours Is all I want from you You�ve won my heart From the very start Since I met you You have my heart And you�ve won my love You have my heart And there�s no one else above My love is yours And it�s all I want from you You�ve won my love And won my heart Since I met you Sambone Rocknroll Publishing Copyright 2004 120104 |
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