Song Fic: Don’t Think Of Me

Artist: Dido

Album: No Angel

Title: Don't Think Of Me

Couple: Justin/Chris (implied) Justin/JC (implied)

Author: [email protected]

AN: I actually like Dani... keep that in mind... please

Justin sat in the booth alone. His eyes followed Chris across the dance floor. Chris had everything. Chris had the perfect girlfriend. Chris had the perfect life. Chris was lying to himself.

He certainly hadn’t been thinking of Dani when he kissed Justin. They had spent two years together. Two years of friendship, of companionship, of love making.

Watching him now, dancing with Dani, was royally pissing him off. JC sat down beside him in the booth. He talked to the blond in an effort to calm him down, knowing exactly where the younger man’s blue eyes were focused.

So you're with her, and not with me

I hope she's sweet, and so pretty

I hear she cooks delightfully,

A little angel beside you

“Come on J... he’s not worth the trouble...” Josh coaxed. Justin sneered as Chris and Dani kissed and ground against each other.

So you're with her, and not with me

Oh how lucky one man can be

I hear your house is smart and clean

Oh how lovely with your homecoming queen

Oh how lovely it must be

Justin slumped in his seat. “I hate is Josh... I hate it all...” he looked at his friend. “I hate it...” he leaned against his long time friend. “I hate that I still miss him... that I still think of him...” he looked up at JC again. “It’s been four months...”

“Don’t let him effect you.. Ignore him, get mad at him... but don’t let him keep hurting you...”

When you see her sweet smile baby;

Don't think of me

When she lays in your warm arms

Don't think of me

So you're with her, and not with me

“She’s a slut Josh... you do know that don’t you?” Justin asked suddenly somber. JC was quiet.

“I know... I saw her leave Joe’s room this morning...”

I know she spreads sweet honey

In fact your best friend

I heard he spent last night with her

Now how do you feel?

Now how do you feel?

When you see her sweet smile baby;

Don't think of me

When she lays in your warm arms

Don't think of me

And it's too late, and it's too bad,

Don't think of me

“But... neither of us can tell him... he’ll believe her over us... he has to find out on his own...” Josh said quietly. Justin leaned closer to his friend feeling, needing, the comfort he could provide. JC smiled, holding him protectively. “I love you Justin... maybe someday... you’ll feel the same...” Justin looked up at him and offered a smile.

“Give me some time Josh.. I can’t start really loving you if even a pinch of my heart is devoted to him... time... and I know I can love you even more...” Justin promised. JC smiled. They felt eyes on them and looked up to see Chris glaring at them over Dani’s shoulder. Justin smiled widely.

And it's too late and it's too bad

Don't think of me

Does it bother you now all the mess I made?

Does it bother you now the clothes you told me not to wear?

Does it bother you now all the angry games we played?

Does it bother you now when I'm not there?

When you see her sweet smile baby;

Don't think of me

When she lays in your warm arms

Don't think of me

Justin turned to look at Josh again. JC smiled in return before standing up holding out a hand. Justin took the offered arm, standing up to follow him.

“Where are we going?” he asked.

“The hotel.. I want to talk Justin... without prying eyes...” Justin smiled nodding his agreement.

And it's too late and it's too bad,

Don't think of me

Oh it's too late, and it's too bad,

Don't think of me.

Justin glanced once more over his shoulder. Only long enough to smile and wave before following JC out of the club and into life after Chris Kirkpatrick.

The End