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| Today is Saturday,...I think..I'm having trouble keeping track of days these days..being Christmas break and all..So i had a nice Christmas. I love Christmas, it's so...full of love? well, now i just sound corny. But maybe somebody out there knows what i mean. Perhaps. ALthough, to me perhaps means no. So Brett gets home tomorrow. Which is great. Because I'm feeling rather alone and left in the middle. I had a really bad dream about him last night.. He moved in with me..and we were talking, and..all of a sudden his face morphed into a face of my ex bf. It was saying horrible thigns that he used to say to me, cept it was Brett's voice. It got me all worried, even though i know it was just a dream. I'v realized something over the past little while.. You CAN be happy..sometimes you just get distracted. I suppose. I don't know. I think I'm happy. For the time being. Something is bothering me though..and untill i get rid of that..I will continue to cary a burden on my shoulders. But...I don't think i can help this thing..because someone else has to participate. And...well that's just not going to happen. No one actually reads this...so i guess it's my own private place to let my thoughts just spill out. Maybe if i wasn't so lazy..I would write them down on paper. But typing just seems to be so much easier. -Lost and Deleriuos-erin |
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| And all the little ants are marching, red and black antennas waving, they all do it the same..they all do it the same..way. |