Live, Love, and Hate – by Orpheus
Week 58 – I wanna retch
(2/16/05) Okay, I’d just like to start by saying “What the Hell is wrong with people?” I mean, German class this morning, the evil student teacher pairs up the students, I get paired with this girl who I’ve known of (i.e. know who she is, but I don’t really know her) since the 7th grade. Next thing you need to understand is that I have never even spoken to her. (2/17/05) Okay, so then she decides to “exercise her right to not do the assignment”, what a judgmental bitch.
Okay, so last night I got pulled away to go to some stupid awards ceremony because my mom got one of the awards. Don’t get me wrong, it’s good an’ all, but 3 awards were given out, and I didn’t get home for over two and a half hours. Besides which, it was held at my old middle school, and that place at night (and I imagine in the daylight, too) is so goddamn HTF that it made me wanna retch (that’s Honor The Fallen, I keep track of my life by what I’m writing, and also some parts of it were set there [or at least were meant to be, I took a lot of HTF out]).
Alright, so when I was walking home from a family gathering after said award ceremony, the creepiest feeling began to creep up on me, the feeling that I was walking from my world into that of Eurydice. All the lighting was right, the wind, the setting, and a thousand other things that you’d have to have been both there and in the first dream to understand. So then I started to run, trying to get there faster, you know? But when I ran out of breath (left breathless), I suddenly felt that thinking that in the first place had been stupid, but the rest of the way home, I couldn’t help but feel that I’d hear her calling to me, or see her sitting on someone’s fence, but alas, she was absent.
This last paragraph idea was given by Samecool (which is kinda weird considering that I had a 5 paragraph column planned out). The first Resident Evil session went pretty well, considering that most of it was rather a last minute rush, but I suppose that my obsessive RE fanboyism just made it a lot easier, some of the rooms really should have had something more in them, but who knows, maybe they will on one of the returns to the mansion… I should probably read Huck Finn, we’re supposed to be at chapter 30 of that for my E2H class, but I’m on chap 10, because I only ever read it in class.
For Week 58, this is Orpheus, signing out, please PLEEEASE send topics to write about to [email protected]