Live, Love, and Hate – by Orpheus

 

Week 38 (45) – Here comes the rain again

 

(10/19/04) “Here Comes the Rain Again” is an excellent song, and I command you all to go out and listen to it (the original version by Eurythmics, not the Crüxshadows cover). Honestly, I don’t know what I’m doing. I should really be working on my lab write-up for chem, since it’s due tomorrow. Instead, I’m working on this, which I don’t even know what I’m writing about. I mean, if it was just my grade that the report influenced, I probably wouldn’t bother with it at all, but it also affects that of my lab partner, so I guess I should get started on it. Well, I’m already started on it, what I mean is that I should probably finish it.

 

I’d just like to say that after week 43 (50), I’m going to take a bit of a sabbatical from LLH. A long one that I, for one, feel is very well deserved. This will be the end of LLH season 2 (season 1 ended with “With eyes turned to the stars” [Week 10]).

 

(10/22/04) Looking forward to getting this thing done more and more everyday. Samecool is supposed to be getting me some pictures for use in 43 (50) that I would be either unable to otherwise acquire or I would need to have scanned from a yearbook. Speaking of Samecool… (10/23/04) an event has recently come up that has led me to wonder whether or not I can trust him.

 

Well, on to another unrelated paragraph. I was talking to C earlier today, and I know I’ve said it before, but it really bears repeating, she reminds me a lot of myself. I learned a lot more about her today, including the reason that she always wears pants instead of shorts. But that’s not really what I’m getting at here, my point was…my point was… stupid music, just made me lose my train of thought. Um, let’s see what all I could possibly have been thinking of; we’re both trying to get away to the same place (well, she’s just considering it, I’m thinking up plans, and then shooting them full of holes), she’s how I probably would have been if I hadn’t given up self-injury, and, um, whatever the next item on the list is, it’s what I meant to say.

 

For Week 38 (45) this is Orpheus, signing out.