| The Dance | ||||
| 2/14/06 approx 2:30-3:00 AM, hallucination Slipped into some sort of hallucinatory trance. Smelled smoke machine made mist (smelled just like Halloween Haunt) and vision was fogged when eyes open (wish I;d bought us the glasses @ Feary Tales). Also, thought I was at a dance, was listening to iPod (Rammstein and Bella Morte) and dancing (probably horribly). Thought sometimes maybe it was R's prom; sometimes thought I was dancing with R, sometimes thought with Little Dead Girl. No Eury, sadly. Snapped out of it part way through Fall No More, roughly when the may melody & beat kick in. Sometimes thought I was at Knott's out by where Kingdom of the Dinosaurs used to be. Where the clowns are. either 4/2, 4/3, or 4/4 in the early hours of the morning, hallucination continued. slipped into that same trance-like state. Smelled the mist, kept eyes closed the whole time, was at the dance again, only this time it was dark except the floor was brightly visible like it was well-lit, and so were the people, who were all crowded around and watching a dance with myself and the Little Dead Girl (no R this time, and the people were somehow surreal, I can't explain it). Part way through I noticed Eurydice was standing in the distance, past the crowd. I tried calling to her, but she just stood their watching, I tried walking over to her, but I couldn't get through the people (oddly enough, where she was standing was, in the real world, outside my window, and my room is on the second floor, so going to her likely would have been fatal, though I tried anyway, and strangely I couldn't even get to the wall before I ran into the crowd and couldn't push on). Then, Eury walked away, I tried calling and going toward her again, but she was gone and I couldn't get through the people, it was at this point that I appologized to Little Dead Girl and forced myself back into reality. |
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