Note from
Sampast: A fan wrote to me that she thought Shawn (in the story, Sled Dogs) should
be spanked. I told her if she wanted to
write the story, I would consider posting it.
I liked it so much, that I decided to put it on my website. Here it is:
Epilogue
to Sled Dogs (F/M)
Ó2004 by Lady Diana
(with
the general if you don't like spanking stories, you shouldn't read this
disclaimers.
:)
A few
days after Christmas, Dee heard that Shawn had
been
reprimanded for the horrible scene at the Magic
Kingdom
Christmas Eve party. It turned out that Shawn
had been
drinking, and was, in fact, out taking a nip
when
Dee's precocious four-year-old twins, Beckie and
Benny,
had let the sled dogs out of the kennels.
Ever
since the party, Shawn had been avoiding Dee like
the
plague. Whenever he saw her, he blushed with guilt
and
hurried away. Dee was exasperated. She and Shawn
had been
good friends for a long time and often took
their
lunch breaks together. Dee was upset with Shawn
for
endangering her children, not to mention the other
children
at the party. Also, she was concerned about
Shawn's
drinking. Somewhere in the back of her mind,
she knew
what she needed to do about it, but she
carefully
avoided acknowledging it to herself.
Finally,
just before the New Year, Dee cornered Shawn.
"I
need to talk to you, buster. Tonight, after supper,
come to
my house."
Shawn nodded
resignedly, looking guilty and vaguely
frightened.
Then he hurried back to It's a Small
World,
where he was working that day.
After
work, Dee picked up the twins from preschool. As
they
chattered eagerly about their day, Dee felt
twinges
of anxiety about what would happen when Shawn
came to
the house. Always insightful, Beckie noticed
and
said, "Mommy, whatsa matter?"
Dee
smiled at her daughter. "Everything is A-OK,
Beckiebunny.
No worries, no fears, all smiles, no
tears.
And guess who is going to spend the night at
Auntie
Kelli's house??"
Bennie
bounced up and down excitedly. "Auntie Kelli!
Auntie
Kelli! Yayyyy!"
Beckie
looked unconvinced, but joined quickly in her
twin's
enthusiasm. "I likes going to Auntie Kelli's!"
she
proclaimed.
Dee smiled
and enjoyed the twins' ramblings about
things
they had done with Auntie Kelli when they had
stayed
with her in the past. She took them home, and
helped
them pack their overnight bags.
"I's
gonna take my squirt gun!" Bennie announced.
"Me
too, me too!" Beckie agreed.
Dee
kissed them each on the top of the head. "It'll be
too late
to play with squirt guns when you get to
Auntie
Kelli's tonight, my bunnies. How about taking
someone
to sleep with?"
After much deliberation and discussion, Beckie
picked
out a
stuffed scotty dog puppy that Santa had given
her.
Bennie chose his favorite teddy bear that he'd
had
since the twins were born. They took their bags
downstairs
and helped their Mommy make tacos for
dinner.
After
they'd eaten, Dee cleaned up the twins and
walked
them next door to her best friend's house, whom
the
twins had always known as Auntie Kelli. As she
handed
over their bags to Kelli and reminded her of
their
bedtime routine, Kelli winked at her. "I know
who's
coming over. It's Shawn, and I know you've been
liking
him a long time."
Dee
groaned and rolled her eyes. "Yes, Kel, I'm
dropping
off my kids with you for the night so I
can..."
Dee blushed and trailed off.
Kelli
chuckled. "No reason why the twins can't stay
with us
when you...." She winked again.
Dee
rolled her eyes again, and hugged and kissed her
twins
good night. They barely noticed her leaving,
they
were so entranced with the cookie dough and
cookie
cutters sitting out on the kitchen counter.
Dee
walked back to the house, her stomach churning.
She knew
what she was going to do, but the thought
made her
nervous. Anxiously, she took the hairbrush
and a
bottle of moisturizing lotion from the bathroom
and put
them on her bedside table. She then wandered
through
the house, tidying up the twins' toys and
books
while she wondered if Shawn would even come.
At
shortly after 7:00, the doorbell rang. Dee took a
deep
breath and answered the door. Shawn stood there,
smiling
nervously and holding a bouquet of flowers.
"For
you.. To apologize. I'm really sorry, Dee."
Dee felt
her resolve falter, but she recovered it
quickly
and took the flowers. "Come in, Shawn. I'll
put
these in some water."
Dee
hurried into the kitchen, where she smelled the
flowers
deeply. Tulips, her favorite. She put them in
a blue
ceramic vase that the twins had given her for
Mother's
Day and set the vase in the middle of the
table.
Then, refusing to glance at the vase again, she
closed
her eyes, and rehearsed what was coming next in
her mind
again. She took a deep breath again, and
walked
calmly back to the living room. Shawn was
sitting
on the couch, nervously chewing his lip.
"Shawn,
I think you know what I need to talk with you
about,"
she began.
Shawn
nodded and spoke quickly, "I'm so sorry, Dee. It
won't
happen again. It was my fault your kids let out
those
dogs. I'm really sorry."
Dee
nodded and looked in Shawn's eyes. "I hope you
realize
what you did. You put my kids and everyone
else's
kids in danger. Those dogs could have bitten
someone!
You knew you were responsible for the sled
dogs,
but you decided that drinking was more important
than
your responsibility."
Shawn
nodded again. "I messed up, bad." he said
quietly.
"I'm
your friend, Shawn. I care about you very much.
Your
drinking worries me. I'm worried about your
health.
I'm worried about you. I think you need some
help
with your drinking."
Again,
he nodded, but this time he did not speak.
"I'm
very disappointed in you, Shawn. And I think I
know
what we need to do about it."
"Do?"
Shawn looked confused, a bit scared, and maybe
even a
bit hopeful. "What do you mean, do?"
At this
point, Dee's resolve nearly failed her
completely.
She nearly said, "Never mind, I don't
know,
forget about it." But then, she saw in her
mind's
eye, one of the sled dogs biting Bennie's
little
arm, nearly tearing it off. Of course the dogs
at MK
were gentle, but still, who knew what could have
happened?
With that image burning in her head, Dee
stood
up. "Follow me, young man."
Bewildered,
Shawn followed Dee to her bedroom. He
stopped
at the doorway. "Uh, Dee, I don't... I mean...
Uhm..."
Dee
turned and faced him. "It's not that. I'm not
going to
sleep with you. Come in here."
Shawn
swallowed hard and walked into the bedroom. Dee
sat on
the bed and patted the space next to her. Shawn
sat down
and looked at her with confusion.
"Shawn,
you've made some bad choices. And there are
consequences
for choices, aren't there?" Dee said. He
nodded,
and she continued. "You put kids at risk. You
acted irresponsibly.
There need to be consequences for
those
actions."
"Uhm...
Cal gave me a written reprimand. It's in my
file
now," he said, still confused.
"Yes,
that's the consequence of not doing your job
properly.
But I'm going to give you the consequence
for
endangering my kids and the other kids, and for
not
taking proper care of yourself. I'm your friend,
and I
care about you." Dee replied.
Shawn
swallowed hard. "Uhm... what do you mean, you're
going to
give me the consequence?"
Dee
looked him directly in the eye. "I'm going to give
you a
spanking. You've behaved very badly, and you
need to
be disciplined." Dee could scarcely believe
how
steady and in control her voice sounded. Inside,
her
stomach had descended to her kneecaps.
Shawn's
eyes widened. "A... A sp.... A spanking?" he
repeated,
his voice cracking.
Dee
nodded. "You deserve one, don't you think?"
He
swallowed hard once more, bit his lip, and very
very
slowly nodded his head. "Yes, ma'am. I do."
"You
do what?" Dee heard herself asking.
"I
do deser.. deserve a spa....spanking."
Dee took
a deep breath and released it. Feeling in
more
certain territory she said, "Can you tell me why
you
deserve a spanking, Shawn?"
He
nodded again. "Because I wasn't responsible and the
kids
could have gotten hurt and I shouldn't be
drinking
when I have responsibilities to take care
of."
Dee
nodded and motioned for Shawn to stand up. When he
stood,
she sat in the middle of the bed, legs out
straight
in front of her with her back against the
headboard.
"Alright, young man. Take down your pants
and
underwear and come over my lap."
Without
a word, Shawn slid his belt out of his jeans
and
unfastened them. He slid them down a bit, and lay
over
Dee's lap. Then he pulled his jeans and underwear
down
further. Dee smiled a bit at his modesty. She
adjusted
his pants and underwear down further and
rubbed
his back with her left hand. When she was sure
he was
calm, she placed her right hand lightly on his
bottom.
"Are you ready?" she asked.
"Yes,
ma'am," he said quietly, and Dee lifted her hand
and
brought it down sharply on his bottom, alternating
cheeks.
"Shawn,
{Spank! Spank!} you will not {Spank! Spank!}
endanger
children with your {Spank! Spank!}
carelessness.
You have {Spank! Spank!} better judgment
than
{Spank! Spank!} that. You have to learn {Spank!
Spank!}
to use that judgment." Dee had started
spanking
him as she would her twins, but had rapidly
increased
the hardness of the spanks, since he was an
adult.
"Do you {Spank! Spank!} understand that?
{Spank!
Spank! Spank! Spank!}"
"I
understand... I'm sorry..." Shawn's voice was shaky
and his
bottom was getting red. Dee picked up the
hairbrush
from the bedside table.
"And
you will not {Spank! Spank!} continue to drink in
such an
uncontrolled {Spank! Spank! Spank!} and
unhealthy
manner! You are {Spank! Spank!} a worthwhile
person
and you need {Spank! Spank!} to take better
care of
yourself. {Spank! Spank! Spank!} I don't want
you
{Spank! Spank!} drinking yourself to death!"
Shawn
jumped a bit when she brought the brush down on
his
bottom the first time, but other than that he
tried to
remain still. "Oww.... I'll do better.....
I'm
sorry."
Dee
stopped and rubbed his bottom. "We're almost done,
honey."
Shawn nodded, and Dee rubbed his red bottom
for a couple
of minutes, then said, "Are you ready to
finish?"
"Yes,
ma'am," Shawn replied softly, and Dee picked the
brush
back up.
She
spanked his sit spots firmly with the brush, "I
want you
{Spank! Spank!} to understand that I {Spank!
Spank!}
am going to help you {Spank! Spank!} to do
better.
If you endanger my kids {Spank! Spank!} again,
expect
to be over my lap {Spank! Spank!} again. Is
that
{Spank!} clear?"
Shawn
nodded and nodded, and Dee put the brush down.
"It's
all over, the spanking's done, honey. It's all
forgiven
now." Dee picked up the lotion and rubbed it
into
Shawn's red bottom and sit spots.
"I'm
sorry. I'll do better, I promise," he said,
relaxing
as the cool lotion soothed his bottom.
"I
know you will, honey. I know you will," Dee said,
gently
rubbing his bottom. When she had rubbed in the
lotion
fully, she kissed Shawn's head. "Come here."
Shawn
pulled up his underwear and jeans and sat next
to Dee.
She put her arm around him and pulled him to
her. He
rested his head against her while she
whispered
reassurances to him. "It's okay,
everything's
alright, everything's going to be fine,
honey,
it's alright, it's alright, I'm right here,
it's
okay, it's okay."
Shyly,
Shawn looked at her. "Did you mean it... when
you said
you'd help me? I mean.... help me, like
this?"
Dee
nodded. "I care about you, Shawn. I want to help
you, and
I think this is the way you need to be
helped."
He
snuggled against her, nodding. "I think so too..."
And so
they snuggled close, talking quietly about
things
Shawn needed help with, then talking about
things
in general, nothing and everything. Eventually,
they
were laying under the covers, snuggling and
talking,
and then they were asleep, curled up
together.