Growing Pains-chapter 5
(M/f)
Copyright © 2001 by Sampast
and Huggedlots
Maggie couldn't believe her
eyes. She read the letter for about the 100th time before really believing that
she had made the dance team. Besides being a cheerleader, that was about the
most prestigious group at school. Being in 9th grade had been a hard transition
for her, and she felt like a lowly outsider, but this would bring her into a
whole new world, with all the popular girls. She just couldn't believe she had
been chosen.
The first real practice was
scheduled for the following Monday. Along with all the other 9th graders coming
into Rockville Centre High School, Maggie had been practicing routines with the
coach, and had gone through try-outs the second week of school. Those that made
the team would start practicing with the whole team next week. She was one of
the lucky 10 who had made it. She knew a few of the other freshman who had been
selected who had gone to her junior high school, and had made friends with most
of the others, but she hoped to make friends with all the older girls once they
were a team.
She was so excited; she
couldn't wait to tell her mom and dad. She knew they supported her, and her dad
had been teasing her about how cute she looked in her dance outfits.
The following Monday,
school truly dragged until the last period which was her PE class but would now
be dance team. She tried to look "cool" as she entered the gym and
glanced around for the other girls she knew. The older girls were sitting on
the bleachers, quietly talking among themselves. Sandy, a pretty girl, who was
a senior, was the captain of the dance team, and made a short welcome speech
before practice began.
Maggie felt good as she
twirled and danced to the music and knew that she had learned the routines and
had them down cold. She was surprised when Kristin, one of the older dancers
told her she was a clod and she couldn't believe she had been chosen. Trying hard
to hide her hurt feelings, Maggie turned around to see if anyone else had
heard, but no one was looking their way. Her confidence shaken, Maggie started
making mistakes, and knew that she had to get her focus back.
Back in the locker room,
Kristin passed her and whispered in her ear, "See, I told you, you were a
total klutz, why don't you go back to P.E. where you belong?"
Maggie, instead of being
hurt, got mad, turned quickly, and said loudly, "Hey, what's your problem,
bitch?"
Heads turned to watch the
confrontation, and a few of Maggie's friends quietly came to stand behind her.
Seeing what was quickly happening, Sandy rushed over, and got between the two.
"Hey, what's going on you two?"
Not wanting to sound like a
whiner, Maggie stayed silent. Kristin lied and said that Maggie had attacked
her for no reason. Sandy looked from one angry face to the other, and sighed.
Kristin had always been a problem, and it looked like for some unknown reason,
she had picked Maggie to torment.
Sandy grabbed Maggie's arm
and pulled her past the others to a quiet part of the locker room. "Look,
Maggie, I don't know you well, but you seem like a nice kid. Kristin,
unfortunately, is NOT a very nice person, but what she wants is attention, and
somehow she picked YOU to get it from. I am glad you stood up to her, but if
Mrs. Baum had heard your language, you would be in real trouble, so you really
need to watch it, okay?"
Furious, Maggie was trying
to hold in her temper, but wasn't succeeding. "She IS a bitch, Sandy. Why
would she hate me? She doesn't even know me!!!"
"Well, she had a
friend she wanted to be on the squad, but you were much better. When the vote
came down, her friend lost, you were on, and she is pissed off. She knows you
are good, but if she can needle you into quitting, she can petition her friend
in. Sooo, you have to stay cool. I noticed her needling you on the floor, and
you blew it. You lost concentration and she made you look bad. You have talent,
so don't blow it, okay?"
Taking another deep breath,
Maggie agreed. Sandy patted her shoulder, and started walking away. Turning
back, Sandy asked if Maggie would like to come to a party at her house the
following Friday. Sandy felt badly for the kid, and wanted to try to bring her
under her wing. Maggie's eyes lit up, but she tried to be "cool".
Sandy almost laughed, but knew how hard it was to be a freshman.
"I would love
to," Maggie said, trying not to sound too excited.
"Great," said
Sandy. "I will get you directions tomorrow. I have to run now. My
boyfriend is waiting. See ya tomorrow, kiddo."
Maggie went home on a
cloud. She couldn't believe her luck. Being invited to a party at Sandy's house
was an incredible coup. At dinner, she went on and on about the dance team and
Sandy, until Heather had to remind her to eat.
Bob was happy to see his
little girl so excited, but started to frown when she told them about the party
on Friday night. "Hold on, Magpie. Are her parents going to be home? What
kind of kids are coming to this party? Do you know them? We haven't met Sandy
yet, and although I am sure she is a nice kid, we will need to talk to her
parents before you get permission to go to this party, with what will probably
be a whole lot of older kids."
Maggie had almost forgotten
how strict her parents could be. "Dad, listen to me. I am fourteen years
old, and you have to lighten up!"
"Excuse me, young
lady?" Bob said, raising his eyebrows. "First of all, I don't like
your tone. Second of all, this is a time in your life that your mom and I will
be tightening our rules, not lightening up as you put it. There is a whole lot
going on out there that we most definitely do not want you involved in, or
exposed to, and if you plan on having a social life, you will have to abide by
our rules, or you will find yourself staying home a lot. Do I make myself
clear?"
Maggie just stuttered, and
ran from the room. Not wanting a visit from her dad and his hairbrush, she
refrained from slamming the door to her room. She was mortified beyond belief,
and the one thing she knew, was that if she had to climb out a window, she was
going to that party. Hugging her teddy bear, she paced the room, unable to sit
still.
Hearing a knock, and not
really wanting to talk to either parent, she asked if she could be left alone
for a while. Heather, sighed, knowing how upset her daughter was, and feeling
caught in the middle. She knew she would have to talk to Bob. She had to make
him understand that Maggie was a lot like her, and if he reined her in too
much, she would rebel and they would have worse problems on their hands.
Walking back downstairs,
Heather waited until Bob put Josh to bed, and came back to the living room.
Patting the couch, she asked him to sit, and she rubbed his back as she started
to talk quietly to him about her fears.
"Bob, I love that you
care so much, and want to keep Maggs safe, but we can't keep her in a cocoon.
We have to let her make some of the decisions for herself, if we want her to
grow. Making mistakes at her age is part of growing up, but she will never
learn to make them, if we always do it for her."
Troubled, Bob turned and
asked, "Do you think I like making Maggie unhappy?"
"No, sweetheart, I
don't. I think you just want your baby safe, and I admire how protective you
are. BUT, we will lose her, if you don't let go, just a little bit. Can we
compromise somehow?"
Bob stood up and started to
pace. Heather almost smiled, as she knew that Maggie was upstairs pacing as
well.
Bob sighed and nodded,
"Okay, she can go. But..."
Again, Heather smiled. She
just knew Bob would give in. "But?" she asked.
"But I want to meet
this Sandy first. And I want to make sure the parents will be home."
Heather nodded. "Fair
enough."
Maggie, of course, did not
think this was so fair. But she wanted to go to the party. And since she didn't
want to have to sneak out unless absolutely necessary, she agreed to have Bob
meet Sandy.
She walked up to Sandy at
dance class the next day. "Uh, Sandy? About that party on Friday?"
Sandy turned to see Maggie
and smiled. "Yeah, here are the directions," she said, handing Maggie
a slip of paper. "Do you think you'll be able to come?"
Maggie bit her lip. She
hated having to say this. "I hope you don't think I'm a real baby or
anything, but my dad wants to meet you first. Do you think you could come by my
house sometime before Friday?" she asked, hoping Sandy didn't take back
the invitation.
But she didn't. She just
smiled real wide. "Sure, kiddo, I could do that. I totally understand. My
parents were the same way when I was your age."
Maggie tried not to let
what Sandy get to her. The way she had said, "when I was your age"
made Maggie seem like she was four, instead of fourteen. But she knew her dad
would never let her go until he met Sandy.
They arranged it so that
Sandy would come by after dinner on Wednesday night. That night, Maggie took
Bob aside and said, "Dad, do not embarrass me, pleeeease."
Bob smiled at his little
girl, who wasn't so little anymore. He couldn't believe she was almost all
grown up. "I wouldn't do that to you, Magpie," he said.
"Dad, don't call me
that when Sandy is here. That name is okay when we're alone or if the twins are
around, but not around my new high school friends. Okay?" Maggie asked,
persistently.
Bob just nodded. He had
given that name to her way back, before he and Heather were even married. And
Maggie had always loved it, had always said it made her feel special. He didn't
say now that he was hurt that she didn't want him to call her that anymore, or
at least when others were around. He tried not to let her know it bothered him.
Sandy came by around 8.
Heather said a quick hello before bringing Joshua upstairs to bed. Bob sat down
in the living room and started asking Sandy a million questions. Maggie shot
her dad a look that said he was dead if he kept it up.
"And are your parents
going to be home on Friday night, Sandy?" Bob asked.
"Yes, sir. They
chaperone all my parties," Sandy said.
"Well, I'm glad to
hear that."
Maggie stood up. "Well,
Sandy has to go now, Dad."
"Yes, I do. It was
nice meeting you, Mr. Clemente," Sandy said, shaking Bob's hand. "And
I'll see you in dance class tomorrow, Maggie."
"Okay, see you
then," Maggie said, closing the door on Sandy. She turned to Bob and
whined, "Dadddddy! I can't believe the way you were harassing Sandy."
"I was not harassing
her, Margaret Anne. And I suggest you watch the way you speak to me, young
lady. You are not too old to have your bottom bared and put over my lap. Is
that understood?"
Maggie gulped and nodded.
"Yes, sir. I'm sorry, Daddy."
"Okay, now go finish
your homework and get ready for bed. Tonight is a school night."
"Yes, sir,"
Maggie said, running up the stairs. She was glad it hadn't been worse.
Maggie could hardly wait
for Friday night to arrive. Heather had even taken her out after school on
Thursday to buy something new to wear. They had spent a little more than
planned, but Heather told Maggie she would make it okay with Bob. She had
gotten a short blue skirt and matching top. Maggie put it on after dinner on
Friday. She had done her nails in a light pink, and Heather had helped her to
put on make-up just right. If truth be told, Heather was excited for Maggie's
first high school party.
Bob's jaw dropped to the
floor when he saw the outfit. "THAT'S what you're wearing?" he asked.
"Uh huh, how do I
look, Daddy?" Maggie asked.
"Well, you look like
a..." Bob started to say, but Heather stopped him.
"What he means, Maggs,
is that you look so grown-up," Heather said. She grabbed the camera that
she always had on hand to snap pictures whenever Josh did something cute.
"Here, let me take your picture."
"Okay, but hurry, Mom.
Sandy's boyfriend is picking me up!" Maggie said, smiling for the camera.
"Sandy's boyfriend?"
Bob asked.
"Yeah, he said it was
on his way. He didn't mind. Honest, Daddy."
"That's fine,
sweetie," Heather said, glaring at Bob. She would have to calm him down
again. Having Maggie be a teenager was tougher than she had ever imagined.
After Maggie left, Bob
turned to Heather, "What do you mean letting her go with some boy we DO
NOT KNOW, in HIS car? My God, Heather, what is going on here?"
Heather just sighed,
watching Bob puff up and do the indignant Dad routine. "Sweetheart,"
Heather said as she went over and hugged him. "I love you, and I love how
much you love Maggie, BUT, remember, the harder you hold on, the more she is
going to feel the need to pull away. Trust me on this!!! Remember, she is a lot
like me in many ways, although," Heather said, kissing Bob gently, "I
didn't have a wonderful Dad like you around."
"Hmm, stop trying to
get around me, young lady," Bob told her kissing her back. "Let's get
Josh to bed, and see if you can keep my mind occupied."
~~~
Meanwhile, Maggie was
totally nervous in the car with Sandy's boyfriend and wasn't sure how to start
the conversation. "Umm, thanks for picking me up."
"Sure thing, no
prob." Opening a package of cigarettes, he offered her one.
"Umm, no thanks, I am
ahhh, trying to cut back."
"No problem,
kiddo."
Groaning inwardly, Maggie
wished they would get to Sandy's house quicker.
Finally, they pulled into
Sandy's driveway, and Maggie saw several of her dance team friends and started
feeling better. Sandy ran out and started necking with her boyfriend. Maggie
was stunned, just watching them make out on the front lawn. Moving out of the
way and up the stairs, Maggie tried not to look as nervous as she felt. She
didn't want to appear like a "kid".
Thank goodness her mom went
shopping with her; at least she knew she fit in clothes wise. Walking in the
house she saw lots of couples making out all over. Some were smoking cigarettes
and walking closer she smelled what she just KNEW was pot. It had a sort of
sweet smell, and she had heard that's what it smelled like.
Glancing around, she
wondered where Sandy's parents were, and how they could allow people to smoke
pot in their house, but there were no signs of adults anywhere. Maggie started
having a sinking feeling that she was in wayyy over her head, but was
determined NOT to panic, and just have a good time. Walking over to some of the
girls from the team who WEREN'T with boyfriends, she started talking and
relaxed a bit.
"Want some punch,
Maggie?"
"Sure," she
replied, and Glenna handed her a cup. It tasted kind of strange, but Maggie
didn't really think about it, and being thirsty drank two cups. Suddenly, she
felt kind of light headed, and looked up to see Glenna laughing at her.
"Hey, slow down kiddo,
you are gonna be drunk in no time if you guzzle like that."
"Ohmigod! What have I
done!" Maggie groaned inwardly. To make the night even more of a
nightmare, there was Kristin walking in the door.
"Why is SHE
here?" she asked Glenna.
"Well, I doubt she was
invited, but no one is going to throw her out unless she makes a scene."
"Ohhh no," Maggie
thought, "just what I need."
Kristin walked over to her,
and snidely said, "Ohhh, look what we have here, are you DRUNK, little
girl?"
"Leave me alone,
Kristin!" Maggie snapped.
"Why should I, little
girl?" Kristin asked, pushing her just a bit.
Getting madder by the
moment, Maggie looked at her tormentor, and all the rage and frustration she
was feeling spilled out and she reached up and slapped her.
Reeling backward, Kristin
narrowed her eyes, and said, "You will regret this, little rug rat,"
and went after her, pulling her hair, and scratching her.
Hearing the commotion,
Sandy ran in and separated them. "KRISTIN, you are not invited, so get OUT
of my house, NOW!"
"You will regret this,
both of you!" Kristin yelled as she haughtily walked out.
Everyone surrounded Maggie,
trying to make sure she was okay. She had a few nail marks on her face that
were bleeding, so Sandy took her into her bedroom, sat her down on her bed, and
went to get a washrag. "You really are a wildcat; aren't you, kiddo?"
"Sandy, pleassssse
don't call me that, okay?"
"Ohh, sorry, didn't
know you were so sensitive. I meant it in a good way!"
"I feel awful, Sandy,
and I ruined your party, and Kristin spilled her drink on me, and I smell like
a brewery and my dad is just gonna kill me!" Maggie said quickly.
"Hey calm down, kid-
ummm, Maggs, and we will sort it all out. First of all, you DIDN'T ruin my
party. It is going on as we speak. Secondly, I respect your spunk, and standing
up for yourself took guts, lots of them, so don't worry about the others out
there. They don't like Kristin much either, but tolerate her because they have
to. So, want to come out and just have some fun?" Sandy asked her.
Smiling, Maggie agreed, and
Sandy hugged her. "Come on," Sandy said, taking her hand. "Bad
beginning, but I know it is going to be a good night."
Meanwhile, Kristin fumed,
trying to figure out a way to get even. Suddenly she remembered hearing
something about Maggie's parents being strict. Smiling to herself, she picked
up her cell phone and called information and got the Clemente's phone number.
Bob picked up the phone on
the first ring. "Hello, Mr. Clemente?"
"Yes, who is
this?"
"Well Sir, I am a
friend of your daughter's from the dance team, and I really am worried about
her, and didn't know what to do, so I thought the best thing was to call you. I
really don't mean to bother you," Kristin said in her best imitation of
caring and concern.
"What do you mean you
are worried?" Bob asked, becoming alarmed.
"Well, Sir, I just
came from the party at Sandy's. I had to leave because my parents would NEVER
let me stay at a party like that, Sir."
Bob, growing more worried
by the moment, asked Kristin what was going on there.
"Well, there is a lot
of drinking and some of the kids are smoking pot, and well, I hate to tell you
this, but Maggie is DRUNK, SIR! I asked her to please leave with me, and I
would take her home, but she refused and told me to mind my own business, but I
just thought you should know."
"Oh my God," Bob
groaned, this was worse than he had ever imagined. "Thank you, umm, what
did you say your name was?"
Kristin clicked off,
knowing she had done what she set out to do, and Bob was left holding a dead
receiver. He had heard enough however, and went to find Heather. Telling her
about the call, Bob grabbed his jacket and keys and was heading out the door.
"BOB, wait! Where are
you going?"
Turning angrily to Heather,
he asked, "What do you MEAN, where am I going? I am going to get OUR
daughter, bring her home, and spank some sense into her bare bottom!"
"No Bob, you can't.
First of all, IF this girl was telling the truth, we will know soon enough. If
you go, and drag her out of there, she will NEVER forgive you, and secondly, as
angry as you are, you KNOW you can't even hear reason. So, please, for all our
sakes, let's let the evening play out, and see what Maggie does. Let's give her
the benefit of the doubt and hope that she does the right thing and tells us.
Even if she IS drinking, and she could be, she is a teenager, and this is the
way they learn. We have to let go and let her make some mistakes."
Bob looked at her as if she
had lost her mind, and told her so. "So, you are condoning what is going
on?"
"NO, I am not; I am
saying that we can't follow her around. She has to make her own decision if she
is comfortable in a situation or not, and we can't control every party she goes
to or what the other kids are going to do. SHE has to find her own way, and it
isn't easy these days."
Bob suddenly sunk into the
sofa and put his head in his hands. "Sweetheart, I am not sure I am going
to survive her teenage years."
"Yes, you will, we
both will. Come on, dad, let's get some dessert and cuddle on the couch."
~~~~
Maggie started relaxing and
having a good time, but still she couldn't shake the guilt that she was doing
something wrong. She knew that the punch wasn't her fault, and that the effects
of that had worn off, and the other kids doing things they shouldn't wasn't in
her control either. But as she watched everyone slowly get drunker, especially
Sandy's boyfriend, she realized she didn't want him to drive her home.
Bob lunged for the phone
when it rang at 10 p.m. "Hello?"
"Daddy? Hi."
"Hi Magpie, are you
okay?"
"Yes, but, Daddy? Can
you come pick me up please?"
"Of course, I will be
right there. Are you sure you are okay?"
"Yes, really, I will
wait for you outside, is that okay?"
She sounded like his little
girl again, and Bob melted at hearing her call him daddy. "I will be right
there, Magpie." Turning to Heather, Bob frowned. "Something is really
wrong."
Heather frowned, too.
"Well, she called, that is a good sign, and please, let her tell you; don't
yell at her, okay?"
Smiling, he said, "ME,
YELL?"
Laughing, Heather said,
"Yes you, you old grumpy bear."
Giving her a swat on her
bottom, he kissed her, and said, "I will be back soon, sweetheart. I know
you are worried too and are trying to be "cool".
Maggie chewed her lip as
she waited outside for her dad. The night had been a disaster, for all she had
looked forward to it. She knew her dad was going to have a zillion questions,
and she really didn't know how to tell him, or what to say, and hoped that she
wasn't in as much trouble as she figured she would be. Maybe if she just told
him the truth, she could get out of a spanking, or maybe he could just ---- oh
well, he wouldn't, and damn, what's the use, he just can't understand, he's too
old, and set in his ways.
Suddenly from behind her
she heard Sandy and her boyfriend calling her. "Hey kiddo, what's up?
Whatcha doin?"
"Umm, nothing much, I
just, ahh, well, ummm, my dad is coming over to pick me up. I don't feel well,
and umm, I need to go home," Maggie said, a little unsure of herself.
Sandy was weaving slightly,
and her boyfriend had his hand around her waist, like he was holding her up.
Sandy had a beer bottle in her hand and as she got to Maggie, she slipped and
it spilled all over Maggie's coat. Brian lit a cigarette and tried handing it
to Maggie just as Bob pulled up.
Seeing his little girl
standing there, being offered a cigarette made him angry all over again.
Rolling down the window, he gave a terse order for Maggie to "Get in the
car!" Maggie groaned, realizing how bad all of it looked, even though she
knew she hadn't done anything wrong.
Getting in, she saw the
angry closed look on her dad's face, and her earlier resolve to talk to him
dissolved. Neither of them said a word as he drove home. Maggie turned over
things to say in her mind, but none of them sounded right. Bob, trying to get
his anger under control was afraid to say something wrong, yet knew this was an
opportunity he shouldn't pass up to talk to Maggie.
"Magpie."
"Daddy." Both of them spoke at the same time. Laughing nervously,
Maggie said, "You go first, Dad. I am sure you have plenty to say."
"No, Magpie, I need
you to explain what was going on back there. I don't want to jump to
conclusions."
"Really, Dad? You mean
that?"
Bob cringed at the way she
said that to him, and realized that he needed to listen to Heather more and
loosen up a bit or he was going to lose her. "Yes sweetheart,
really."
Taking a deep breath,
Maggie turned to him and said, "Daddy, please listen and not say anything
till I get to the end, okay?"
"Okay, sweetheart, I
promise."
Maggie filled him in on her
evening, telling him how awful she felt, how confused and how everything went
wrong. Bob listened patiently, impressed by his daughter's maturity, even
though she felt that she had been very immature in how she handled the evening.
When she got to the part about drinking, he gripped the wheel harder,
remembering his promise NOT to say anything.
Seeing his strained look,
Maggie pleaded with him for his understanding. "Dad, please, I didn't KNOW
there was anything in the punch, I swear it!"
Bob just nodded his head
waiting but didn't hear anything. Glancing over, he saw Maggie with her head in
her hands, crying silently. "Shhhhh, Magpie, there is nothing to cry
about. I believe you sweetie, I do."
"Really, Daddy? You
really believe me?"
"Shouldn't I,
Maggs?"
"Yes, but usually you
don't! I did the best I could; I tried, I just didn't, I mean I couldn't,"
---- sobbing, Maggie just completely shut down.
"It's okay, we're
almost home," Bob told her. Once they were in the driveway, Maggie ran
from the car, slamming the door and ran into the house.
Heather was waiting and
tried to stop her, but Maggie flew past her to her room and threw herself on
her bed. Bob came in and hugged Heather tightly. Sighing, he just stroked
Heather's hair and held her. "What Bob? What happened? Why is Maggie so
upset?"
Heather, worried that they
had had an argument, waited for his answer. Bob filled Heather in on Maggie's
evening, and looking perplexed, asked her how he could have handled it
differently. "You did fine, Bob, you are a terrific dad, but something
tells me Maggie is leaving something out. Let me talk to her, okay?"
Running his hands through
his hair, Bob agreed.
Knocking gently, Heather
let herself into Maggie's room. Seeing her lying prone, sobbing her heart out,
Heather's heart went out to her, and memories of her own difficult teenage
years came flooding back.
"Maggs? Can you hear
me?"
"Yes," Maggie
replied shakily.
"Okay, first of all, I
love you, no matter what, always and forever, right?" Heather stated, more
than asked.
"Uh huh," gulped
Maggie.
"Dad told me what you
told him, but that isn't all of it, is it?" Heather asked gently.
Maggie didn't answer her,
and the fumes from her clothes made Heather wonder how much drinking she had
done. "Maggie, did you drink more than the punch?" Maggie shook her
head no. "Did you try the cigarettes that Brian or anyone else offered
you?" Again, a NO shake of the head. "Did some boy touch you in some
way you didn't want him to?" Heather asked in a more forceful way, since
that was one of her greatest fears.
Maggie didn't answer and
Heather grew more alarmed. Rubbing her back, she told her, "It's okay,
just tell me." Hiccoughing, she talked so softly, Heather almost didn't
hear her.
"It was after I had
the punch, Mom. This boy, some friend of Brian's? He offered me a cigarette,
and I said NO, but he made fun of me, and kept saying, 'just one puff, baby,
you'll feel sooo good,' and then he grabbed me, Mom, and he put his hands on
me, and I tried to push him away, and everyone laughed at me, Mom, they
laughed. I felt sort of fluid, you know? Lightheaded and stuff, so I took a
puff just to shut everyone up, and Mom?"
"Yes, Maggs?"
"Well Mom, it umm,
Mom, it wasn't a cigarette; it was pot. I didn't inhale or anything, I mostly
just put it to my lips, but I knew right away that it tasted funny."
Heather decided now was NOT the time to ask her how she knew all that.
"Mom, I just feel so wretched about the whole night, and I did try to do
the right thing, but I didn't and I feel sooooo, I don't know, just
yucky!" Maggie said, crying.
Heather grabbed her into
her arms, and rocked her till she calmed down. Neither of them saw that Bob was
in the doorway or had heard the entire conversation. Heather told Maggie that
peer pressure was a fact of life, and how she chose to cope with it would
define who she was as a person.
"I know mom, but I
feel like I blew it tonight. My first test, and I blew it. Are you very
disappointed in me?" Maggie asked, looking up at Heather.
"Well, I have to say,
I am not thrilled that you drank spiked punch, smoked pot, or had a brawl with
Kristin. But I AM proud of you for telling me, for calling us to bring you
home, and not letting some drunk guy bring you home," Heather answered
honestly.
"Dad is going to hate
me, Mom," Maggie announced.
Finally, deciding his input
was needed, Bob spoke up. "No, Dad would never ever hate you, Maggs."
Both girls started, as they didn't know he was there. "You made some right
and some wrong decisions tonight, sweetie, didn't you?" Bob asked.
Maggie nodded. "Yes,
Dad, I know. Why do I feel so rotten then?"
Bob sat on the bed and told
her, "Growing up is hard, baby. It's why your mom and I try so hard to
steer you in the right directions, to help you learn right from wrong."
"Are you going to
spank me, Daddy?" Maggie asked, already deciding for herself that he would
definitely be saying yes.
Bob had already decided
that she had balanced the night as best she could, but something told him that
SHE didn't think so. He said, "Do you think I should, Maggie?"
Maggie looked at her dad.
She was so surprised. It was the first time he had ever asked her that. He had
always TOLD her she deserved one, but never asked if she thought so too.
"I don't want you to, Daddy, but I guess I do deserve one," Maggie
said, again quite beyond her years.
Heather kissed the top of
her head, and knew that what Maggie was really asking for was a cleansing of
her soul. That indeed, she would feel better once she felt punished and
forgiven, that then, she could forgive herself. "I will leave the two of
you," Heather said, and gently closed the door to Maggie's room.
Bob looked at Maggie.
"Why do you think you need this, Maggs?"
"Well, Daddy, you know
when I realized Sandy's parents weren't there? I knew you wouldn't approve, and
I should have called you to come get me then, but I kinda wanted to stay. Even
after I realized the punch was spiked, it felt kinda cool and grown-up. But I
guess I made the wrong decision."
Bob just nodded.
Maggie continued, "And
then when that guy offered me the cigarette, I should have stood by my beliefs
that smoking was wrong. And I didn't!"
"Did you learn a
lesson?"
Maggie nodded. "Yes,
sir."
Bob wasn't sure if Maggie
knew what that lesson was yet, but he was pretty sure that she would by the
time he was done.
He patted his lap. "Okay,
sweetie, let's get this over with. Get up and come here." Sniffling,
Maggie got up and stood next to him. Knowing ritual was important at the
moment, Bob asked her, "Why are you getting this spanking, young
lady?"
"Because I really
screwed up tonight, and I acted immaturely," Maggie said, looking down.
Putting his finger under
her chin, Bob made her look at him. "NO, you did NOT screw up tonight. You
made some good decisions tonight, and some bad ones. This spanking is about
helping you to resist peer pressure so you can ALWAYS say NO to drugs. Do you
understand that?"
"Yes Sir."
"Okay, then." Bob
quickly unzipped her jeans, and slipped them and her panties down to the floor.
Without being asked, Maggie bent over her dad's knees and positioned herself in
a rather familiar position. Bob's heart wasn't really in this spanking, but he
knew that it was something that Maggie needed, so he began, moving the spanks
from cheek to cheek slowly building the pattern and intensity.
"I know that being
your age is hard, {SWAT!} but I expect {SWAT!} you to be able {SWAT!} to resist
{SWAT!} pressure {SWAT!} from anyone. {SWAT!} {SWAT!} {SWAT!} Is that
clear?" {SWAT!} {SWAT!} {SWAT!}
"Yes Sir!" Maggie
cried.
"And {SWAT!} believe
{SWAT!} in yourself!" {SWAT!}
Confused, Maggie turned her
head to look at her dad.
"YOU {SWAT!} ARE NOT
{SWAT!} A {SWAT!} SCREW {SWAT!} UP! {SWAT!} {SWAT!} {SWAT!} Got it?"
{SWAT!}
"OUCHHH, Yes
Sir!"
Maggie laughed through her
tears, as she realized her dad's message. Although her bottom was heating up
with each additional {SWAT!}, she knew, beyond a doubt, that she was really
loved.
The end.