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I am a sweet shy male-to-female 23 year old (rather young) person, living in New Delhi, the capital of India. I am a well educated girl. I know what it's all about. I've been cross-dressing for a long time. It makes me ecstatic. I was in the search of some true friends. I found some nice friends over the Net. I wanted to put my homepage to help other girls from all over the world. I'll soon start a Help Section on these pages for you girls.

First let me explain how the grey shades of sexes are formed. Well being a professional in science I would like to put on some facts based on GENETIC SCIENCE, PSYCHOLOGY: HUMAN EMBRYO IS FORMED BY FUSION OF SPERM AND A SINGLE OVUM. But how can you explain for twin siblings BROTHER- SISTER!! Well the brief answer is that the zygote divides in two halves, the division takes place in 2nd trimester. then the organ formation starts around 6-7 th month. THE MALE ORGAN SCROTUM RESEMBLES THE UTERUS OF FEMALE AND OVARIES ARE THE TESTICLES IN MALE i.e. THESE ORGANS ARE FORMED FROM SAME TISSUE.  THAT'S HOW YOU CAN ACCOUNT FOR THE CROSS SEXUAL TRAITS OF BOTH SEXES!! IT HAS ALSO BEEN PROVE D THAT ESTROGEN, the female hormone IS ALSO SECRETED INA MALE BODY IN SMALL PROPORTIONS ~ 2- 10% on average and testosterone in females accounts for their violence. THE AMOUNT OF OPPOSITE HORMONE SECRETED DEPENDS ON THE ATTITUDE THE CHILD DEVELOPS IN ACCORDANCE TO ITS SURROUNDINGS.

How I developed DID ( Dissociative Identity Disorder ):

I WAS NEVER BEING APPRECIATED BY MY FAMILY & OTHERS DUE TO MY HESITATION AND SLUGGISHNESS IN PUBLIC, NO ONE THOUGHT OF BOOSTING MY MORALE, INSTEAD I WAS MADE TO SUFFER WITH ARROGANCE AND SCOLDING. IN ORDER TO OVER COME MY INFERIORITY TO OTHER GUYS I SOON DEVELOPED INTOWARDNESS TO SOCIETY TO MAKE MYSELF COMFORTABLE I HAD TO IMAGINE SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME TO KNOW MY FEELINGS SO I imagined a sister for myself!! soon I enjoyed talking to her making her happy by playing with girls as I grew up she started demanding femme things and I had to borrow my mothers ward robe and by the time we turned 15 we had secretly enjoyed dressing her in all the clothes of my mom soon I made friends with my classmates and cautiously shared my secret sis with, to entertain them and mainly to satisfy my sister today I too lead a double life!! My desire to being a woman has originated from loneliness and ignorance. but I don't regret having a sister so close to me!!

NOW THE POINT I WANT TO MAKE IS THAT IF SOME BODY UNDER GOES A CONSTANT TRESS FOR A LONG TIME AND IS BEING REPEATEDLY EMBARRASED THEN THE RULE OF SCIENCE GOVERNS THAT EVERY ACTION HAS AN EQUAL & OPPOSITE REACTION !! THUS IT'S PERFECTLY NATURAL AND OBVIOUS FOR THE BODY AND MIND TO CRAVE FOR THINGS WHICH CAN HELP TO PACIFY THE ANXIETY AND INCOMPLETENESS !! ACCORDING TO A PSYCHOLOGICAL SURVEY OF TEENAGERS ACROSS THE GLOBE, CROSS-DRESSING IS THE DESIRE OF 60-70% PEOPLE. SOME WANT IT TO AROUSE THEIR SEXUAL URGE. SOME REQUIRE TO HAVE FUN FEW NEED IT TO PACIFY THEIR ANGER VERY FEW ARE LIKE US TO ACCEPT THAT WE ARE MORE COMFORTABLE AND SATISFIED IN GETUP OF OPPOSITE SEX.

My Body:

Figure                 36-34-38
Body               Well built
Height     5 feet 8 inches
Skin                         Soft
Hair                      Black
Facial Hair     Almost absent
Body Hair     Mostly shaved
Complexion                    Dusky
Weight                  84 Kgs.

 

My Basics About Dressing: Well fitted bra (36 b Teenager nonslip from Belle), cute blouse, make-up, Lehanga, silk Duppatta in Bandheg print and hands loaded with bangles, nosepin, earrings. (My idea of being a lady)

My Cosmetics: Mostly I use Lakme, also ELLE18.

My Fantasy: Living a successful married life as a female!!

First Cross-dressing Experience:When I managed to convince a mohboli sister of mine to dress me like a girl so that I could impress a girl that guys can do any thing. She helped me with make-up, gave me a skirt and top and told her mother that I was doing this to prepare myself to take part in a fancy dress show. Her mother is a dance teacher so she took it lightly. on my next visit, I asked her to give me her bra and once she had finished her work on me I felt delighted the way both of them praised my gait and my desires were quenched when she treated me like a girl for next two hours!! She took  two snaps also but they were not so great so I had to destroy them.

My Dream: I would be successfully married as a lady some day enjoying all shades of emotions of Indian woman.

My Passion: Acting like a girl most of the time & behaving like girls specially in my class amongst girls.

My Preferences: Wearing silk Saree with deep neck blouse, matching bangles, make-up, MEHANDI, behaving like a matured female looking forward to marry her fiance!! (so far I have not been able to accomplish this goal for a full day!!) I usually wear bra full time during winters and love keeping a ladies' hanky all the time.

My Favorite Serials:

Kahani Ghar Ghar Ki - I am really inspired by their nosepin, simple make-up, I envy the femme life of married woman shown in this serial.

Kyonki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi - The sarees are from TARANG and I love them like hell specially the slogan adds warmth to my desire " Saas Bahu Ke Sang, Pehne Saree TARANG".

My Favorite Actress:

Ravena - I like her plummy looks, she is well built like me.

Juhi - She knows the way to make me jealous by wearing sarees, cholis, etc. She is my ideal in dressing and the gestures. She make as a bubbly girl. Seen her in that song 'Hum Se Nazare Mila.....' I like it very much.

My First Online Guide: CD Lily

My Best Web Pages Preferences For Watching New Sarees: Deepam,  & SeasonsIndia

 


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