:: My Poems ::

These are some poems I wrote on my free time. They aren't masterpieces, blEh so don't scream at me if they are bad! =) I am not posting ones I wrote for school, partly because I can't find alot of time, so yah...

**Never had
One cold, starry night just out of blue
It was a miracle, a dream come true
I met you at the sweetest place to be
Where flowers bloom, and life was like a fantasy
You came up to me and hugged me tight
Telling me that you'll never leave me alone in the cold-aired night
You took my hands and together we sat down in front of the glistening fire
At the moment, your hugs and love was all I desire
We're surrounded by the beautiful silence
My heart started to dance, and all of a sudden I was frightened
What happens if all of this was just a dream
Everything in front of me was just an fanciful scene
I want to hold onto this silent forever
But reality proves to me that it'll soon shatter
Although it cannot be for eternity
I believe that between us, there's mutual affinity
Even if everything is just an illusion
I'll be thankful that it occured in my imagination
For I never once had a dream come true
Until this day, this second, this moment that I found you

**I wish upon a star
I wish, I wish upon a bright, shinny star
That somewhere out there, no matter how far
These shinning lights will bring me to you
Together, with no disturbance there's only us two
With each other, together we stare into the night sky
Spreading our wings, and without barriers we will fly
To the top where love is no longer a dream
On your shoulders, within your hugs I'll lean
Your kisses, I have long desire
They come slowly, yet hot and burning, firmly like fire
You hold me tight in your arms
While I gaze deeply into your eyes, your charm
Tonight I wish upon a bright, shinny star
That somewhere out there, no matter how far
With our love always so pure and true
These shinning lights will bring me to you
Forever we'll be together
And never will we depart from each other

**Not meant to be
It was once so deep and touching
The moment that I found you I couldn't hide my feelings
You buried me within your embrace
I felt nothing but your warmness as I lean against your face
My life seems complete
With you here, there's no other thing I'll ever need
But whenever your attitude seems strange and weird
I start to doubt us, and all I can feel is insecure
Without knowing it we grew further and further apart
My life seems empty, my soul is incomplete & I shed many tears within my heart
I don't know how to move forward without you by my side
You were my one and only, you were my guide
Now you're gone forever
And I realized we're never meant to be together
I've always look back and wonder
Wonder about the question that I always seem to be pondering over
How much was your love for me?
If it was strong enough, I would've been able to see
Maybe you don't love me the way I love you
Maybe our love wasn't meant to be true
As I sit here I start to think of the past we once shared
But reality told me that you no longer care
I am lost in the dark, without any lights to guide my life
The day you left me my heart felt shattered, stabbed by a million knives
I am dreaming of you in my fantasy
Although in reality, we're never meant to be

**Broken
You passed by my side quickly, like a gush of wind
My spirits you captured, my soul you locked within
I stare at the broken pieces of my heart
Wondering why did I even let this relationship start
All it brings to me is painful heartaches
Everytime I think of the scene you walk away from me I start to shake
I know that everything is over
Nothing is worth my time to reminisce and treasure
But I cannot deny the fact that I love you
Although you left me I still imagined us two
Flying kites, building sand castles, and you grabbing onto my waist and touching my sash
No matter how happy we were it's gone within a nimble flash
Why does it have to be you that I'm in love with
If only I met someone else I don't need to live a life of darkness
Yet in reality I am in love with you
There's no way to forget you, no matter what I do
I've tried all I can and know it
Anyway I try to revive our love we'll still be separate
In the end the only thing you left me are broken pieces of memories
Memories of you and me, memories of our once so ever touching love story