| Saturday, July 31, 2oo4 Oh my gosh today and yesterday were LONGGG and tiring, but it was so fun!! I'll start off with yesterday first and then go on ok? I know this will be an exceptionally long entry, but it's alright. So yesterday, woke up at around like 10 to get ready for San to pick me up for James' Potluck. I went to his house and OMG I was amazed... his house is soooooooo pretty and BIG and nicely layout and cleaned and, so on! You would NOT belive how nice it is, it's just so cute I was like running around the house and stuck my head into one of the room but hahah I think his mom or something was in there so she was starring at me, it was EMBARASSING! I was like "opps..I'm sorry" and ran outside. The rest of it was like "JAMES, can you SHOW ME around your house?" So I went around, ate, stick aronud since not many gurls are there and things, but I left at 6 so yah. He has the PRETTIEST piano ever in there because it's a GRAND piano. I love it, I also saw Patrick there haha... first time I see him face to face. After James' potluck, I was like one of the first ppl to leave, san dropped me off at my grandma's house and everyone was already here eating. I came all stinky and everything because I didn't shower =) So I watched them eat and everything, my cousins were like eating and it was so fun. My aunt from NY left today so everyone was like there yesterday to talk to her and things. I went outside to play basketball with william, john, derek and lil cousins, it was sooooooooooo funny because I ACTUALLY MADE SHOTS! I made 2 shots in a row from like freethrow line-ish place? It's cool, went back inside and then err... we gambled sort of. My aunt offered it =) So then we gambled, took a short break (I was losing BADLY) and we ate "duck egg" which is some sort of Vietnamese eggs...I ATE FOUR EGGS! William and Derek ate 5 though hahahaha... at least I got john to eat 3 ^^ That was cool. After we gambled again, me and john teamed up because every game we win we split it and things, I ended up losing $7 but it was 50 cents each game. Time for home, ran into the shower as I am STINKY then got online a lil bit then went to bed. *gasps* weee a long day huh? Well TODAY, I WENT TO GREAT AMERICA! Poor me, I went to bed at like 1 o'clock and I woke up at like 8:30, got ready but my mom said "no one was there" so we left the house at like 10... jeez EVERYONE WAS THERE ALREADY! It was already like planned whose in whose car and things. We went to Great America, the first ride was the Triple Play... then we went on BUMPER CARS! Bumper Cars was funnnn, like VERY FUN but after it, we spent like 2 HOURS EATING! Not alot to eat, but then we took pictures, face painting and such.... oh god it was almost 3 when we get out! John, William and Derek went on the Vortex... I was there with them ready to play and also my lil sis + Magkie, but hahahahha I was like "I AM SCARED" so I got scared and I ran out half way. I felt so guilty, it was like half way ditching! They finished and then I went on the GRIZZLY...john and william didn't wanna ride it so they took Stephanie with them and went off. Derek was cool he got on with me and my lil sis + Magkie, we spent 1 HOUR WAITING IN LINE FOR IT but I screamed my asss off the ride it was so fun. THE FUNNY THING WAS the dude kept repeating "Enjoy your ride... on the GRizzZZZZzzzZZ-ly" hahahha LMAO then when we finished it was like "WELCOME BACK...." and something I forgot. We got so bored we started mocking the dude, he was gayyyyy -_- Afterwards we can't find them anymore and I don't have my phone, stephanie took it so we're like empty handed. Good thing Vanessa has her wallet so we got ICEE cuz we're thirsty like CRAZYYYY =) Then we went onto some rides, found the family afterwards and went home... wow tiring day. But oh yea I SAW CINDY on the food place, I held her for awhile, she actually let William hold her! I saw Winnie too so it was fun.... yah that's it. So turned out not THAT LONG of an entry after all... enjoy! I am tired, still currently @ grandma's house and stinky, no shower >.< Posted at 8:59 pm | Send me Wishes | Thursday, July 29, 2oo4 I am probably going to blog like everyday now until this Sunday, because so much happening! I have Great America (like I said for the 10th time) this Saturday, Potluck tomorrow, and things. I wasn't going to update today but look- NEW LAYOUT! Yah... I got bored so I made the layout like 1 week earlier than I expected. Anyway, this layout is featuring Cinnamon Roll, so enjoy it! I just wanted to post today to tell you all about the layout. ++ History Updated with Version 3.0 Info ++ Add 1 new logo to link me under extras with cinnamon roll ++ New Background Sound: Because I'm a Girl (Instrumental Version), I am in love with this song! To stop the music, just click the "x" button at the top navigation bar, I am hiding the mini player skin this layout, so yah enjoy! Posted at 11:34 pm | Send me Wishes | Wednesday, July 28, 2oo4 Wow dang July is almost over, and in a blink of the eye Summer is over! Omg, it's so fast.. I didn't even start studying yet but I got the SAT book in front of my computer. There's like 3000 words I don't wanna study it all, going to make me sad and things =\ Oh well, u go jen! I am going to make a new layout probably next week and things, because yah I'll try to do a new one every month or so or something because when school starts, I won't have that kind of time again. I won't make the next layout pink again, so DON'T worry about being blind those "non" pink lovers. I'll probably use a light pastelish green or like baby blue, depends who I want to feature next. I so wanna do lil twin stars again but I used it too much, you guys will get bored. I'm thinking about cinnamon roll =] That is a cute character! I'll have a new song up by then... I am sooo happy i found the "actual actual" Because I'm a Girl's piano version of the music! That is so cooL... I am going to play it after I update and then eat some ice cream, going to go to grandma's house to eat later because it's my grandpa's "official" birthday, the weekend was just early celebration because no one work and things. I think I'll just have a short entry today, so tired in writing all I want to write *yawns* I went to bed at 1, and I AM SOOOO SORE I don't know why. My shoulders, legs, neck, head everywhere of me hurts! Stupid Raging Waters >.< It's fun for the fact but then it's making me feel like crappp... I got Great America on Saturday hopefully I'd feel better! Can you believe it, I fell asleep watching my FAVORITE My Date With a Vampire movie on the couch too -_- oh well, I am rewatching it anyway. Aight... off I go lah... tag me a comment or something. Bye now Posted at 3:13 pm | Send me Wishes | Tuesday, July 27, 2oo4 I got up at around 8 o'clock this morning, for RAGING WATERS! I went there with all my cousins, but too bad Vincent didn't get to go; this whole raging waters thing was planned for him too because he's leaving the day of Great America. Oh well... but I went with William, Derek, John, Ada, Wynne, Justina, Stephanie, Little Sis, Two aunties, and my uncle. Got there at like noon time, it was SO HOT! Went off with the older cousins and started having fun, my uncle and aunties were watching the little kids. =) OMG JOHN PULLED ME onto one of the ride, I was hella scared but he PULLED ME up there, and so I went on it and omg I drank water when I slide down cuz it's like jumping off the diving board. The ride doesn't touch the water, it's like 4 feet above it so that hella scared me -_- Then I went onto a new ride they had, it's orange, pink and yellow, you guys know that one? I didn't go on at first, I was scared (oh shut up, I am scared of heights and fast rides ok) so then I watched them play, then later they got my lil sis up there and found out I wasn't following, so John came down and chased me into it. You should see me, I was panicking and going "NO, I AM HUNGRY I WANT FOOD" and all sorts of excuses to get away but no use, he held my hand, GRABBED ME one of the lifesavers ma thinge ma bobber, and then off I go. That was actually a fun ride, it was so smooth and everything and it WASN'T FAST. Yah I am retarded, I get hella scared at the ride then after it I was like "hey it's fun I like it!" so then we went onto another mini ride for little kids, but heck just for the fun of it. It was so gay, we went onto that ride with pink lifesavers for like 7 TIMES! It was so funny, Derek when the lifesaver slide down the thinge towards landing, he flipped and bumped his head hahaha, we're all laughing like crazy! My Uncle had Wynne with him on it, and he goes "look at daddy going so fast" and BAM both of them fell outta the lifesaver, me and william were like LMAO, IT'S SO HILARIOUS! Then, before all of that, we were at the wave pool, they wanted to pull me onto more rides I got so scared I sneaked away when they didn't notice ^^ and who knows, I went to find food. Later I couldn't find them anymore =\ so I went outside to eat, went back into the park and found them, they went onto every single ride with my little sister =( blaHHH them, and then I took them outside for food, went back inside later. Afterwards, went to more rides... SHYTZOS that one ride was HELLA SCARY. It bumps me up and down twice when I was rolling down onto the pool, and it was so high SO FAST it's the scariest one! Nothing was scary after that one though, but JOHN HE SCARES ME... EVERY SINGLE RIDE we're about to get on, it was my first time so I get hella scared, and he scares me going "it's so fast" blah blah blah and things, I thought it was for reals but everytime I finished it was not scary. IT WAS SO FUN! Whatta cousin, scaring the little cousin mEEh like that, MEANIE! When we got onto the green boat one, I didn't know and I thought we're going to a blue one, the blue thing ended up being the thinge loading the boat back up -_- and they scared me going "it's very fast" so I sat in the front of the boat, when we did go onto it, it wasn't fast at all, I LOVED THAT ONE! Then I went onto the Shark (White) one, it was in pairs so I was riding it with John, HE TRIES TO SCARE ME AGAIN! So when I got onto it, it was actually FUN and not scary, but inside the tunnel thing I was like screaming HELLA LOUD just for the fun of it u know, and I ended up BANGING my leg onto the ride and it HELLA hurts... john goes "damn she screamed hella loud!" and things, so I kicked him in the ass when we got out cuz he tries to flip me over and give the lifesaver thinge back to the people >.< Too bad, time flies it was like 6 when we're ready to go home. I went onto every single ride except for one; that one dragon one they kept talking about, they tried to scare me like "the water is soo hot it's gonna boil u" AND THINGS... cuz I saw smoke coming out of it I was like o_0 I told them, they tried to scare me even more -_- l0osers! Well that was pretty much my day today, I bought a dip and dot ice cream for Derek, my PReCIOuS couSin hehe =) now off to dinner, I am looking forward to GREAT AMERICA this Saturday and have LOTS of fun with them again! This time, I'd get to stop by and see Winnie + Cindy (my nieces) YAYYY! Alright later... wow whatta long entry for just talking about Raging Waters =P Oh by the way, I joined all these fanlistings of cute things and also my fav moviestars, all the links and mini icons are at the splash page under the counter, so check it out and see if you like any of them or something ^^ Posted at 7:10 pm | Send me Wishes | Sunday, July 25, 2oo4 I was going to update yesterday but then I have no more time. I had a fun day yesterday, it was like jampack with things to do! I woke up at around 10 (haha yes being pig again) then my dad took us to the park (me, mom and sis) and we sort of just exercised. Mom and Dad likes badminton for some reasons, they were like rallying with each other, so I pancaked along. If I use power (not to say I got none) they'd not be able to get it so yah, I played like I don't know rules, don't know anything from the team (I am a HORRIBLE PLAYER MY GOD!) and that was that. I went home at around noon, it was SO HOT I can't even stand the heat any longer. I went to eat near the Dynasty Plaza, or correction I ate IN the dynasty plaza. My mom took my aunt that came over from Canada to try the food. Something was wrong, I had a stomachache the WHOLE DAY I didn't even feel like eating anything. I went outta the plaza and walked to Pho Ha with my lil sis because I know every Saturday my grandpa along with my uncle, aunt and cindy + winnie will eat there. I saw cindy, picked her up and played with her for a little bit, then went back to see mom and dad. They found out I was missing like 20 mins. later and called my cell, it was hecka funny. I was like "damn mom if we were to be kidnapped, we'd be long gone by the time u realized we're missing" =P Can't blame her, who knows we'll run off. Then I went to Valley Fair because my mom took my aunt there for a visit, but we only walked around for 1 hour or so. Went to Agilent Technologies and picked up the Coffee Cake for my grandpa (mom's dad)'s bday BBQ, then went home and showered. At around 6, I went to my aunt's house to the BBQ. I didn't eat much, but AGAIN LIKE LAST WEEK, I was DARED to eat 10 oysters for $65!! I wanted $200, lol... so I rejected it and that was stupid of me. I found out that the shell is so big but the oyster itself is small, won't gimme 20 LBs like I THOUGHT it would. The whole family was cheering me on to eating it, It was HELLA funny... but I didn't at last. Whatta disappointment huh? It's CASSHHH! Then later, my aunt came in and we played cards. We each have 5 quarters to begin with, whoever loses it all has to drink 5 CUPS of WATER. That is torture, cuz you can't go to the bathroom RIGHT AWAY after water you know? It's all the lil kids under 10, so we can't gamble wisky or something. I ended up ALMOST losing, BUT I DIDN'T SO I GOT $5 FROM HER! It's better than nothing now heyy! They gambled for reals later but I didn't want to, so I stayed in my lil cousin's room to check out xangas for updates and things... it was stupid of me huh? When we cut the cake, we sang the bday song like we're SHOUTING man. We all tried to do it in different languages, I was dared to sing in Japanese w/ Derek but I never learned it so I said NO, I put my sister into singing MANDARIN cuz she's good.. she did it! She had her hand movements and everything, it was so cute. Then I was like "WAIT WAIT... NOT OVER... William can sing in SPANISH and John can do it in FRENCH" it was Hiliarious... they looked like they're about to murder me. This is all filmed down with my camcorder. Went home at like almost 11, and then sort of tried to upload the bday clip. The first time I did it it WON'T WORK, I forget to record the sounds with it >.< so I hadda do it a second time. Went to sleep at like 1 and woke up at like 10 again this morning. Did chores like normal, piano, and some other stuff. Grandparents will be here soon, I'll head on to shower now and then go out to Valley Fair to buy a SAT studying book. I don't have enough cash so I can't by the AP Biology, AP United States History and AP Calculus books yet... I'll just get the SAT one to study and things. Going to make more copies of the pictures I took Thursday with San because I AM OUT of copies... or nearly out, so fast!! Well yah, later all... Posted at 1:56 pm | Send me Wishes | Friday, July 23, 2oo4 Oh my gosh I had a REALLY tiring day. *yawns* I went to bed at like 1 last night and woke up today at around 8:30 for piano lessons. My piano teacher had to do something in September so since it's summer, we're just getting the lesson over and things. I have the CM exam for piano for level 9 this February, I am so scared. I won't be able to practice much when school starts, it's my JUNIOR YEAR, and I have 4 AP periods... if I don't taking AP English 3. *crosses fingers* yes shut up people, I am ready to die >.< After piano, went to get more episodes for To Get Unstuck in Time and also TWIN OF BROTHERS came out! ^-^ I went home, ran into the shower and then got out, I didn't even eat lunch. Went over to Shannon's house and went to the movies with her, Miranda and her friend. I, Robot is so cool! I am scared of robots now, they look freaky and so... uncontrollable! Who knows if all of a sudden you cant control them and they jump you. =P But it's cool, at least it's a good movie! I am scared of technology now, jeez it's too advance! I like how it is now, all these technology things looks freaky. Too advance is not good sometimes, I dunno Shannon agreed but I think I am being a weirdo again. Walked around the mall a little bit waiting for her dad to pick us up, yes we all dunno how to drive and we're ALL 16! Aren't we a bunch of idiots? (coughs... no I mean me, not them) *smiles innocently* so yah, I got home and she gave me my bday present she owed me last year, I walk back to my house. Mom bought me food, my GOD it's the FIRST THING I ATE the whole day. Then I sat my butt down in front of the TV watching all 6 episodes for To Get Unstuck in Time. OMG... the ending is so... weird... but I already knew it before I watched it cuz I read the spoilers =) It's ok, I am kinda disappointed but heard the ratings in HK were pretty high, the highest or 2nd highest rating this year for TVB, good job. I REALLY want to watch Twin of Brothers but then, it's kinda late and I don't feel like watching anymore thing... I practically watched movies and series since like 1 until 10! That's like, CRAP 9 hours of TV!! Won't you go crazy a little bit? I sure would... *sigh* I am so bored again now. I miss Shannon and Miranda already... ahhhhh! I was talking about how much I miss KAREN, that lil l0oser I haven't seen her or talk to her in FOREVER! Wonder how she's doing now, hopefully she still remembers meee...!! She forget me she'll die, blaH! Still need a ride to James's potluck next week, anyone going? Oh well, I'll stop here I am so tired! I'll add a new background music soon too. Check back alright? I took pictures yesterday so yah if you still want to see them, the link is under yesterday's entry so check it out. More new movies I want to watch: Catwoman, A Cinderella's Story and Bourne Supremacy! ANYONE going... be sure to not leave me out... but I can't go next week, my mom will go BAZOO because I go out too much! I saw like 4 movies this summer, not counting Harry Potter 3 the week before summer starts, considering I saw none last yeaR! =P Haha alright, late ppl... Posted at 10:58 pm | Send me Wishes | Thursday, July 22, 2oo4 Wow I am proud of myself... I didn't blog for like 2 days! *claps my hand* yah sure jen, here you go on and on again... It's ok it's cool. San called me this morning, and yesh... unexpectedly it was EARLY I am sleeping, I picked up the phone, said hello and went back to sleep while she talk. To tell the truth, I don't remember what she said to me already except she can't go to the movies with me tomorrow. I NEED A RIDE TO THE MOVIES, or else I can't go either... anyone willing to offer me a ride? PLEASE call me or tell me by tonight =\ So yah today I went to take pictures with San, I look so perky in purple and everything! I actually liked the pictures this time, because yah, I thought they turned out to be better and things. After taking the pictures, I walked around that boring plaza with San, my lil sis and Vania (San's lil sis) it was very not so fun but at least not bored at home. Tomorrow I have to make up piano lessons for one of the monday in September, then I might be able to go watch I, Robot. This weekend is my grandpa's bday BBQ (yes another one) so I am looking forward to having fun? I am going to stop here, I dunno... dun't feel like writing much today so yah. I added 5 more Cute Poems under For you, Affiliates in Extras, and Requests under For You. I also added in the Web History for this layout version in Extras, so check it out. Below are the pictures I took today, DON'T SAVE IT... and so yah, click on the link to see them. >> Click for the Pictures << Posted at 3:00 pm | Send me Wishes | Monday, July 19, 2oo4 I had piano lessons today, as always. I am going to talk about yesterday's bday dinner? It was a TOTEMO COOL experience!! ^^ I went to eat, then I got there, I was filming with the camcorder for the family since I am the only one that knew how to use it (idiots these days, referring to my COUSINS, so much for being guys >.<) So then, they served food right, and I go "pass" on about all of them because I don't like it, and also there was lobster (yuck!) and these kinda weird things I don't like. The kids sat at a table, so whatever we can't finish we passed onto the adults, it was hilarious. Finally I was waiting for the noodles came out, and I ate some... my aunt brought another plate over to the table. They all made me eat cuz I said "I am only eating noodles" I was already 1/2 full. My aunt made a bet that whoever finishes it she will give them $5, I said "NO U SHOULD DO $50!" and then I dared my cousin John to finish it, he double dared me back, I triple dared him, and so on... =P then my aunt raised it to $10, so I said $15, and she said fine it'll be $15. I looked at my cousins, they dared me again, and then I dared them back. I didn't eat anything so they all picked on me, finally I said "I am only eating it if u two feed me! (john and william, my cousins)" so they really did and I started eating... it was embarassing. All my aunts and uncles looked over and try to make out what was happening, they took pictures, filmed me, clapped, the WHOLE RESTUARANT was looking... omG... I was in the center of attention and it was EMBARASSING attention... I wanted to hide so bad. Stupid John, HE ALMOST CHOKED ME cuz the spoon was HELLA BIG and he filled it up HELLA full... shizzos I nearly want to spit the food at him. William was laughing, >.< he was nicer because he didn't fill it up as much ^_^ after restuarant we all went back to my grandma's house to cut the cake, they all ate cake except me. YAH U THINK I can fit in anymore food after that WHOLE DISH of noodles; I should feel hella happy because I didn't eat a single thing the whole day while the whole table ate lobsters, and all kinda things... I only drank 1 small bowl of soup while they had 2. Feeling so lucky cuz that resulted in 15 bucks, OH YEA! =) That was that... today is normal though. I am gonna go to Great America on July 31st, because my aunt's IBM company something is happening, she's going to get tickets for $16. I asked my cousins who came over to visit from Canada, just to take them out and around you know. So far there's me, my lil sis, John, William, Derek, Magkie, Winnie, Justina and Stephanie going. Poor me and john + william, we're the oldest so we BABYSIT the little kids... shytzos? =\ But it's all cool, free food, free rides, free entrance (mom pays) going to be fun! Next week is my grandpa's bday (mom's side) so a BBQ at my aunt's house to celebrate, so much fun coming up! But meanwhile, weekdays will be boring. Looking forward to Jame's potluck because it's the only fun thing going on. Looking forward to watching I, Robot with SHANNON! Summer is going by so fast, I can't believe it =( I need to finish up the little bit of calc I got, and also START STUDYING for SATs in August, I promise myself *crosses fingers* I'll talk more later, so tired right now. I made some 404 signs and enter signs for the "For You" section, I'll add them up soon. New Background Music- Valentine by Trisha Yearwood, so enjoy! Posted at 7:16 pm | Send me Wishes | Sunday, July 18, 2oo4 In just about 1 hour or so, I'll be heading to the restuarant to eat my grandma's birthday dinner, with my mom's side of the family. I'll get to see all my cousins again, and have another "big family" reunion. I finished all the episodes I got for To Get Unstuck In Time, it's so0o0o good! I am now watching A Handful of Love, and then next week TWIN OF BROTHERS COME OUT! OmG, I can't waitt... I am going to go CRAZY about it! Raymond + Ron = SHYTTT THE TWO HOTTIE... ma Louis Koo #2 and #3 *drools like a maniac* I am going to go watch I, Robot soon with Shannon, Kim if she doesn't head back to Vietnam yet, Eliza (maybe), Miranda if she comes, and San if she comes, this is going to be fun! YEA I, ROBOT! I want to see A Cinderella's Story too- it looks cool from the preview. ^-^ Well, nothing much to talk about today, it's pretty boring...I added "Cute Poems" under For You, and also added the web history for this site version under Extras. I'll post up a new background music soon, wow for once I have a short entry!! Oh yea, I am going to start making blog layouts for people to download, but I MUST BE CREDITED WITH IT 100%, and you CANNOT steal my codes when you download it because I WILL notify your host and then you'll be in trouble. >.< All the avatars, banners, logos, 404 signs, hiatus signs, enter signs, blah blah under "For You" will be up soon, be patient I don't got all day! Posted at 4:56 pm | Send me Wishes | Saturday, July 17, 2oo4 So yah... today was FUN! It's my grandpa's 90th bday party, so LOTS AND LOTS of guests came over, I knew like 50% of the people. My cousins all came over, cousins from Canada visited, and also my cousin Vincent from New York; I saw my two nieces Cindy and Winnie (so cute!) and etc... lots of people. I woke up at like 11 something then I started cleaning the house, after I went into the kitchen to prepare food for my mom. I finished making the desserts for today's party and yah... at around 5:30-6ish people came over. First ones here are my grandparents, cindy, uncle, aunt... henry and julie. Then my other cousins and aunts came over... so on. OMG my bedroom is in a HORRIBLE CONDITION... they all jumped the bed, the place is messy. My blanket is half way down the floor when I got upstairs, pillows are everywhere, teddy bears everywhere, Jame's turtle is under the bed (let's hope he doesn't read that before he said I am a BAD aunt, =P HAH!) then I cleaned it up. I went outside and sort of ralley badminton with my cousins, it's so dark and I ended up losing 4 BIRDS! Holy shizzos, 4 BIRDS... good thing those are birds I found from school =) so yah... not worth much. I hadda clean up after they all left, it was a tiring but fun day. ONE OF THOSE BEST SUMMER DAY FOR ME! Tomorrow I am gonna go eat at night for my grandma's bday (mom's side), get to see all those people again... weeee~ that's about today. Well yesterday (Friday!) I went to Great Mall... yah I've been going there alot lately I dunno why? I went to eat in Mayflower because my mom wants to order food for today's party, omg I gained like 4 LBS from all those food (yesterday + today) this is soooo... gonna make me fat >.< then I walked around the mall, my sister bought two cute halter-like tops, it's nice. My dad wanted to find shoes, and my mom errr... she bought this thing for my uncle's bday... IT'S SO BIG that it won't fit in the trunk so we put it in the car's backseat, ME AND MY SISTER couldn't even breath in the back. WE BARELY fit inside the car man... it's so scary. We rushed to get movies when we got there, IT'S LIKE EXACTLY 9:00 when they were ready to close, scary ehhz? We stayed up til 1 o' clock watching To Get Unstuck In Time, and that's why we woke up today at 11. My dad was going to take us to the park, but nvm now we can't go anymore. GAY >.< Cindy loves me so much today, I don't know why... she was lOOKING for me around the house and asking me to pick her up... she's sooo cute! All my lil cousins cuddle around me, awww I felt like a special "aunt" and "cousin" to them. I am so tired now, gonna stop writing... I added "Questionaire" under Dreambox, so check it out. I also changed the tagboard, because tagboard.ca cannot afford to host all the free boards again. I GOT TO SAY- THEY HAVE THE BESTTTTTTT tagboards EVER man. This one isn't as good, but yah better than alot of them out there? Haf fun tagging me, we start over again, sigh.. board looks so lonely! =P Ok... night night... Posted at 11:19 pm | Send Me Wishes | Thursday, July 15, 2oo4 I look like I am developing a pattern to updating my bloggie huh? It's like either I blog everyday or every other day. Whatta weirdo, I don't mean for it to go this way. I always got something in my brain to talk about but I feel like I blog a little TOO MUCH... it's like "damn u got no life and u're always talking!" so I limited myself to not do it so much. Whatever, I enjoy this because it's like writing in my journal except I don't got one but it's faster and just not private. Today I got a call from Silver Creek, a person named Mrs. Brown called me and go "Hi Jennifer, I am calling from Silver Creek. I was wondering, since English 3 is so full, I really need to move students into the AP English 3 class so we start from the top students, would you be interested in taking AP English Literature 3 next year?" Wow, I never knew I was a top student in English ever *roll eyes* I took Honors English this year, but hell I really suck and barely pulled an A. So I was like "....." well see I planned to take it before but not no more, and now they are CALLING ME to ask me to take it so I am sort of confused. Who else got a call from the office or counselor or whatever? They told me to call them back tomorrow, and left me phone number. *sigh* sure... y not... I'll think about it. Hm... other than that- it was a boring day. Something 'sort of big' happened today. I think I have a very messed up family =\ I literally mean, messed up family. My dad got home today, yelled at my little sister saying she has a bad temper so my little sister got mad, and my mom just then- walked inside the house back home from work and saw all the tension. She goes "what's wrong?" but no one really answered her, then she saw my little sister get mad and my dad getting mad. She started talking and then she was sort of defending my little sister, talking back to my dad... it got to another fight between my mom and dad. My dad got mad, slammed the door to the room, then my little sister got mad and slammed the door to HER room *bangs head* I was just sitting there looking at my family getting mad at each other (I sort of started the fight so I don't feel like running away while they are fighting). Then my mom went outside to cook, I helped... she started telling me about how my dad has a very bad temper too, and blah blah blah... she was really defending my little sis. It makes me wonder if I am the one in trouble, will she defend me like that? She lectured me that one day saying how I am always on my butt on the internet or out with friends or on the phone or hiding in my room, not helping her do chores like my little sister does; how I never knew when to do what when she wants me to and yadeyadeya... she got so mad. Whatever, it's all ok now. Currently: my dad walked out of his room as I am writing this, walked downstairs for dinner and my little sister is downstairs running on the treadmill (no one else is downstairs) let's hope it stays quiet. Anyway, nothing much going on today.. I learned how to cook more food, and I need to make dessert tomorrow for my grandpa's 90th bday party this Saturday. Got to finish calculus, and get my AP United States History homework back soon! If something happens to it, I AM GOING TO KILLL SAN MAI! =P Nothing much, I'll blog again... soon? ^-~ I added "About the title" under Extras, and also "Tips on making a good website" under For You. Enjoy them! Posted at 4:56 pm | Send Me Wishes | Tuesday, July 13, 2oo4 Life couldn't stink anymore than it already is, I can't believe I actually want more summer homework! The only time I don't feel bored at home is when I am doing those homework *bangs head* so I finished ALL my AP united states history homework including the following tortures: 4 maps, 5 charts (6 pages), and 123 vocabulary words (words for the first 5 chapters of the book) without the book. That is so amazing isn't it? *pats myself* I manage to finish all the Calculus summer homework I KNOW and REMEMBER how to do, the rest I am leaving it to my cousin to help me. I pray to the stars that he'll remember because I want to get it over. Since my summer is so boring now, I wonder if I should really start reading for Zellner for AP English 3 IF I decide to take it *shrugs* I planned to all along until sometime ago I just don't want to do it anymore. This Saturday is my Grandpa's 90th birthday, there's going to be a BIG PARTY going on in my house with alot and alot of relatives coming, which is something that's telling me to CLEAN MY DAMN ROOM because it's going to be VERY embarassing... you will not know how many books I have in here and all the ugly-ness of it. My bed is all messed up >.< and winnie broke my mini-castle so I am going to take it down. What else, I am craving for ice cream right now I don't know why, I always do but then yah... I want to go watch I, Robot ANYONE want to go with me? =) Not this weekend on Saturday though, I think I'll invite Shannon and Kim Hoang =) it was fun having a "mini chat" with them earlier although they were all dressed up ready to go and I ran across the streets in my PJs, *shudders* My cousins and aunt from Canada + my aunt and cousin from New York is coming this week or next week to celebrate my Grandma's birthday. This is weird huh? All 4 of my grandparents's bday is in the summer, my grandpa (dad's side) and grandma (mom's side) is SO CLOSE like 5 days apart... then it's my other grandpa and my other grandma near the end of August (meaning stupid school starts!). Sigh... enjoy summer while we can now, more later New Background Music: Dreaming Of You Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you And I wish on a star That somewhere you are thinking of me too ** Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room dreaming about you and me ** Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you know I'm there If you looked in my eyes Would you see what's inside would you even care I just wanna hold you close but so far All I have are dreams of you So I wait for the day (wait for the day) And the courage to say How much I love you (yes I do) Repeat ** Bridge: Ahh ahh I can't stop dreaming of you I can't stop dreaming I can't stop dreaming of you Late at night when all the world is sleeping I stay up and think of you And I still can't believe That you came up to me and said I love you I love you too Now I'm dreaming with you tonight Til tomorrow and for all my life And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Than here in my room Dreaming with you endlessly Posted at 8:06 pm | Send Me Wishes | Sunday, July 11, 2oo4 Yesterday was a fun day... or at least it's not a boring day! I woke up in the morning and my dad took me to the park near Silver Creek, it was fun. He wanted us to bring our badminton rackets because out of blue he wants to rally with my little sister and things. The wind was blowing and I was like "how do u play badminton the wind" but who cares, it was fun. I WENT ONTO THE SWING! OmG... I haven't been on a swing in like 8 years or something! It's been like 3rd grade the last time I recall =] I felt like a little kid because all the other people on there were like 3rd, 4rd graders or toodlers. I had fun, I almost fell off because I was leaning back so far having fun when I push the swing back I nearly fell backwards, ok that was embarassing, Then I went to eat, afterwards I went to watch Spider-Man 2 at AMC Mercado, it was cool... I like it! Let's say- SUPER COOL! ^_^ NOthing much afterwards, got home and did cooking stuff for my mom, then went to grandma's house at night. I GOT MY AP SCORES... omg I was so scared when Joan called me and told me to open the envelope, GUESS WHAT!! I PASSED... OMG... I PASSED THE AP WORLD HISTORY EXAM! *jumps up and down* I was sooooo happy!! But then, I didn't do that good on the AP chemistry one, I didn't pass it I got a 2 =( it's like DAMNIT, WHY A 2! I AM SO CLOSE, I NEED A 3 TO PASS! If I get a two, I KNEW THE HELL I COULDA DONE BETTER! I know I didn't do bad bad, I am probably like 10 points away from passing, I guaranteed u. Well I can't blame them, I knew I'd fail because yah... I wanted a miracle though. I dunno, I feel like I disappointed Mr. Hernandez because he told me I am one of the 3-4 people he thinks will pass and things, I feel so bad =\ It's alright, getting a 2 makes me happy because yah, I think like less than 5 people passed outta the 34 people taking it. Whatever... it's all good. Today? Nothing much, still very early so maybe I'll write about my day later. Check out Dreambox >> Favorites because I added more stuff to it. I also added My Qualities, it's a page where I post things I got when I typed in my name, kinda interesting. I'll be adding the Questionaire about me soon, and post up the Questionaire page so you guys can take it and do it yourself and post it up too! That's about it, I'll complain more later. I still need to get SAT books, and finish up the AP US history homework. I GOT 1 MORE CHART and 2 more vocab words to define *crosses fingers* btw, does anyone know for the "thirteen colonies" page, the "date" section do you write the date they found the state or the colonization date? This is urgent, ANYONE that started please let me know!! Posted at 12:59 pm | Send me Wishes | Friday, July o9, 2oo4 I don't know, I am actually writing for not complaining today. This is so amazing... so I woke up early today and just kinda sat around the house watching 'To Get Unstuck In Time' there's like 6 episodes i was so happy. San dropped off some of the AP United States History hwk at night, and left me. I am not in the best of mood right now, I don't know why. I started thinking about weird things lately, or lately as in this whole week since like Wednesday. I discovered things that totally pissed me off, and I tried to hide things that'll bring my mood down if I continue to not tell people how I feel. I constantly have a thought in my brain that someone is going to betray me, and I don't know who it is... but it's someone close to me. Don't you understand? The thought of someone you put all your trust to, all your love and concern to, sudden will betray you constantly is running through MY BRAIN, do you KNOW how scary that is? I swear, if I find out someday I give my full trust to someone (which I don't do often) and they took it for granted, they shattered it, and they fooled me like I am an idiot trusting them, IT WILL NOT BE FUNNY! As the one quiz I took said I am a protector, and a protector tends to trust people very easily, but once they break my heart it'll never fully heal. You earned my full respect, if you shatter it you'll NEVER EVER earn it back, so don't take the fact that I don't get mad... because when I DO get mad it's NOT funny. So yeah, some big blabbing up there. I don't know why I am feeling like shyt right now, I feel like there's not 1 person in this world I can fully trust other than my parents and San (wow San... SAN I NEED YOU). But you know, it's odd... sharing these thoughts with parents because yes... the age gap and things. I feel like there's a big group of people ready to turn against me, someone I loved will walk away from me and never come back to me... and someone I care for will not be there, caring for me anymore. It just made my day, I have a brain full of negative thoughts about this world, and I don't know why. I constantly think what will happen when we get out of high school, where we all walk a different path into our adulthood where everything is so serious, where life is full of dark, mysterious adventures, and where there'll be hatred all over the world. People will take advantage of one another to get to their goals. Life will not be as bright and happy, carefree like it used to be when we're young, where our parents will always be the one guiding us, where everyone's heart is full of love, and nothing bad will truely ruin our lives. The more I come to think of it, the scarier it is for me. This world is full of competition, especially in America and California, specificly, if you fall behind everyone else your life will end up to be a level lower than others. It's so interesting how everything is so "fake" nowadays, people are so bitchy, and some people are so hard headed thinking they're all THAT good. BULLSHIT ok, the more you're changing yourself for the world, the more you're not getting to know yourself. Sometimes, just BE who you are, who CARES if you're not the most popular one out there, because the most popular one out there don't have the true friendship that everyone is wishing for. My blog seems to be so wishful and full of hopes, everything... but in life nothing is this perfect. So yah, I went through another blab about what I think about life. I dunno, I wonder when will I see all my friends that are gonna be seniors next year, by the time it's over will we ever see each other again? Is our friendship and memories together going to end with a "bye, hope to see you again in the future" the day of our graduation? Is friendship really that weak? Is life really that dark and miserable? "Every little kid wants to grow up, but once you're an adult that you know being a little kid, is the best time of your life" my daddy once told me, and I didn't believe him. I remember arguing with him about it, but now... I believe him, because I start to agree and I see where that saying come from. When you're young, life is full of adventures, happy and bright ones but once you're an adult, that's when your journey really begins. The road to the truth of the world, the road to the darkness of life, the road to fakeness... and the road to hiding yourself, being who you really aren't... Posted at 10:17 pm | Send Me Wishes | Thursday, July o8, 2oo4 Hm... nothing much to talk about today. I really want to call someone and bug them, but I don't know who to call. Most of them got a life and will be out hanging with people, unlike me. Maybe I should go to the damn library and get some SAT stuff to study for. That IS one of my goal this summer, to STUDY it and DO GOOD on it. *shrugs* I shall worry about that, in the middle of July. Anyway, I hope you like this layout, nothing much to talk about today again. I know, I'll be adding alot of stuff for you guys, weeeeee~ I am obsess again. it's all cool- OH YEA listen to the bgm, it's a nice song!!! Anyone willing to translate it though? It's in korean hehe... anyway now I'd be gone to shower. I added My Qualities under Dreambox, it's a thing that I did for fun when I type in my name, it gave me hella results. I also added Link Me buttons under extras, I am searching for affiliates so tag my a message on the wishbox or email me if you're interested! Posted at 5:37 pm | Send Me Wishes | Wednesday, July o7, 2oo4 I HAVE A NEW LAYOUT! Please give me comments and suggestions hehe, I spend around 10+ hours on it. Check out every tab hehe, and yes still featuring little twin star... oh well I LOVE THEM! Subscription list = moved to dreamtrack Added History + Credits page under Extras Counter and Webstats moved to splash page NEW BACKGROUND MUSIC: Because I'm a Girl - Kiss (korean song) It's mp3... so most of the time it won't play because of bandwidth which is why I don't let you guys download it this time. Sorry about that! Posted at 9:56 pm | Send me Wishes | Tuesday, July o6, 2oo4 Today is another extra boring day. *sigh* I have nothing to do at home, well I got summer homework but I have no book to do it. I need to get a book soon, or go out and find a life... I can't work, I can't do a thing... pretty soon I'd go nuts being crazy and bored. I told myself "I am going to hold a wedding soon, to marry my new husband named 'boredem' because I bond with him nearly 24/7!!" Damnit, everyone has something to do except me, I regret not taking summer school. What da heck is wrong with my summer life... -_- I kinda miss school now, I used to hate it and want summer now summer is here I want to do something but in another way I am scared for school to start again. I don't want to be a junior because of all the shyt I need to worry about and things... I need to start studying for the SAT, maybe that'll kill time and I know I am in need, HELLA in need to study it to do good. Whatever, I rewatched Romance in the Rain today with my little sister, it's such a depressing serie and also very romantic. MY GOD- it's so0o0o sweet! I actually never realized how sweet Leo and vicki was in the serie, because I felt sorry for Ruby the first time I watched it. Now- yeah GO VICKI! I still like Ruby more though, dunno why. I am obsess with one of the songs in there, "Hao Xiang Hao Xiang" which is also, the bgm of my bloggie. Click play and follow along, here's the lyrics for the first verse and the chorus: "Hao Xiang Hao Xiang" - Vicki Zhao hao xiang hao xiang he ni zai yi qi he ni yi qi shu tian shang de xing xing shou ji chun tian de xi yu hao xiang hao xiang he ni zai yi qi ting ni su shui gu lao de gu shi xi shu ni yan zhong de qing yi **hao xiang, hao xiang, hao xiang... hao xiang... hao xiang hao xiang he ni zai yi qi da pian wan shui qian shan zou pian hai jiao tian ya ran mei yi ge ri zi dou chuan nian cheng wo mun zui mei li...zui mei li de hui yi** hao xiang hao xiang he ni zai yi qi- the only sentence I can translate, meaning "I really really want to be with you" wow... this is so sweet, the song is in mandarin... there's also a second verse that I dunno how to write in ping yan for mandarin, my lil sis wrote that up there except for the word "hao xiang hao xiang" that I KNEW how to write =) anyone willing to translate? ^_^ Posted at 9:22 pm | Send me Wishes | Sunday, July o4, 2oo4 Today is actually pretty funny. Well, first of all, HAPPY JULY 4TH TO EVERYONE! *throws balloons in the air* wish everyone a happy long weekend! *yawns* yeah, I am so tired. Well we'll talk about yesterday first... I went to the mall (Valley Fair) and er.. it was alright, I didn't buy anything though but my mom and lil sister bought stuff like crazy. I think I tend to enjoy window shopping more than "shopping shopping". It was gay because at night, I brought my rackets to my grandma's house to play badminton, and holy shizzos I dunno what happened the wind started blowing and I felt so sick =\ I went inside the house and my whole body felt like hot and burning and stuff. I jumped into the shower at my grandma's house, I don't even care about the permission and stuff. After shower, I felt even worse =\ so my mom came up and started rubbing wine all over me (wow, I smelled alcoholic) it was pretty nasty. But it didn't stop so everytime anywhere I felt itchy, I had my sister punch me or slap me HARD there (back, face, arm), my stupid cousins joined in and they hit HELLA hard (especially stupid john!). Today, I got yelled at by mommy, she yelled so loud over such little things then she started crying, and so I started crying too.. my eyes were all red it looked so bad. I feel sort of guilty for making her mad though =( I dunno. Mommy didn't cook any food for me today so I went out to eat with my aunt and sister, then came home. *yawns* still tired... WATCH FIREWORKS TONIGHT! Be back later to write more I suppose. New Background Music: Hao Xiang Hao Xiang by Vicki Zhao (need real player to listen) Posted at 8:13 pm | Send me Wishes | Saturday, July o3, 2oo4 Techinically, it's not exactly Saturday yet... well, I take it back nvm. Technically (again), it's approximately 12:52 am so it's Saturday, so I guess it's fitting. I just happen to never update this thing at this hour of the night, and imagine myself not sleeping, that's all. I got a new movie today to watch, well technically (damn I am in love with this word all of a sudden!) it's a serie, TvB serie starring Roger Kwok and Flora Chan (not any of my all time fav) but it's a KICK ASS TITE MOVIE! It's "To get UNstuck in Time" where Roger found his dad's old big phone, he dialed it and it travels back to time to 20 years ago, the top of them started investigating cases that revolves around Roger's time period and also his dad's time period! It's AMAZING! (I know, lots of spoilers but yah...) It's a pretty cool movie- I started at around 9:45-ish and then I didn't plan to watch it all... but I finished ALL 4 episodes in the night up until like 12:45! I RECOMMEND IT TO ALL OF YOU! Other than the badminton obsession and the movie I watched, I really accomplished nothing so I have nothing else to talk about. My parents is going to go to Las Vegas (again) tomorrow, I guess they enjoy being by themselves? I will be bored 99.999999% of the time tomorrow again. Call me on my cellphone if you have any plans and want to take me with you (hey I might not be able to go but heck, at least tell me and I MIGHT be able to) or just gimme a call cuz you care and want to unbored me or SOMETHING. Otherwise... see anyone tomorrow on AIM, I am going to get some zzZzzzZzzz... after all in case you do not realize. it IS past midnight and like almost 1 o' clock.... Posted at 12:55 am | Send me Wishes | Friday, July o2, 2oo4 It's already July... that means summer is gone by for around 1/4. Time sure flies, and I can't believe being bored at home for around 3 weeks... already took away so much time. Oh well, I went crazily OBSESS with badminton today, I DON'T KNOW why. I was like hella complaining on the internet to people about wanting to play, especially my cousin who came over and we sort of rally a little bit with the racket. We lost 3 birds on my roof top >.< and that was so nice but we found 1 bird we lost yesterday so yah. It was ok, I hella jump and i HELLA don't run anymore and I HELLA lean... which is ALL the bad bad bADDD habits of badminton. I need someone to train me, god damn.... doubt I'd make the team next year? Whatever- it come when it comes. Hm... I have like 3 DVDs at home I can watch now but really don't feel like it, I want to go out now but I don't know how to drive. My dad is making me drive -_- and I don't want to.. but I wanna get outta the house so I SHOULD learn how. Oh well, even Vanessa knows more about driving than I do. *smiles innocently* It's ok... I guess I can survive calling people to pick me up and taking me out. I still need to pick up my AP United States History book for homework, I am almost done, just need to finish the charts and get the maps from San. Then I have some more problems to do on the Calculus packet and summer homework is over! No vacation this year... =\ Go check out "Who am I Really" I took like 3 more quizzes. |