| What's Wrong? What's wrong with me now I push love away My Friends don't see the way that i pay I sit and listen to everything they tell me I give my ideas and help with what will be But no ones there to listen to what i have to say they push me and they pull me and are never here to stay I act like I don't care About what other say, think, or do But when it happened to my friends I'm right there with you Then they go and leave me and talk behind my back listen to the rumors and try to crawl back and just like an idiot I take them in my arms tell them "it okay... you didn't do much harm." But it hurts so bad to see it happen again but if i talk behind their back i can't be forgiven I don't know or understand the logic of this world just take me by the hand and lead this scared girl down the path and through the fray I'm scared and don't know what to do I just need someone to show me the way then i might make it through... Writer's Note: This poem was written in 2000 when i had just started my first year in high school. You learn a lot, huh? |