Life has been an epic journey till now. its been interesting at some point , been a bit dull. but it kept on going. Sometimes is humorous, sometimes its drowsy, sometimes its stressful and sometimes it make you cry. Can’t remember its been 5 years since i have been here. Days went very quick. it was difficult to adjust but didn’t took a long time. Initially i was with my mates from college and they were off great support. Living together for a while i developed a proper connection with them but somewhere i was missing those funs that i really liked to enjoy. Then i started hanging out with cool mates. Started drinking like hell, went out very often, spended endless blackout nights. Those weren’t some brightest night of my life but thinking of it brings a lot of happiness. Wonder how did I do it. Developed such a habit that me and my mates’ couldn’t spare any evening without booze. If we don’t then we felt something was missing. Absence of Dinner, lunch hardly had any kind problem on those days and oh my dayz breakfast, it was a word unknown to us. Became quite lazy during those days. Didn’t felt like doing any sort of activity. All day on bed listening to speechless music. Nothing bothers you when you have hangover every freaking morning. I guess that was a part of glory for us.
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Moving ahead we got a flat on rental, it was on the first floor and a clueless shop underneath. It was a nice 2bedroom flat with a huge living room, which turned out to be master bedroom and function point. Couple of week was amazing new flat, so let go mad and party hard. All day all night, it was brutal. Nobody complaint so we kept on going. I got those massive amplifier which cost me 80 quid. Money wasn’t a thing to worry at that time. We had plenty to spin. There was no rule as such, everyone was welcomed to join the party all night. I tried to get hold of everything like collecting rents, implementing some rules, live like human not animal but in the end was tired and have to retrieve my intention. Careless is descent word that doesn’t suit for those muppet, I m looking for words that goes hundred times beyond careless.
Can you believe they didn’t even care to turn the freaking volume down even when I am preparing for my exam. I had sit down with my notes, concentrate hardest I ever could to avoid the music and get on.  However I succeeded and I really pat my back how the hell on earth I did that. When i was a kid I was distracted by minute movement.  May be I was trying to avoid education during my childhood but now i am trying to imbibe those knowledge with my fullest level of concentration to shine in future. The true fact is that, its me who is paying fees for my education and I do care about my money while at childhood it was my baba (dad).
Well studying wasn’t a part of my best interest but I have notice when I am away from any sort of education I feel like doing it. For instance now I feel like doing loads of research on my personal interest. Read journals, magazine, blogs and news letters
Back to those muppets. ye our daily routine was – finish drink early  morning, then goodnight and waking up in the afternoon and watch tele. Tele was a big part of our life. So I bought them a used 29inch tele from my mates wife for just 25 quid and also got virgin connection with premium service. Though I didn’t have pay any, shockingly it degraded my credit score in londre . I don’t wanna mention how, but if would have any clue how it could be done, I insist - please don’t guess. All time automobile show, comedy central, well any thing that wasgood we watched it through outthe day. The major issues we had was who’s gonna bell the cat. In here by saying cat I meant cook food. Though I could but y would i cook everyday for everyone, am I mad.
I remember the first time I took those happy peels. It was in club downtown bricklane. I went there at 1am. The club was bloody red in color and on one side it was those flashy lasher stricking your eyes like colorful stars. On our way in I met a colleague who was smoking sick stuff on the streets. These blokes from the country of Buddha are really cool, the can make and do drugs with any stuff u provide. Cant believe how can u get to dope from plaster, which these blokes does it on the streets. I heard loads of shit from the techno world but this music was something like brain hammering. it was loud, sweaty, kinky and a bit drowsy. After having couple of shots of tequila I was floating on different level. With these the body hardly moves but it vibrates. it make you lazy to jump around. U feel like closing your eyes and just grove to one tone you catch up with. Things weren’t that bad , everyone was sober, and finally headed home.
The worst we had was ketamin at ministry of sound. We were wondering what it was that shook us for 45 minutes on the floor.   
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