Disclaimer: I don't own Gensomaden
Saiyuki, which rightfully belongs to Minekura Kazuya.
Rating: PG-13
Pairings: Sanzo/Goku, hinted Gojyo/Hakkai
Warnings: language, eventual shounen ai/yaoi, some violence
Notes: Thanks to everyone that’s reviewed so far. They are muchly
appreciated. I don’t normally address reviewers in my notes
(well, not lately) but in response to Destiny’s Light’s
question—this is going to have six parts to it. For once, I’ve
written everything before I’ve posted it. ^^;
Have been listening to Mariah Carey lately and somehow got an idea
for a Dougan-fic, so I’m more working on that than anything
else. Mariah Carey has a really lovely voice; I never tire listening
to it, even if it’s been a while since I put her whole playlist
on repeat. ^^;; It’d be so shiny to make music videos with her
music…
Oh yeah—I also finally saw episodes 19-22 recently. YAY! Seiten
Taisei! XD Episode 22 is my new favourite and makes me even more happy
that I wrote this fic.
Constructive criticism and feedback is always appreciated. Thanks.
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The
Becoming by D-chan
Part 2
In the end, it turned out there was a
good reason Sanzo had Goku come along with him. As the blonde had
suspected, the inn was full. Holidays were drawing near, so many people
were either visiting families or traveling on their way to visit families.
Sanzo spent the rest of the night in Goku's room and was gone by the
time the boy had woken up.
Goku wasn't unsettled by the discovery. Nothing felt
out of the ordinary; Sanzo was an early riser, even when he hadn't
had much sleep. The longest time he slept was when he was out cold
for days on end, otherwise he only got a few hours of sleep a night.
Stretching languidly, Goku decided to take a quick shower before getting
dressed.
By the time he was down for breakfast, the others
were halfway done with theirs. Sanzo seemed to have finished, but
he was still working on a cup of coffee as he read the newspaper.
If he noted Goku's arrival, he made no indication to show it. Hakkai,
however, greeted him pleasantly enough, and Gojyo started their first
fight of the day by making a move for the last of the sausage.
Goku had half a pork bun worked into his mouth when
Sanzo set down his cup so suddenly and loudly it made him start. The
monk didn't look at any of his companions, preferring to keep his
gaze on his fingers still curled around the handle of his mug. Calmly,
bluntly, he said, "One other was killed last night."
No one seemed sure how to react to that. At last,
Gojyo said, "Yeah, and?"
"Just something to note."
"Was there anything unusual about them?"
Hakkai asked with familiar calm. Though his movements were fluid and
relaxed, his visible eye was hard and focused.
Sanzo took another gulp of coffee before responding.
"Same as the others. Young woman, fairly good-looking, surprisingly
pretty clean death." He meant surprisingly because most murderers
that killed for fun would enjoy tearing up a body, inflicting torture
upon the victim. The victims here had been killed with one stroke,
one vicious, messy stab through the heart. Unless there was a struggle,
no further harm was done to them.
Goku finished off his bun, unperturbed. Very few things
could quell his appetite, and gruesome details certainly wasn't one
of them. Besides, one learned to grow used to it after living with
Sanzo for so long. The man didn't soften anything, delivering his
blows at their hardest.
Gojyo swore beneath his hand, glaring at the wall
as though to blame it for the issue. "Another woman? What's with
these sexist demons anyway?"
"Don't forget, Sanzo was attacked last night.
Some young men have been killed as well," Hakkai pointed out.
"Sounds like he's going for the pretty ones,
then," Goku commented off-handedly, making a grab for the last
meat bun.
Gojyo shot him a skeptical look, and Goku didn't understand
why until he said, "Are you saying he went after Sanzo because
he's *pretty*?"
A loud click caused all but Hakkai to flinch. "Just
what the hell is that supposed to mean?" Sanzo snarled, looking
ready to put a bullet between Gojyo's ears. If there was one thing
Gojyo knew Sanzo hated, it was being called pretty or effeminate in
any way. That was the only reason Gojyo seemed keen on using the insult
every so often; too often was testing Sanzo's patience too much, even
for him.
Before Goku could answer -- and really, he wasn't
sure what to say to that anyway -- Hakkai said, "Now, now, let's
just think a moment. All we want to do is get rid of this guy so we
can continue on our merry way in the morning. Correct?"
At last, Sanzo lowered the gun and tucked it back
into his robes. "As soon as possible, preferably." Gojyo's
sigh of relief was quickly stifled.
"Damn it; the demon only comes out at night,"
he argued. "What the hell are we supposed to do until then? Hunt
him down?"
"Too bothersome," Sanzo answered automatically.
"We should think of a plan. Something. Anything that works."
"At this point, a full-out, obvious attack may
be best," Hakkai said.
"Kind of hard to surprise the surpriser, huh?"
Gojyo tapped the table, impatient to step out for a smoke. Much to
his and Sanzo's annoyance, the innkeeper wouldn't have any of that
in his dining area.
Hakkai shook his head. "We just don't have a
good enough idea of how he'll attack."
Goku listened attentively to the conversation but
was lacking anything to add to it. Besides, he didn't mind listening
so long as he could keep his mouth busy by eating. He still hadn't
finished his breakfast-- and it gave him the opportunity to snatch
whatever Gojyo was too distracted to grab at first.
When his opinion was needed or wanted, they would
let him know. If they said something he didn't agree with or got confused
by, he would let them know. Until then, he was far too busy with other
things and half distracted with his own thoughts.
"So what, we should just lie ourselves out on
the streets with a huge sign pointing to us and saying, 'Fresh Meat
Here'?" Gojyo was arguing. He seemed to be getting tenser the
longer he was forced to wait for his morning smoke. "He doesn't
even eat his victims; he just kills 'em!"
"I'm saying," Sanzo said tightly, "that
we should find a way to direct him to us."
"He may come back for you," Hakkai said
mildly. "After all, there's a chance you saw him."
Sanzo's voice lowered, meant for only his companions
to hear. "I didn't."
Hakkai's voice also dropped a few levels. "Yes,
but he doesn't know that." Then he spoke normally again. "I
don't think he'd take any chances. Nobody else seems to know what
he looks like, and the chance that you might wouldn't be good for
him at all."
"So what? We just sit back and wait?" Gojyo
asked.
Shrugging, Hakkai admitted, "I don't think there's
anything else we *can* do. It's impossible to guard every good-looking
person, even in a town this small."
The table rocked as Gojyo pushed away from it, standing
so swiftly he nearly knocked his chair over. "Fine. Get back
to me on the fine details." With that he was out the front door,
carrying a pack of Hi-Lites and a lighter with him.
Sanzo finally picked up his fallen newspaper again,
trying to focus on the articles before him. He didn't see the words;
they blurred before his eyes. Instead he saw the dark room, silhouettes
shifting and dancing in an unlit area. This demon was different, far
different from most others they had encountered-- for one, it was
at least somewhat clever. It had been able to time its attack so that
no matter how Sanzo dodged, part of him would be injured. It wasn't
just pure luck that it had clawed him; it had been perfect timing.
Not only that, it seemed as though it had been *expecting*
him to carry a weapon-- and a deadly one at that. How many people
carried a gun? How many even knew how to shoot one? And how many that
could do both had bullets specially designed to cause a demon great
pain and injury? This demon seemed to have predicted everything. Sanzo
had seen an unmistakable glint in those black eyes, the same look
he'd seen often enough in Goku's eyes. The demon had been excited
at the prospect of a challenge. Sanzo had no doubts it would come
again. Tonight. Looking to kill him.
That wasn't a problem. This time Sanzo had allies
to back him up. He was reluctant to admit it, but their assistance
may come in handy for this particular nuisance. But he was sure that
after tonight the demon would be dead and they would be on their way
west. It was no different from any other demon.
He whacked Goku's hand as it sneaked for the last
roll, claiming it as his own.
The day ended high-strung. The four had retired to
their respective rooms -- Sanzo still had to share a room with Goku,
which seemed to only make him more irritable -- and none seemed able
to relax. Gojyo was pacing the floor of his room, smoking so much
that soon the entire room was curtained with a thin cloud of cigarette
smoke. He ran a hand through his hair, half tempted to throw his cigarette
out. Actually, he was just in the mood to throw things, anything that
would relieve his tension. It was annoying.
The plan seemed too simple to him, but Sanzo insisted
it was the only way to go about it. There was a couple of unspoken
options, but no one was eager to act upon them. Still, they were almost
preferable to Gojyo.
Almost. Some risks even he wouldn't take.
Hakkai spent a good portion of the evening simply
sitting on the bed, wondering if there was really a better way to
execute the plan. Right now there wasn't; all their doors were to
be kept unlocked so they wouldn't have a problem of getting inside
like they had last night. At the first sound of struggle, he and Gojyo
would be bursting into the room, ready to fight if need be. It was
*very* likely it would be a "need be" situation.
Something seemed off, but there wasn't a single thing
he could think of to help him place a finger on it. It was admittedly
very frustrating. While he waited for the demon to show up, there
was nothing else to do but sit and wonder.
Down the hallway, Sanzo seemed to have claimed the
bed. He sat on the edge of it, polishing his gun with extreme care.
It was a nightly ritual; he had to keep the Smith & Wesson in
good condition. It had served him well this long; he wasn't about
to lose it to poor care. Less concerned with the gun and more concerned
about the owner was Goku, who was sitting rather docile on the floor,
hugging a pillow to his chest. His chin rested on the top of it, his
golden eyes fixated on his keeper. If Sanzo was disturbed by the attention,
he didn't say anything about it.
After a while, Goku couldn't seem to keep quiet any
longer. "Sanzo--"
"Shut up." The order was quiet, not said
in the usual rough tone that Goku was used to. It made him flinch;
this softness was more deadly than any coarse voice Sanzo had ever
used. The monk's hands had stopped, the cloth still half covering
the gun, but he didn't look anywhere else but down. His eyes had narrowed
to slits; he was clearly preoccupied. "Your voice," he continued,
slipping a bit more back into the old Sanzo's voice, "is offending
my ears."
Goku said nothing to that. "You don't think this
plan will work?"
Sanzo gave up on polishing; he tossed the rag carelessly
into a corner. "No," he said bluntly, despite his earlier
verbal wish for the boy to shut up. "It's a stupid plan, but
we don't have any other choice. Doesn't mean I like it."
"I don't, either. He's creepy."
"You never even saw him, you stupid monkey."
"Didn't have to. I could feel him last night.
I smelled him." Goku frowned. "But I couldn't place his
scent. And I could have sworn I saw him, but it's impossible... I
can't see through walls."
The blonde was giving him a skeptical look. "No,"
he agreed at last. "You can't."
Glancing out the window told Goku it was growing dark.
Normally they would be setting camp, securing a hotel room, or sleeping
right about now. Without having to be told, he clambered to his feet
and, with a puff of breath, blew out the sole candle lighting the
room. They were both plunged into utter darkness, and Goku felt a
chill creep along his spine. It was unpleasant.
He could hear rustling and could faintly make out
Sanzo lying down. Any other night he would have complained, protested
to have the bed since it was, rightfully, *his* room, that he deserved
to at least have a blanket for his sacrifice. Tonight, however, he
didn't plan on sleeping. He settled down on the floor, trying to adjust
himself comfortably on the wooden boards. At last he found a tolerable
position and lay there for a long time, staring at the ceiling, timing
the monk's breathing and counting his own heartbeat. After a few minutes
he could find an odd rhythm between them.
That was the way it was; he and Sanzo shared some
sort of bond that made them step to similar steps, move to similar
evasions, and generally have a similar thought process. It was impossible
for them to be exactly in synch since their thought processes tended
to go in opposite directions half the time. Still there was... something...
that connected them, and right then Goku felt he was getting closer
to the heart of that connection.
He must have drifted off, because he was jolted to
awareness when something warm and heavy fell on him. "Huh...?"
he mumbled sleepily.
"Shut up. If you're not going to keep watch,
go to sleep. I can't."
Goku didn't argue, simply accepted that with a nod
and pulled the offered blanket around him tighter, quickly falling
back into the crevices of dreamland.
Sanzo, true to his word, was unable to sleep. He supposed
he should have kicked Goku for falling asleep, but really, what else
could he have expected from a child? He slid closer to the window,
opening it. Outside smelled like cold rain, but no water fell from
the sky. He lit a cigarette.
The first signal that someone had entered the room
was a floorboard in the middle of the room creaking a bit too loudly.
Sanzo pretended he hadn't heard, posing his hand so he would be ready
to drop the cigarette out the window and reach for his gun at the
same time.
Before the intruder could strike, it tripped. Apparently
it hadn't even noticed Goku, being too preoccupied with Sanzo. Goku
grunted in response, rolling across the floor. "Nyoi-bou!"
There was a crash; Goku had tried to strike the demon but had missed,
hitting the floor instead. The brunette cursed.
Sanzo hadn't been idle. His cigarette was long gone,
his gun out and held ready as he searched for any telltale sign of
the demon. Where were Gojyo and Hakkai? Perhaps they had fallen asleep
as well; the idiots...
The door crashed open, sending that train of thought
flying out the window. At the same moment Hakkai was shouting something
made unintelligible by the pounding in Sanzo's ears. Even without
words, he could understand the motions the man was making. He threw
himself to the side, his shoulder crashing into a wall at the same
time Goku's battle cry resounded through the air.
This time the demon was hit. It went flying, rolling
painfully across the floor. Hall light flooded the room. Time stilled
for a brief moment, and that was all anyone needed to get a decent
look at their foe.
Black, leathery skin stretched out over sinewy limbs,
dirty and dulled so as not to reflect any light. The eyes and short
hair matched; it was hard to tell where the flesh stopped and the
hair started. The whites of his eyes were actually a sickly gray,
too dark to even be called off-white. It was tall, likely able to
tower over even Gojyo.
Without full advantage of the darkness, it seemed
at a loss. It moved quickly, darting past Sanzo and aiming for the
open window. Sanzo fired off two rounds; the first missed, but the
second must have hit because the demon shrieked. It was a loud, high-pitched
sound that made Goku clamp his hands over his ears, Gojyo and Hakkai
cringe, and Sanzo desperately wish he had killed it with one shot.
In the next moment there was a ringing silence, broken
only by Goku's slightly winded breath.
"Damn."
That was Gojyo. The half-breed stepped fully into
the room, striding up to the window and peering out. When nothing
attacked him, he stuck his head out and looked around, growling softly.
"Damn it!" he exploded, jerking back in
and hitting his head on the windowpane. A string of curses fell from
his lips as he clutched his head. Sanzo rolled his eyes.
"He got away," Goku complained, stating
the obvious.
"Unfortunately," Hakkai added, a bit unnecessarily.
He frowned faintly at Gojyo. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah, yeah..."
Sanzo closed his eyes. He didn't like that the demon
had eluded them a second time. It was *far* too clever to be one of
Kougaiji's assassins; those idiots didn't know when to give up, didn't
seem to realize that sometimes backing off and re-strategizing was
the best way to go. This demon understood. He was good-- and Sanzo
didn't like that. It was bothersome.
Finished nursing his head, Gojyo leaned against the
nearest wall, folding his arms over his chest. "Now what?"
he asked, glaring at the monk. "Since this shitty plan *obviously*
didn't work..."
Sanzo returned the look. "I didn't hear you coming
up with anything better." Then he turned to Hakkai, his glare
losing its malice. "What?"
Green eyes rose, looking thoughtful. "Something
about him seemed strange... but I can't quite figure out what."
"Sleep on it," said Sanzo shortly. "It
won't do us any good at this point."
Goku, who had nearly fallen asleep leaning against
his staff, jerked up again at the sound of Sanzo's voice. "Huh?"
Gojyo snorted. "The monkey can barely keep his
eyes open anyway."
Glaring, Goku struggled with a retort. "Shut
up, you--" He broke off in a wide yawn. "--perverted water
sprite," he finally finished.
In the end they acted upon Sanzo's suggestion. Even
before the door had shut, Goku had fallen asleep on the floor. Sanzo
stepped over him to shut the window, but he didn't move to go to bed.
Instead he continued staring outside, brow creased with thought.
The door hadn't opened. He would have heard the creak
of the barely used hinges, would have noticed the light filtering
into the room. Hell, it was even likely Goku would have woken up once
the light had hit his eyelids. But nothing of the sort had happened.
Even without looking, Sanzo was certain the door had been shut tight.
Even unlocked, there was no possible way the demon could have gotten
in.
It was a disturbing, disconcerting realization, and
he was too tired to think more about it. Making sure to latch the
window shut and lock the door this time, Sanzo avoided Goku's sprawled
body a second time and crawled into bed. He needed to sleep, really
should have, really *wanted* to... but it was still bothering him.
An hour and two cigarettes later, he finally found
he could lie down without having to toss and turn restlessly. That
night he had a nightmare, one unlike the usual ones that accompanied
a rainy night. He woke early near dawn, breathless and soaked in a
cold sweat. Impulse made him check the floor, but his eyes proved
his thoughts wrong; Goku was still there, asleep and breathing peacefully.
He went back to sleep.
In the
morning, he couldn't remember the nightmare at all.
- TBC
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