Cristessa

Seems like only yesterday,
We saw each other, had nothing to say.
The look in your eyes said it all,
Love was forged amidst the fall.
So many emotions in just one breath
In the season preceding death.

I�m so lonely, she�s so lovely,
She�s holding on to me so very loosely.

The clouds rolled by
And cold rains fell from the sky.
The look in your eyes said it all,
Hearts were broken after the fall.
She said there�d be another;
She loved me like a brother.

I�m so lonely, she�s so lovely,
I�m holding onto hope so very loosely.
If my heart she should break
I pray the Lord my life to take.

I watched over her everyday,
Thought of her whenever I would pray.
Tried to keep in touch as often as we could,
Tried to make a phone call as often as I should.
We went our separate ways until
We were kept apart by what she said was God�s will.

I�m so lonely, she�s so lovely,
I�m hanging on to God so very loosely.
If my heart she should break
I beg the Lord my life to take.

I�m so lonely and she�s so lovely
But everyone tells me how I�m so lucky.
I don�t want to be lucky, I don�t want to be blessed,
All I want is to feel the air escape her chest,
Feel it pass her lips so softly.
Lonely even when they tell me I�m so goddamn lucky.

I�m so lonely and she�s so lovely,
I�m hanging on to life so very loosely.
If my heart she should break,
Swear to God my life I�ll take.
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