Disclaimers: I don't own GW. Wait a minute, why don't I own GW *bonks head repeatedly on door* Why? WHY?! WHY!!!
Rating: R
Pairings: Past NC+1, 2X1
Warnings: Practically everyone out there. NC stuff that never quite progresses to rape. Angst. Child Abuse. Au hints. Violence. Blood. Gore. OC who is off the deep end. OOC. Some VERY twisted things.
Status: Unbetaed
Type: Epilogue of the �Yami No Omocha� Series
The Demons That Hide In The Light
In a large white room with many windows lives a boy with long chocolate shaded hair. His reddish lips lifted in a faint smile. Shuichi had succeeded in a way he had apparently destroyed Heero Yuy in his attempt to bring Tenshi back. All that was left behind was a beautiful doll. The empty husk that had once housed a vibrantly alive soul. The boy left behind stares out the window with seemingly unseeing eyes.
On some level he likes this room much better then the institution the blonde man had locked him in for two years. The small institution had been destroyed many years ago by the cobalt eyed man who called him Heero. At the memory of blood and death something almost rises to the surface but he fights it back. He likes staring at the endless rolling blue of the ocean under the sun outside. He no longer goes outside. In fact he doesn�t even leave his room. The other wanted him to leave but he knew that must never happen. He likes his white room with the lights always on where no shadows were visible.
Most of all he likes the cobalt eyed man who comes to him every night no matter what. He likes the way those calloused hands part his robes and caress his skin. He likes the kisses left on his lips in breathless urgency. He likes the way the other makes him scream in silent abandon. He likes the way he feels so desperately alive. Even if there are times he can�t remember afterwards or times he can�t remember the nights at all. But he doesn�t dwell on it much.
He can�t understand what Duo has given up to have him. He cannot understand that Duo has become a criminal turning allies into enemies, in his efforts to rise to the top friendships were destroyed. He never noticed love decay to lust and obsession. Memories and sentences evade him like water through a fish net. All he knows is what he likes and what he feels � now. He has no more understanding beyond that of a young child. He is here, Heero is dead and occasionally the other one comes back. Tenshi.
On those occasions if you look close enough you�ll notice those pretty blue eyes brighten with intelligence and those full red lips compress in the faintest of mad smirks. He may not remember but Tenshi did. Tenshi remembered everything. Pale hands would worry at the covers as he remembered all those years wasted comforting and training Shuichi to be the one he needed. Back then he had small and vulnerable, the weaker half of a whole. With a carefully hidden intelligence he had realized he needed another person to be complete and achieve what he wanted. Who better then the sibling who had been born with the body he had needed.
Tenshi had looked like a victim but Shuichi was nothing more then a pawn to him. It was all too easy to use what he had and manipulate the scared child half insane with the doctors training. With little effort he had broken Shuichi completely then remade him. He had been so starved for attention and affection with a few childish kisses and faint caresses he had captured Shuichi forever. He kept up his subliminal messages and brainwashing reinforcements to ensure he wouldn�t lose his hold. But Shuichi had been imperfect unable to give Tenshi what he needed so he had left. Letting Heero take control until he found someone suitable to become his other half.
He regretted it now; leaving Shuichi alive had cost him time. Forcing him to retreat further within as Heero was called back and trained into the soldier Shuichi had lacked the obedience to be. But it all turned out fine. Because as Heero fought, Tenshi watched until he saw the perfect other. He began immediately training his new chosen one and then Shuichi had returned and almost ruined Tenshi�s years of hard work. But by then His training had already taken root and Duo would have done anything to prevent Heero Yuy from leaving.
Poor Heero had never realized it wasn�t the demons surrounding him that he should fear but the ones hidden within him. He never had a chance to protest as Tenshi had wrested control of his body firmly away confident Heero would be destroyed by what had happened. And now Tenshi had what he wanted all along. The world. Already through his criminal network Duo controlled most of the global economy, he captured more everyday. And Tenshi controlled Duo even if he didn�t realize it.
The majority of the state leaders, head politicians, royalty and even religious leaders were hooked on SYRUP a designer drug only Duo could supply. Tenshi had whispered the formula to him while he was sleeping at night. And no one else had figured out how to make it quite the way Duo had it made. Even that prim and proper Relena Peacecraft came panting back to them for more of it like a bitch in heat. Slowly but surely he was using his power to brainwash the world, like he had everyone Heero had loved.
Heero � the thought of the boy made Tenshi almost growl. He was glad he had killed Heero, now no one could try to take Heero from Tenshi. No Heero would always be his. Because while many had loved Tenshi, Tenshi had only loved Heero.
All this Tenshi thought of when he smiled but that wasn�t often and mostly the conscious part of him just loved to watch the ocean. Neither part of him was aware that deep within Heero was slowly growing stronger. All he wanted now was to gain the strength to wrest control from the others for an instant. An instant of time was all Heero needed to complete his suicide mission and save the world and the one he loved.
Owari
A/N: To everyone Heero is but his personality has just retreated into himself. The person known as Heero shared his body with the one known as Tenshi. The trauma of what happened when Shuichi died causes another personality to form that of the unaware mute. While Tenshi is aware of the mute, he is unaware Heero still remains. Yup this was all my insane take on schizophrenia.
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