Disclaimers: I don't own GW. Wait a minute, why don't I own GW *bonks head repeatedly on door* Why? WHY?! WHY!!!
Rating: R
Pairings: Past NC+1, Future 2X1
Warnings: Practically everyone out there. NC stuff that never quite progresses to rape. Angst. Child Abuse. Au hints. Violence. Blood. Gore. OC who is off the deep end. OOC. Some VERY twisted things.
Status: Unbetaed
Type: Part four of the �Yami No Omocha� Series
The Secret of the Sun
�So pretty Tenshi�
�My Tenshi�.�
�Let�s play our special game Tenshi.�
�Open your mouth Tenshi.�
�Harder Tenshi�. Mmmm �.. Just like that.�
�You�re such a good boy Tenshi.�
The echoing voices of the formless demons that haunted his dreams now had frighteningly familiar faces. Ones wreathed in dangerous memories. Thin lips twisted in a pleased position and eyes alight with a look his now adult mind recognized.
Obsession.
One picture had brought it back and pulled Shuichi from the graveyard of Heero�s childhood to a lace he could not belong. His present life. Shuichi had died long ago and Heero had shed him with the identity of the misbegotten Tenshi long ago. He couldn�t afford to let it come back. Not now.
�My sweet Tenshi.�
�You�re always mine Tenshi.�
�Forever Tenshi.�
�I�ll end this war for you, Tenshi.�
�One day when I deserve it Tenshi.�
�Can I claim you then Tenshi?�
�Its all for you, Tenshi.�
�I will do anything; kill any one for you Tenshi.�
�Will you smile then Tenshi?�
The words and remembered voice paralyzed him even in his dreams. Mentally he withdrew even from his dreams falling deeper within his own soul. The comforting nothingness that had embraced him so often as a child. But he couldn�t stay that way. It was a struggle to fight his way back. He was a man now; he didn�t have to runaway from his past.
The first thing Heero saw when he opened his eyes was Duo�s concerned face. Somehow looking into those cobalt eyes he found he could breathe a bit easier. The slow smile that greeted him as Duo noticed Heero awaken caused the bands in his chest to loosen. He trusted Duo more then anyone. That trust was the basis of the feeling fluttering in the pit of his stomach from Duo�s closeness. The feeling that made him feel warm and protected every time Duo smiled at him. That feeling he didn�t dare trust again. If he loved Duo... he would lose Duo to that sadistic bastard. Just like he lost �.
�Hey, Heero you can�t take a nap in the middle of your shift.�
�Hn, Baka� how long have I been out?�
�Thirty-six hours. Everyone has been here to look up on you. Quatre left just an hour ago.�
Thirty sex hours, it had seemed much, much longer.
�The doctors couldn�t figure out what was wrong. They said you were in some sort of self induced coma.�
At Duo�s words Heero closed his eyes knowing all too well what he would see in them.
�Here.� Duo said and pressed something in his hand. Heero knew what it was without looking.
�I figured you wouldn�t appreciate anyone else seeing this. I know you always say I talk too much but I know how to listen too. I won�t push you, but when you need me I�ll be here for you.� Hearing the scuff of metal chair legs against linoleum Heero turned back to Duo unaware he had ever turned away.
�Wait.� He said softly but Duo still heard it and looked back to see Heero reaching out to him like a child to its mother. �I don�t want to be alone right now.�
Heero reached a hand up to gently caress the pale skin of Duo�s cheek as he leaned down and Duo tried to ignore the vulnerability in Heero�s touch. Almost without conscious thought his lips descended to taste Heero�s knowing now was not the time but unable to deny the need in Heero�s eyes.
It was a warm soft kiss that spoke of tenderness and words weren�t needed as Heero used his lips to confess his love. As he pulled away Duo whispered, �Never again, I won�t ever leave you alone again.�
And inside him Heero could feel something break with an almost audible snap in the silence. He had damned them both to hell with that kiss and begun the cycle once again. Someone else had been watching, someone who wanted Heero all for himself. And always had.
�Your mine Heero, you always have been and all ways will be. If I cannot have your love I will fill you with my hate. If you refuse to share my life I will take your death.�
Owari
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