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Warning: This fanfiction contains violence, sexual content and a rape
scene..if you don't feel comfortable with reading this fanfiction please
don't. I dont feel like being held acoundable for  anything anyone does due
to this fanfiction. But if you are mature enough, please go ahead..enjoy ^.~

 Forbearance and Forgiveness

By Nozomi Atsuko

Chapter 2
Depression and Denial

        The sun came through the window of her bedroom, warm golden rays
pouring onto her face over her eyelids. Relena stirred opening one eye, then
the other. She sat up, looking over herself. Had it all been a dream?...She
was dressed in her normal school uniform, her fingers ran over the maroon
colored fabric, feeling the texture and lace. "It must have been, just a
dream how silly of me...to think such a thing could have
happened...although...it felt...seemed…so real..." She dismissed the idea as
she got up.  slowly she  walked to her nightstand. She placed her hand over
her brush, her fingers tracing the wooden handle then she began to brush her
hair, rather fiercely due to the fact that she was still slightly annoyed
from her..."dream". When she finished she changed into a new dress, and went
downstairs for breakfast before she was to leave for school. Downstairs Noin
had been scrambling eggs, toasting bread, and frying bacon. Relena sat down
at the table, feeling a bit sluggish. " Not a morning person today, Relena?"
Noin looked up from the stove. Zech who had his nose buried in the fridge
looked up, worried about his baby sister he joined in on the conversation.
"Something wrong Relena?" Relena looked lovingly to her brother, her had
always looked out for her...and protected her. " Nothing at all" She replied a
bit nervously. " Don’t trouble yourselves...I’m quite alright!" And with that
Zech was back in the fridge and Noin went back to her attempts at cooking, as
sorry as they were. Relena sighed, looking out the window. "Just another
normal day here in the Cinq Kingdom."

        * * *

        Heero awoke sitting up in his bed, his navy blue sheets were spun
tightly around his waist leaving his bare chest exposed. "Augh..." He places
his hand against his forehead, he felt as if he had been hit by a truck.
Rather sluggishly he got up and walked to the mirror gazing upon it. He
blinked looking over his face, his hair was matted to one side, he looked
horrible, his face was pale and under his Persian eyes were large bags as if
he hadent slept in days. Then he realized...he was naked...yup...no doubt about
that...but why? He tried to remember most of last night...he remembered a
party, and a few drinks, and the gang but the rest was a haze. He got dressed
for school and walked out of his room only to run head on into Duo. "Hey
heero buddy!" Duo called happily. " Not so loud!" Heero shoved Duo out of the
way. "Oh I see...hang over huh?" Duo was once again in his face. "Man Heero,
you should have seen yourself!"  " What do you mean? " Heero asked a bit
confused. "You were as drunk as a bum!" ..." I ...Was?" ...Duo nodded. Heero
side stepped him walking down the hall to the kitchen. "That was odd...Duo
said mussing a bit." Well...that explains the feeling, and the looks...but
why...was I ...naked..? Hero asked himself. He looked at the clock, thinking
everything over, then left the house heading towards the school. As he walked
he began to remember bits and pieces from the other night. He remembered
leaving, and going somewhere...a large house, tall gates, a woman...yes a
woman...tall with blonde hair...and beautiful blue eyes! Had he....a
relation..? with a woman?.. Yes he was sure of it...he would have  had to be
drunk but wait another image...a limo. Not just any limo…Relena’s limo.
No...no! not her...he couldn’t have.. He shook his head holding both hands
against his temples. "How could I have been so stupid!.. What will she say if
he were to see her in school? Would she even be in school? What if she told
Zechs or called the police? "Oh no...what could I have been thinking! "He
began to beat him self up about it, not knowing what to do. he had to get to
her, right away. He ran to the Cinq Kingdom, hoping to reach her before she
left for school.

                * * *

         Relena was standing outside waiting for Pegan, when she saw Heero.
He stopped running, and slowly walked up to her. "Hello Heero..." She smiled
happily. What was this? Heero asked himself How can she play with me like
this...does she even remember?.. "Something wrong Heero?" Relena asked a bit
worried. "N-No...nothing at all...can I ...walk you to school?" Heero placed
his hand behind his head nervously..."Sure...why not"  Relena smiled, and they
began walking to the school. " You don’t look so good Heero..." Relena looked
at him, her face full of worry. " I had a long night. " he replied trying to
cover up. " Me too...I had the weirdest dream...more like a nightmare.."
...Heero let out a relaxing sigh...a dream...she thought it was a dream...He
felt a slight bit better...but he still had a pain in his heart.. she didn’t
know the truth...how could he really do something so harsh to her something
so wrong. "Relena..." Heero said a bit shakily. " I have something to tell you..."