inside us all
is an ugly bitch
screaming to get out
we smother her
delight in her
tie her up and drop her
in the darkest corners of our minds
but when we need her
(and even when we don't)
she explodes from our mouths
and says everything we've wanted to say
when she's done
she smugly returns to captivity
gently running her fingers
along the useless cage
and laughs softly
as the chaos she unleashed 
unfolds into truest
tranquility