| The eyes of the beholder Look at me now and see the pain in my eyes I feel your loss, and I mourn silently. I dread every tear that slips from my eyes. I suffer every time I hear your name I agonize every time I see your picture. I can't let myself accept your loss. Without you, I am nothing I am back to the beginning, A little girl who was lost in despair. Flashbacks of happiness plague my time now. I am not able to move on, Maybe it's because I have so much more to say to you, Maybe it's because I feel so guilty, Or maybe it's because you are not really dead. |