In My Dreams
                                                                               By: Sarah �the-ska-chick-anime-freak�

     Okay, this is an original poem/song that I wrote a looooong time ago�it was a pretty sad attempt to let out my emotions about an ex-boyfriend who I REALLY want dead now.  Anyway, I think this better suits Amelia in this case with my newest ficcy!!! *applause/cheers*

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In my dreams,
                                                                  I see you.
                                           I want to hold you until my arms grow weak.

She couldn�t sleep.  She tried, but she couldn�t sleep.  Even if she did, all of her dreams were about him.  Not that she really minded it all�she�s had PLENTY of dreams about him.  Actually, she wanted to dream about him.  But, for some reason, she couldn�t sleep.  She got up out of bed and looked to her right.  In the other bed was the infamous �bandit killer� Lina Inverse.  Snoring lightly, stretched out across the bed as if claiming in her sleep that the bed was hers and if anybody dared to touch it, she would dragon slave them to the next city (which happened to be pretty far).  She noticed that Lina was smiling and blushing at the same time.

�I wonder who she�s dreaming about�I think I know too,� Amelia whispered quietly to herself as she left the room they shared and headed toward the inn�s common room.  Her thoughts drifted from Lina�s dreams about Gourry to her own about a certain someone.  She smiled and started down the stairs.

                                                               In my dreams,
                                                                  I love you.
                                                                You love me.


Upon entering the common room, she spotted a familiar figure sitting alone at one of the tables.  It was him.  She took a deep breath and sat down next to him.  He looked up and eyed her as if asking a question.

�What are you doing?� he asked in a voice that seemed annoyed.  The look on his face didn�t help very much.

�N�Nothing Zelgadis-san.  I just couldn�t sleep�that�s all,� she tried desperately to keep her smile, as it was fading fast.

                                              
Then my dreams, they all turn to nightmares
                                                       When I awake and face reality.


She had gotten a glass of water and just stared at it, taking a sip every so often not having anything better to do.  In the silence, she didn�t notice him looking at her; almost checking to make sure she was okay.  In Amelia�s mind, she wasn�t.  In her mind, dreams are dreams, but this�this is reality.

                                           When there I can�t tell you how much I really care.
                                           When there I have to act like you don�t hurt me.
                                           When there I can�t tell you how much I love you.
                                           When there I have to live, who said it was fair?

She opened her mouth to speak, but nothing came out.  She went back to playing with the ice in her water.  This isn�t what she expected.  Silence?!  They�ve had conversations before!  Why aren�t they having one now?!  She sighed loudly and sat back in her chair.�Is something the matter?� he asked in a more concerned tone than before.  �Wow he noticed! That�s a first!�

�Oh it�s nothing,� she looked down, �I was just thinking, that�s all.�

�About what?� he looked at her curiously.  �It�s almost as if Zelgadis-san read my mind!�  The smile came back as fast as it had faded.

�Dreams�my dreams.�

                                                            
In my dreams,
                                                                 I have you.
                                                       You say that you�re mine.

�Dreams?  What exactly do you dream about?�  At this question, Amelia blushed furiously and looked down again trying to hide it.  Unfortunately, it didn�t really work as she noticed the blush he, himself was trying to cover.

In my dreams,
I kiss you.
You�re with me
.

She was about to answer when other thoughts raced into her head.  Should she really tell him?  No, definitely not!  At least not now�not when things are going so good.

Until I awake
And I�m facing reality.


�I think it�s best not to tell you.  If you tell someone your dreams, they won�t come true,� she smiled at her statement and caught him smiling as well.

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