A Sailormoon RomanceMarshAngel
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rated R-NC17 
disclaimer: standard i.e.: no claim of ownership has or will be made
  
  
This is an alternate reality/first season story. There is NO Mamoru (Darien), NO 
Tuxedo Kamen, NO Rini and NO outer scouts. Usagi is known to be the Princess, 
they've defeated Beryl and they have no real memories of the past. Usagi and 
friends are around sixteen.  Further explanations? Email. 
This fanfic is tentatively rated R and if so requested I will change the rating 
to NC-17 but I don't think its too explicit so I'll leave it at R for now.
  
Touch
Chapter 4
She was silent all the way back to the temple. At first she paced the ground 
angrily, the power that came off her in waves, palpable in the air. No one dared 
approach her. 
Eventually she calmed down and sat quietly on the steps of the temple's main 
building staring up at moon. It was late now and although her parents had only a 
vague idea where she was she hadn't called them. But she didn't feel she could 
play the part of Mommy and Daddy's little girl at the moment. 
It had been hours now and her friends had yet to say anything to her. She 
thought she'd wanted their silence but now as she sat just staring into space it 
weighed so heavily in the air it was as loud as any questions they might have 
asked. They were trying too hard to respect her privacy but she knew they had a 
thousand questions, many of which she doubted she even wanted to answer.

"Ok already, you might as well ask," she muttered. "Your silence is so annoying 
I can actually hear your thoughts buzzing in my head. And no Mina I have not 
slept with him yet."
Mina's eyes opened so wide it was almost comical. "How did you know what I was 
thinking?"
"Like I said," Usagi stated simply. "You're all thinking very loudly and in your 
case very sexually." Mina blushed, embarrassed. "And it seems you're not the 
only one." She glared at Rei who didn't look the slightest bit embarrassed.  
"You can actually hear our thoughts?" Makoto questioned incredulously.
"Yeah, vaguely, one of those things I recalled how to do when I remembered 
everything else."
"You remember everything from the Silver Millennium?" Ami asked.
"Like it were yesterday," Usagi whispered painfully.
"So you know what we're thinking," Rei commented. "What are you thinking?" 
Usagi's mind was working overtime and it was visible by the constantly changing 
emotions on her face.
"That I don't know what he wants from me," she replied. "I can't believe he did 
all these things to me out of some twisted need to torture me in revenge for 
something that happened so long ago it's ancient history."
If he'd wanted real revenge he could have had it at anytime, she thought to 
herself. It would have been easy to rape or kill her in her sleep. Instead he'd 
sent youmas just to annoy her, it seemed now, and had been toying with her not 
out of anger but just to provoke her.
"But like you said you remember it like it were yesterday."
"Yeah," Usagi whispered bitterly. "I remember all right.
"I remember he risked his life to save mine even though he knew it was 
pointless; even after I betrayed him. He tried to save my life when it came down 
to the final battle."
"Why did you leave him Usagi? You loved him didn't you?" Mina questioned.
"Mael," she answered as if the one word were the answer to everything.
"I had an argument with Endymion about our relationship and I got angry and 
unthinkingly transported myself back to my rooms on the moon without getting 
dressed and Mael was standing there in my bedrooms when I reappeared and he was 
laying on my bed just looking at me naked in this perverse manner. He'd seen 
when I'd left and he'd found out about Endymion by reading my letters. I still 
remember his exact words. "So the perfect princess turns out to be a little 
slut. I bet you couldn't wait to spread your legs for some crude primitive Earth 
prince."
"Bastard!" Mako snapped supportively.
"I don't understand," Mina claimed. "Why would you choose him over Endymion?"
"Mael knew I'd broken the contract. Under that contract I was subject to the 
laws of his people as well as my own. Under his law I could be publicly beaten 
and forced to pay him the amount of my dowry and if I refused or if I broke the 
contract myself and they happened to feel insulted, they could set off a war.
 In addition to that fact, as long as Earth and the Moon didn't see eye-to-eye 
we were basically enemies. There wasn't a full scale war going on but there had 
been 'incidents.'  I could be accused of treason under Lunarian law and that 
could unbalance affairs in the solar system since I was the only heir to the 
throne."
"But if he knew you'd betrayed him wouldn't he be in a hurry to break it off and 
let you suffer?" 
"If his kingdom and his planet had been a wealthy one.... probably. However, my 
dowry was enormous but it was a drop in the bucket compared to the luxury he 
would enjoy for himself, in addition to my dowry, if he kept to the betrothal. 
Besides being able to blackmail me for the duration of our marriage was a lot 
more power than he might have had just being Queen's consort."
"Endymion didn't know," Mina stated flatly.
"No. He's a stubborn bastard anyway. I doubt it would have made any difference."
"I think I know what both your problems were," Mina said. "You both had your 
heads in the 'right' place. You put your kingdoms first and your love second. 
But I guess love is giving you a second chance and an opportunity to think with 
your hearts instead of your head." 
Usagi chuckled dryly. Whatever happened between them wouldn't be a result of 
thoughts coming from either of their hearts or their heads. 
"Endymion doesn't love me. Like he said, he's had Millennia to get over whatever 
feelings he may have had."
"And yet he'd still like to...well you know," Ami stated blushing. When everyone 
turned to smile at her she added: "Well it seems illogical to be able to get 
over one thing so easily and yet not the other. It's been a long time."
 "She's right. He's been watching you for a while and you said he came to visit 
you a few times and he seems to like ..."
"Rei!" Usagi screeched indignantly. His words came back to her and her face 
turned bright red. 'I'll wait until we're alone Serenity. Then you'll remember 
what it is like to have me inside you.' Next time he wasn't going to be content 
just to touch her and if history repeated itself she probably wouldn't try to 
stop him.
"I was only trying to say..."
"He's been visiting you?" Mina screeched incredulously. "And you didn't say 
anything!"
Usagi hung her head in exasperation. She recalled immediately exactly why she 
had played innocent so long ago on the moon kingdom. There was no way she could 
have trusted her friends to be calm and rational about this. They would have 
been all over the story and whether they meant to or not someone would have 
found out. 
She'd done a brilliant job of being almost two completely different people. So 
well did she play the part of the innocent, that she'd felt almost disgusted 
with herself for her ability to lie like a pro and be almost two completely 
different people. It had made her question just what kind of person she was. 
She'd never believed she'd grow to be anyone as great and wonderful as her 
mother had been. 
 "I didn't say anything because I thought it was a dream," She informed calmly.
"A wet dream," Rei muttered below her breath, but it was quiet enough in the 
room that no one missed it.
"Rei Hino!" Usagi screeched. 
"You might have left out all the intimate details but it was perfectly clear by 
your bright red face just exactly what your ghostly little visitor was doing. 
The question is just how far did he go?"
"That is none of your business," Usagi announced. 
"Oh come on Usagi," Makoto begged. "You told Rei. Why don't you tell us?"
Usagi sighed. She could tell the other girls felt slightly hurt by the fact that 
she hadn't confided them.
"Well the short version of it is that he's been following me all week causing 
strange things to happen, including that letter, and he played at being the 
psychologist."
 "Sometimes at night, and well that one time in class..." She paused, blushing 
brightly. "I thought I was dreaming the first time but the last time he was 
definitely there and he..."
"Felt you up," Rei finished, causing Usagi a great deal more embarrassment than 
she had dreamt possible and causing the other girls look at her incredulously.
"Must you be so blunt?" Usagi snapped.
"Is there another way to be? "
"So when are you two going to...well you know?" Makoto questioned.
"What makes you think I want to?" Usagi snapped. 
"Well you two were practically all over each other not too long ago," Mina 
commented.
Could things possibly get more embarrassing she wondered? She could easily 
recall their near sexual moment down by the warehouse right in front of her 
friends.
"That does not mean that I want to..." She sighed. "I shouldn't anyways."
"Why not?" Mina asked inquisitively.
"Because he's being a real prick and his only agenda is to hurt me," she 
sneered. "It doesn't really matter anyway," she sighed.
"What do you mean?" Rei asked.
"He's not exactly giving me a choice," she stated through gritted teeth.
Ami's face went pale. "You don't mean he's going to...?"
"No, he won't rape me," she answered Ami's unfinished question.  "He won't have 
to," she added self-deprecatingly. Ami's face flushed and eyebrows raised all 
around. 
"Don't even dare ask me what that means!" she snapped huffily. "I refuse to 
explain that."
 "I get it," Mina announced brilliantly. "He's irresistible!"
"And gorgeous," Rei added.
"And sexy," Mako put in.
"And dangerous. You have a thing for dangerous men," Ami stated.
"I do not!" Usagi denied.
 "Usagi, Motoki became the hottest man alive the moment he started racing cars," 
Mako countered. "And remember Naru's cousin Yuu the rock climber and bungee 
jumper? You had the hots for him."
"That's your big proof?" Usagi screeched incredulously. 
"Well Endymion is an evil lord of the Dark Kingdom and you want him," Mina 
argued.
"He's not evil," Usagi snapped to his defense, "just a really big asshole."
"Usagi he tried to kill you!"
"Not exactly. And he saved my life."
"If he lets you die he doesn't get laid," Rei stated.
Usagi refrained from comment on that remark but glared at Rei. "If he really 
wanted to kill me he wouldn't have let me know who he was he'd just have killed 
me at anytime in my bedroom, while he was busy 'feeling me up,' as you put it."
"Well if he's trying to get revenge, most likely he'd want to make sure you knew 
exactly who he was and why he was going to kill you," Ami reasoned.
Usagi shook her head. "That would make sense except for one thing. The moment I 
realized who I was and who he was, the playing ground became level. As long as I 
didn't know the full extent of my powers or what he was capable of, he could use 
it against me. There is no real way for him to kill me easily at this point, we 
are both equally powerful once you toss the silver crystal out of the equation."
"What do you mean? Why would you go head to head with him without the silver 
crystal as a back up?" Makoto asked.
"As I told you, Endymion isn't evil. I couldn't really do him too much harm with 
the silver crystal if I wanted to, not enough to swing things in my favor 
anyway. He has a slight advantage being on his planet but we know everything 
about each other and it would make fighting pretty pointless."
"I understand when you say he isn't evil," Rei said. "I sensed that myself. But 
if he isn't, why is he working for the Dark Kingdom?"
"I don't know," Usagi admitted. "Although, knowing him, he probably has the Dark 
Kingdom working for him."
Rei frowned. "The controlling type huh?"
Usagi smiled. "Yeah. I guess that's why we always argued. He never could control 
me. I think it used to drive him up the wall and turn him on."
"Usagi!" Ami screeched with embarrassment.
"What! You guys can talk about my sex life and I can't?"
"I thought you didn't have a sex life," Rei teased. 
"Oh shut up!" 

Usagi lay in bed staring up at the exposed beams of the ceiling. She had 
eventually given in and called her parents letting them know where she was and 
that she'd decided to stay. She had impatiently sat through a rather annoying 
lecture on responsibility that made her feel like an immature child. There would 
be some drawbacks to remembering her past. Back then she'd been a little older 
and a lot more mature and as royalty and possibly the second most powerful 
person in the solar system, entirely responsible for her own actions. 
Princess Serenity, at least the princess who'd had an affair with Endymion, was 
more her than Her Serene Royal Highness or Usagi Tsukino. She'd never felt more 
herself than she did right now. Endymion's Serenity was self-assured, daring, 
passionate, and attentive. It was strange that even so long ago she'd never been 
herself for her friends and family. The only time she'd really felt free to be 
unrestrained had been when she was with him.
Usagi turned her head to her right where a few feet away Rei was breathing 
heavily as she slept. In a far left corner Makoto and Mina snored softly. Ami 
had gone home. She hadn't admitted to her friends why she had chosen to spend 
the night but she had an inkling they could guess. 
She was trying to avoid him, or rather the fulfillment of his promise. Had this 
threat been made a few thousand years ago she might have run home stripped off 
her clothes and waited for him, but things had changed and Endymion didn't seem 
to realize that. She might just have rediscovered the part of herself he 
remembered but she was barely sixteen years old and she was a virgin all over 
again. She was nervous and very afraid of being hurt.
She had been mentally preparing herself for what seemed inevitable but she 
already knew he would hurt her. The physical pain of losing her virginity was 
negligible but it hurt to know he was doing it all for revenge. When it was all 
over where would they be? Would he just occasionally pop in and out of her bed 
for the rest of her life or would he make sure she got attached to him before he 
walked out of her life forever leaving her to suffer the expected pain of his 
departure?
She could fight him but where would that lead? Wouldn't they just destroy public 
and private property in an attempt to hurt each other? That was the last thing 
either of them wanted and it would be a passionless fight since the fact that 
she wanted him as much as he wanted her was undeniable. 
She didn't want it this way however. But she supposed that's what revenge was 
all about. She didn't get to have it her way.
She suspected, for all her effort that staying with her friends would change 
nothing. He hadn't seemed to care much for spectators earlier when he had his 
hands all over her. Her body flushed hot with embarrassment and her eyes went 
wide in the dark with fear at the thought of him making love to her while her 
friends slept just a few feet away. Well they wouldn't be sleeping long, she 
admitted to herself wryly. 
It was almost two in the morning when finally she gave up on the thought of him 
accosting her and decided to relax and sleep.  She had been silly to think he 
would be so predictable as to come to her tonight. Perhaps she flattered herself 
to think his desires were so desperate that he would come to her so quickly.
But think of the devil and he appears, or so goes the saying. And that's how she 
found herself to be wide-awake when he materialized above her. She almost smiled 
at his predictability and restrained herself from saying as much out loud. By 
what she could see of his face in the dark however, she knew he'd picked the 
thought right out of her head. 
I'm not a patient man, She picked up from him. 
"Did you think surrounding yourself with your friends would stop me?" He asked 
softly.
"I was hoping to appeal to your sense of decency. One would hope it would occur 
to you to wait until I was alone."
"I have no need to protect my sense of decency and I care little for yours."
As if to illustrate his point he cupped her crotch through her underwear, 
causing her eyes to go wide. He took advantage of her moment of surprise and 
covered her unresisting mouth with his. He moved the free hand that wasn't 
helping him hold his weight off her from her crotch and slipped it under the 
oversized T-shirt she'd borrowed from Rei, to cover her bare breast with his 
palm. 
Realizing that he just might make love to her with her friends only a few feet 
away she squealed in resistance against his mouth. 
He chuckled quietly at her indignation.
"I take it that a bit of public display doesn't arouse you? It's just as well, 
because if I remember correctly you make way too much noise for us to continue 
here." With that, he transported them both to an unknown place on a bed in a 
room lit only by one or two candles. 
 "Where are we?"
"You don't want to know." 
She wasn't that nave however.
"So this is the Dark Kingdom," she stated nonchalantly, glancing around at the 
darkened room. She could tell very little about it because of the limited light. 
She guessed even in brighter light it would be a dark room. "It lives up to its 
name."
He said nothing but she continued. "Why do you stay here? Why do you work for 
the Dark Kingdom?"
"Why do you think you can delay the inevitable?" He asked, looking down at her.
"I'm not trying to delay anything," she lied badly. "I just want to know why 
you're doing this?"
"I've been trapped inside the Dark Kingdom since the final battle that ended the 
Silver Millennium. I awoke when Beryl's hibernation ended but was unable to free 
myself until you killed her.  
"And why are you still here?"
"It seemed the right place to plan the ultimate practical joke," he replied 
snidely. 
"You think this is a practical joke?" She whispered, dangerously quiet. "This 
supposed revenge of yours? Were you always such a bastard or was that something 
Beryl did to you?" She hissed.
"I'm sure you'll enjoy my revenge."
"Not nearly as much as you will," She returned tersely. "Just what do you think 
you'll get out of this? Some sick satisfaction of knowing that you won in the 
end and you finally had me all to yourself? Is that it or are you still caught 
up in the long dead affairs of a lost kingdom? Tell me Endymion, what the hell 
do you want from me?"
"Just this," he whispered and covered her mouth again, kissing her so thoroughly 
she thought her bones had melted.  
He stopped for a moment to whisper in her ear. "I'm claiming what should have 
been mine forever and always. I'll never let you go Serenity, never."
It was as much a threat as a promise. 
He reached down and pulled the material of her shirt up above her waist. He 
raised it under her arms and she raised her arms to allow him to slide it off. 
She lay naked beneath him looking up at him, a silly question on her mind.
"If that's what you want," he replied to her unspoken question smiling. She 
blushed as he rolled her with him so she was laying atop him. She began 
unbuttoning his shirt slowly. 
"You move way too slowly," he groaned. He grabbed either sides of the front of 
his shirt and pulled at it causing the remaining buttons to go flying revealing 
his hard muscled stomach and chest for her appraisal, which was thorough. Usagi 
had an easier time with his pants and wasn't surprised to find he wore nothing 
beneath. She stared for a moment at his growing hardness with nervousness and 
anticipation.
"See something you like?" He asked teasingly. She blushed deeply in response. 
Somewhere inside she was as much an innocent teenage girl as she was an 
experienced woman.
He pulled her down to him and kissed her lightly on the lips and she took 
control and kissed him passionately. He rolled her back unto her back. For a 
moment he simply looked down at her casting appreciative eye over her entire 
body, which flushed a brighter shade in response. 
To her surprise and delight he lowered his head to her full breasts and teased 
one nipple with his tongue. He caressed her other breast with his free hand 
before moving lower to caress the soft flesh between her thighs. Usagi's back 
arched beneath the pleasure his mouth and hands created. 
His body eased over her, settling between her separated legs. She could feel his 
hardness pressing against her warm center. He looked down into her eyes and 
instinctively she wrapped her legs around his hips as he pressed into her. 
The expected pain was minimal as he eased into her slowly. She was amazed at the 
fullness that was as alien to her body as it was familiar to her mind. Her eyes 
opened and she let out an involuntary gasp as he began to move within her 
bringing her closer to fulfillment.  
She had thought she might shatter when eventually her release came and she heard 
him shout her name. She shuddered with pleasure and the always-surprising 
reality that such a thing existed. She stopped being surprised for the night and 
simply reveled in the feeling after experiencing it another three times, or was 
it four?
