I just need this to be alright
I can't feel this another night
I can't take this I come unglued
I might breakdown in front of you
Necessary to medicate
I'm not sleeping can't stay awake
Can't see through this
Too much pressure
Drowning in this
Too much pressure
If you need me I'll be here
Half unconscious escape my fear
Pre
My head hurts this shit isn't getting me high
My chest is so tight am i going to die
My stomach's in knots and the room starts to spin
As i wait for this Valium to slowly kick in
Chorus 2x
Your mother came up to me, she wanted answer only she should know, only she should know. It wasn't easy to deal with the tears that rolled down her face. I had no answers 'cause I didn't even know you. But these words They can't replace, the life you, the life you waste. How could you paint this picture? Was life as bad as it should seem that There were no more options for you? I can't explain how I feel I've been there many times before. I've tasted the cold steel of my life crashing down before me but these words they can't replace, the life you, the life you waste - Did Daddy not love you? Or did he love you just too much? Did he control you? DId he live through you at your cost? Did he leave no question for you to answer on your own? Well fuck them, and fuck her, and fuck him, and fuck you, for not having the strength in your Heart to pull through. I've had doubts, i have failed, I've fucked up, I've had plans, doesn't mean I should take my life with my own hands but These words, they don't replace the life you waste.
To my mother, to my father
It's you son or it's you daughter
Are my screams loud enough for you to hear me
Should I turn it up for you?
I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
This silence gets us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere too fast!
All your insults and your curses make
Me feel like I'm not a person
And i feel like I'm nothing but
You make me so do something
Because I'm fucked up because you are
Need attention, attention you couldn't give
I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you've said
This silence gets us nowhere!
Gets us nowhere way too fast!