She made this layout~
Wow .___. I haven't uploaded this in like... Months... Since around June XDD;;;; Wow... okay... well anyway... I'm single again. And I kinda like being single. I guess there's no stressing about it is all... Because school is eating away at my life T-T And I can't get on the computer hardly at ALL... And I'm quite surprised that I'm on right now ._____. But anyway� Lots of crap has happened since the last time I updated this.. and I�m not gonna go into it�
One thing for sure� I�m not entirely obsessed over the limit with HaoxYoh stuff anymore v__v That kinda died real quick� One thing, though, is that I have my drivers license and my car ^___^ That�s always awesome. Hmm�
Wellz� The last time I spoke I was talking about babysitting for Lexxie�s [Hao�s] siblings� That was fun. And she came back early because her grandparents are asses v__v
Well anywho� I�m really bored of typing already� even though I hoped- OH HEY!!
I WAS SO PISSED TODAY!!!
I had to drive this kid home� Zack� And I had to drive him like� 25 FREAKING MILES DOWN THE ROAD!!! And on TOP of that� I decided to drive Nali to the mall, since it was RIGHT THERE� But she had to put her bike in my car >_> That ended up getting red paint on my car, as well as black stuff T_T It made me so sad�
THEN it wouldn�t go back together =__________= The freaking bike broke� So I stopped and stayed and HELPED it go back together� ALL FOR NOTHING BECAUSE SHE ENDED UP STAYING AT THE KID ZACK�S HOUSE ANYWAY!!!!
So yeah >_> I�m pissed� And in fact� I�m going to go take a bath�
June 16th, 2007 4:24PM
I don't wanna go to Ohiooo T____T I'm going for a whole week... To a college... to take an economics course... AND I'M GONNA WANNA KILL MYSELF T__T We are working in groups, and have presentations... and other stufffff.... And I'm going to want to kill them all T-T *Sighs* We even have a freaking off campus trip... That I'm gonna try and get out of >_>;; And then I'm babysitting... for two weeks in Haos absence. I'm going to be living in her room >__<;; Ah well... Doesn't matter. All I know is that I'm gonna wanna go die in a corner while I'm on this Ohio trip... Die in a corner... Oh. And I wrote a little HaoxYoh one shot last night. And then a really really long HaoxYoh thing that I'm never going to finish because I figured out that it's word for word what is happening in my RP... except the beginning... I LOVE THE BEGINNING OF THIS STORY! I may delete all those other 2k words and re-start it from the end of the beginning >_< Anywho. I'll upload it to FF.net or something and post a link for it here. Anyway... Boo is freaking out about a transformer thing that isn't working... So I'm gonna stop typing now~
June 12th, 2007 11:39PM
I am so bored out of my bloody mind... That I'm coming on here and writing about nothing at all .__.;; My paypal account is taking years to transfer some money... meaning I can't pay for some doujinshi I bought yet ;__; And now I have no idea what to do on the computer... I have no idea what to do on the computer I'm actually BORED of just sitting here!! I don't know what to do! I don't know what happened! OH! I dyed my hair >_> But I don't think it turned out great. Hao says it looks cool, but HERS looks cool. Mine is just.... here... It's really dark and hardly visible, and hers is all like WOAH! And right there. It looks awesome. *Stares at hair* I wish you were better... I wish sometimes, just SOMETIMES, I could do something cool too, ya know? I mean... I'm not a cool person. I'm sure I'm not nice, and I only care about those I care about... I don't know the latest fashion anything at all, and I don't do anything all day... I'm not fat, I'm maybe just slightly, minimal, over average. But still... I just wish sometimes I could be 'deck' too... You know? I don't know... Maybe I'm just a big angst ball like Lyserg... or something... And I never really seem to help anyone with anything, even though I try. And my insides seem to be killing themselves too. I don't know what I feel for anyone anymore. Just care. That's all I seem to be able to feel... Sometimes there are spats of emotion... But that's all they are; spats. I don't know what is going on anymore.
I guess I'm just a lamer, huh? A lamer who cares. That's pretty much all I am. Just some random person who can't stand to be around too many people at one time, and hates people on sight because they cross a road in front of me while I'm driving. Heh... I really am lame... I get upset over the stupidest of things, and then I care too much over other things... I don't know what is wrong with me. I don't know what I want anymore. Maybe I should just kill everything now... But I know I can't do that. So I'll just keep... going, I guess. Sorry to bore the air with this random rant I decided to give a blank screen.
June 11th, 2007 5:22AM
God please kill me now T_T I went to sleep at 2... I went to sleep at 2 and woke up at 4:33.... I don't know why... I just did... Lyserg was still on... I forgot to turn my computer off... at 4:47... a cockroach landed RIGHT where I had been sleeping... RIGHT WHERE I SLEEP! I nearly have a heart attack... and freak out and put a roll of toilet paper on it, and then keep my hand on the toilet paper with ALL my weight on that thing... And didn't move for about 20 minutes... FINALLY I pick it up and put my candle jar over the roach that is now squished into the paper roll... And it is STILL twitching... I can't believe it... I know I said I would get sleep... but I'm sorry... there is NO way I'm going back to sleep in this room until it is bug bombed again...
Just thought I'd share that little experience before it becomes unimportant to me... Now I'm insane paranoid of my room, AND I'm still recovering from almost hyperventilating and shuddering like mad... But yeah... I'm not sleepy anymore ^_^;;;
June 9th, 2007 4:05PM
Okay~ Well... I have officially concluded that I have no life ^_^~ I sit on the computer until 5:00AM in the morning, and I wake up at 2:30PM when my friend calls and cusses me out for still being asleep. How lame is that? Oh well~ I really don't care today~ I'm happy ^___^ >_> Not telling why though. IT'S MY HAPPINESS >___<
Kay... Now that we've concluded that... The whole reason for me posting this update >_>; And no, it wasn't just to explain why I have no life >_< It was mainly because I decided, last night, at around 1:30AM in the morning... I was going to make a background. I was in a depressed mood, so I wanted something to keep my mind off of things while I waited to get OUT of my depressed mood, which left at around 2:00AM. MY INFO >_< Well yeah >_>;; So I made two backgrounds. Each of them took years... but I love them both T^T *Huggles computer screen* So yeah >_>;; I'm gonna post them here. Feel free to use them. I don't really care if you link back or whatever, because I know the truth. I made them and slaved over them for four and a half hours, plus about an hour today. So use them if you want. I just have a few things to say about them.
The first one, the 'I'll Never Leave' one, I went out and found that font JUST for THIS background. AND I LOVE IT TO DEATH!! And the second one, the 'Red Winter' one, was a pain to make ~__~ It kept making me mad at it in some form or way, and I'm still not happy with it. But whatever. I think they are both awesometastic and deserve to be posted for... No one to see ^__^ So here they are~ I'll prolly end up sending them out to my friends anywho, so I guess it really doesn't matter if they are on here or not... I just feel like feeling special... You know, with like something online that you made... I feel like doing that today >_<^
Oh yeah. I know there are spaces under the picture. That's for that task bar down there *points to the blue thing that shows your windows* Yeah... I got mad at the picture being cut off, so I moved it up ^>_<^ And they are both of Hao and Yoh Asakura >_< *My current obsession* I'll be doing more of them later. If I ever find out how to make another page for this site thing instead of just links, I'll have a page for them. But until that time comes, this is what I'm stuck with. And this is what whoever reads this is stuck with too >_<
Red Winter
Kay. My only hope is that one person out there actually likes these. I love them, and Soka said they were good too. It would be awesome of some random person just happened to find this site and click on the link and go 'Aww! That's so cute!' or something lame like that. Because I'm a lamer >_< Okay... I've been talking for too long and I need to take a shower >_< So I'm gonna stop here... CHAO!
May 21st, 2007 8:33PM
So today was the last day of school... I thought for sure it would be pretty cool, seeing as how i only needed to take one exam and all... But.. I was wrong... the exam was easy, sure. I got a 93% on it... but that doesn't matter... Every teacher... every teacher i get attached to... every teacher that is great enough to be called my favorite... leaves... Miller... Mr. Miller, my favorite teacher as of last year... left today...
He's going to finish his Masters degree in teaching... but... next year is my last year... I won't have any cool teacher to hang with during lunch... i won't have someone to ask for rides all the time... i won't have someone to force me into coming to every single club meeting and then force me to work all the club activities... I won't have someone to stay late at school with... I won't have... one of my friends... See... students think teachers are there only to teach... to tell us the lesson and the give us work... but they must have had a reason for becoming teachers... so... i try and be their friend, especially since i can be more me-like around adults...
But he was one of my best friends... even Seimei trusts him... sure... it's only 3% worth of trust... but she trusts him nonetheless... She doesn't trust many people i know besides Soka... *Can't breath out or in my nose* *Sighs* I can't believe it... every...teacher... I've EVER made friends with... has left... First it was Mr. Kerby.. He was my 5th grade teacher, and i will never forget him. He was awesome. He was my favorite teacher up until i met Mr. Miller, and even then, i didn't admit it. He left... and... he didn't come to my 8th grade graduation... that was the first time my entire middle school existence... that anyone from that school has ever seen me cry... and up until tonight, no one besides Soka has seen me cry... and even then i went into the bathroom...
God this is a long post... I bet any of you reading this which is no one is getting quite bored... well... i guess i'll just sit here... on MSN... with 98% of my friends blocked... and just sorta sit here... and play solitaire or something...
The same as below
Okay... well... I updated this thing... and on Firefox it isn't showing up, but on Internet Explorer it is... Confused... eh.. oh well... it's probably just my lame computer [loves my computer] Okay.. well.. yeah... done... i updated. Thats all i know >.>
May 19th, 2007 12:11PM
Okay... Sorry about not updating in... *Counts* about 7 to 8 days... I've been busy with finals, but i know that pretty much only one person even looks at this page... So yeah... Well anywho... back at Sokas... *always seems to be here* >.>;; <.<;; Hmmn... Well... I don't really know what to put here... I kinda wanted to update though... So.... Oh! I got a 77% on my AP Chem final and a 98% on my American History final~ The rest of my teachers haven't updated yet... So yeah... Yesterday was interesting... ... very interesting... Kinda made me go into a panic attack for a few minutes... but it was all okay after. THEN! CAROLYN! She was so mean... My dad came to pick me up later that day and i was standing outside while he talked to Brent [Sokas stepdad] and noticed that my glasses were dirty. So... I can't clean them since i didn't have two hands open [carrying my stuff] so... I hand them to Carolyn and asked her to clean them for me... Well... She does... But now you see, i have HORRID eyesight and can't see what i'm doing on the computer if it is right in front of me without my glasses... So... When she takes them, she holds up the drawing she had been doing for me... KNOWING I CAN"T SEE JACK SHIT!! TT_TT It was horrible...
*Sighs* oh well... I took my first driving course today. My dad and aunt want me to take driving lessons... So i say whatever and take them. I got 'Very Good~' on my little evaluation thingy~ He kept asking me to do stuff i already knew how to do! Like do a K turn, turn on streets, merge into traffic, lane change, stop, park, exit... It was so easy!! He says tomorrow he's going to take me out on the interstate or something. Or some highway with speeds up to 75MPH~ It'll be fun. I didn't talk for 1:45 minutes out of the 2 hour course though... The last 15 minutes he started asking me random questions about school... then he started talking about food... It was so weird... he freaked me out...
Well... I think this is a pretty big update... it's pretty long... I'll update tomorrow too, i guess, and talk about what that weird driver guy talked about... or something... *Shrugs* Okay... well... i'm going to save now and do... something... *Doesn't know what to do for entertainment after this*
May 12, 2007 3:56AM
I never... want to even LOOK at another button again... I made all of the ones you see right now, the five on the left and four on the right, within oh... I don't know... 2 hours ~__~ Thats about since around 1:40ish!!! GAAH!! OH! And i KNOW some of you are gonna say something about it.. So I"M NOT DONE YET! This is an update v.v And for those of you with Myspaces... I may not be putting links to those who have their thing set to private, since i know how annoying that can get... Okay... Shit yo... It's almost 4:00AM... Seimeis not even on... I'm going to sleep before i decide to make more buttons X_x
Oh. And i'm going to be asking Soka or Seimei later, prolly Soka since she's on first, how to make like... i guess it's like a scroll or something... I don't know how to describe it... Like... The best way i know how is a table, and i'm probably getting that wrong... But it's like you can click on the little blue scrolling thing and then go down and see more icons and stuff... I just don't want the sides to be overwhelmed with buttons... So yeah... NOW I'm going to sleep!!
May 11th, 2007 11:55PM
Ok... So maybe i'm not that hyper... But i had to get your attention SOMEHOW! And now that i've got it, i can start ^_^
Alright! So yeah. I'm Karen! I'm also Kio and Scarlett~ In fact, all three of those names come from my RP characters, which i'm obsessed with. RPing, that is. I also have two other unhealthy obsessions... The internet, and YAOI! I'm totally in love with both of these things... Well, aside from that, i write poetry, although i know 98% of the population doesn't read that particular form of writing... Hmm.. I write short stories sometimes, but i don't think they are any good. I have two dogs... All of my friends say they are dogs from hell, but they are actually quite sweet!! ... If i'm the only one in the house ^_^; OKAY! Off of that subject~ ... I don't really know what else to put in here... I... uh... like Kingdom Hearts... And Baten Kaitos... and Tales of Symphonia... [All of those are games] Hmmm... Okay... yeah... I'm stopping now >.>;; OH! RIGHT! You can find all my cra- i mean WORK on the left under links~ Like my crap-tastic poetry, the one story i haven't updated in god knows how long, my myspace links, LJ links and what not... yeah.... It's all to the left~
