That doesn't let me choose,
Here i remain
Alone and confused.
Pondering over what we had
is my most tormenting sin.
Rather than focusing on what is,
i dream of what could have been.
Fate brought us together,
Yet it also tore us apart.
Though you are now a world away,
You stay so very close to my heart.
But my turn has come,
and i must do my part. . .
You taught me to read and write,
So now in this concluding gesture,
i lay down my heart.
For the time has arrived,
to make one last cry.
So in this final moment,
i say naught--
Master, Your sahira just can't say goodbye.
There was once a time,
When i could reach out to You,
And You would always be there.
But that time has ceased to exist,
Forever had come to an end.
But when i close my eyes,
You are still here with me,
like naught has changed.
And when reality returns,
My heart begins to bleed.
But i know i'll always be alright,
As long as i can dream . . . . . . . .
i shall keep this flame burning brightly in memory of You Master until the day i join You in the city of dust. . .
