It is hard to live this way.
Separated from my younger siblings.
It was easy when we were
Together.
I could watch them,
Take care of them,
Comfort them.
But now,
Knowing what I know,
I rejoice each time I see them.
My heart breaks each time we part.
But I must stay strong
For my mother,
For my father,
For my very special brother and sister.
But also for myself.
Because what scares me most,
Is what I don't know.