| Addictions By Raven
"How much farther, cat?" "Not much. Harry is waiting." "Are you sure this is going to work?" "Yes. We have been over this a dozen times already. It is the only way to remove it. Not even your mother can get near the stuff." "Do you think that they knew the damn shit could kill a god?" "I don't think so. I think that they just wanted to kill the traitor." "I just wish the shakes would Oh god, it hurts " "Shh, Raven. It will all be over soon." I hope that this will do it. Naya and Halea tracked down the only cure for this damn poison. Whoo, I think that was the worst yet. I am still worried, and still don't know how they got past us anyway. This whole end of the mess started the first day of spring, little more than three months after Chris was hurt. The dragons had declared peace between the two realms and were going to sign the final treaty. Lucian was to be there as a witness. We didn't know that someone had decided that he would die for his part in making it happen. We never found the leak as to how they knew he had turned shortly after the war had started. The treaty was in the process of the ceremonial signing when she got a flash. She dove as the dart hit her in the shoulder. No one saw the assailants and the spell was gone. Naya confirmed the magic had self destructed, leaving no trail. At first, we didn't know what was happening. She didn't get sick till three days later. That was when we found out it was Black Yural Lotus. I had never heard of it. If Eric and Casey had not stopped by, we most likely would have lost her. The lotus grew in the other dimension, an incurable poison that only killed when there was too little to saturate the blood stream. We tried every bit of magic that was possible. We found out later that the damn stuff is immune to magic. The part that really mad it fun was when we took her to her father. Somehow Guardian knew that it could kill gods, stopping him before he took a sample. At least it kept certain beings, like Charley, away. When it was found that a cure could be obtained but that it would take time she told them no. So, she started the regimen of taking the poison to survive. Her reason was simple- that the family needed her and she was not going to be gone while Chris was out of the picture. She was strong for them. It was only at night when she was alone that I saw the other side of it. At the office or with the family she was the same Raven they all knew. When we were alone is when all the masks dropped. She had set aside from ten pm to four am as her time alone with Chris. The family agreed that she was not to be disturbed during that time for any reason. In those hours she would go through a process every night. First she would sit talking to him that would start her crying or getting angry. That took over an hour. By then though the last of the poison would be working its way out of her system, which brought the convulsions and withdrawal. She couldn't feed during that time because it made the poison worse on her system. So, each night she would endure something that was close to the blood hunger. By two am, she was usually begging to die. That was when I would give her the injection and place her in the chair. She usually lost consciousness, but sometimes she was delirious during those two hours. Her body tried so desperately to purge the poison. That happened about once a week, on either Friday or Saturday nights. Those nights it would take more time or she would sleep long afterwards totally exhausted, mind, body and soul. She would wake after the treatment, take her shower and feed. She never lost a day at work. Never lost her temper with the family. I rarely was able to read her deep thoughts during that time though. When I tried she would look at me and then politely shut me out. I realized she was afraid that if I was let in that she would broadcast to me the constant physical pain she was in. I am still not sure myself if this will work. "Salem, it's happening again ." "Shh. Breathe. It will pass soon enough." "I can't. No more. He is nearly well Please make it stop Please....." "Raven, I want you to listen to me. He is alive and moving again. The emptiness is no longer there and you can feel him again " "I can't... the pain.... make it stop...." "You have to do this. They need you and he needs you. It will be over soon." I hope that Naya gets here soon with the rest of the herbs. Even she can't take much more of this. She will have to be so close when we do this or the poison will just go dormant. I have mixed the other herbs that are in the compound. I am going to have to drug her. This will not be good. If I don't, she is going to try for the airlock again and I won't be able to catch her without Jade. What is taking the two of them so long. Jade and Gideon left hours ago to get the sand. "Thomas, I need you to wake up. I know that I promised you would get a couple of hours, but I can't fight her and prepare the spells." "I need to feed then first or I will be no use to you." "Harper, give him the bottle." "I have it. She will smell it soon." "Oh, that was close. Whoo, thanks, kid. Never thought I would love your spit ball." "Need.... To FEED!!!!" "Have you got her?" "Yeah." "Stop now sit down. I have her." "By the way, Salem, that was a fast ball." There they are. Do you have all the ingredients? Okay now, inventory time... ahh, screw it. If we aren't ready now we won't ever be. "Salem, you will need to do a marionette spell. Sorry, mother." "Cover her thoroughly with the ointment. If any part of her is not covered, then this will kill her." "Oh, hell, this stinks! Dear god! Naya, what's in this??" "Jade, honestly, you don't really want to know.." "Okay, kids, synchronize your watches. Jorden just sent the twenty four hour mark. Lets do this. "Naya, she is covered. The marionette spell is holding. Get the thing ready." "Salem, wake up! Something is happening!" "Can't breathe... hold on a minute, Jade. I need to separate myself from her. "I blacked out when we closed the casket, didn't I? The plan was to place Chris, who was in the final stage of his healing process, in a Grimp stasis field. What we ended up doing was place him in hibernation. To be more truthful, Guardian and her father did. Apparantly, his body had been changed some, so that the tank would be useful. He needed to be changed back. Guardian was the one to do this, for some reason. We knew it would take at least nine days to purge the poison. We set our time table for twelve. Chris knew that he needed to go into hibernation to finish the healing process. He was for the most part ready, but he wanted to get back to work. So, we engineered Raven taking a two week vacation to cover her absence, and they would return to work together. Two hours after he was safely snuggled in bed, she got up and we left. It was going to be a team effort. Thomas was to keep her from getting too frisky as the withdrawal deepened. Jade was on pilot duty. Naya was gathering what was needed for the cure. I was to assist in all three areas. Harry was available for stage two. The cure consisted of several sections. First was a rather foul herbal concoction that would protect her from frying like an egg during stage two. That was when a mixture of rare earths and other components would be mixed into a concrete like substance. She was to be covered in the slurry. The part that worried all of us was that the stuff needed to be fired in the heat of the sun. The heat of the sun's corona, to be specific. That would draw the poison out of her and into the clay. I never realized that Raven is badly claustrophobic at times. When we placed her in the slurry she blacked out from fear. I must have too from the link. We all needed to rest though, and now that the stone is cold, we will bring it aboard. Through the link we have I felt her die. I know that as long as we get home in time she will chrysalis, but it still doesn't make me feel any better. This will be the second time she has done this in the last decade. They are bringing in the stone. I am afraid to see what we will find. Her body is limp and lifeless. The tank is ready. All we need to do is place her in it for the transformation. Any poison that may have been left will not survive the Chrysalis process. I know what she felt with his being gone. The loneliness is nearly maddening. I see why she shut me out. With them both in that state, I am alone for the first time in millennia. I can see why her body chose to want to let go, but her mind still fights. Even her father was amazed by what the change could fix, but is it all we hope for. Her body was so addicted to the poison it was as though she had been on the spice. I don't think she will ever take anything for granted again. Nor will she take unnecessary risks. She has had to be without him for too long. The skin has changed, time to take her out. It looks like a large cocoon of some strange leather. I have chosen to take human form, and to be the only other besides Jade to be present when it is opened. We do not know what we will find. "Are you ready, Salem?" "Yes. Cut slowly. I do not know where her body is in this. Cut first from the top to the bottom, then across both ends like an 'I'." "Okay, lets get it open. So far, so good. She is still asleep, I hope?" "Yes. That is the fluid. Clear her mouth and help me dry her." "Where am I? Must find him.. Beloved, don't leave me again ." "Hush, Annanaya. He is near and will be fine. You must sleep. When you wake, you will be well and together with your beloved. I promise " We are amazed at the recovery both have made. She hibernated next to him for three days. Waking first, she bathed then lay next to him, saying nothing for the two days it took till he awoke. You would never know that there had been anything wrong except in those fleeting moments. There is a shadow over her, a profound sense of sorrow. For the first time she is going to question what she does in life. She now knows that they need her as much as she needs them, and that she must be responsible for herself first and not the universe. Her mother said this lesson would be a three edged sword. |