RAGE June

2 June
well uh its been a while since i made any kind of fu*king effort with this page. but at last i felt its call for help. and also i thought it might be a nice change. yes the front page has a slightly new look. over the coming weeks other pages shall be receive  the same treatment.
and the reason for my inability to get off my backside and sort out the page? i had a good one- exams. because this is how my theory goes- when you are meant to be revising try not to do things which will make you feel guilty- ie. go clothes shopping, buying loads of nice things for yourself (unless your mum is offering to pay in which case suck her dry. i jest) and, as here, go and sort out your web page. otherwise you feel so shitty b/c although yeah right you'd actually go and revise, doing really nice things wil make you feel bad. things that can be done without too much guilt:
>watch tv- to keep up with the times. because 'richard and judy' and 'postman pat' really are educational
>eat- mustn't starve
>eat some more- b/c food is so damn good
>stare out the window whilst you're sitting at your desk with all your work laid out in front of you
this last one is highly recommended. not only does time pass quicker, but you also get to watch people outside doing well interesting stuff, just everyday sh;t but anything's more interesting than revising. plus after say 3 hours you can stand up and say 'wow i just did 3 hours of revision' when in fact a third of this time was spent staring out the window. but i do believe this helps, having breaks and stuff. keeps your mind going.
anyway so exams were over on weds 21st june and i went to sweden the next day for my cousin's wedding. it was actually pretty nice. i had a melon flavoured scoop of ice cream between the starter and main course. oddly this is my most vivid memory of the trip.
since then i have just not been bothered to attempt this sh;t- but as i sit here this warmish/coolish summeryish, but not very summerish, evening i felt i had the enthusiasm to head to the computer and make updates. bang bang, whatever the hell.
me and rob went to ye ol' camden market today. i got a dress, shoes and cool thorn looking necklace for my ball. and then i got a hoodie, for �2 whcih i will be putting pics onto with this stuff that transfers pics onto fabric, and i also got a dress with evil play boy bunny heads on it, with a skull with bunny ears. freaky , but good for the summer.
but the best bit, and me and rob agreed on this, was the food. ah sweet sweet, sweet and sour chicken.
my burn is healing ok, i can see there is gonna be a lot of scarring. and here is the retarded story of how i burnt my hand- one day i was starving, so in that way it was a day like any other day, and i was grilling a turkey burger in the oven on the middle shelf and i thought bacon would be nice with this and attempted to chuck the bacon into the tray without moving the tray closer to me. i burnt my finger on the tray and the reflex of doing this was my hand lifted up to pull away. and went straight into the grill element. motherfu*king. all the skin shrivelled up and went brown. now it is just bloody and stuff.
no more school ever. weird, i got a lot more to say but i'll say it at some other point. later bitches

15 june
i'm sort of ill at the moment. but my new mobile phone is keeping me thoroughly amused and in touch with the real world. text messages are a cheap and easy way of fidning out what's goin on in the real world. i'm too poor to ring people all the time. looked after my sister's flat for 2 and a half days this week- it was fun, b/c her boyfriend has a DVD player, dreamcast and sky digital. i watched 7 films in 2 days- dogma, lake placid, enemy of the state, bringing out the dead, stigmata, fight club and arlington road. plus i played the most fun game on the dreamcast- crazy taxi. my sister's boyfriend has a steering wheel to go with it so it was cool. me and rob, who came round one of the afternoons, played that for ages. highly addictive. along with KFC tower burgers.