I love magic and anything that has to do with fantasy or the supernatural. here, in my magic chamber I found some tarot fortune that I believe that is very true for me, read it and see what you think! There are 2 destinations that will both link together, my destiny! And 3 false paths that have lead me into the darkest reaches, yet gave me come more power as well! I will explain what each will mean to me, so you can fully understand them, or what I think they mean anyways, some words I don't get, oh I can look them up! *BONK*

The card at the lower left, represents the first decision along your path. Ace of Artifacts (Star Stone), when reversed: The seed of defeat - perhaps as yet unseen. A challenge met with the invocation of force, leading to disastrous results. Reason and intelligence misdirected or cast aside, resulting in injustice and falsehood. An excessive power abused. May suggest new ideas or information with dangerous implications.

First Decision: Seed of Defeat! I am not ready to get a job and for some reason I felt like that it didn't feel right and it's not time yet, everytime I've gone out to do some sort of work or school or even just hanging out with the cousins I always see one guy, or a few that I would get attracted to and try to do something, but I never can, I just don't know and I can't handle being hated and I don't even know if they're like me, so then afterwards I get hurt and confused and wonder if they might be the one, it's painful... I'm getting him first...

The card to the far left represents the first false path that may lead you astray. Five of Artifacts (Guardian of Kadath), when reversed: Refusing to achieve success through personal degradation. Friendship maintained through the abandonment of a dishonorable gain. Slander and infamy avoided.

First False Path: Refusing to go work cause I'll know there will be a guy waiting there to hurt me again, so I'm going to stay here until I'm happy and ready. I won't even be able to work hard, I'll be lost in sorrow and get fired and I'll be alone, also I'll even lose any friends anyways, just like school, all gone... I'm not gonig through that again, not until he's here with me so I'll be ok...

The card in the middle represents the second decision along your path. Seven of Tomes (The King in Yellow), when reversed: Failure to stand up for your beliefs in the face of a hostile majority. A self-fulfilling fear of failure or embarrassment. Great challenges met with cowardice. Quarrels, perplexity, and indecision at a crucial moment.

Second Decision: The everyday outside challenge that awaits me with seeing a guy and wondering if they're the one. A part of me is scared to face one myself and be hated. I get confused and wonder if I missed something and I just don't know, I don't know...

The card at the lower right represents the second false path that may lead you astray. Ace of Tomes (The Necronomicon): The seed of a new venture - perhaps as yet unseen. An opportunity to be met with boldness, vigor, and enthusiasm. The herald of birth, invention, or entrepreneurship. An innate and primal force released. May suggest a surge of vitality, creativity, or fertility that can set things in motion.

Second False Path: Seed of a New Venture! This is where the darkness comes in, a force inside of me gets released and gives me hate, from my fear and pain... Yet, a powerful surge of creativity comes over me to write some pretty scary stuff, although I like scary stuff, but not this way... I get visions, dreams...

The card at the top represents one possible mask of your true destination. Two of Man (Randolph Carter): The perfect harmony of union, in romance, friendship, or business. A deep and palpable connection radiating joy and contentment. A great concordance or pledge of fidelity. The joining of male and female interpreted in the broadest sense. The sanctification of the natural through that which exists on a higher plane. May indicate the meeting of a kindred soul, marriage, engagement, merger, or partnership.

Destination: Yes, my dream... The perfect love. A part of me deep inside knows that someday I will meet a soul, I think it might have been Dave, I don't know. I get so many signs that show me things, things are linked and bring me somewhere. After going through all this, after what I've seen on shows and real people, I know what to do to keep me and him going strong, I don't fight about petty stuff and I know how to understand what's going on through people, I can keep me and him joined forever.

The significator, not shown is the card you have chosen to embody your presence and the focus of the reading. Queen of Artifacts (Stone of Nepemiah Derby): The essence of air behaving as water, such as a refreshing mist: A person gifted with both keen logic and natural intuition, giving them uncanny powers of perception and insight. One who easily sees past deception and confusion to the heart of a matter, and understands both sides of any argument. The embodiment of calm, forthrightness, and wit, in the face of even the most trying circumstances.

Significator: Air and water, ice... This is my essense, my psychic powers of perception and insight, the way that I understand both sides... Calm and my wittiness. I know my gift... It's all pretty much explained up there... My light... So, here is another destination.

The card at the lower left, represents the first decision along your path. Seven of Tomes (The King in Yellow), when reversed: Failure to stand up for your beliefs in the face of a hostile majority. A self-fulfilling fear of failure or embarrassment. Great challenges met with cowardice. Quarrels, perplexity, and indecision at a crucial moment.

First/Second Decision: The everyday outside challenge that awaits me with seeing a guy and wondering if they're the one. A part of me is scared to face one myself and be hated. I get confused and wonder if I missed something and I just don't know, I don't know...

The card to the far left represents the first false path that may lead you astray. Azathoth, when reversed: Apathy, negligence, and dangerous carelessness. Unquenchable wanderlust. Obsession with someone or something. Losing all sense of proportion. Foolhardy adventuring and lack of interest in critical matters. Immature or unrealistic ideals. Strange impulses and desires coming from unexpected sources. Vanity, delirium, folly, and oblivion.

First False Path: Another part to getting attracted to just about any guy that comes my way is getting obessive, just like I did with my first, with Matthew. I am well over him now and my mind won't escape and in my dreams I see them, I think about them and obsess about them and wonder if it means something, even with Gary... As if...

The card in the middle represents the second decision along your path. Five of Sites (The Witch House), when reversed: Concern over finance leads to prudent action. Impending physical threat is met with calm and skill. Suffering and loneliness leads to spiritual growth. Stress is met without resorting to excess or the pursuit of oblivion.

Third Decision: I suffer everday with my sorrow and being very lonely. But I have skill and I've prevented me from going in the water, I admit I've gone down to the waterfront to see how I feel when I get there, but I would feel fine and just enjoy the water and look for him... I am growing...

The card at the lower right represents the second false path that may lead you astray. Yig the Serpent God, when reversed: Loneliness and uncertainty. Nostalgic memories. The warm passing glow of dusk. Peace without vigilance.

Third False Path: Loneliness and confusion, I hate the unexcpected, it may never come. Twisted memories, visions... Dreams that hurt me... I want to stay in my dreams and be at peace, but I'm stuck here, no escape. Sometimes I think this is just a nightmare and that I will wake up and he is there waiting for me and everything will be fine.

The card at the top represents one possible mask of your true destination. The Hounds of Tindalos: The path of destiny. Karma on a grand scale. An unexpected turn of good fortune. A link in the chain of events. Success, luck, and happiness.

Destination 2: Destiny! Something unexcpected will come, that link in all of the signs that I've seen, somewhere... I will find him and everything will be fine, but I'm afraid of the unexcpected, what if it will never happen...