Goddess can you hear me i ask you for your strength and light and purity
i want to leave this place...it is ugly and it is dark...and i am so afraid
i want to walk in the beauty of this world you have created...
i want to feel ...i want to see...i want to hear.. all that you have created ...
i want to leave this horrible DARKNESS...filled with secrets and lies long buried
i want to be reborn in peace and light and beauty
i want to be able to love and be loved by those around me
i want to care for and be cared for
i want to feel real again...i want to be me again but a better me who has learned the value and truth of light through the horrible darkness
i want to be strong and brave and wise like you
i want to be............me...the me from before ...the me that has yet to be found
i know that i must do this myself
i know that i must find your strength inside of me.............
i know that i am the only one who can..................BUT
i can't...i can't......i can't.....just can't...Can Not......not possible
i am too... TIRED....DEFEATED...SCARED....OVERWHELMED....LOST
So...
Where does this leave me?
What am i supposed to do now?
How am i supposed to find my way out of the DARKNESS?
How?....i can't do this.........i can't......i want to...........but i CAN'T
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