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s t r i p p e d :: 09:51 :: Sunday, August 17

sooo early in the morning and i'm awakeee.. damn siann. slpt before 10 last night.. also so early.. anww. i found out how ter have geog test ler.. we have geog lect on monday now right?? or are the lessons even switching with friday at all? and whats the test on... :|

s t r i p p e d :: 09:38 ::

woahh. jus surfing blogs noww. haha. realised tht wendys blog the Amber is the ugly whiny bitch from saras blog!! haha. so qiao. ahhhhh.. smbdy save me. i'm THAT bored. :|

and i'm damn broke.. did i mention i have only two bucks for the month.. haha. HOW ter surviveee!!! ohnonononoo!! does anyone know anyone who wants a gf ter spend their money?? haha. sighh. does anyone know? and save me for being a qiong gua dan for the next half of the month?? haha act. i think i'm qte serious.. as in wanting ter get att la. like soo many people have gfs or bfs.. but i got nobodyyy.. feels qte pitiful... siannn

s t r i p p e d :: 15:57 :: Saturday, August 16

wahh. i nv go out today. so sian. went sch for tuas naval base crap. and i fell on the bus. cus i jus woke up and dint feel like getting up. they kinda dragged me upi think. i mean my classmates. then the floor was slippery.. and i slipped. and i slightly sprained my ankle la. as in damn slight. can walk but cannot slant it or however you say it.. and i hurt my ear!! SO TENG!! :( then had ter go back ter sch ter do some lame chi quiz thing. SIAN. then umm. came home?? anw. the whole week i dint go out much la. no money ler. :( but i still havent gotten rid of the clubbing feeling yet... :| i still feel like going. next fri or sat go anyone interested?

anw. ydae have stuff ter blog la. like. went sch.. and vicc dint go jus cus she sprained a finger. haha. its so whateverr. and i got chased out of class again for slping.. oh wells. and partly for doodling on the tables. haha. heck la. then aft sch went home ter chg and went ter meet wen jeremy yq zhiyang and two oth guys one was called mark i thinknd the other was the gay gay guy with a harder ter remem name.. haha.. at suntec convention hall and then ltr sab rach chuns came. then later wilson came. then the so-called magic show had only like 3 tricks?! and one was like performed by tht darren lim guy. i think thts his name la. suckss. have ter thank jeremy for tht la. SO SO fun. aft tt went ter coffee bean ter sit down.. and then jeremy left earlier. got some test.. then RCS left mins aft.. cus they always leave early.. ya. then ard 11 they all wanted ter zao. :| dunnno what ter do lerr cus i was supp ter watch movie at 12.. ya..and weiyang was stil watching movie.. so i took train with them ter dhoby ghaut cus i was going there too. then walked them ter nel and backk. and the tickets for the movie that me and wen queue for like.. almost went ter waste la. like no one wanna watch. then she cldnt watch and stuff. :| kk. then act evita say can but i knew she wld pangseh me la. so i like alrdy had another plan lorr. anw. the unborn is like the eye. not worth money.. haha. but i was qte scared at first laa. at the end then not lerr. yaa. but i think i was the only idiot in the cinema screaming. however slightly it was. :| and wy kept falling aslp... dumbass. then i woke him up cus i was scared.. then we're sitting qte near the aisle la then ter his left got a whole row of empty seats like mb 6 or 8 or smth then on my right its like got 2 empty seats tooo. was kinda creepy at first la. anw then aft the show came home and slpt. damn tiredd.. :/

oh. btw. jus remem smth. how can we have geog test on monday when we dont have geog?! fridays lessons switched with mondays right?!???

s t r i p p e d :: 15:40 ::

i am dunno how boreeddd... anw. this is what i did during the week i think..


monday : dint think i went anywhere.. mb slacked ard and went home.. :)
tuesday : went ter watch wrong turn with szu.. bot new top too.
weds : went town with wen. chged my skirt tht tuoed se and wen bot a new skirt..
thurs : went town with wen. again. bot new skirt. and nail polish.
friday : went town with evita. watched homerun.
sat : prob gonna bbq lorr. but nobody has told me anything yet. oh wells.

s t r i p p e d :: 14:10 :: Saturday, August 9

i'm in school! doing some crap gp thing.. bored like hellll.. dunno what ter blog also. oh wells.

s t r i p p e d :: 10:30 :: Monday, August 4

do this! haha. dan introed it ter me. he got 85 wpm or smth. i only have 49. and i think wy got 49 too. everyone go do and tell me how you all did k.. qte fun i think.. in a bit boring way. haahahhaha

s t r i p p e d :: 13:57 :: Sunday, August 3

me and wen had this rly dumb conversation.. with smth unbelievably and terribly funny!!! but i hafta delete it!!n so toooo bad..

wen (05:44 PM) :
wait i go pangsai
xx euphoric*bliss xx (05:44 PM) :
ohh/// kk..
have fun!! hahhahah
wen (05:51 PM) :
it was FUNNNNNNN
xx euphoric*bliss xx (05:52 PM) :
hahha rlly? how fun?????
wen (05:53 PM) :
as fun as the sunnnnnnn
haha er.
xx euphoric*bliss xx (05:53 PM) :
hahahaaa... is the sun fun?? i think the moon is funner..
wen (05:54 PM) :
haha yeah its pretty fun... as pretty as a flower.. as fun as the sunnnn..

s t r i p p e d :: 18:02 :: Saturday, August 2

would you even know

woke up damn early this morning.. like 9 cus my mom woke me up when she was looking for some stuff in my room.. oh wells. then i slacked abit.. played comp for damn long lerr. gonna meet kuek again laterr.. we're gonna get my skirt.. yepps. and szuyu said she's gonna treat me ter movie. haha. must thank wy. lets go sentosa someday okay.. as in. one trip thats successful la. :| yeahh. and i can wear non sch u ter sch next fri! aha dont even need ter be red and white! yeah! i can wear my new skirt.. only.. i think its too short and i'l get slaughtered. haha. oh wells. plan my wardrobe next time.. :)

s t r i p p e d :: 12:40 ::

i see forever in your eyes. i see heaven in your smile.

oooh. jus heard the cyndi wang's dang ni. nice ler. except. i think she's super copy jolin tsai or smth. and why did she film tt mtv with mengze. haha. i sound super into chi music! hahaha. anw. ya. everyone go dl if you dont have it yet! :) i shall go buy my skirt tmr.. at most. i'll embezzle the class funds! haha. jking. rly rly hope my mom gives me money. i havent bot any new clothes for i think 2 or 3 weeks ler. :| qte sad ah? or mb 4! i dun remember also..

s t r i p p e d :: 22:06 :: Friday, August 1

i'm bored bored bored like HELL. today tht stupid szuyu pangsehed me. for today. and tmr. tmr how ah like nobody going like that.. :| anw. today vicc nv go sch.. sch was okay.. fell aslp qte often i think. yaa. aft tt went ter meet kuek in town..she left at 6 plus so i also left ler. stupid szuyu la. why am i home SO early.. :| SIAN.. sigh. i wanna get money ter buy the skirt tt kuek and i saw today. hope i can get the money... :| then we go buy it tgt.. hope so. but my moms not home.. until late. SIGH.

ooh. jus remembered.. i saw daphne!! aft such a long time.. ya. but we dint even do anything in the sense. din t say hi and whatever lorr. yaa. i saw her twice in a day. with candice. oh wells.

s t r i p p e d :: 19:49 ::

stupid copycats shd rot in hell. go ter here and herepat..... what kinda frens you have.. -shakes head

oh. and neo cut her hair!! its damn short now!~! damn damn damn butchy!! haha shorter than weilings hair! at least tts what she said!! hahahahhah

s t r i p p e d :: 01:18 :: Sunday, July 27

s t r i p p e d :: 23:54 :: Saturday, July 26

and some fucker screwed my irc up!! keep having the poison drone thing!! ugh!!! dunno which idiot la.

s t r i p p e d :: 21:31 ::

havent blogged in ages!! :| this whole weeks been pretty sian..

mon went out with szu and yr. tho yr left early. then we went ter meet her frens i kinda got a shock la.. why szu's frens like tt one.. totally not like her much.. haha.

tues went ter sch.. went home early. damn shagged. no money and had pe summore... sucks like hell. ughh.

weds. went ter town with kuek. went ard walking slackign. saw lydia.. as in the ex sng one. and qte alot of other people.. saw priscilla tan too.. contrary ter what wen thinks.. i dont think she got prettier. i went library!! borrowed books and stuff. saw lydia there again.. ya.

thurs. sch sucks man. cheat me again. mr lee said we can dotn have lessons. so we got dismissed early again.. aft sch slacked ard then went back ler.

fri. college day.. not rly interestign.. but i did my nails. aft tt went home chged met evita and kuek in town. evita left like dunno how damn early la. she vv pangseh one. ughh. then kuek and i took neoprints. nto bad la as in. we look kinda good. haha. egomaniac ler. then zx came aft ages. and they sent me home as in zx paid for my cab fare back la. dunno why he so rich and so nice. haha.. they went drinking somewhere near kueks hse.. saw max with this oth girl. haha. chg again? saw angela with this butch. nv go say hi tho. saw wendy and bf and this other girl. nv rly see.. abit bad. but i think cus i was looking at eye lvl. haha. -slaps myself for beign evil-

sat. today! isabella woke me up today at 8 ter say theres sats course at 8. haha. reached sa by 9. boring like hell. aft tt. went ter meet kuek in town again. then we had lunch at yoshinoya. then walked ard. wanted ter play pool went ter planet paradigm. but waiting list damn long. so we went ter wash her stinky vj fac shirt. then we dried it using the hand dryer.. and i wore it. ugh. dunno how sick la. played pool for an hour plus.. then zx came.. and we went off. had dinner at marche. drank soup and root beer. then was damn bloated ler. used my moo moo card for the first time! haha. qte fun la. but zx paid again. haha. i like this bf of kueks! haha. tho i feel qte er bad? haha. came home ard 8? and i got an md. but need 2 more adaptors thing. sian.. must still go buy.

sat.

s t r i p p e d :: 21:30 ::

s t r i p p e d :: 16:58 :: Sunday, July 20

xiu juan is mysterious and enigmatic; deep, perceptive, powerful, passionate and terribly, terribly sexy! The sentence above must be true because xiu is a Scorpio and Scorpios as we all know are infamous for their interest in... well now, here's a funny thing. Despite what they say, Scorpios are not actually quite as wild and wicked as they are painted. xiu has, it must be said, a very hypnotic appeal but what's truly mesmerising about xiu is not her pout but her perspicacity. xiu has an uncanny, almost spooky to see right through you. She can make you feel naked and exposed just by casting one meaningful glance in your direction. What she is looking at though, when she peers below the surface, is not your underwear but your underlying intention! "Where are you coming from? What are you up to? Can you be trusted? Are you going to tell the truth?" These are the questions that xiu subconsciously fires out as soon as she sees you. Her inner radar never fails to provide her with the right answer. She is sensitive beyond measure, and it is partly to protect her own sensitivity that she scrutinises people so thoroughly.

There is another reason why xiu juan is so keen to see into your soul: she needs to know how sensitive you are. She knows from long, bitter experience that not many people can take the kind of candour that she cannot help but dispense. xiu is not a person to mince her words, hold back her opinions or shy away from taboo topics. She doesn't want to cause offence, nor does she want to waste her time, so she picks her confidantes carefully. All of which brings us back to where we began. If you are sensitive enough to appreciate xiu's special qualities you will consider that there is something exceptionally sexy about her and she will feel the same way about you. So perhaps xiu juan is living proof that it is true what they say about Scorpios after all.


haha damn funny la. i'm terribly sexy?! hahahahaha

s t r i p p e d :: 15:38 ::

1. Name: xiujuan

2. Nicknames: xiu.. juan.. and err. the name tt lee lian choo called me last time la. so paiseh.

3. Eyes: black??

4. Height: 173cm! haha. or 5ft8in! i think

5. Hair: its like. BLACK like shit lorr...

6. Siblings: 2 bros.

7. Do u like to sing in the shower? nopee.

8. Do u like to sing in the toilet? noopeeee...

9. Birthday: 15nov.86

10. Sign: scorpio.

11. Address: braddell view....

12. Sex: female.

13. Righty or lefty: righty.

14. What do you want in a relationship most? i dunno.. hahahaha. qte weird la.

15. Have you ever cheated on someone: nope....

16. Martial status: single un-att or whatever??

17. Do you have a car? i dun have.. but i want one soon!! two more yrs!!!

18. What kinda car do you have/want? a big car!!! haha dun hafta be nice la. jus biggg! mb 2.2cc or smth at least.. hhhaah

FAVORITE QUESTIONS:

19. Movies: dunno.. brainless shows!!.

20. Song: err. dont ask me whyy.. but i think i like the s club 7 song. smth goodbye one. hahah. lame la. smbody slap me..

23. TV Show: err. i dunno!! spongebob!!....

24. Actress: err. basically smone who's damn pretty can ler!!

25. Food: err.. chilli stuff.

26. Number: thirtyone

27. Cartoon: ooops. spongebob!.

28. Disney Character: i dunno.. stitch!!

29. Colour: pink red blackk.

LOVE LIFE ETC

30. Do you plan on having children: dunnooo.. long way ter go...

31. Do you want to get married: shd be la...

32. How old do u wanna be when you have your first child? dunno.. before 29?.

33. How old do u wanna be when your married? dunno before 27.

34. Would you have kids before marriage: i dunno. probably i guess. mb? i dunno.

35. Do you have a b/f or g/f : no.....

37. Do you have a crush: nahhh.

EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)

38. Music/TV: tv!! cus there's MTV for tvs. but no radio with screens..

40. Green/Blue: blue la. i hate green.

41. Pink/Purple: pink!!!!.

42.Summer/Winter: winter.. chg or climate wld be goood

43. Night/Day: night.... i'm more of a night person i think

44. Hangin Out/Chillin: arent they the same!!! but if they are. i think chilling.. cus chilling sounds lazierr! as in. dunno la! dun ask me

OTHERS

46. Saying that you're weird? ya!!! but dunno who ler.

47. what school do u go to? sajc

48. have you ever taken drugs? nooo.. i'm such a prim proper pristine young female! hahah

49. What's a major turn on for you? i dunnooooo.. prob the face la.

50. How far would you go on a first date? if i like the person and the person likes me or smth. then holding hands or smth. depending on whats the agenda la..

51. The PERSON you know who is...:
Most Blonde: esta! cus she's the next most bimbo person i know. haha. ok. i'm OOP.
Best People: memememme! haha. so ego..
Nicest: memmemememe! so ego again...
Happiest: i dunno..
Strangest: i dunno...
Most Caring: my mom prob?
Tallest: memememe! okay. not rly. i dunno..
Smartest: memememem!
Most all-rounded Person? m,emememmememe! my ego rly damn big ler. hahaha

52. which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most? uhh.. i dunnooo! i basically dont share things with people much.. and dont really trust anyone completely... except myself i think.

54. is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? haha shd be la. as long as its jus flirting la..

55. what was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? tv!! i watched some show where someoen died. and i got abit teary eyed...

56. what's something about guys/girls you don't get? err. basically everything! mainly. why cant girls have the dick and guys have the period!!

57. are you happy? shd be la. qte!! hahha.

57. Do you have any piercings? 3?

58. What colour underpants are you wearing? grey and white sloggi undies!.

59. What song are you listening to right now? none?? its my bros' com.. no music one

60. Love or lust: love i supp. too many definitions for everyone. i suppose i prefer the feeling of warmth. overwhelming of positive feelings for the other person. that is more spiritual than physical... bonding patience and romance.. which will be gone by the time you're getting married.. so shd experience it more now?

61. Silver or gold: white gold! cus i'm like a lil allergic ter silver..

62. Diamond or pearl: diamonds! are a girls best friendssssss

63.Sunset or sunrise: sunset! means the night is comign....

64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping (to swim in the nude): no?! like. obv not la. if nobody was there then mb la.

65. What's the next cd/s you're gonna get/buy?: i dunno...

66. Do you have any piercings? err. 3?

67. What colour underpants are you wearing? err.. like grey and white la..

68. What song are you listening to right now? no song.. just my irritating mom nagging SO damn much.

69. What are the last four digits of your phone number: 2387

70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon?far far awayyyy!

71. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? dunno?? its like so damn far away?!

72. What's your favourite sport? err. spectator sports la..

74. What makes you happy? things tt happen for dunno what reasons and things tt people do? ya.

75. What's the next cd/s you're gonna get/buy?: dunno.. i dun rly like buying cds. unless people pay. aahaha.

76. Do u wear contacts or glasses? nein. ive got almost perfect eyesighttt! hahah almost..

77. What's the best advice given to you? i dunno... prob let the past go or smth

78. Have you met santa? noooo

79. What are your future goals? err. mb a free kick that curves! like carlos' freekick ages ago.. or mb one tht i'll like cut thru their defence like melted butter and score! haha

81. Do you like Funny or scary movies better? funny.. i dun rly like scaring myself.

82. On the phone or in person? in person.. on the phone vv mafan.. cus sometimes i wanna watch tv. or smth then must give the person i better excuse... lazy la..

83. Hugs or Kisses? err. hug and kiss at the same time la. if not i prefer hugs la,...

84. What song seems to reflect you the most? dunnooo.

85.if u were to die tmr who wld u leave everything to? dustbin or smth..

87. What is your greatest fear? dunno.. too many i think. mb if everyone i knew and cared abt died or smth..

88. Would you rather be rich or famous? rich.. cus when i'm rich. i'll be famous! haha. if i'm famous i might not be rich. i mean look at albert einstein. hes famous. but he's dead. :|

89.What time is it in Albania now?: dunno.. dun care

90. Have you ever been in love? yaa.

91. Have you met santa?nopee.

92. If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign asking to use your phone? i'll ask him ter wait and go buy a digi camcorder immediately. then i can be the next steven speilberg!

93. when was the last time you talked to the person that you like? er.... dunno.

94. Do u have any pets? nooooo

97. Are you an alcoholic? haha no la. but i like ter drink.

98. Who sent this to you? i stole it frm sara who stole it from pat who stole it from esta!.

99. What do you think of this person? funny!! terribly funny hahah

100. do you want you friends to write back? HOW??!

s t r i p p e d :: 15:37 ::

s t r i p p e d :: 14:20 ::

mmm. morning went for flag day... think i collected the least money.. had breakfast then collected money.. then went ter lido ter sleep.. haha. sucks la. then aft tt was damn shagged.. so came home ter slp.. then went ter meet kuek zhanxiang and audrey for dinner.. then stace came then we went ter embassy. damn crowded la. me stace audrey dint have id... so hadta borrow.. by the time i got in. it was eleven ler?! but they were lax la. i used wendys sis id.. 24 yrs ler. then they stopped the free flow cus too many people.. the whole place was damn crowded la. dance floor also got no space. left ard 1230.. ya... no mood ter blog ler.. haha. this party suckks. hahaha.

s t r i p p e d :: 01:20 ::

damn sian. woke up earlier today cus i fell aslp the moment i reached hm ydae. :| sian la. and gonna go sch soon ler..... ydae was abit fun abit sian tooo.. passed my napfa.. so only hafta do my run noww.. and yaa. i think it suckss. failed my geog... 18.5/40 sian laa. then aft sch went ter meet wen and neo then went ter scotts ter eat.. pat came. we were playign with neo's cam.. and ltr huat came.. we took neoprints then neo and pat had ter go.. so i went off too cus i was extra.. then went ter meet kuek and stacey.. walked ard.. stacey bought a tube.. and kuek bought this black top tt you tie somehow in front. we went ter scotts foodcourt again... :/ abit sian ler. then came home lerr.

s t r i p p e d :: 21:07 :: Thursday, July 17

i need you like water like breath like rain

damn bored. spent the whole day slacking away at the tv and the comp.. siann. watched lames shows like baywatch hawaii.. and qte interestign shows like csi. damn long nv go out with the oi people ler. i think we shd arrange ter go out someday. siann. damn broke too.. hope i get money soon. :) haha i kinda like szuyus template. not cus i helped la. but i like the picture! oh wells.

s t r i p p e d :: 00:02 :: Monday, July 14