freakk.
how can Man U lose ter Fulham.
I hope Fulham relegates ter Div 1 next year.
They're like a jinx ter Man U. Idiot.
I kinda like Inamoto tho.
But i like Man U more. Like DUH.

bitch :: 01:21

You are Form 2, Angel: The Pure.

"And The Angel rose as holy protector for
all that was created. She fought with honor
and valor to serve the good of the world. But
the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and
end to purity."

Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael
(Christian) and Hercules (Greek).
The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue,
the number 2, and the element of wind.
Her sign is the zenith sun.

As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your
word. You generally keep your promises and
give everything you do your best. Although
some people see you as overbearing sometimes,
you know that you have to stay true to yourself
and do what's right. Angels are the best
friends to have because they are brutally
honest.


take quiz



Holy Shit.
PW's wordcount overshot by 700.
Ahh. Hell.

But... YEA! At least its all here! :)

bitch :: 23:18

Met Wen, Priscilla and friend at J8..
Thought i was burnt quite badly,
until i saw Wen. Haha. She was lobster-ish everywhere.. :)
Sat around at Coffee Bean a while,
then Wen and me headed down ter NYJC's Halloween Party.

Sucked like hell tho.
On the brighter side, saw lotsa SN people.
Mainly, 4Diligence people.
Rachel, Chunsi, Sab, Szuyu, Wen, Esta.
Like a mini-class gathering! haha
Saw some OI people too.
And, Sab's classmates are terribly gay, haha.
Terribly adorable gay boys!

Esta left for CIP first,
was suppta go with her, but in the end dint..
Sorry Ster!!
Aft tht, Wen, Szuyu and me left.
Szuyu and i wenta J8 and walkwalk.
Whoa. J8's like my home today. Heh.
Bought lotsa rubbishy stuffs, like my Clearasil Acne Cream.
I have such bad skin. :(
Left around 945 i think. yepp.

bitch :: 22:27

Life is what you make of it;
you can think of it as unfair,
that no one cares for you, no one loves you.
You can say that you deserve this, or that,
when it comes down to it.
if you don't get it, you don't.
Or say you don't deserve this treatment,
if others treat you this way, it's what you get.
The world is unfair, make your own way, live your own life.
The world isn't going to stop for you,
your friends will not stop their lives for you,
live only for yourself, love only for yourself.
If life is a battle, fight only and simply for yourself.

You can think of the world as perfect,
all the people, all perfect.
If you look on the bright side of things all the time,
the day you find that you're proven wrong,
how are you going to face reality?
Innocent naivete, impossibly ridiculous beliefs.
The world isn't perfect, no one is perfect.
Our beliefs all going to crumble down someday, along with them, us.
Would you break? Shatter?
Could you face it? Or would you escape.?

It isn't the happiness a person experiences that shapes his life,
it is the tears he sheds along the way,
the fears, anger, helplessness that carves his future path.
It is through tough times that you show your strength,
not physical, but mentally and emotionally.
Breaking down is a weakness, shows your ineptitude,
the futility of it all.
Save your tears, because no one is worth spilling them over. Not even yourself.
Crying for yourself is ridiculous.

To be able to let go, is to be able to accept.
It doesn't mean that you're lesser in any way,
To let go doesn't mean that you stop caring,
it just means that you can't do it for someone else.
Sometimes letting go is the right thing to do.
Holding unto something too tightly,
will kill it, or let it slip out of your grasp more easily.
In the end, you just will lose it completely.

Death isn't an option.
It is a selfish action, intending to only benefit yourself.
Dying won't change anything,
but if you'd just stay alive, you can make a difference.
Suicide is just plain selfish stupidity.

-- got some of it from Chun's blog.
the "To let go, means tht you can't care for someone else" thing.
this entry is actually many hints/implications?
can't find the right word. hope tht the people i'm implying to,
will get it, and stop with the self-pity,
anger at others, and more importantly..
Be strong.

bitch :: 00:16

Went Sentosa today!
not bad.. :)
Wen Sab Neo Esta Yanrong Kangwei.
Wen is super HOT. i tell you. haha
dunno who's the you tho.

Anw, Wen's butch friend, XinTing,
[wen, still think she likes you. at least she's cute! :)]
pulled at Wen's halter bikini top,
and the whole thing came undone.
luckily she dove unto ter tarp-like mat that Esta brot.
haha. Wen was damn paiseh.

Feeling quite burnt now.. shoulders kinda ache.
sigh. i rarely ever feel burnt. my second time only. :(
everyone's pretty burnt up today tho.
cept for KangWei and Neo. they wore quite alot ma.

had dinner at Harbour Front hawker center.
i like the food there!! :)
then went ter play pool for a while, and came home..
some really desperate-looking guy asked for Wen's no. tho.
we tried ter siam from him. ahah

Szuyu: you idiot. you should have went!!
then i can be saying.. Szuyu and Wen were damn hot!
haha. dead fish. :)

and remembered the word i was looking for.
in the previous previous entry, said tht i bot Chrys her bdae present.
its a clutch! not a bag thing! :)
clutch! ahah. so pleased with myself.

think my incessant complaining has finally taken effect.! :)
since it works.
i shall do it more often! haha.

bitch :: 23:30

bored..
so bored with life so easily these days..
anyone wanna supply entertainmentt.?? sighh.
anw, i like szuyu's template! ahah.. but where's Ellie?
as in the elephant.. biased against blue big heavy things. haha

anw. Momo and Candice..
if you all come online right..
i got smth ter tell you all. haha. more like show ya...
just click on my msn or smth.
its qte interesting..

bitch :: 23:19

school was boring..
nothing of mention, anw. SA latecomers, dont stay at the bus stop
as in. if you're late.. cus a teacher goes ter check. :(

met Chrys today..
went around shopping.
in the end i bot her this Givenchy bag thing
for her bdae. was on sale.

mmm. shopped at DFS.
realised tht there was GST charges la. tot DFS shdnt have GST.
dint walk vv long, but was damn shagged.

bitch :: 19:48

bored.
have no real idea why i changed my template.
just wanted a change in pictures i guess.

sianned.
tmr am suppta meet Chrystle.
havent seen her since before the Term 3 hols.
like. woahh. haha. its been ages.
kept trying ter meet up.
but kept cancelling. oops. :)

bitch :: 22:28

urgg. i dislike pangseh-ers.
with all my heart and all my soul.
sounds so love song-ish. but what the heckk.

bitch :: 21:39

mm. today peishan was crying like quite can3 la.
anw. figure some post of mine MIGHT have smth ter do with it.
cus i dint bitch much abt her these days.
no one did la. got new gossip fodder.
IF she reads my blog,
i dint mean tht its freaking cheapo ter buy
3 things for 50 bucks when there's no sale la.
i meant tht its amazing la. and good buy.
serious!. really. :|

bitch :: 21:33

bitch :: 21:20

i nv promised you a happy ending
you nv said you wouldnt make me cry

tht song just got stuck in my head.. :|
really old song of Britneys.
mmm. hadta stay back in school for some crap dialogue.
total propaganda.
tht MP talked abt the gay issue.
and seriously, SA is filled with pricks.
chh. thank god for Bella and this oth Arts Fac guy who stood up for gays.
its really ridiculous.
some Sc Fac people are really ridiculous.
this one guy in particular, who was against lax-ing Sg's stringent censorship.
chh. act so chaste and shit.
i bet he watches porn everyday, and buys Playboy magazines.
and masturbates like hell. fur-eak.

woahh. thts an interesting spelling for freak.
CUTE. just like wunderbar!

bitch :: 21:13

school was boring..
no DC.. but had ter make up for the GP lesson tht we skipped ydae.
LianChoo looks damn pitiful today tho. haha
aft tht headed ter Momo's house.
talked abt alotta stuffs.
found out qte interesting stuffs abt people.
woahh. haha.
took a nap.. suppta wake up and go and check out the pasar malam.
but i couldnt wake up.
i'm sucha pig.
my daddy fetched me home aft tht.

bitch :: 21:38

ohmy.
how can someone buy nail polish, shoes, and a halter
all in 50 bucks?! doesnt make sense to me..
there's no sale!!!!
shoes are at least 30. halter also need 30 what.
gosh.
i feel like. i can save so much money. :|
but i dint.....

bitch :: 23:04

mm. woke up from this short nap i took.
dint slp enough.. but forced myself up cus i wanna watch friends.
and watch the ch u's ou xiang ju.
yes. tht is so lame. but i cant help it.

school was qte interesting..
cus lianchoo nv come for PW,
so everyone did whatever they wanted...
me amelia cheryl atikk ordered Macs in.
haha. nice breakfast! :)
survived thru econs and chi lect.
then we zao-ed sch. wonder if anyone took our attndance.

me and Momo went ter PS ter catch a movie la.
there were dunno how many million RA movies. haha.
so in the end we watched underworld.
then Vicc dint bring her id,
and the counter woman refused ter sell us the tickets.
so we went ter Lido.
and we were refused the tickets also la.
urggh.

we decided ter get our tickets separately,
cus i brought two ids. IC and EZ-link
and we ate a hurried lunch,
and went for our movie. the ticket stub guy was this old guy
who looks like a really cute granpa! haha.

Underworld's nice. haha. the guys in the show are all quite hot.
in different ways. and the girls pretty too.
blondie's cuteee. dunno her name tho.

ooh. saw Rachel Chunsi and their shortie friend.
cant remem the name la. isit Kareen.? or smth?
Havent seen them in ages la.
but i think i spoilt the mood by saying tht their skirts were really ugly
the moment i saw them. haha.
anw. the skirts are ugly. but rachel still looks okayy.
cus she's hot la.

went ter Kino aft tht. and bot two comics.
cant believe myself. i spent 60 today.
on what?! foood?! comics?! movie?!
god. i'm sucha spendthrift.
shant go out til thurs or fri ler. BUDGET.

and.. hi Sara! hi Guoming!

bitch :: 21:50

argh. my msn is screwed up.
irritated.
it'd better work by the time i come back from dinner.
blogging is boring.
i feel like i'm talking ter myself.
but its okay.. cus i've got loads ter talk abt.
heh.

bored bored bored.
anyone got nice vcds or dvds? wanna lend?
haha. on my save-money kick!
shall go on my diet agn soon.
i dint manage to lose a single pound last time round. haha

bitch :: 19:18

bitch :: 14:47

felt a need ter justify this template..

i was crk la.. now i'm not.?
i used this pisture because it's the only picture tht i have
stored in my computer that i havent editted as yet
that suited the song that i was listening to.
and, i support lesbianism, gayism.
people who are soo against it are rigid pricks.
its just another way of life.

bitch :: 13:59

just woke up.
my new maid's here.
her name is terrible.
hatun. ER. seriously. what does tht mean??

ahhh. i miss using "er".. haha. i think its cute.
nobody uses it much anymore... :|

i find my sleeping patterns real weird.
initially i woke at 7 this morning..
slpt at almost 4...
cldnt go back ter slp at first. scarey huhh.
hahha. im suppta love sleeping!!
luckily i got back ter slp. :)

i dunno why i said that. its utterly pointless.

bitch :: 13:26

my maid's leaving tmr.
figure i'm getting a new maid tmr.

how sucky. indon maid summore.
tho she worked in SG before.
but their eng all suck like hell man.
and tho this maid is quite sucky. attitude and all.
i still talk ter her quite often. as in joke-y kinda talk.
like we're budds. so i'll guess i'll miss her.

and my new maid is even shorter. think she's 150 only.
like seriously. why are maids so short.? dont they come any taller?
i alrdy dislike the thot of the new maid..
so troublesome.
she will definitely mix up all the clothes.
ughh.

bitch :: 21:30

been watching old movies.
to define old i mean around the past 5 years.

i hate having period.
feelings too bloody.

bitch :: 17:39

am in such a blogging mood these days.
think the blogging fervour is back!
feels like. i'm quite pesty.
anw. brace yourselves for long entries.

forgot abt school..
we got back GP and Geog today..
haha. got and AO pass for both! :)

mmm. got dismissed damn early tho.
slpt like a pig in the SC.
slpt abit more aft Cand and Vic left summore. haha.
qte loser-ish la. but sleeping is wonderful.
i'd rather we stay back abit.
i kinda like tht show she was showing us.
my lil bro is getting me hooked on anime. :/
its like.. Nickelodean. just not so brainless. haha.

lotsa crying in class today tho.
saw many people crying.
dint comfort anyone tho.
i'm not so good at tht shit. haha..
so me and momo just sat and watched everyone comforting everyone.
its so whatever..
no point crying over spilt milk right.
unless you're pms-ing. haha. PMS is like.
a universal excuse for girls ter be bitchy and pissing off.
and for them ter cry. scream. and loads of shit.
i love being a girl cus of tht.

oh and Vic is freaky.
she got tops in our class for Chinese.
and she topped the level for Geog.
monster. but clever monster anw. haha.

think it must be nice passing every sub!
to everyone who passed everything:
you're all smartasses.
its people like you who makes my grades look bad.
if it werent for you. i figure i;d look pretty smart. haha.

not too sure abt Poly now.
how now brown cow.
am trying ter rhyme but failing. how?

this is lame.. like. whatever xiu.

seriously, i'm slowly being convinced ter stay.
but.. what will happen ter my brain by the end of next yr if i stay?
it would have melted into mush.....
stupidity might be contagious.
bet my IQ slipped ter an averagey 120. sigh. soon. it;ll be 100.
and then 80. and soon. i'll be brainless. gahh.

bitch :: 00:28

watched The Rundown today. with my daddy and lil bro.
cus its his bdae.. as in the lil twerp.
its funny show..! and nice too! everyone watch it okay.? haha
and i just love seann scott william or william scott..
forgot which way the name's supp ter go. haha.
he's super cute la. the cute MTV VMA host.
think i like him more than Johnny Depp. cus he's really funny.
my daddys nice! gave me money for no reason.
:)

aft tht went home and went out for dinner at Olive Tree i think.
haha its at Intercontinental Hotel.
the food's not so good, and not so cheap also.
so i dont recommend people ter go.
fondue was good tho.

ooh. and i wanted ter buy Ye Hui Mei. Jay Chou's album.
but my idiot bro bot it.
so in the end i got the SunYanZi's album. The Moment.
okay okay! i know i said it sucked last time.
but ya. think its not bad now. haha.

bitch :: 00:07

bored beyond words.
i cant seem ter stop blogging.
but i seem ter be simply typing loads of crap.
haha.

i've developed a liking for sunflower seeds all of a sudden.
they're yummy!
drinking Milo right now..
think its my 4th packet of the day. haha.
i'm like. a Milo freak.

bitch :: 22:13

new template up.
its so purple. reminds me of szuyu...
dint change much again.
re-arranged the items only.
did it in school on PW day. bored.
best viewed 1280x1024.

bitch :: 21:38

bitch :: 20:45

i simply love it when i'm proven right.
i simply love it when i come home early and sleep all day.. but

i simply hate it when someone says smth,
and the next minute, say tht they dint say it.
its totally brainless. stupid people. :/

bitch :: 20:34

i'm bored.
got back some results today..

Chinese - 61
Econs - 47/95. yes i failed by half mark. 49%
Lit - 46/75. 61% overall grade - 59.

anw. i passed this yr..
wont be retaining..
but still might not be staying.
thinking about poly.. :/

bitch :: 20:30