>>>>>>>>>> i need an angel ter chase away the pain
tuesday, june 17

a revised old template! :) here
kinda bored.. but kinda happy too! :)

15:44 | break me


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bored! went ter sch. have macs breakfast again. and slacked. and came home! chinese is okay! :) can slp all i want! :) if only sch was like tt. i slpt the first 2 hrs then we had oral prac.. haha. i was so damn nervous lorr. cus he say until like my oral is qte gd like tt. haiyor.. STRESS. ahah. fumbled like maddd!

13:19 | break me


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happy shalala!
its so nice ter be happy!

00:42 | break me


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monday, june 16

mmm. saw marcus nel pau and peishan on my way home.. and went down ter my house there for their bbq.. dint eat only drank. yuckks. gin and coke makes a terrible combi. :/ haha then they went swimming.. i cldnt swim.. dammit. :/ then when i said i was going home. they all suddenly got up frm the water ter hug me.. and got me all wet.. :/ and i was wearin a white shirt summore.. :| haha but qte fun la i guess..

23:04 | break me


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i dont need ter be much
just supermans biggest fan..
and this hero's little girl.. :)

went ter sch on time.. but lao shi was late by half hr.. we were so hungry tt we asked him ter let us off fer a long break.. haha. and he did.. nice of him huhh. angela serena amelia joy marcus isabella vicc and me went ter harbour front ter get food... most of us bot macs. and went back and ate during lessons. haha. then i fell aslp.. so fat! :/ and then. when i woke up he dismissed us ler..
then went ter bugis ter meet dan.. and we watch finding nemo! :) the cinema was noisy!!! even noisier than me... :/ then we jus walked ard bugis alot... haha.. nemo was nice...! was supp ter go back st nicks. but wen they all werent.. so i dint.. :/ dan had ter go off early.. so he went back..
then went ter town ter meet wen huat sab rach chun and their fren and jeremy. yepps. went ter look for a place ter sit. went ter coffe club express.. at sandwiches and wen bot a drink. so did sab. then walked ard wisma.. and came home.. oh ya. think rach saw wendy heng and her new bf. wendy heng sucks la.. this thurs gonna meet geraint i think. and weds i guess i'm going ter milieu.. dunno ler.. abit feel like not going.. wonder if i shd. but tmr!! tmr.. what shd i do..? wens playing ball... with sn bball people.. haha. dun rly feel like seein them tho. i dunno why! mmm. anyone else wanna do smth else? :) msg me!
and the super duper cute host is sean william scott or smth! ahh. so cuteee! :) and i jus realised smth quite coincidental!
Daphne Tan : Daniel Tan
yongquans surname is also tan right? haha... qte amazing. daphnes chinese name also starts with Y. ahah.


19:28 | break me


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omg.. i like jus watched mtv movie awards jus now.. was being hosted by justin timberlake and this other really really cute guy! hafta know his name! :) plus he's kinda comedian type.. ahh... -swoons- haha. and there were so many hot guys.. colin farrell.. ashley kuston? dunno.. the jus married guy! ahh.. beckham.. mike wahlberg? the 2 fast 2 furious guy.. paul walker or smth.. omg.. the guys were absolutely super duper sexyy... i was like being treated ter this feast for my orbs! haha. esp the unknown host! he's so funny! and cute too! bet if he wears specs.. he'l even look smart! ahh. my ideal guy! :)

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saturday, june 14

Dark Side of your Zodiac Sign

Capricorn (dec 22 - jan 19)
You are rather materialistic and it is fueled by your fears of financial disaster. this makes you complain about monetary woes, irritating many with your obnoxious attitude. you can also be a social climber, manipulating your way up the ladder; name-dropping all the way to the top. once in a while, you'll have morbid thoughts about death something that scares you because you have no control over it. you tend to be obsessive about your mortality sometimes.

Aquarius (jan 20 - feb 18)
You tend to be too idealistic and naive sometimes. practicality gets thrown out of the window by you many times. cool and aloof, you rarely want to deal with deep emotions. you like to give advice but don't like to receive it. and ideas and inspirations that you sometimes neglect or follow through with them are constantly bombarding you. or else you are constantly shifting focus, giving people the idea with no staying power.

Pisces (feb 19 - mar 20)
You are an escapist - you have this knack of avoiding issues if they seem unpleasant. you delve into past memories to escape your present woes. there is also a tendency towards alcoholism and even drug abuse - you are on a search for some kind of 'high'. you also love to flirt and too much of it may send the wrong, dangerous signals out to other people. once in a while, a dark mood will descend on you and you become rather unsociable and withdrawn.

Aries (mar 21 - apr 20)
A warrior at heart, you thrive on challenges and any strife and dramas, you are tempted to stir things up, just to keep yourself happy. you are also rather intolerant of mistakes and don't have patience for weakness or failings in others. and sometimes, you can be quite a snob as well you like to be seen at the right places or wear the right clothes. and you're also prone to bossiness. your restless nature may make you quit a project suddenly if you can't sustain the interest.

Taurus (apr 21 - may 20)
You are stubborn and like to hold onto things, not wanting to let go of anything or anyone. you are slow to anger, but when you do get worked up to a rage - everyone step aside! you also have a selfish streak and can be quite sneaky as well. and although people may see you as helpful and agreeable, you sometimes have an inner struggle wanting the approval of others while sticking to your own opinions. you also tend to be suspicious of others and question their motives.

Gemini (may 21 - jun 21)
Your devil-may-care attitude sometimes could bring harm to yourself - you tend to live on the edge sometimes. many of you believe that you don't deserve success, somehow feeling guilty for it. you may give others too much of yourself sometimes that you lose yourself. you may be prone to suppressing motions as well. and at times that makes it difficult for you to accept affection and love.

Cancer (jun 22 - jul 22)
You can get carried away with emotions - your anger is overwhelming and your sadness can depress all those around you. you're also ultra-sensitive to other people's emotions and are affected by these as well. you tend to react before you think and then brood about what you may have done or said wrong. you are also prone to periods of morbidity, thinking dark thoughts. feelings of insecurity creep in now and then, making you snappish or else you try to win the approval of everyone at your expense.

Leo (jul 23 - aug 22)
On the rare occasion you lose your temper, you can turn into a savage beast. you seem to need an audience as well, to help boost your confidence and ego, sometimes. other times, you get caught up in the outward dramas of your life that you neglect what you're feeling inside. this results in a delayed reaction when emotions sneak up on you and you get hit with a whammy. you also tend to be proud and aggressive, cloaking these with your charm. when things don't go your way, you get impatient and may even throw a tantrum.

Virgo (aug 23 - sep 22)
You have a martyr complex, feeling that you were put on this earth to do good work and not receive any credit for it. you tend to be ultra critical of yourself and others and you also worry about things that are beyond your control. a little pessimistic sometimes, you tend to be an intellectual snob. you bottle up all your insecurities and fears, and hesitate to reach out for help. and once in a while, you become a busybody that's when you also feel responsible for other people's problems.

Libra (sep 23 - oct 23)
Your inability to reach a decision in matters of personal action is legendary. you like to weigh all the alternatives and hear every side of an argument - but this may take time and opportunities may pass you by because of it. you also like to expand energy on people who may not deserve it - you want to help the underdog. you are also sensitive to criticism and may take mild statements of fact very personally.

Scorpio (oct 24 - nov 21)
You have a revengeful streak and a long memory for past hurts. sometimes you're downright spiteful. when you suffer, you make sure others suffer along with you. sometimes, you may even use deception to get what you want and to influence others to stay out of your way. you may even believe these untruths and unrealistic fears will grow on you. once in a while, you may come across someone that just rubs you on the wrong side for no apparent reason and you make it your mission to bury him or her.

Sagittarius (nov 22 - dec 21)
You've got a big mouth and unwittingly hurt an insult people with it. you can even go to utter strangers and give unsolicited advice and comments. you also seem to enjoy verbal duels with others whenever you can. and you sure can make sore losers, even suspecting foul play if things don't go your way. you have a knack for confrontation and you can't resist being sarcastic. you also don't think too much of many people, because you have mild superiority complex. vanity is also a trait in many of you.

mine is damn true lor!!!! haha omg. really damn damn true! as in scorpio. also.. capricorn pisces gemini cancer sagittarius! omg. i'm like a terrible example of a person! haha.


20:31 | break me


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oh no... its fathers day tmr!! i havent bot my daddy a card yet.. :( how forgetful of me...!!! argh.. and my stupid period cramps are killing me ler. :(

argh. my moms such a bitch.. keep callin home and say help her see this help her check that. so damn irritating. keep making me lose my puzzle bobble and distract me from everything. then now shes like complain abt everything. bitch and shes jus gettin on my case cus i dint wrap the fathers day present.. WHAT IS HER FUCKIN PROBLEM. ughh. and my dads leaving fer china tmr...... what a dumb company. on fathers day. in the morning. to hongkong then china. the stupid sars place. ughh.and what a dumb mother. and she keep complain i'm jus slackin away. if i went out today i would also not be doing my work right. i'll jus be in front of the damn com for few hours lesser?! fucked up la.


13:15 | break me


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friday, june 13

mmm went ter watch ju-on today.. what a stupid sucky show.. wasnt even scarey! haha.. was qte funny in fact...went sch in the morn. freaking hell got my period at like 9am! wtf. gave me cramps at the end of the day lorr. ARGH. then aft chi had econs. then me cand vicc went ter queensway macs. sort of with two of vics frens.. marcus ad ta yu[?].. yaa. slacked ard.. talked.. crapped.. joked qte alot. met rach chuns yongquan then ltr jeremy came. went ter buy tickets.. saw suzy.. saw her frens the chevy or whoever.. dunno who gave me the impression that he was shuai la.. :/ hahah. umm. yaa... then sab came.. then wen and huat.. then watch ju-on la. umm aft tt we walked ter find rachs frens.. kareen or smth.. who tot yongquan was cute. or was it shuai? umm. then went ter heeren.. saw ve char and bunch.. haha. remember last yr got this period of time.. i was relatively kinda close ter vera one.. but er.. now? haha.. then wen and huat went back. then walked abit more rach and chuns went back then went ter cine foodcourt ter eat.. also talked alot there.. haha yongquan and jeremy made their camp seem quite fun! haha.. then saw daniel. and in ri oi and now vj one.. haha he looks weird.. mb cus of his jacket.. it doesnt look him.. but he was wearing specs! yaa. dint even say hi.. :/ felt weird.. :( then reached home ten plus lor.. not bad laa.

mmm. did i mention i think tt guys usually dont wear specs look kinda sexy when they wear specs..? haha. no specific references!! but i jus think so! they look smarter! and intelligence in a guy is qte impt i guess.. ter me la. hahah.


23:37 | break me


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thursday, june 12

three things i hate...
-ter feel depressed.. cus i guess it makes people i talk ter feel.. not good? sighh dunno.. :/
-ter want ter know smth then aft i know what it is.. then get all screwed and sad.. :(
-ter be alone..

three things i love..
-ter feel loved and appreciated
-people ard me i guess
-a strong and warm surge of happiness... :)

three things i cant do without
-my hp
-my com
-people ard me..

three things i wish i had
-new com
-ter be happy again
-super good figure!

three things i wish i dint have
-a brain
-fats
-school..

three things i feel like doing
-getting drunk
-getting high
-sleep

three places in the world that i want to live at
-orchard!
-holland v
-dunno.. jus stay in sg..


21:59 | break me


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argh. i'm so tired of life. dammit. wont someone come and kill me tonight.... :(

15:54 | break me


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there's a light in your eyes i used ter see
there's a place in your heart where i used to be
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i wld like ter say that i
nv meant ter make you cry
i think abt you everyday
no matter what your friends might say
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sighh. i dunno much.. but i guess.. i jus cant stay at home all day.. i'd drive myself nuts.. :( its only been two hours at home without anything ter do.. and i'm alrdy so fucked up and depressed. i dunno how i'm gonna like.. live my stupid life out.. i guess no one'll understand.. but.. i jus cant move on.. because i guess. i dunno.. i guess. i still love you too much to let go.. i dunno lahh. sigh. i'm so damn fucked up. cant someone help me out of this chasm i fell into. pull me out of this deep pit of misery i'm burying myself in. i guess it gets me down ter see people so happy with their s.o. sighh.. and it hurtsmore ter know you're tellin someone else what you used ter tell me... all those sweet words. and gestures. sigh... i am so fucking myself up. arghh. :(


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ripped this off wens page... :/

DESCRIBE YOUR...

Wallet : err. black.. leather and umm.
Hairbrush : the body shop one. same one as rach and dunno who else... haha but i two now.. one old and dirty one new and clean!! :)
Toothbrush : its white and orange. and oral b too! wen.. our toothbrushes are similar!
Jewellery worn daily : my necklace la..?
Pillow cover : maroon right now.. i think..
quilt cover : maroon on one side.. other side is some dark and dull pink checked thing... its vv old ler. but i love it!
Cup : the tatty teddy one.. and this smile angel one.. and this really huge mug..
Sunglasses : haha i think i have qte alot but i dont wear one.. :/
Shoes : err. i got new shoes! nike and white some kinda red and some kinda blue.. and adidas shoe.. and 2 of my old nike shoes and 2 pairs of 3-in heels one 1 1/2 in heels and slippers i guess...
Handbag : i got only one handbag la.. the rest.. is hang on shoulder one.. are they counted?
Favorite shirt : err.. to wear ter slp then my is my black givenchy shirt i guess.. to wear out.. i guess its my newest shirts la..
Cologne/Perfume : gucci - envy | ck - crave | and my cheap moschino perfume! :) and some others..
Cd in your stereo : err. some cd someone wrote fer me..
Tattoos : none
Piercings : haha this is pathetic.. but i've got one ear hole.. dunno if its still there tho..
What you are wearing now : daphs quiksilver sleeveless top and some weird shorts that are huge.. but very comfy..
Hair : err.. shoulder length i guess.. blackk... :(
Makeup : right now... none on!
In my mouth : tongue..?
In my head : empty..?
Wishing : for stuff ter happen.. and stuff ter work out.
Is next to you : my bro!
Some of your favorite movies : all abt the same la i guess....
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month : not really.. in fact.... nothing..
The last thing you ate : ben and jerrys.. cookie dough!
Something that you are deathly afraid of : alot.. :(

Do you like candles : not really...
Do you like hot wax : okay la... it hurts.. but it works better at least.. :) anyone knows where ter get it..?i need it sooon... :/
Do you like incense : no.. it kinda stinks...
Do you like the taste of blood : not really..
Do you believe in love : yeahh...
Do you believe in soul mates : yeah.
Do you believe in love at first sight : er.. no...
Do you believe in Heaven : yeahh. but there;s no way i'm getting there i guess..
Do you believe in forgiveness : yaa..
What do you want done with your body when you die : buried...
Who is your worst enemy : i guess... myself....?
If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be : another hamsie... pearl winter white or smth like tt.. :)
What is the latest you've ever stayed up : err... 6am.
Ever been to Belgium : nooo
Can you eat with chopsticks : ya. duhh.
What's your favorite coin : chocolate!
What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to : california new york switzerland.. okay. its a cty..i wanna go where the alps is... :) paris venice
What are some of your favorite pig out foods : ice cream.. chilli stuff..
What's something that you wish people would understand : me..?
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time : yaa..


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