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Saturday, September 27, 6:39pm

Woah...I haven't the time nor the stories to keep this going.

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last night, it was Julienne's celebration since it was her birthday September 24.

I believe she has another thing tonight, but I'm not going.

Hmm...

Miko, Mikko, Ralf, Martin, Toni, Julienne, Nerizze, Ronda and I were there....hmmhmhmmhmm.

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Watched sibol. I believe the play was supposed to begin at 6:30, but it ended up starting at 7:30.

My crush was there.

He was standing in line and his parents were there too.

I've finally found out his first name. My parents actually know the family, because his dad was our pediatrician.

A few days ago when I went to visit my sister in the hospital, (she's out now though..) we bumped into his dad. His dad was drinking Chuckie!

Wala lang. I find that so cool, because I love Chuckie also.

I found it funny too, cos this guy was like...old..and drinking Chuckie (formerly Chocolait..maybe they changed it cos it was like...choco lait. LA-IT.) He drank it like a kid too. Oh well. At least I can see why he would be a good pediatrician.

HIS SON IS SO DAMN CUTE!! Hahah. Even Julienne and Toni noticed it.

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On the subject of crushes, my OTHER crush was there as well.

And the sibol guy is gwapo. I have no idea what his name is though.

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Kaharian ng Araw rocks. (I think I'm missing a word from the title. An article, perhaps? Correct me if you know the right one.)

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I finally have a picture for my friendster!

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I'm craving for Starbucks.

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The Sandman. is so cool!!

I can read it over and over and over again.

Just did, in fact, last night.

"Flowers gathered in the morning,

Afternoon they blossom on,

Still are withered by the evening:

You can be me when I'm gone."

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We lost in the playoffs, women's division.

By eight points.

The other team withdrew (we were only 3 teams) because they hadn't had any wins.

I was only put in the game once, but that's okay, I didn't feel like playing anyway.

There's always next time. Next season will do it, 7-on-7.

I can always hope, right?

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I feel so empty again. I mean, everything was fun and all...but basically, I realize that I'm not actually heading anywhere.

I know a few stuff I'm good at, but I can't really put them togethre and aim towards a single goal.

HMMMMMM

I've got no direction in my life!!!

WTF??? I'm only fourteen, am I even supposed to be thinking about these kinda stuff? Shouldn't I be worrying about what I'm supposed to wear on the (non-existent) gimmick that's soon to come???

Hmm...

Guess not.

I'm in 2nd year. 3rd year is very important, because mostly my grades then will be the ones the colleges will refer to. (Is that right?)

Anway. I want to get into Ateneo. If not Ateneo, La Salle. If not La Salle, UP. That is, if I can even get into U.P.

But Ateneo would be my FIRST choice.

I think I should start concentrating.

I'm sure I can. For the first time, I listened in Biology, and I realized it was actually easy.

Even though it gets a bit comfusing, because the teacher keeps repeating herself, and everytime she repeats it, it gets all twisted. But whatever. I just follow the first stuff that comes out of her mouth, and it's usually right.

Biology is fun. Math is the best! Literature...I don't know. Sort of. I love reading. But the stories we have this year aren't too...I don't know. It's just...stuff. Nothing much to me.

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I will totally rethink what I have to drop.

I have to learn to save. (I'm doing it already...)

Flag Football is not a priority, especially since it's off-season now. School is a priority. Filipino is a priority. Social Studies is a priority. (I will read the History book...for fun.) Literature is a priority.

But no matter what anybody says, I cannot bring myself to think that CLE is a priority. It is meaningless to me. I have no need to back up my (non-existent) faith.

What we are studying isn't even making me CONSIDER stoutly believing.

I'm an agnostic. (Agnostic, n, someone who beliueves that it is impossible to know whether or not God exists. Acc. to my Reader's Digest dictionary.) Well, that's true.

I don't believe in God, but I study in a Catholic all-girls' school. So sue me.

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I must not space out! I must not space out!

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Smile.

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Ovalteenies is yummy. *** ******** and **** ******* are cute.

BWAHHAHAHA

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I'm a chat addict. I should stop.

Oh well.

Issa, I've always known I'm in need of a therapist. But those cost a lot, don't they? And....I don't think I need one. Hmm...

So, I KNOW I need one, but I don't THINK I need one.

Or maybe let's cut that apart, I don't THINK.

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The Gummybear looks evil.

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But it still tastes good.