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August 30, 2003, Saturday, 10:39pm

MY GOSH!!! Hahahha Johnny Dep is ...hot. Hot hot hot. He even looks good while looking dirty and scruffy. I bet he has a hot body to match. Strange though, he seems a bit ageless to me. Like, ok, the only movie where he looked younger was in Edward Scissorhands. Well, okay, he just looked plain strange there. Like, Chocolat, or...uhm...well..i don't know. Others.

Basta.

Johnny Dep is...so damn hot. He's good in Pirates iof the Caribbean. I'm no critic, but I'm saying that. Alright, maybe I'm biased because he;s such a hottie. (Along with Orlndo Bloom and Keira Knightley. No, you are not reading wrong.)

I LOVE JOHNNY DEP. ('s looks? talent?)

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Hahahha. Okay, this is like, the best I've felt in the longest time. Even though exams are near, I'm not pressured. But I will study, and I will pass.

I watcjed Pirates of the Caribbean last night, got over my crush, spotted a cute guy breakdancing, (although he must be much younger than me..I'm sure.) Nothing's pressuring me, I've got all the candy I want I'm almost sick of it, I rearranged my room now it's more cozy and welcoming, I'm reading tons, (by nicking books from my siblings.) and...wow. Hahah. I've got my two best friends set up for a movie next saturday after exams. I don't care if there's a party then, that I'm invited to. I'm going to deny myself, and detach from too material stuff. It'll be fun, I'm sure, but I think I'll enjoy and savor myself even more with my besties.

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I think \I've got it easy. Those must be little stuff, but add them all up and it's practically my life.

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Hey Issa!

I read your blog. (Visit it, http://snow-queen919.blogspot.com )

and thanks for all the stuff you said about me.

I especially liked the comment about my writing. Novel-ish, huh? I like yours too. Essay-ish. Hahaha. :) Really nice to have you around. Hahaha. I guess, that's cool, we've been best friends since grade one, nine years. Never really thought about it.

Happy to have you though, as always.

Nice that we can still be in touch and close even though we don't study in the same school anymore. So if ever it happens that you don't move to the states for college, I'm praying we both go to Ateneo.

Crushes? yeah, I guess we never used to talk about that. What did we talk about then? I forget. Just remember it was fun. :) Except now all we may be talking about is crushes. Yours, specifically. At the moment, I don't have any. (and it feels great, you should try it sometime. Boyfriends are not neccessities. Although it might be nice to have one. (: )

Give ytourself a break, eh? *That guy* doesn't deserve you anyway. Good to hear that you're almost getting over him. Luv ya,, Issa.

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TEEJAY! Hahaha siguro matatawa ka pag binasa mo 'to, noh?

Hindi ka gwapo. (Pero baka I'm biased, best friend kita, since forever.

This is Gio, Me, and TJ (Me in the middle. In a dress?? Inconcievable.)

Sweet. anwyay. That's us. Cute, noh? Hahahah. I used to be the tallest. Now, I'm the shortest, and thethinnest, and...hahha. Still the only female.

(To those that don't know, TJ is the one in the green shirt, and Gio is our best friend who moved to the states. The one on the right. Yup, that's my childhood barkada. Me an a bunch of guys. Sort of explains why I'm so boyish.)

Hahahha wala talaga akong masabi tungkol sayo. Except na lagi mo akong gustong i-set up ka sa mga kaibigan ko. Hahaha. Or soiree ng class ko sa class mo.

Kahit ilang beses tayo tutuksuhin ni Lia na tayo na, alam mo naman hindi, diba? Best friends kasi tayo. Kahit ako pa kailangan lagi maglakat papunta bahay mo. Kahit di moko pinapakain sa bahay mo! (Heheh well, mas marami nga naman magagawa sa bahay mo)

So. Yon. Basta. Mabait ka. Love parin kita (folks, don't look too deep into this phrase. He's my best friend, not the other one.) Kahit walang may gustong babae sayo (except yung bata na..nakalimutan ko na yung pangalan) 'lam kong me mahahanap ka din. Sometime. Na maganda, at schoolmate ko. Para pwede kitang ilakad sa kanya. Hahahah.

WALA KANG PAG-ASA!!!!! WAAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!!

(Hm, this is where my boyishness comes out, is it obvious?)

Kahit lalaki ka. Kahit pinapagyabangan mo na mas matangkad ka na sa akin. (Finally.) Fwe. Best friend parin kita! Wahahaha!

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Uhm. There. Dedicated to my two best friends. Hahha.

Really really great day. Will go out later to see if I can finally see Mars. Maybe my good days or good luck is from astrology. All that Mars, maybe that...whatever. Mars probably has something to do with my good luck, and if it does, I'm gonna make the best of the time and the luck. And squeeze in a little thanks to the workings of time and space, physics and astrology.

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Sweet.

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Man, I'm really really over you. I think. Am I? I'm pretty certain I'm not. But I'm becoming pretty doubtful. You're not my type, but strangely enough, lots of people end up liking those that aren't really "their type".

Tryin my best to banish you to the back of my mind. Half-workin. Does this mean progress??