Saturday, August 16, 8:52pm
May the lord have mercy on me, and if he does, I'll believe in him. It's mean of me but I'm one of those people who just won't believe until I have a personal experience.
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I am going to die today, and if I don't, I will kill myself.
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The day started out quite fine, I woke up and got to the soccer thing on time. I played, and the team I was on won. Great. I even got tanned, and now my cheeks are so red.
Then, hell began.
I went to training for flag football, and it didn't look like it was going to rain, so I didn't really bring waterproof anything. And of all days, I forgot to bring an extra shirt.
Hmph.
It stormed, of course, and the rain poured. It poured and it poured, and at certain intervals it would completely stop for a few seconds then start again. I got soaked to the bone. And being skinny, I shivered like anything in the wind and rain.
We had placed our bags on a huge plastic mat, and covered it with the same mat. The rain didn't reach it at first, but when it started to flood, oh boy.
We only realized this a little too late, and the water had already sloshed around on the floor of the mat. Including around the bottom of my NOT waterproof bag, where my cellphone was. My sister picked up my bag, and oh, joy, my cellphone fell out and straight into a puddle of water.
Christ.
So, I was soaking in ice cold rain for more than three hours, and for the last thirty minutes, I was waiting around, standing in the rain, with my teeth chattering and I couldn't even move because my clothes were wet and when I moved they touched my skin and it was damn cold. To top it all off, my cellphone. got. wet.
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Is it my time to die, or is luck just NOT on my side?
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Hahaha. TJ Lumauig said my class should have a soiree with his brother's class. His brother is my age. Except he's in first year. Hahah. his brother is sort of cute. But..hmph. I guess I'll have to ask my classmates. Sounds interesting. Hahah!
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Ooh, I forgot to mention one accomplishment that I set for myself yesterday and did today. I no longer have a crush on my..er..former crush. On that guy I was talking about in my first entry. At least I think it's successful. At the moment, I don't feel anything for him but I have a feeling it's all in circumstance.
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My
Life
is
not
yet
over
and
it
shouldn't
be.
Who
am
I?