They all think my house is so strong
“She’s lived in it for years – what a great old place!”
But despite appearances, this isn’t the case.
Calling my house sturdy is blatantly wrong
The red exterior is not made of bricks
Rather, the whole thing is made of playing cards
Which can tumble and cover my whole front yard
Leaving me the whole home there to fix.
But they never see my house after it topples
Only the façade I’ve created in front
I never allow them to witness the brunt
Of my anger, frustration, and the rest that’s so awful.
With a small puff of wind, I’m back to square one
As my world literally crumbles around me
The despair’s always there, though I pretend I’m free
It’s hidden under my cards so I won’t be overcome
I long to escape and live far from this place
Where they have unwittingly forced me to live
The don’t understand just how much I would give
To be able to always have a smile upon my face.
Beth Siler
6/11/2000