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| Pain 9/29/02 The knife twists within my heart and into my soul... coming down to the ground, I fall apart. My spirit feels so out of place... my body feeling so cold. My sanity is missing, my faith is gone. I crash and I break, into a million pieces. Its all the same, every touch and word... making no sense... to me. I try and pull myself together, it doesn't seem to work, it just gets worse. What have I been blessed with? Life. Living a curse. Suffering through my sorrow, unbearable despair... this world I cannot live in, everything seems so unfair. |
| I dream 6/12/01 I dream of my love to sweep me away To protect me from harm and turn dark into day I dream of my love as a tall, stiff tower To resemble our growth, to resemble his power I dream of my love as a mysterious, strong knight With a long, sharp sword, to fight for my life I dream of my love to stare deep into my eyes To hear all of my worries and share all of my cries I dream of my love with a soul full of cheer To always make me smile and wipe away all my tears I dream of my love, with a sweet kindred heart Who will love me forever, until death do us part. |
| Mystery He is such a mystery, a sweet sweet misery to my mind Each day I come closer to unraveling the secret within him I get closer to removing the chains around his heart But because of his detatchment I feel as though I'm out on a limb We speak to eachother with our eyes, softly, seductively, and true But the words that they speak are so different, so confusing He is such a mystery, but the kind of challenge that I adore Unlocking his heart is well worth it, but time consuming I'll wait for him each day, I'll be there for him because I know he needs it Even though he doesn't speak of it, I know for sure that he cares Deep down inside of him lies something so magnificent, something so golden He is such a mystery, and sometimes its something my heart can't bear This man is my heart, he completes me more than you can imagine Being with eachother in silence, surrounded with chemistry so unreal He is such a mystery, and neither one of us can deny it All I can do is give him time, because I know soon his heart will be revealed |
| Incomplete I walk among the dead I run from all the living I can't forget the pain My soul is unforgiving My lungs scream and my mouth breathes Breathes the poison you gave to me I can't forget what you did to me You made me incomplete You brought me deep into your world So dark and cold and empty You locked me in your filthy cage Here you watched me and you kept me You twisted my thoughts around with yours With words I can't defeat I can't forget what you did to me You made me incomplete |