12/05/00 (4:13 pm est)
God Dammit...
I still feel fucking ill. The thought of consuming food makes my stomach churn. My body is staging a revolt. I need mini-thins. I need cocaine. I need homemade, bathtub crank. Unfortunately, I have no money. My next two paychecks are already fucking spent.
I hate this season. I hate Christmas. I hate capitalists for driving people into marketing induced, purchasing frenzies. I hate Christians and Pagans<equally, for inventing such a ridiculous holiday in the first place.
I haven't been laid in months, I haven't masturbated in weeks. The process of sex is tiresome. The charade that goes into getting fucked is depressing. I can't afford a hooker. I certainly can't afford phone sex. At the age of 22, my sex drive is officially deceased.
I need to shower. I haven't done that in a grip and I more then likely stink.. My clothes stay in a perpetual state of unclean. My hair is laden with grease from the Exxon Valdez oil spill. I haven't shaved in days. I'm never shaving again.
I talk when I have nothing to say. I bitch for no reason. I tirade and rant, everday, for viewers like you. Watch as i do my song and dance, and then link it cleverly to links of websites that don't even deserve the fucking hits. I hate all of you for exposing me as the hypocrite I am.
-somah
12/04/00 (9:06 pm est)
Yuck
Sorry, Im not really updating tonight. I fucking layed around all day and the lethargy still persists. I also ate way to much and I feel fucking foul. I need to go vomit. I hate you all.
-somah
12/03/00 (2:14 pm pst)
Hypocrisy.
Somewhere in linking that last half-assed update together, I realized that looking at porn just isn't as exciting anymore. It was laborious and bland. Staring at spread cunt and fantasizing over some whore just doesn't hold the same thrill. In a sad way, I think it has to do with the fact that I feel sorry for the models. I feel guilty and ashamed at the same time. Millions of low-lifes, like you and me, gawk at these girls and fulfill their sick fantasies using ponographic pictures as tools for masturbation. I imagine these women being convinced by some sleazy photographer that this is the way to propel their career into stardom. Now watch me rationalize... Fuck it, these bitches knew what they were getting into when they did it, and they all probably fucking loved it.
Chicken Head...
I know the whole chicken head from McDonalds is old news, but I just saw this... I didn't realize how big the motherfucker was. Holy jeez. My only other question is how the hell did that thing get in theire. Its way to fucking huge to just slip in there by accident. Actually, nevermind. If I was some peasant working for $5.25 at McDonalds and that thing came through as I was sorting through thighs and breasts, I'd stick that fucker right in the box too.. Eat your meat, you swarthy sons of bitches...
-somah
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