Entry for May 2, 2007 - Feeling just awful :(
I feel like such a bad mommy. Hunter is no longer sleeping through the night and will not roll over for me anymore. It was all just a fluke. I really thought we were getting somewhere - man was I wrong. Now we are trying to get Hunter used to his crib and he HATES it!!! He cries and cries when he is tired and is put down for a nap in it. Lots of people keep telling me to let him cry and he will eventually go to sleep. But, that breaks my heart. I hate hearing my little guy cry. So after what seemed like forever I finally went in and picked him up and he instantly fell asleep on my shoulder. All he wanted was for me to hold him. I feel awful. I hate this part of parenting. I just want it to magically get better. I just wish he would like his crib. He is getting to big to sleep in his swing or his pack and play. He needs to switch over to his crib. I just don't know who it will kill first - him or me. This is really hard. I wish I didn't feel like such a bad mommy. :(
