That long journey is only meant to seen a as a test not a choice of life because not able to select where to be is a mare condition like a long contract that we dont se it is how life come by. Not know where to be just started their lines just chain the events that unfold on gain a loss. Yet to come more is a gift this just work like the sole opportunity that we have not more ever will be this coil again. What ages prove is what story's lose.