Even in his adulthood, Jesus faced the same emotions and hardships we do. Jesus was tempted of the devil (Matt. 4:1). The very fact that Jesus could be tempted by the devil shows he shares a common bond with the rest of humanity. Matthew also lets us know that Jesus was capable of being hungry, another human desire (Matt. 4:2). When he heard of John the Baptist's death, he departed into a desert place away from everybody else (Matt. 14:13). Jesus needed time alone to cope with grief just as we do. In Gethsemane, Jesus said his soul was exceeding sorrowful to the point that he even uttered, "O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me" (Matt. 26:38-39). Here, Matthew paints the picture of a Jesus whose head is not always in the clouds, but, rather, a Jesus who faces extreme sadness and a fear of death. We see a Jesus who does not want to be crucified but one who wants to keep on living, despising the fact that his flesh must suffer. Jesus even asks Peter, "Could you not watch with me one hour" (Matt. 26: 40)? Here, Jesus appears to feel let down by one of his very close friends, a feeling we all have probably experienced at one time or another in our lives. On the cross, Jesus cries with a loud voice, "My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me" (Matt. 27:46)? Here, Jesus feels totally abandoned by the one he has served his entire life. It is a point of utter despair and discouragement, a horror which is commonly felt by people who have seen their life's work go down the drain.
Though Matthew does refer to Jesus as the Son of God, recount his miracles, and reveal his power to forgive sins, Matthew is very careful to point out the humanity of Jesus by showing him in times of anger, rejoicing, sorrow, and many other very human emotions. He does this so that we can relate to Jesus on a human level instead of seeing him as some unfeeling, Zeus-like god who is power hungry and bent on human destruction.
Before reading Matthew, I always thought of Jesus as an unrelenting,
cold dictator who would crush anybody who did not do his bidding. I imagined
him to be a strict authoritarian who had no mercy on those who disobeyed
him in the slightest infringement of the law. However, Jesus himself condemned
the Pharisees for taking this unmerciful approach by mentioning how they
bind heavy burdens grievous to be borne (Matt. 23:4). Jesus even
ate with publicans and sinners, saying it was the sick who needed a doctor,
not those who were well (Matt. 9:11-12). He commands us to love our
enemies and to do good to those who hate us (Matt. 5:44). He was
moved with compassion for the multitudes which were scattered abroad (Matt.
9:36). All of these instances paint a picture of a Jesus who cares
about the sinner, wants to spend time with them, and loves them enough
to grant mercy and compassion to them. Thus, Matthew presents a Jesus one
would not mind serving because we see a Jesus who faces many of the same
obstacles and emotions we face.
One key point which should be mentioned before continuing is that Astrophel means star-lover and refers to Sir Philip Sidney, while Stella means star and refers to Penelope Devereux, the one Sidney once wanted to marry. Here, Sidney sees Penelope as a great heavenly body that is beyond his reach yet admired greatly by him. As there were no means of space travel in his time, except through the imagination, Sidney is implying that for he and Penelope to be together is impossible. He can merely admire her from a distance as their marriage never came to fruition. Instead, she was forced to marry Lord Rich and live in misery while Sidney married Frances Wallingham. In the sonnet, the persona is Sir Philip Sidney himself.
The content of the sonnet deals with a poet who is madly in love with a beautiful lady, trying desperately to write a poem that will cause her to take notice of him. He wants her to feel sorry for him so that she might have mercy on him and possibly decide to be with him. After countless tries of trying to write impressive verse by studying and seeking for the most flowing, eloquent words, it finally dawns on the poet to write from the heart in order to conjure up the emotions he is seeking to express.
The form of the sonnet is a sheer work of genius. Sidney chooses to stress a lot of syllables that imply action, paint a strong mental image, or suggest powerful, intense emotion. Truth, fain, love, sought, fresh, win, fruit, up, fool, and heart are all stressed syllables which propel the sonnet forward so one can see the plight of the poet in his ordeal to produce a work worthy of the fair lady's acceptation.
Sidney succeeds in an ingenious use of personification to give the sonnet a sense of dramatic action. When he pens "pleasure might cause her read, reading might make her know", one gets the sense that pleasure and reading are rough characters trying to force the object of his affection to read and know his intense feelings for her. Then he goes on to say, "knowledge might pity win, and pity grace obtain". Here, there is a sense that knowledge must struggle to win pity as opposed to knowledge suffering loss, which could imply the lover might adopt a coldness and hardness to the poet after obtaining the knowledge of the poet's love for her. If pity is to obtain grace, it is almost as if pity has a lofty goal to which it is reaching. Thus, the reader can see pity going on an epic quest to obtain the grace of the one loved by the poet. It is also interesting to note that the object of each of the first three entities personified becomes the personified immediately afterwards. Pleasure might cause her to read but then reading might make her know. Then knowledge, which was previously the object, becomes the personified when it might have a chance of winning pity. Pity, if won by knowledge, becomes the personified and could possibly obtain grace. It is as if each one breathes life into the other and builds in intensity.
There are also other vivid examples of personification in Sidney's sonnet. When Sidney speaks of words halting forth, it shows a glaring portrait of the writing block the poet is experiencing. One can see his crippled and limited vocabulary at this point to pen what he really feels. Invention, the acceptable figures of speech in rhetoric manuals, flees from study's blows. Here is an image of hand-to-hand combat in which study is violently trying to attack invention but invention gets out of the way. The implication, however, is no matter how much the writer studies, he can not produce anything from examining the figures of speech acceptable in his time. When the poet mentions others' feet seeming but strangers in his way, there is a sense of not knowing anything about the other poet's lines or style. Here again, there is the compounding of this distressed lover never being able to write anything down.
Sidney's rhythm structure points to the main overbearing theme of the sonnet. It is no accident that lines six and eight contain thirteen syllables instead of the twelve the other lines contain. The reason these two lines contain thirteen syllables is to draw attention to them and set them apart from the rest of the sonnet. Line six shows an action the poet takes, which is studying rhetoric manuals to find acceptable figures of speech. Line eight shows the desired result of this action, which is fresh and fruitful showers flowing upon his sunburned brain. The thirteenth and last syllable in line eight is brain. Studying, the first word mentioned in line six, is an effort to feed and strengthen the brain. Both of these verses show the great effort the poet is going through to rely on reason and logic to produce the intended emotional response from the lady he loves. Referring to his brain as sunburned is a significant word choice by Sidney. A person who is not sunburned has a fair complexion and purity is often connected with this concept, such as a fair maiden or virgin. Sunburned implies a state of being weathered and worn, such as farmers who have toiled and labored all day in the heat. Through the exacting labors of his brain to write the right thing, the poet has lost his ability to produce pure and original thoughts. Finally, in verse fourteen, his Muse tells him to look in his heart and write. This sonnet is strongly implying that no amount of reason, logic, studying, or other cerebral exercises can produce or express the emotional entity of love.
One final element that will be discussed concerning Sidney's poem is the use of imagery coupled with symbolism. Sidney uses this imagery to really telegraph to his audience the vehement longing of his soul to produce an adequate work for his love. When the poet speaks of seeking fit words and often turning others' leaves, the reader can see him diligently thumbing through tomes of great literature and manuals in order to hit upon some great gem of inspiration. The sunburned brain creates an image of this vital organ frying under an intense sun. This image is symbolic, however, of that which was discussed in the preceding paragraph. The prospective author being great with child to speak paints a picture of a lady in labor who can only groan and cry as opposed to uttering intelligible words. This again is symbolic of the author's inability to think of any fitting words to ascribe on paper to the one he wants so desperately. When he bites his pen and beats himself for spite, you can see a man almost going mad with despair and anger because he seems to find no direction, though he seeks it greatly. Though he might be engaged in the literal process of biting his pen, the reference to beating himself comes across as symbolizing the inner turmoil he has of producing fruitless results with all of his taxing efforts to write a love poem.
Thus, Sidney's Astrophel and Stella is a sonnet which expresses a common
frustration humanity faces today. The inability to express our feelings
to the one we love or feeble attempts at impressing them often lead to
this utter despair the poet faces in Sidney's sonnet. All can relate
to this hopelessness of trying to think of ways to woo those we want so
desperately but to no avail. The sonnet so eloquently expresses that
trying to win the heart of those we desire should come from the heart and
not from the head.
The reasons he uses to disprove his madness actually prove it. He could have just as easily said, “My heart is beating. I am breathing. How, then, am I alive?” The narrator is living in a state of denial, for he is trying to convince himself that he is not mad, although, in actuality, he is mad. He says the idea of killing the old man haunted him day and night. This further proves his psychological instability because he admits to having an obsessive-compulsive disorder, which is any kind of action, thought, or behavior that unceasingly plagues an individual. Obsessive-compulsive disorders stem from a guilt complex in which an individual is trying to rid himself of the guilt. His uncontrollable longing to murder the old man hints at a foul deed lodged in his past that will not let go of its strong grip on his conscience. He feels that taking the old man’s life will rid him of this guilt.
Another sign of his sick and depraved mind is when he tells of how he stuck his head in the man’s bedroom door and says, “Oh, you would have laughed to see how cunningly I thrust it in!” Only someone as depraved as him would laugh at the thought of him sticking his head in the door, knowing his very intent was to kill the old man.
He says he could not kill the man for seven nights because the eye was always closed. He says it is not the man who troubled him but his “Evil Eye.” He is treating the man’s eye as a separate entity, as though it is some vile being that is out to destroy him. Only an insane person would make such an accusation. Here, one can also see an inconsistency in his thinking. If he really believed the eye was evil but the man was good, why didn’t he just pluck the man’s eye out and let him live? He tries to convince us he loved the man, but a man does not kill someone he loves. Maybe it was the man he wanted to kill so he could have his gold. Maybe the man did insult him and the narrator was avenging himself by murdering the man. Maybe the old man did wrong him. If he was lying when he said, “I loved the old man,” he could have been lying when he said, “He had never wronged me. He had never given me insult. For his gold I had no desire.”
The inconsistencies in what he is telling the reader can also be seen when he starts out by telling the reader he is “very, very dreadfully nervous” and then, a few sentences later, tells the reader to observe how calmly he tells the story. A person that nervous does not calm down in a matter of seconds. It takes a while for a man’s heartbeat and rate of breathing to return to normal when he is extremely nervous. Later on in the story, when he tells how he “heard the man’s heart beating,” he says, “I have told you that I am nervous: so I am.” Here, he refutes his earlier claim of being calm. His mind seems to wander from one thought to another in a very inconsistent manner. The narrator then makes an absurd remark about how the man’s heart is beating louder and louder and the neighbors are sure to hear it. He is clearly living in a fantasy world to believe that a person’s heartbeat can be heard so far away.
Although the narrator is mad, he does have a clever mind. When he kills the man, he cuts him up into pieces and buries him under three planks in the chamber. He catches all of the blood in a tub. Yet, once more he tries to convince us this is proof he is not mad, for he says, “If still you thank me mad, you will think so no longer when I describe the wise precautions I took for the concealment of the body.” He seems to be under the delusion that as long as man is able to think in clever ways, there is no way he can be mad. The narrator’s burial of the old man is a classic example of one of the basic qualities of mankind – the tendency to try to hide what is done rather than to confess it.
The narrator’s extreme depravity is further seen when he takes the officers of the police all through the house and has them sit down in the room where the old man is buried. He then plops his chair over the spot where the old man is buried. It is as if he is saying, “Look at what I did, fellows. I murdered a man and you don’t even know it. I’m so clever, I’m letting you sit in the very room where I disposed of the body and you don’t even realize it. Ain’t I so smart?” The narrator appears to be gloating over the fact that he killed the old man and wants to take a while to glory in the “flawless” execution of his master plan.
His maddened condition comes to the forefront in striking revelation when he says he grated his chair upon the boards where the man was buried to try to stop the loud beating of the man’s heart, which he is sure the officers heard. He says the officers smiled and continued talking happily. The officers more than likely would have subdued him and taken him to an institution for the insane rather than smile at him. Finally, the narrator admits he killed the old man. His reason for admitting the deed is the fact that everyone could hear the old man’s heart. If a man is dead, his heart does not beat. Here, once more, we see the narrator’s inability to distinguish between fantasy and reality. Although his mind is clever, it does not always operate in a logical fashion. He clearly has committed a crime and gotten away with it, but then, he admits his guilt simply because he says he hears a heart beating louder and louder while the police are flashing hypocritical smiles at him. Clearly, “The Tell-Tale Heart” is replete with examples that point to the psychological disturbances of the narrator and his inability to distinguish fact from fiction.
It is important that we hear the story from this narrator’s point of view for several reasons. First of all, if we heard it from the old man’s point of view, we would not have the end of the story. It would end with the old man’s death. If it were told from an omniscient point of view, it would take a lot of mystery out of the story, as all the information about the character would most likely be factual and reliable. The whole thrill and excitement of reading “The Tell-Tale Heart” is trying to discern truth from error. Poe does an outstanding job of evoking an air of uncertainty about what actually happened to the old man and what provoked the narrator to kill him. If the story were told in a straightforward manner, with nothing being left to the imagination of the reader, the story would be mundane and not have the mystery and psychological elements Poe wished for the story to have.
The title of the story itself, “The Tell-Tale Heart,” lends itself as
possible evidence of Poe’s intent in writing this story. The reader
is given the story of a man whose depraved heart is telling a tale.
When children are caught in the act of telling tales, they will tell other
lies to cover up the first lie. Eventually, inconsistencies will
be found in what they are saying which prove they are lying. There
is some measure of truth in the child’s story but there are also some lies.
This same thing is seen in “The Tell-Tale Heart.” In conclusion,
Poe’s very selection of a depraved and psychotic narrator who tells the
story in an inconsistent manner is what makes “The Tell-Tale Heart” such
a masterpiece of the Gothic genre.
Time and time again, literature does a thorough and fascinating job of probing into the belief that we really can not know anything for sure, whether it is the integrity of an individual society places so much stock in or just the workings of the world in which we live. Shakespeare’s Othello is a tragic reminder that appearances can be deceiving and we can not always trust what we see with our eyes and hear with our ears. Iago informs the audience at a very early point in the play that he can not be trusted for he says, “I am not what I am (1.1.67). Yet, Othello deems Iago as being most honest even after Iago informs the audience of his diabolical plan to bring Othello to ruin by getting even with Othello for supposedly sleeping with his wife or at least putting him “into a jealousy so strong that judgement cannot cure (2.3.6, 2.1.274-278).
As masterfully as an artist weaves a stunning portrait using varying shades of the spectrum with very deft strokes of the brushes at his disposal, Iago takes great pains by using various means to paint a convincing “reality” to Othello with the vast knowledge he has at his command. When Cassio rather hurriedly leaves the presence of Desdemona after entreating her to intercede to Othello on his behalf that his position in the army might be restored, Iago uses this situation to his advantage to make Othello think Cassio is taking sexual liberties with Othello’s wife. When Othello questions Iago as to whether Cassio just parted from Desdemona, Iago responds with, “Cassio, my lord? No, sure, I cannot think it, that he would steal away so guiltylike, seeing you coming” (3.3.38-41). Injecting such thoughts into the mind of Othello while emphasizing such words and phrases as guiltylike and steal away is one trick of the trade Iago uses to deceive Othello. Iago further compounds this deception when he lures Cassio into talking rather coarsely about Bianca, declaring he will not marry her even though she wishes it to be so. However, Othello believes Cassio is talking about Desdemona and believes his wife has a lech for Cassio. Othello’s supposed knowledge of Desdemona’s infidelity is further augmented when Bianca gives Cassio Desdemona’s handkerchief, an indisputable proof of her unfaithfulness, as Desdemona was never to let that handkerchief out of her possession lest it show her adulterous ways (4.1.106-148). However, in reality, Iago’s wife found the handkerchief after Desdemona dropped it and gave it to Iago, who saw to it that Bianca would bring it to Cassio. Everything Othello saw through his physical senses, coupled with his reasoning speared on by Iago, gave him undeniable proof that Desdemona was cheating on him. He just “knew” it. However, what Othello thought he knew, in actuality, was not true.
How do we really know the truth? How can we know if the one we consider our closest and dearest friend is really as loyal as we think. They may perform countless sacrificial deeds to edify us and exalt us to dimensions we never even dreamed, but what if it is a means to an end to bring glory to themselves. What if they are setting us up for the fall? Judas, handpicked by Jesus to herald the gospel to the masses, a man whose hands were fused with the power of Almighty God to heal the sick and cleanse the lepers, a man who spoke words of comfort to the depressed and downtrodden, lifted his heel against his master and brought about his crucifixion. When Judas relinquished his place at the table in the furnished upper room to steal away into the night and sell Emmanuel for thirty pieces of silver, the other disciples thought he was merely going to buy that which was needed for the feast. The disciples just “knew” Judas was a righteous and holy man, so much so that they trusted him with the money bag. Yet, their knowledge was clouded by what they perceived with their eyes and felt in their hearts. How can we really know?
How can we even know if The Holy Bible is divinely inspired by God? Is it possible that the men who wrote the Bible or even translated it could have made glaring mistakes? For instance, in Genesis, God tells Adam, “Of every tree of the garden thou mayest freely eat: but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die (Gen. 2:16-17). However, after Adam and Eve eat of the tree, they do not die the very same day but rather, they are punished by God (Gen. 3:6,16 -19). In fact, Adam lived for nine hundred and thirty years (Gen. 9:5).
A rather interesting point is that the serpent told Eve the truth. He told Eve, “Ye shall not surely die: for God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil (Gen. 3:4-5). They did not die and they did know good and evil for they saw they were naked and hid themselves (Gen. 3:10). God implied they received the knowledge of their nakedness because they ate of the tree for he says, “Who told thee that thou wast naked? Hast thou eaten of the tree, whereof I commanded thee that thou shouldest not eat?” (Gen. 3:11). In The Gospel According to Saint John, Jesus says the devil is a liar, yet he did not lie in this particular instance.
After God expelled Adam and Eve from the garden of Eden, Eve bore Cain and Abel (Gen. 3:1-2). After Cain killed Abel, he went out from the presence of the Lord, and dwelt in the land of Nod (Gen. 4:16). The very next verse says “Cain knew his wife; and she conceived, and bare Enoch” (Gen. 4:17). Where did his wife come from? Was it his sister? Yet there is no recounting of God creating anyone else or even of Eve baring a daughter at this point. In fact, for God to have created another being would contradict the verse that says Eve “was the mother of all living” (Gen. 3:20).
These are just a few of the points that could be argued to question whether The Holy Bible is inspired of God. How do we know some aspiring writer with a wild imagination or even a group of aspiring writers over time did not write it? How can we be sure it is more authoritative than the Koran? Muslims are just as dogmatic in their belief of the divine inspiration of their sacred texts as Christians. Can we put any deity in a test tube and prove his existence so that we know for sure the validity of his supposed statements? We simply can not know for sure.
How can we know for sure when someone is telling us the truth? In Edgar Allan Poe’s The Tell-Tale Heart, the narrator is telling us a story, yet we do not know what is true. He says he killed the man because of his eye that resembled a vulture. However, there are other things he says that makes the reader wonder if this is really true. When referring to his idea to kill the old man, he says, “It is impossible to say how first the idea entered my brain; but once conceived, it haunted me day and night.” If it was really the presence of the eye that caused him to kill the old man, he would have known how the idea first entered his brain. He proceeds by giving a list of reasons why he feels he should not kill the man but then shifts gears by saying, “I think it was his eye! Yes, it was this!” It is as if he really had no reason to kill the man but he had to come up with a reason after the fact. It is almost as if he is trying to justify his reason for killing the man and the poorest excuse he can come up with is that he killed the man because of his eye.
Perhaps one of his reasons for murdering the man is found in the list of reasons he gives for not killing the man. He says, “Object there was none. Passion there was none. I loved the old man. He had never wronged me. He had never given me insult. For his gold I had no desire.” We really do not know if he is telling us the truth. If the reader would take the exact opposite of what the narrator was saying, he could arrive at a motive that incorporates all of the aforementioned elements. Perhaps the old man insulted the narrator for doing poor work and wronged him by refusing to pay him the wages originally agreed upon. This could have given the narrator a desire for the old man’s gold and the only way he felt he could safely obtain the old man’s gold was to kill him. This would thus be the object of the old man’s murder. The narrator could have hated the old man for what he did and this could have instilled a burning passion in him to kill the old man.
Sometimes, when people say something, it is the exact opposite of truth, and they are saying it because they are trying to convince themselves and every one else that what they are saying is true. Many times, they are successful in deceiving their own selves. Therefore, they do not even know the truth. For example, someone might say, “I do not have anything against John but it was wrong for him to take the position at work I longed for so much.” In reality, the person probably does have something against John, else he would not have brought the subject up. This could have been the same situation with the narrator of The Tell-Tale Heart when he tries to convince us that he loved the old man even though he probably hated him since he killed him.
Yet, much of what has been discussed in this essay is pure speculation backed up by statements gleaned from the literary texts covered in this course. It can not be said that the opinions, conclusions, and interpretations mentioned in this essay are the absolute truth. It is possible that there are variables which have been overlooked or yet to be discovered that would change the entire outlook of that which was previously discussed. One might argue that the narrator of The Tell-Tale Heart really loved the old man and killed him for that very reason. Another might argue that Iago and Judas were honest and be able to present a case for this argument citing examples from the same texts used to disprove their honesty. Who is to say who’s right and who’s wrong? Future discoveries in psychology, science, and many other disciplines might shatter all we hold true and dear today. Countless religions abound and even Christianity is splintered into many varying sects that use the same sacred book but interpret it differently. One can only speculate as to what happens after death, but no one knows for sure. Therefore, we really can not know anything.
In conclusion, it can be argued that man lives by faith. The evolutionist
lives by faith that man descended from lower beings. The scientist
lives by faith that the laws of science are unerring and unchanging.
The Christian lives by faith that Jesus Christ died for his sins and washes
away all of his sins by his blood shed at Calvary. We have faith
in those we consider to be dear friends even though we can not know for
sure if they really are our true friends. We have faith, however,
that they will not sell us out. Faith is believing something is so
without having to have conclusive proof. In other words, faith is
accepting something without having to know for certain that it is true.
As we can not know anything, faith is our basis for existence, no matter
what our beliefs or religious affiliation, if any.
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