There’s nothing you can say,

There’s nothing you can do,

That will change,

What has happened,

In between us.

 

With the moon,

Drifting across the sky,

Towards the Sun,

All is well.

 

There’s nothing like the blame,

Nothing like the fear,

I have for you.

 

Hate is so easy,

It satisfies all that I feel,

It consumes the life,

That once belonged here,

I cannot hide,

This feeling I have.

 

The moon moves in front,

Covering a quarter of the Sun,

The birds fly towards cover,

The animals remain quiet.

 

With a swallow of ecstasy,

The adrenalin flows throughout the body,

Everything feels so fine.

 

Love is a misconception,

Something I still have for you,

Behind all the hatred,

But I still will not show.

 

As the moon covers half the Sun,

Fear runs throughout the body,

But not for me,

For everything still feels so fine.

 

Heaven and Hell are not real,

Even though death has come,

Life will be here soon.

 

The dead will search,

And study those who want a child,

For in forty-eight days,

You’ll be the spirit,

Of the child that shall be born,

Nine months from then.

 

As the moon,

Reaches the three quarter mark,

My little pill begins to wear off,

I need more.

 

God sits alone,

Plotting and defying,

The greatness of the universe,

Which will repeat again and again.

 

You are nothing to me now,

Just a body with no meaning,

For what lays there is not you,

And I shall not look upon,

The body before me.

 

What the fuck has happened here?

Why can’t I forgive you?

I am forsaken by this immense hatred,

That boils in my very soul,

And crawling up my spine.

 

This shit has no meaning,

It’s like a sword through my spleen,

Blood seeping out so rapidly,

Why must this be?

 

The moon now covers the Sun,

With the stars out and bright,

We kiss towards them,

For we believe you are among them.

 

Darkness is upon us,

The shrill of coldness,

Shutters throughout the body,

Just from the sight of dark.

 

 

God damn my mind is fucked,

Trapped in this world,

As the jury gives me my verdict,

We must choose what will be,

And believe in what is wrong,

Do you now believe in the truth?

 

Sorrow I cannot feel,

And love cannot be shown,

But the blood is the same,

Even though you are not within me.

 

I cannot replace,

And death is what I say,

But forgiveness is what I wish,

But the temptation is not near.

 

But one day it will be different,

How I’m not sure,

And it’s not so important,

But good-bye shall be the final words.

 

I look around,

At all the overwhelmed faces,

Bewildered of the words,

That I have spoken,

But all I want to know,

Is an answer,

That can not be given.

 

The world is just this way,

No answers of any such,

And love so blind,

Regardless of the situation,

Lovers or family.

 

But all I want to know…….

 

 

 

                                    When will the pain end?

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