| Proper Crimbo!! |
| Well its nearly christmas isnt that exciting..... I hadnt actually realised it was this thursday till yesterday in work, when I had to tell someone what date to write on their check. I dont know whether its my age or just purely the fact that I am a miserable scrooge. I'm not a miserable scrooge.... Well anyway its christmas eve tomorow, I'm gonna get drunk. I cant afford to get drunk so may be I wont. I just think I might pretend I'm drunk then anything stupid I say or do can be blamed purely on alcohol, cos we all know how uncontrollable I am after a drink!!!!! To be completely honest, I just want a proper boyfriend, I'm so fed up with being fucked about with, the latest of the fucker uppers has got to be the worst cos I liked him for so long, and always saw him as such a cool person, while in truth he is nothing but another typlical male. I also saw him as a good mate, now I dont have the time for him. BASTERDS!! Why does everyone have to mess me about? I'm not that bad am I???? OK that was a retorical question, is that how you spell retorical? I dont know. Anyway.... Did you see hollyoaks??? Ellie woke up!!!!! I've gotta watch it again at 10 its all very exciting!! Right thats all I can think of writing at the moment.... Laters!!! Also ..... WHY MICHELLE???? SHES FAT!!!!! 23/12/2003 |
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