Chapter 2 - Siren Night
City
night breathed around him. Up ahead, a high rise building shadowed the moon
light's gleam. Fifteen stories high, Rukawa lived all by himself in an apartment
on the thirteenth floor. The apartment building was a little away from Shohoku
High but was close enough to reach by a mere bicycle ride. For a moment, Sendoh
wondered why Rukawa didn't just choose to drive a car to school since he had the
money to spend buying any kind of car anyway. And then he laughed silently when
he realized that Rukawa had yet to turn 16, the allowed age for driving.
Sendoh
entered the building and was welcomed by the warmth. The lady at the counter
looked up at his presence in surprise then smiled, recognizing him. They had
conversed once on the elevator, during one of the times she had to go to one of
the floors to do something. She had told him that she was happy that Rukawa had
finally found a friend. She'd said that he had always been alone and even they
the employees were concerned about him since he was so young and seemed so
lonely. He had pondered upon that as she said that Rukawa had lived here since
the start of Junior High School when he had looked so small and cute and
absolutely like a little girl. He had been alone since then and no hint of
family was seen. And then she'd smiled, the elevator had opened and she had to
leave. The elevator took him up to Rukawa's floor as he had continued his
thoughts. That had been the start of Sendoh's growing affection for the younger
boy. He just wanted to be there for him... just because no one else was.
Sendoh
smiled at the lady and went over to the elevator, riding up to the 13th floor.
Seconds later and he was there, the familiar hallways greeting his view. He
immediately went over to Rukawa's front door and knocked. After a few moments of
silence, he knocked again before just ringing the doorbell. And then he
remembered that the doorbell was broken and that even after grating Rukawa to
tell of this to the manager so that it could be fixed, still Rukawa hadn't done
it. Sendoh frowned. He /had/ to do it himself didn't he? After all, he was the
only one who was using the doorbell anyway. Oh well, maybe later on when they
left the building to go on to Siren.
He
tried again. Knocking louder, Sendoh waited for a response. He sighed in
frustration, a hand going over to the knob as if to try in desperation to get
the door to open. He turned the knob. The door opened. Surprised, Sendoh let
himself enter, the darkness of the apartment greeting his view.
There
was no sound but the darkness engulfing him. He closed the door behind him and
wondered if Rukawa wasn't home yet. Lighting his digital watch though and
looking at the blue lazer light, he found the time to be 7:57 pm. Practice
should have been over. But there was no light anywhere, no sound. He wondered
then if Rukawa fell asleep. Sendoh shook his head as if knowing that Rukawa may
have done just that, knowing the younger boy's habits. He went on over to
Rukawa's room slowly. Perhaps, upon seeing Rukawa's asleep form, he should
punish him by surprising him to wake. That would teach him to be awake when it
mattered. Grinning to himself, he pushed the door open and entered the room.
Looking
first at the bed, he noticed it to be empty. A low sound was heard though and
light that spilled through underneath the door that lead to the bathroom alerted
him that there was someone in here. Bathing... So that was Rukawa was doing. At
least he was getting ready now. He listened for a bit more.
The
splatter of hot water against skin... Sendoh tried not to think dirty thoughts.
His unforgivable mind was conjuring naughty pictures though and he decided to
just go on and wait in the living room. As he was about to leave though, the
bathroom door opened and Rukawa came out. Sendoh tried not to blush.
Rukawa...
Just wrapping the towel around his hips, the younger boy walked out gracefully.
He paused suddenly though as his eyes widened to meet cobalt eyes like his own.
"Sendoh..."
"I...
sorry..." Sendoh ducked his head, hoping Rukawa couldn't see the reddish
stain that now tinged his cheeks. "Your door was open. I was knocking
earlier on but there was no answer. I'll go wait in the - "
"No,
actually..." Rukawa spoke with a shrug, as if not concerned with his
appearance. "Actually, I'm having trouble choosing what to wear. I've never
been actually to a..."
"Oh,
okay..."
Rukawa
turned the lights on and walked towards his closet, opening it and looking at
the clothes hung in there. He looked on to the side at what Sendoh was wearing,
his gaze lingering quite a bit, then back at the closet again.
Sendoh
grinned to himself. He neared Rukawa, trying not to be affected by the younger
boy's clothing... or lack thereof. He too stared at the closet.
Rows
upon rows of dark clothing. Most of them were what Rukawa wore in regular days.
Shirts, tank tops and other sports wear. Jackets, jeans... Sendoh rummaged
through them until he found what he was looking for. Dark clothes like before,
something that was a lovely contrast to Rukawa's paleness. He took a pair of
pants, shirt and tank top to Rukawa, grinning as he did. Rukawa took them and
went on back to the bathroom to dress himself.
Upon
seeing the barely clad form leave the room, Sendoh sighed to himself, closing
the closet door. A reflection of himself greeted him and he looked at himself.
He
was wearing simple black jeans. His shirt was special though, seemingly
glittering in the dark. It was made of silver fabric, hugging his formed upper
body. He also had a black jacket on since autumn nights were cold but he
wondered if he should just leave it here since it would be undoubtedly hot in
the warehouse after all. Shrugging, he studied himself some more...
He
wore a silver chain around his neck to compliment his silver shirt. He also had
a few silver rings on his fingers and on his feet, he wore black leather boots
with silver buckles... Wait a minute... He had forgotten to take his shoes off.
But then Rukawa really didn't mind it, allowing no formality at all in his home.
Sendoh smiled at himself and was glad at the person before him. He looked
handsome tonight. It was to attract a certain boy. He could only wonder what
Rukawa looked like tonight...
As
if to satiate his curiosity, the door to the bathroom opened and the boy came
out. He was wearing black suede trousers, a bit tight on the hips. The black
tank top was a great contrast with his pale features, tightly showing off his
torso. The white silk shirt was opened, a contrast to the darkness he wore as
well as a compliment to his complexion. On his neck hung a white gold chain and
a cross pendant as his hair was styled carefully, his long bangs partly covering
his eyes. It was like looking at an apparition.
"What
do you think?" Rukawa asked uncertainly, unsure of himself.
"You
look great." Sendoh just grinned, restraining himself from praising the boy
too much. "Are you ready?"
"Just
my shoes..." Rukawa muttered before moving to leave the room and entering
the living room. Sendoh watched the natural sway of the slender hips, his eyes
greedy in the way he looked. Following Rukawa, he went on to the switch, turning
the light on. It didn't on.
"Hey,
the light..."
"When
I got back, it wouldn't turn on. Maybe the bulb's been exhausted or
something..."
"This
time you finally fix it, alright?" Sendoh spoke in a reproachful manner.
"You haven't even fixed your doorbell yet. You have to call maintenance,
alright? And you forgot to lock the door! Next time, lock it alright? Who knows
if there are perverted men lurking out in the hallway?"
Rukawa
rolled his eyes but was inwardly glad that there was at least one person who
cared enough to grate on him like this. "Yes, mother..."
"I'm
serious!"
"Yeah,
yeah..."
Sendoh
shook his head, watching as Rukawa sat on the floor to wear his black leather
boots. "So... have you had dinner yet?"
"Have
you?"
"Er,
no..." Sendoh answered, moving towards the younger boy. Rukawa was now just
sitting on the floor, looking up at him in a pretty little pose. Underneath the
moonlight, one leg up and the other resting on the floor, Rukawa's calm blue
eyes were focused on Sendoh's, as on one side, the shirt had slipped down to
reveal the pale flesh of a shoulder and a bared throat. Sendoh wondered what it
would feel like to bite that neck.
Restraining
himself from blushing once again and mentally kicking himself for such dirty
thoughts, Sendoh tried to focus on the present. "So, you wanna go get a
bite first? Also, we're going to go to Koshino's house first. He's coming along
with his girlfriend. Hikoichi and Fukuda would be there too, I think."
"Which
is which first?" Rukawa asked, slowly lifting himself from the floor to
stand up. He looked absolutely lovely.
"Eat
first, I guess. I told them we'll pick them up at
Rukawa
nodded, picking up his keys which were hung by the door. He made sure to lock it
before they walked together towards the elevator. On the way out, Sendoh began
to think...
That
perhaps this was the night... when his revelation would occur...
He
wondered how Rukawa would react. He wondered if Rukawa would accept him...
Thinking
about it, he stopped suddenly, a small smile playing on his lips. "Ru..."
"What
is it, Sendoh?"
"Akira.
You call me Akira from now on." When Rukawa just looked at him, he
continued. "And you, my friend, I will now call Kaede."
***
"Here
we are."
Rukawa
looked up as they approached a residential district. After they had their
dinner, Sendoh lead him to Koshino's house. Up ahead, there were several
American styled houses that came into view. They approached one that seemed blue
in the light from its front door. He watched as Sendoh knocked on the door. They
were going to fetch Sendoh's friends from school and he was feeling a bit
agitated that they had to go with them. He had never been really comfortable
around them. If given the choice, he would rather be with just Sendoh.
The
door opened. A middle aged woman smiled upon seeing Sendoh and invited them
inside, calling out to her son. "Hiro-kun, your friends are here. Come on
down."
The
two of them entered, but did not go on further since they were just going to
wait anyway. They saw the youthful face of Hikoichi as he came down first from
the second floor, a big smile on his face. A pretty but somewhat small girl
followed, Koshino behind her.
"Hey,
you guys ready?" Sendoh asked, eyeing his friends.
"Yup."
Koshino nodded. He turned to his mother. "I might not go home tonight, mom.
I'll be staying either at Sendoh's or Hikoichi's."
"That's
fine, dear." She nodded. "Be sure to bring Tomo-chan back home though,
alright? And be careful, kids."
"Thanks,
Koshino-san."
"Alright,
mom."
They
left the house and walked on towards the street, out the residential district
and into the main road. Rukawa didn't feel too at ease with the others so he
stayed silent, just walking on the far side from them, using Sendoh's presence
to block them from view as they conversed.
"Is
he always like this?" the girl, Tomo, asked with a curious tone, obviously
asking Koshino about Rukawa.
"Hah,
all he ever talks to is Sendoh." Koshino just laughed. "Yeah, he's
always like this."
"Wait
until you're alone with him though." Sendoh snickered, looking meaningfully
at Rukawa. "You'd become deaf at all that he has to say, right Kaede?"
Rukawa
rolled his eyes but ignored him. He however listened to the way his first name
was said as if Sendoh found it to have a special meaning. Sendoh had told him
earlier on to just call each other by their first names... It didn't have any
real significance but it was a refreshing change.
"Kaede?"
Hikoichi muttered, sounding perplexed. "Wow, you two have become so close
to call the other by his first name. And isn't this funny that we're walking
with Ryonan team's opponent."
"Hey..."
Sendoh warned, not wanting to make Rukawa feel unwelcome. They stopped beside a
bus stop, waiting for a bus that would bring them over the bridge and into the
centre of Kanagawa. Cars passed them but suddenly, a taxi pulled over much to
everyone's surprise. It was then that he noticed that it was Rukawa who had
called it.
"Don't
worry. I'll pay." Rukawa spoke silently, going on to the front and letting
them decide the arrangement of their seating at the back. He heard the surprise
in their voices at his actions but he paid them no heed. When all four of his
companions were seated and the doors were all closed, he informed the driver
their destination. "Siren."
"You
kids going there, eh?" The driver was an old man but he looked friendly and
outgoing, as if he was like them when he was younger. "I've driven many
kids there tonight. I think there's something special happening tonight..."
Koshino
was the one to respond. "What about it, ojiisan?"
"Heard
there was a special discount or something. The two boys I talked to said
something about free recreational 'stuff'. Whatever that means..."
"Really,
ojiisan?"
The
driver laughed. "Hey, I'm not that old. Call me ojisan or something. I'm
not that old to be a grandfather yet."
The
others laughed. Rukawa remained silent, his eyes going to the front mirror to
look at them. He didn't expect Sendoh's warm and calm gaze to be on him.
Flustered quite a bit, he looked away and focused on the dark city scenery that
they passed through from the open window on his side. He ignored the rest of
their conversation the rest of the trip.
After
crossing the bridge and moving across several streets, the taxi went inside a
fully loaded parking lot, stopping in front of a large warehouse. They all got
out as Rukawa paid the driver on his own as promised, gaining smiles and thanks
from his companions. The taxi sped away and they were looking at the gigantic
building in front of them. From their point of view, they were already hearing
the loud impact of techno music pounding against the dark walls of the building.
Light and smoke poured out from the opened windows and balconies where anonymous
faces were taking a break. The party had already started.
Like
cool kids of their generation, the five of them walked smoothly towards the
front gate. At this time, there were no lines already as most of the partygoers
were already inside enjoying themselves. From the corner of his eyes, Rukawa
looked at Sendoh, still amazed at the other's presence for the night. Sendoh had
dressed himself well, very much attractive to his eyes. He'd first noticed it
from when he saw him in his room but thankfully had stifled any embarrassing
reaction.
In
the front door, a bouncer greeted them by looking at them from behind dark sun
glasses. He was wearing a rich suit, hulking in size and muscular in appearance.
One prolonged look at Rukawa and Sendoh and he nodded, giving them permission to
enter. He looked on to Hikoichi and the others and nodded too, letting them all
in.
Inside,
the environment was as what was expected. The thundering beat of music screamed
with boundless force. The heat welcomed them with the hazy smoke from cigarettes
and drugs. The mere air seemed to reverberate with meteor impact as their sight
was greeted with gyrating bodies under the flashing lights of the dance floor.
Cool,
calm, collected, Rukawa let his companions lead the way as he walked on more
slowly as if his body was already in synch with the rhythm of the club. He
noticed gazes upon him, some surprised with recognition, some with unsuppressed
attraction and lust. He ignored all of them with cold eyes, hoping that none
would approach.
Sendoh
watched as Koshino and his girlfriend lead them to the tables. They were
searching for somewhere to situate themselves in while his eyes were looking for
his sister and her friends. On the dance floor, he noticed some familiar people
like Jin dancing with some guy he didn't know. He was quite a dancer. Sendoh
looked on elsewhere finding many other familiar people. He paused suddenly,
waiting for Rukawa to catch up then grinned as the younger boy looked at him.
"Do
you see what I see?" Sendoh's eyes were everywhere.
"What?"
"Look
over there..." Sendoh smirked as they began walking side by side again. His
eyes were on the dance floor. Mitsui and Kogure were just leaving to go back to
their table.
"Mitsui..."
Rukawa muttered, bewildered at the large grin on his senior's face. That
expression hadn't been seen by his eyes for quite a while now.
"Over
there..." Over at the second floor, near the railing and against a wall,
well-dressed Maki and Fujima were making out, their arms on each other.
Rukawa
couldn't believe his eyes. It was true then. It was hard to believe though since
those two he could only associate with basketball. Now, outside the court, they
were like this - a couple who cared not what people would think about them. He
wondered what it would feel like if he would have that kind of relationship with
Sendoh. Turning his face away, he felt his cheeks heat up with a blush.
"And
over there..." It was a table that sat the very familiar faces of Sakuragi,
Haruko, Nobunga, Akagi, Ryota and Ayako. Upon seeing that table, Rukawa decided
to avoid that corner at all costs tonight. Sendoh lead them to a bar like corner
where liquor was served. He noticed that Koshino and the others were nowhere in
his sight now. He was somehow glad because of that since he wouldn't feel much
at ease with them around anyway.
Sendoh
sat at a stool, letting Rukawa follow him. His eyes were on the crowd, scanning
for his sister yet again. "I can't find 'neechan..."
"You
agreed to meet here?"
"Yeah,
at
Rukawa
nodded as Sendoh raised a hand, calling the bar tender's attention. A handsome
man in his mid twenties approached them from the other side of the counter and
smiled. "What'll it be, boys?"
"Two
Pina Coladas." Sendoh ordered for the both of them, knowing Rukawa enough
to do it for him.
The
bar tender looked on with a confused grin. "Isn't that a bit too soft?
Tonight's a night to celebrate."
"That'll
be enough for now."
"Alright..."
The man walked on back to prepare those drinks while Sendoh focused on Rukawa.
"What?"
Rukawa asked, feeling uneasy at the gaze. He tried to focus on what the bar
tender was doing.
"It's
your first time drinking, right?" Sendoh smirked a naughty smirk.
"Tonight, my boy, I'll be making a man out of you."
Rukawa
just rolled his eyes. "It's not my first time."
"Eh?"
Seeing
the surprise in Sendoh's face, Rukawa shrugged. "I keep some alcohol at
home though you've never seen them. Hard to buy but money is a good motivation
to sell liquor to someone underaged." He looked away, not knowing why he
said that.
"Really?"
Sendoh was a bit shocked. From the corner of his mind, he wondered why Rukawa
would drink on his own. Perhaps it was depression sometimes... Well, he deemed
to change that. One thing bothered him though and he wondered... "Hey,
Kaede..."
"Yes?"
"Just
wondering if you smoked..."
Rukawa
looked embarrassed for more than a moment. "Yeah, started when I was 12...
I don't do it often."
"I've
tried it just last year. I don't like the taste of it. Uhm... how about
drugs?"
"Not
yet..."
"I
tried it several times whenever I go here. That free recreational 'stuff' that
that taxi driver spoke about is Ecstasy. It's popular on raves like this one. It
seems that tonight they're being given out free someplace here." Sendoh
thought about that before turning to Rukawa with a stern glance. "Oh, and
don't try it. That'll be bad for you."
"I'm
not a child. I can decide for myself." Rukawa just responded.
The
drinks were served. The bubbly drinks were placed in front of the two of them.
Rukawa tasted it, noting the strong taste of both coconut and pineapple, the
alcohol faint in the background. It tasted very good actually...
"Like
it?" Sendoh grinned, sipping on his own glass. At Rukawa's small nod, he
turned back towards the crowd, his eyes searching. However, the sight of his
sister wasn't anywhere and what greeted him was the familiar sight of a tall,
buxom girl in a short red dress that left little to the imagination. He stared
at her not because he liked her appearance but because he was very familiar with
her.
"Akira-kun..."
She smiled seductively as she approached, alcohol and drugs making her a little
tipsy as well as forgetful of modesty. She leaned against the bar as she stood
before Sendoh.
"Uhm,
Hina, what are you doing here?" Ichekago Hina. A former girlfriend...
"Came
to see you, handsome." She winked, unmindful of herself. "Wanna
dance?"
Not
wanting to be rude yet desperately not wanting to go, Sendoh looked on back to
Rukawa who was watching the conversation with interest. It seemed a bit off but
he almost saw something akin to jealousy in those familiar fox blue eyes. He
wondered if he was imagining.
"Go
on ahead. I'll just be here." He muttered, sipping on his drink and not
wanting to look so jealous of whoever that girl was. Sendoh and that girl seemed
familiar to each other and it was enough to make him seethe. Perhaps they had a
relationship before? Or perhaps the girl was a new love interest of Sendoh?
"Oh,
who's your friend?" Hina pulled away from leaning on the counter, moving
closer to Rukawa. "You haven't introduced us, Akira-kun. He looks so hot...
And familiar. Hey, have we met before?"
"Uhm,
this is my friend Rukawa Kaede. He plays basketball for Shohoku High."
Sendoh introduced hastily, watching nervously as Rukawa reluctantly shook the
hand offered by Hina. "And, this is Ichekago Hina, Kaede, my
ex-girlfriend..." He might have just imagined that flash of jealousy in
those eyes again...
"Sit
tight there, Rukawa-kun." Hina grinned, pulling Sendoh to the dance floor
in her drunken stupor. "Come on, Akira, for old times sake."
Sendoh
could only glance helplessly at Rukawa.
***
The
second song now...
Rukawa
tried not to react rashly at the fact that his object of attraction was still
dancing on the dance floor with his former girlfriend. What were those two doing
anyhow? They looked like they were enjoying themselves. He drank his scotch with
a bit of urgency, something unusual for him. As the bitter liquid entered his
lips though, he realized what he was doing and slowed down. He had to distract
himself.
Thinking
suddenly, he remembered all about his chat mate 'Seven'. He wondered if he was
around here. Since Seven was a basketball player, he may as well look around to
see familiar faces from the court. He wanted to know his own secret admirer, as
if that would soothe the bitterness he felt when he saw Sendoh with that girl.
He scanned around.
Maki
and Fujima were speaking happily with friends from Shohoku and Rukawa noticed
that they were in the table that sat Sakuragi and the others. He looked away
from them immediately, not wanting to be seen. If they knew he was here, they
would surely tease him to hell. Especially Sakuragi...
On
another corner of the room, he saw Mitsui and Kogure dancing again, pressed
against each other in an obvious display that they belonged to each other only.
Rukawa looked on wistfully at them since for quite a while, he did have a crush
on Mitsui. Sighing, he looked on around the room again, trying to occupy
himself.
The
sight of Jin and that guy he was with earlier again... They were on the second
floor and that unknown guy was pulling him towards a room. Rukawa blushed,
knowing what was going to happen up there...
"Hi."
There
was a sudden voice. Surprised, Rukawa turned back to the counter, noticing that
a man sat on the empty seat that had belonged to Sendoh earlier on. The man was
a foreigner, perhaps American or European. His accent hinted on the former
though. The man was very tall even while sitting down, perhaps an athlete. He
was wearing a tight black shirt, showing off his muscular body. His blond hair
was short though one lock was not cut, to add hair style. His eyes were
gleaming, deep green in colour as he smiled seductively.
"Are
you alone?"
"Uh,
no... I have a friend with me." Rukawa found himself entranced by those
green cat eyes.
"Let
me guess... that's him, right?" The man tilted his head, his eyes spotting
Sendoh who was still dancing with Hina. When he saw Rukawa look on at Sendoh
with a small glance, he smiled even more. "So... you like him, don't
you?"
"What?"
Rukawa asked, not expecting the man to be so perceptive. "What are you
talking about?"
"I've
watched you since you've entered." The man just grinned. "So cool, so
calm, as if you were a dark angel as you walked with natural grace. You were
easily seductive, you know." Seeing the indignant look Rukawa gave him, he
just continued. "But like all other dark angels, your eyes were cold,
defensive... Hiding a pain deep inside. I saw you... looking on with longing at
that man."
Rukawa
looked away, knowing that the man was right. Even though he didn't want to
believe, he knew it was the truth.
"He's
obviously straight though so that's a problem, isn't it? So..." And the man
smirked, a hand resting confidently on Rukawa's thigh. "Why don't you and
me...?"
"No."
Rukawa said cooly, picking up the offending hand on his thigh and dropping it
back to the man's own lap.
"Come
on. Your beauty is wasted. Come on..." Gentle coaxing words that made it
sound as if he was already molesting the boy. "Please?" A hand of his
slowly made its way to Rukawa's face, hovering there but not touching. "So
beautiful... And yet he couldn't even see you."
"HEY!"
It was a female's voice that broke the moment and both the man and Rukawa looked
on at the side to see none other than
The
man, startled, looked on with amusement at
"Are
you alright? Was he bothering you?"
"We
were just speaking..." Rukawa muttered, continuing to sip on his drink.
"Heh,
alright... Anyway, you're drinking! This is something new! And, where's Akira?
Did he leave you alone? Why that... Don't worry, I'll scold him when I see
him."
Rukawa
raised his hand to jab his thumb towards the direction where Sendoh and his
former girlfriend were dancing.
"Akira!"
Sendoh
cringed, hearing his sister's enraged exclamation. Going back to the bar, not
knowing how to get rid of the clingy girl by his side, he watched the rigid back
of Rukawa, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Oh,
it's you
"Hi,
'neechan." Sendoh grinned, wanting to duck his head. Rukawa made no motion
still from his seat, as if not hearing them. He must be mad...
"Hina-chan..."
"Oh...
My boyfriend!" Hina's eyes suddenly widened, suddenly looking around for
someone. "I'm sorry Akira-kun,
"'Neechan,
where were you?" Sendoh asked with a nervous grin.
She
rolled her eyes but didn't say anything else. She turned to Rukawa then.
"Hey, let's go on to our table, alright? I've got something special there.
Come on..."
Rukawa
stood, paying for the drinks he and Sendoh ordered, ignoring Sendoh's outburst
of wanting to pay for them himself. Seeing the table
"What!?!"
"What
are you pointing at dumbly, Hana?"
"Shut
up!"
"What
is - oh my..."
"What
is it?"
"Whoa..."
"Rukawa-kun!"
"Didn't
expect you to come in here..."
"What
is tha fox doing here?"
"Rukawa..."
Rukawa
allowed himself to pause in his steps just to give them all a glare. He noticed
that most everyone was there. Maki, Fujima, Sakuragi, Haruko, Akagi and his
girlfriend, Nobunga and his girlfriend, Ryota, Ayako, Mitsui and Kogure. They
all stared in surprise at him.
Sakuragi
said something first... as usual. "Hey, fox, what the hell are you doing
here? You should be sleeping, shouldn't you? Why are you acting all normal like
the rest of us humans? Is the moon full?"
"Shut
up, do'aho."
"What
did you call me!?!" Sakuragi stood, ready to challenge his constant rival
as he neared him. Rukawa noted absently that for once, Sakuragi was
well-dressed, wearing a tight black shirt with his jeans.
"Do'aho."
"Argh!"
Sakuragi gritted his teeth in anger, clutching on at the expected collar of
Rukawa's supposed uniform. He stopped however as he realized that what he held
was just pale flesh as Rukawa was wearing a tight black tank top.
"Stop
touching me... okama." He grinned internally, knowing that would provoke
the other boy.
"You're
the okama, you fox! I bet that's the only reason you came here!"
"Hey,
hey..." It was Maki who spoke from behind, obviously wanting to defend his
sexual preference. "Stop that, Sakuragi-kun..."
"Yeah,
sit down." was the firm command from Ayako.
Sakuragi
pouted for a while longer before finally taking his seat beside Haruko.
"So,
what brings you here, Rukawa-kun?" Ayako asked, smiling gently at the boy.
Rukawa would have frowned but he stifled his reaction. Ayako had always been
nosy about his life for as long as he had known her. He didn't know why she
found him interesting in that way.
Rukawa
considered just ignoring her and walking away. He noticed that the entire table
seating his acquaintances was staring at him though, waiting for an answer.
Sendoh
watched this from just a few steps away. His sister beside him was still
frowning even after she had chided him about not ever abandoning Rukawa like
that again. She reminded him that this night was a rare chance to tell Rukawa
about his feelings and he wasn't doing much good.
"Hey,
why don't you stir the pot a little?"
"Huh?"
"Go
on and act like you and Kaede-kun are an item. That'll provoke him, right? And
you'll get a hint of his would be reaction."
"I
don't know, 'neechan. It's risky."
"Come
on! Don't be a chicken!"
Sendoh
waited a while longer, listening to his erratic heartbeat. His heart's beating
seemed so loud amidst all the noise inside the club. Finally, he sighed,
deciding to just 'stir the pot'. "Alright..." He walked on towards
Rukawa, gaining the attention of familiar faces.
"Sendoh-san,
what a surprise..." Ayako stated, a gleam in her eyes.
"You
came to challenge the Tensai even in a place like this?"
"Hey,
Sendoh, I saw your team-mate Koshino earlier on..." It was Fujima who spoke
"What
are you doing here?"
As
Sendoh was about to answer one of the questions however, Mitsui interrupted, a
gleam in his eyes as his attention was on Rukawa.
"Wait,
Rukawa hasn't answered questions given to him, right?" He was sitting
relaxed at the back, leaning on the cushion, his arm draped possessively on
Kogure.
"What
question?" Rukawa asked with nonchalance.
"What
brings you here?" Ayako repeated her question with a little smirk.
As
Rukawa answered with a shrug, he suddenly felt a foreign arm around his shoulder
and he looked to his side to see Sendoh being the doer of that action. It almost
made him blush but the thought of all these familiar people seeing him blush...
It was mortifying. So, he treated it with a relaxed expression.
"He's
with me." Sendoh smirked, trying to search Rukawa's face for a reaction. He
found none however. The act itself seemed so natural to Rukawa already, as if it
was really them. He found himself shocked at that, though he only smiled in
reaction.
There
were the expected gasps and widening of eyes and spluttering of drink. Maki
snickered at Nobunga's reaction as he helped to pat the younger boy's back.
There also came the smiles and cheer for those concerned. Sakuragi however was
pointing at Rukawa, wide-eyed, unable to say anything coherent.
Rukawa
wondered what on earth Sendoh was thinking of. He knew that this would give
birth to a billion different gossips by as early as tonight. For a moment
though, he enjoyed the joke that Sendoh was obviously making. For a moment, he
wanted to pretend it was real. But then, as the man had said earlier on, Sendoh
was straight. That was what would keep them apart in terms of the kind of
relationship he desired. Oh well...
"You...!"
Sakuragi stood up, still pointing at Rukawa. Then he laughed hysterically, as if
finally finding something he had beaten Rukawa at. "Okama! I knew it! I
knew it! I knew it! That was why you always started all those fights with me! I
knew it! You had a major crush on the one and only Tensai!" He laughed.
"Do'aho..."
His curse was accompanied by a complimentary lump on the head on Sakuragi's head
by Akagi. The former team captain had been silent up until now. And what
followed were the reactions of the others, annoying and embarrassing all at the
same time.
"How
long has this been happening?" Kogure asked in confusion. "But then
Rukawa-kun is silent about himself..."
"What
potion did you make him drink, Sendoh?" Ayako asked with a cheerful grin.
"This
is great. The four best players of Kanagawa are all gay and have separated their
generation by being couples..." Maki grinned, putting an arm around
Fujima's shoulder.
"Rukawa-kun,
finally you've found someone..." Haruko said with a dreamy sigh. She didn't
seem heartbroken. Rukawa remembered confessing his sexuality to her months back
when she had wanted to tell him about her feelings. Apparently, she liked the
idea of him being gay... Weird...
"Sendoh,
so what's he like?" Mitsui asked, raising his brows twice with meaning.
Sendoh and Rukawa blushed, catching the meaning.
"What
are you talking about, Mitsui-san?" Sendoh asked, his courage slowly
dissimilating as he felt his face heat up. At the corner of his eyes, he saw
Rukawa with the same reaction. His grasp on his friend's shoulder felt suddenly
odd as if he didn't know if his weight was too heavy or too light for the
pressure of the grasp.
"You
know exactly what I'm talking - Hey, ouch!" Mitsui had been with a teasing
glint in his eyes until Kogure hit him lightly on the shoulder in a chiding
manner.
"Stop
embarrassing them, Hisa." Kogure looked sternly at his boyfriend.
"All
right, all right..." Mitsui muttered. "Was just having fun..."
"So,
how long?" Ayako asked.
"Er..."
Sendoh knew they should get out of here soon lest the act fail and they'll just
be laughed at. Fortunately for him,
"There
you are, Akira!"
Sendoh
grinned at her in thanks and spoke. "Sorry, 'neechan. We still had dinner
and all." When she came to stand beside him, he turned to their curious
spectators. "By the way, all of you, this is Sendoh Fuji, my elder sister.
And these, 'neechan, are a lot of my acquaintances from basketball."
"Pleased
to meet you!" and other greetings were heard.
"You
sure look alike alright... somewhat." Sakuragi spoke his observation.
"Yeah,
well, pleased to meet you all."
"Alright."
"Farewell..."
Sendoh grinned, leading his sister and Rukawa towards their intended table.
When
they left the table that housed many familiar faces, Rukawa almost wanted to
shrug the arm off his shoulder but reminded himself that this was all an act
anyway. He was still confused as to why Sendoh would pretend though. Walking on,
Sendoh suddenly let go of his shoulders, only to walk behind him, his two hands
on his shoulders as if he was guiding him to walk or pushing a push cart. And
then a heat was felt on his back as Sendoh neared him, only to whisper on his
ear.
"What'd
you think?"
Almost
unable to breathe, Rukawa merely shrugged his shoulders, not really knowing what
to respond. He didn't know Sendoh's motivation about the joke. However, inside
himself, he wondered if Sendoh did it to actually send a message to him. He
wished that was so... That perhaps Sendoh be attracted to him enough to make him
crossover to have interest on a person of his own gender.
They
arrived at a table at the back, near the window, a perfect location. It was
beside an open door too, one that lead to the harbour at the back of the
warehouse. It was none too hot back here as cool breeze from the sea came in
freely. On the table were
"Sit..."
one girl said, moving over so that the two boys could sit.
Rukawa
watched with interest as Sendoh inhaled too from the joint, his eyes closing as
if in ecstasy. Then it was passed to him and he emulated his friend before
passing it on to the next person. It was then that Sendoh opened his eyes
widely, obviously alarmed.
"What?"
"Did
you smoke?"
"Yeah..."
"I
told you not to! Damn, this is all my fault..."
"I
wanted to, Akira." Rukawa just reassured the older boy, not knowing why
Sendoh had to feel guilty for that minor thing.
"Just
don't do it again then." Sendoh looked at Rukawa, wanting him to promise.
"No."
was the indignant response. "If you can then I can. If you won't then I
won't."
"Fine..."
Unbeknownst
to them, the others were watching them with interest.
A
few more rounds of pot and alcohol occurred before Sendoh finally decided to
take a break from it. Sendoh stood suddenly. "Hey, Kaede, let's go check on
the others, alright? I wonder how Koshino and the others are doing. They just
disappeared earlier on..."
Rukawa
nodded, stood, feeling a bit tipsy. He straightened though, knowing he was very
much in control. The drug and alcohol in his system was something welcomed
though for suddenly he felt loose like he hadn't felt in years. His current mind
told him that it was okay to do whatever the hell he wanted, and looking on at
the dance floor, he could even allow himself to go there and do that. He shook
his head though, just following as Sendoh moved on over to search for Koshino
and the others.
"I
forgot which direction they went to." Sendoh's brows furrowed. He looked in
all corners of the floor but didn't see anyone which resembled his school mates.
He looked back suddenly, wondering if Rukawa's tolerance for alcohol was high or
low. Seeing the still cool face that looked back at him, he grinned, stopping
for awhile and letting Rukawa catch up so that they could walk together.
"Are you enjoying yourself?"
Rukawa
looked at his friend but just shrugged. Truthfully, he felt relaxed even with
the knowledge that tomorrow he would have to pay for the extreme headache that
he would surely feel. That was alright though for this was a rare night for him.
He wondered only if he would ever be back in Siren again after tonight.
"Well,
at least you didn't say no." Sendoh grinned. As they walked on, they
noticed that many eyes were upon them, obviously recognizing who they were. He
didn't mind the stares nor the sure gossips that would come out of this night.
Instead, he enjoyed the company of his friend more and never wanted this night
to be over.
They
walked past the table that belonged to Akagi and the others. However, only Ryota
and Ayako were there. Ryota seemed drunk already, resting his head on Ayako's
shoulder while she watched the dance floor where the others seemed to be. On the
dance floor indeed... Everyone was there.
The
two boys had to pause, seeing the almost slow motion movement under the flashing
lights. Up, down, and moving like silk under fire, the dancing bodies looked
like art. That was when they saw Koshino and the others also moving with the
thundering beats of music. That was also when Sendoh had an idea.
"There
they are." Sendoh spoke in a loud voice, over the music. He pointed towards
Koshino and looked at Rukawa with a grin, pulling him over so that they too
would be on the dance floor. When they approached his friends, Hikoichi saw
them.
"Sendoh-san!"
Hikoichi exclaimed, his eyes widening with excitement. He was dancing with a
girl smaller than him that didn't seem familiar. His lips was set in a grin. The
others turned their heads, also grinning as they saw their spiky haired friend.
"Where
have you two been?" Koshino asked, a gleam in his eyes.
"We
lost you when we entered so we did a little of this and that..." Sendoh
wondered if that seemed like 'stirring the pot' again. Rukawa looked at him once
but didn't say anything.
"Eh?
What'd you do?" Tomo asked, obviously catching the meaning easily. She was
a big yaoi fan from what Sendoh had heard about.
"Stuff."
Sendoh just grinned.
Koshino
looked closely at Sendoh then turned to Rukawa. "Hmm, you guys look stoned.
You know that's bad for the team!"
"Just
for the night..." Sendoh grinned, an easy smile on his lips. He shrugged,
suddenly glancing around. He noticed that they were in the middle of the dance
floor, he and Rukawa the only ones not dancing. He wondered if he should...
"Why
don't you guys dance?" Tomo asked, obviously thinking the same thing. Her
voice held a teasing tone, causing Koshino to cough. "Hey, Hiro, leave them
alone, will you?"
Sendoh
laughed softly before turning his eyes to Rukawa. "You want to?" There
was no visible reaction. He didn't know if Rukawa wanted to or not. He looked
back to his friends. "So, I guess we better go on out of here now..."
"Alright.
Knowing you, see you tomorrow. I guess..." Koshino muttered, barely heard
over the noise.
"What's
that supposed to mean?" Confused, Sendoh just gave them all a grin before
turning to walk away with his friend. He was stopped however when a hand placed
itself on his shoulder. He looked back. It was Tomo. She seemed to want to say
something private to him so he bent down a bit so that she could whisper
something in his ears.
"Dance
with him. He wants to..." Tomo whispered. "And all the while, look at
his eyes..."
She
pulled away with a big grin, turning to the confused eyes of Koshino. Shaking
her head, they just continued to dance. Sendoh looked at her for awhile then
smiled, thanking her silently for the advice. He turned to Rukawa and they began
walking towards the edge of the dance floor.
"What'd
she say?" Rukawa asked, more than a little curious. They walked on to where
there were less people dancing and where no one familiar was in sight. He had a
feeling about this...
Before
the edge of the dance floor, Sendoh stopped, turning to his friend. "You
want to dance?"
"I..."
Rukawa hoped he was not blushing. "I don't dance."
"Come
on." Sendoh just grinned. "I'll lead. You don't have to do much."
"I
don't know..." Rukawa said reluctantly but nevertheless followed when
Sendoh took his hand. He wondered why the hell he was allowing this but perhaps
it was now the drugs and alcohol affecting him. Finally, he just shrugged as
Sendoh began to move to the music. And as sudden as he saw that admired body
dancing in front of him, he too began to move, the vices in his veins adding
mania to the way he moved.
Sendoh
watched as Rukawa almost reluctantly began to dance himself. The start was
awkward but soon, Rukawa revealed his flawless grace, moving his hips in synch
to the music. He wanted to see his eyes but they were closed. Rukawa was moving
like he was defying gravity, his natural elegance making him look so
spectacular. Sendoh wanted to swoon.
Slowly,
Rukawa opened his eyes, wanting to watch Sendoh. The other was a great dancer
and those calm blue eyes like his own were focused wholly on him. Wanting to not
embarrass himself, he looked on back at those eyes, as if the blue in their
irises were like reflections to each other.
He
looked at those eyes, just like Tomo told him. He watched the deep sapphire of
the irises, the way they looked only at his own eyes. He felt himself being
drawn to them, as if he was drowning in the great blue sea. That was when he
noticed that those normally expressionless eyes were very full of emotions
tonight. Underneath the flashing lights as Rukawa moved his body, the eyes were
gleaming, a natural seductive glint glowing within them without Rukawa's
consciousness. The drugs and alcohol obviously helped to make him act more
natural. That was when Sendoh wanted to touch him.
Rukawa
watched as Sendoh moved on closer, the older boy obviously up to something. He
surrendered to Sendoh's touch, letting Sendoh hold his waist and slowly turn him
around so that his back was pressed to the strong chest of his taller friend.
Sendoh
cherished the moment, slow in his movements. He breathed in the smell of Rukawa,
his cherry scented shampoo, the soap mixing with the scent of the warehouse. He
felt the heat, noticed that Rukawa had stiffened slightly, not used to physical
contact. He sighed, wanting to change that as he spoke to Rukawa from behind.
"What do you think?"
"Of
what?" Rukawa hoped his voice didn't sound funny. Why was he suddenly
feeling nervous? He actually wanted this but a part of him as always was afraid
of human contact since he was not used to it.
"Of
this."
"Dancing?"
"Yeah..."
Sendoh sighed, his hands moving to the younger boy's hips. He was actually
asking about them as a couple but maybe that could wait awhile.
"I'm
not my usual self..." Rukawa could only mutter.
Sendoh
laughed, the tension breaking as he shook his head. "You're quite a dancer,
you know that?" He spun the younger boy around so that he could look into
his eyes again.
"I
never danced before."
"Really?"
Sendoh snickered, thrusting his hips forward once as the music suggested. He
wondered what Rukawa thought of /that/. "You've got a natural talent
then."
Not
wanting to blush at that possibility of a hint, Rukawa just continued to focus
on his movements, doing whatever he thought was appropriate with the music.
"It's just the drugs maybe... It's affecting me... or your vision."
Laughing
once more, Sendoh continued to watch the boy he admired, enjoying fully how
Rukawa had finally gotten to relax. He decided to dance two more songs just to
take advantage of Rukawa's looseness.
"Sendoh,
I realize what you're doing..." Rukawa muttered, noting the gleam in
Sendoh's eyes. He didn't dare disrupt Sendoh's plans though, wanting to be in
them for some reason.
"And
yet you're not going to stop me, are you?"
"I
have an excuse."
Sendoh
laughed on, really having fun now, not caring at all what the hell people would
say about them. The gossip would surely be haunting him on the school days the
following week but for now he didn't care. He didn't care.
***
The
night had gone on and on. After abandoning to the dance, they'd gone to
Koshino's table and had a few drinks, Sendoh speaking with his friends about
random things. Then they'd gone back to
Out
here, it seemed cold as the other young people around were wrapping their
jackets tighter around themselves. Rukawa had long abandoned his white silk
shirt though, leaving it to
"You
seem happy tonight." Sendoh laughed as they walked on to the edge of the
harbour, into the darkness where no one else was around. Slowly, he sat himself
at the edge, letting his legs dangle. He was careful, not wanting to fall as he
watched Rukawa do the same, following what he did.
"Happy?
What do you mean?"
"Your
eyes are gleaming. Not the ice kid's eyes..." Sendoh snickered, looking on
more deeply to the sea-blue eyes. "Nope, definitely not the eyes of Rukawa
Kaede. Hey, what'd you do to my friend?"
"Stop
joking around..." As Rukawa sat down beside Sendoh, he felt the world
spinning around. He closed his eyes for awhile, wanting the dizzying blur to
stop. When he opened his eyes again, he sighed, breathing in the sea air while
focussing his eyes up above them. He didn't know what time it was and didn't
care but it seemed as if night was still going to be for a few hours. Up high,
the moon was a full moon, a great contrast of silver shade against the velvet
purple of the night. It was the first time he noticed that indeed it was a full
moon... just like Sakuragi had said. Maybe that fool was right about some
things...
Sendoh
watched Rukawa silently, silently admiring. Rukawa watched the beautiful moon
above them but he watched the beautiful person beside him. Perhaps this was
finally the night. It was the perfect moment, the perfect place. And Rukawa was
loose. He might be more open-minded tonight and it could become truly special.
He was going to say what he felt. And Rukawa was either going to accept him or
not but... He had to tell him.
"Kaede..."
"Hmm?"
Rukawa turned to Sendoh with curiosity. He looked so relaxed, never like before,
his lips in an easy smile that was like Sendoh's usual one.
Sendoh
paused all his thoughts and movements and focused on that one expression,
visibly stunned. Wait a minute. Rukawa was smiling? Surely, this night was worth
it, what with getting Rukawa to smile just like that. He cherished the moment
and smiled back, wanting it to last forever. He wondered how long it had been
since Rukawa smiled just like this.
When
Sendoh didn't say and do anything but stare at him, Rukawa looked on back up at
the sky. He felt totally relaxed, wanting to express himself fully, without
restraint. So, he began to talk... Like he never used to...
"I've
always liked looking at the moon."
Sendoh
stared, joyed and a bit perplexed at Rukawa's sudden mood. The alcohol sure was
a big help to Rukawa tonight. Was Rukawa going to tell him about his life?
"Ever
since I was little, it was the only thing that brought me joy..." A wistful
look entered Rukawa's eyes as he reflected. "No, not joy but...
contentment. It was the one thing that never faded with time. Giving light in my
darkness..."
Sendoh
felt sad for his friend. But he decided not to interrupt him, just listening.
"I've
always been alone." Rukawa shrugged, feeling a little awkward. As he did,
he suddenly felt a little cold, the surroundings finally taking effect on him.
"Mother died early on. Father... He left too. My grandparents adopted me
from then on. They were rich but... They died early on too.
"For
years, I blamed myself. Whoever I was with suddenly left or died. It's like I'm
a virus or something. Like it's my sin that people fade away when I'm near.
That's why I'm always alone...
"That's
why I fear people. That's why sometimes, I think I fear you..."
His
shoulders shook slightly - almost unseen - and he closed his eyes, not wanting
to face reality. He didn't know what he was doing anymore or was saying. He knew
he was acting so weird. That the mask had shattered and he was perhaps breaking
down. He felt so relaxed to be himself but suddenly he felt scared just because
someone was noticing what he truly was...
Wide-eyed,
Sendoh stared at the now shivering form of the younger boy. Without thinking, he
wrapped his arms around him, letting Rukawa's head rest on his chest.
Apparently, the alcohol did this too. Tonight, Rukawa was free of any
barricades. Tonight, he was showing his vulnerability. And tonight, he told him
the truth about himself for the first time. He'd justified his personality,
trusted him enough. Sendoh admired him more than ever. <Kaede...>
Hugging
him more, he abandoned to what he truly wanted to express, one hand drawing
circles on the younger boy's back. "I won't ever leave..." For a long
time, he held on to that moment, never wanting it to end.
He
felt Rukawa shift in his embrace after a while before the boy slowly pulled back
to look into his eyes. There were unshed tears in those eyes, blue like the sea,
but gleaming now even in the darkness, obviously reflecting the light from the
moon. And on that beautiful face was a rare yet truthful smile that seemed to
shatter Sendoh's very world.
"Akira,
I..." Rukawa spoke, a whisper escaping his lips. The words died down, a
warm blush staining his pale cheeks. He looked adorable. And that was when
Sendoh knew.
Sendoh
watched slowly the bare emotions that passed through Rukawa's eyes. He watched
him closely as if his own life depended on it. Underneath the pale moonlight, he
looked so desirable yet vulnerable at the same time. In those sapphire eyes like
his own, he thought he saw a reflection of what he was feeling and that caused
his stomach to knot. He felt nervous but was feeling courageous. There was an
intense conflict inside him and yet he followed his instincts, knowing that the
right time had come.
Gently
placing a palm on Rukawa's cheek, he leaned in closer. He tilted the boy's head
to the side to prepare him as he moved on in, blue gazes never breaking apart.
His other hand brushed the long strands of bangs from that beautiful face and he
let his eyes fall shut, noticing that Rukawa had done the same. It tickled him
when their faces were right before each other, the long bangs that hadn't been
cut for awhile. He breathed in the mixed scent of the younger boy, leaning on
in.
Rukawa's
breath caught in his chest as he felt Sendoh's breath on his lips. The older boy
was commanding what was about to happen, tilting his head to the side. His
closed eyes could only imagine what they looked like to the world but he cared
nothing for them right now, all his attention concentrated on their moment,
their time.
Lips
touched together in an almost chaste brush of skin. Sendoh slowly moved his lips
against the younger boy's, making it slow and gentle. It tasted like alcohol and
smoke and yet there was a faint sweetness to it, something that would have been
strong if they had kissed in a regular day unlike this one. He felt Rukawa
slowly responding, moving with his' and that's when he chose to suckle on
Rukawa's bottom lip. He tasted him, showed him what he felt through their mutual
physical connection. He nipped lightly at first before doing it in a harder,
more hungry way, knowing that it would probably bruise later on. Grinning as
Rukawa surrendered to his ministrations, he delved in deeper, choosing that
moment to explore even more as he parted Rukawa's lips with his tongue and
entered. He noted the surprise and grinned, knowing exactly that this was the
younger boy's first time. He made sure to let him enjoy it, kissing deeper,
exploring the surfaces of the other's mouth. Indeed, he knew it, the boy was
sweet under the alcohol. It was like honey, like old wine. He was surprised when
Rukawa responded almost instinctively by letting their tongue mesh, also
exploring his own mouth. Their saliva mingled, their connection deepened and it
continued, the hot caresses of lips while they held on to each other tightly,
the world around them reduced to their first kiss.
Rukawa
blushed into the sensation, letting Sendoh take control but responding in a way
to give pleasure to the other boy. Truly, he didn't know what he was doing and
his movements were now only based on instincts and nothing else. He felt Sendoh
moving his hands from his face to his neck, feeling the pulse from his jugular
vein. The other hand moved on to run through his hair in a pleasurable caressing
manner, gliding smoothly over the fine ebony locks. He held Sendoh in return,
touching the other's flawless skin, memorizing his face's surface. After that,
he rested both palms on Sendoh's neck before venturing on with more courage. He
slowly wrapped his arms on Sendoh's neck.
Sendoh
smiled within the kiss, moving his hands down the nape of Rukawa, gliding over
the smooth neck then back to the tight black fabric of his tank top until he was
feeling the curve of his back. He massaged the boy's back gently as he massaged
his lips but then the moment had to end as he felt that it was getting harder to
breathe. As if Rukawa was feeling it too, they broke apart slowly in mutual
agreement, looking at each other's eyes.
"Akira..."
Rukawa looked on wide-eyed at Sendoh. Again, he felt the world spinning and this
time it was not just because of the alcohol. He didn't know what to say or do,
shocked beyond words.
Sendoh
could only grin though, having seen this reaction in past girlfriends. He
couldn't deny that this was special though as what he felt for the younger boy
was very special as well. Feeling a bit mischievous, he placed his palms on
Rukawa's shoulders, only to push him gently to the ground. He snickered softly
and hovered over him, a smirk on his lips.
Rukawa
could only look up, still stunned. He noticed the naughty smirk then finally
began to relax. He wasn't sure if people were looking at them or not as he
hadn't looked at anything or anyone else but Sendoh for awhile. He didn't care
what they would say, didn't care what they would think. An easy smile played on
his lips and he sighed, finding himself full of relief.
Sendoh
watched the pale person underneath him and admired the view. And then he leaned
in closer, his lips trailing on the pale face then to the neck. He found himself
obsessed with the slim neck. It had always been his fetish perhaps. He
immediately suckled on it, barely restraining himself from biting. He didn't
know why he wanted to taste the blood of the other boy, to taste the tangy,
metallic liquid but it seemed to be a sexy thing to do. To see the pale neck
stained with blood...
He
restrained himself enough though and pulled back, wanting to see Rukawa's
expression. And that was when he stopped, a hand of his smacking his own
forehead.
"Damn..."
Rukawa had fallen asleep.
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