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| "The power of poetry comes with the ability to defy logic...defy logic often." -Peter Murphy *copyright 2003/2004/2005 F. W. Moritz (Jan. '05 - untitled) submerged in confusion not looking to surface what the hell would I know my love has no purpose existance is raw with some crap inbetween we look out our peepholes to see the decay and forget so quickly there is no dismay I found you here your face fit my home you lift up the lever we went there together we flew so much higher than I thought was known I can't see the silence I can't get back home you have done something to me your eyes shoot right through me (11.21.03) "Emotional Response" I want something and its not there I feel nothing, that I've gone no where I feel something is it not true? when you know your heart is it not congruent? why is it so damn hard to begin change why am I told I can say anything but for now... I bid peaceful rest. "Mirror Demeanor" the stars in your head our love has reached the red the wait within your heart is breaking worlds apart I stay behind my lines imprisoned, my own confines leak out all you dreamed writhing with the means chained as all rebel emancipate this hell once like a hook twice taken amiss look again to shallow-sheen abyss come let your heart spill out desire come let your soul set myth on fire smudge the sound running 'bout my head fall prey and pray, kneel down instead let Self set forth unto the stars as soul stirs out of bounds this mirror will shake until I want to break it my demeanor will sway until i want to change it "Oneness Prayer" Love, the language of the universe Of all space and time Love each other Love all of nature Love your neighbor light years away Bury your roots in the sky Listen to the nothing Know theres always something Go forward Into the forever "Brains on Paper" words leaking from brains to paper. Reality on paper Contemplation- visual Serious nonsense All these answers... with no questions Something will mean nothing Life is art. Love is a two-ton word A flattened surface on my body come to mine come to mind Sometimes I feel I want to give it all up rest my head eternally So what! So what is eternity? So what is infinity? Hands are invisible Love is invincible And the next day... becomes different. (Untitled) Every moment holds new opportunity new insight, another chance to become whole again, another chance to come to light another chance to tell a story softly another chance to breathe deeply Never too late Every moment, beginning anew Thoughts always askew I've return to ground (Untitled) Write myself to sleep Find a final answer Please have a seat, the doctor will be with you never Please have a seat, your questions will be answered when you sleep Please calm down and find the solutions in your dreams Please remain calm the night is not forever Good night my love and let the stars secure you. random brain wave... Life wouldn't be beautiful without sorrow step outside yourself and enter your Self. Looking in through a tinted window... do you see the same way I feel? Drawn to the pain, celebrate confusion! Everyday I wonder I wander I write these words to find who I am Where is love? Where is the Self? Uprooting extreme depression Skin is skin when you're looking in Side To Side. "Eyes Align" Eyes align in hope in love in prayer in devotion in Mother Nature |
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| ~entry 2/9/04~ ... and now it's easy to see I can't hide, you know me creeping up from the nothing crawling out of the something may be someday hey hey no wait I'm late re- create ****************************************************** how hard is it to love thy self how hard is it to see the makeshift plaster cast fun how sad it was to dream how many times will responsibility come close to where our eyes meet lip lock lust such craze much without silken gaze leave it up to much is mess and then we'll see how we pay what will possibly make sense what would possibly forclose come close without a touch come close to see the most and soon to see the horizon soon to see now come close without our size do we agree or do I continue to lay here without me random words thrown in a line go past the sigh I know we can move past the way we be come on give them your mind you know such craze is past our time finally in daze I found my find and I still have no idea how words go together when you think you know butchya don't know shit love the way I found my fine ~entry 1/6/04~ "Wrestling My Chemistry" dreaming of the way I want to live how can I live out my dreams how can I know what this fucking means how can I cast off the negativity dreaming of desires a desire to dream not everyday liars a little sick of all this music do I want to create my own the struggle to make a living struggling and am I giving? question the questions realize the answers but does it absorb playing on my memory like lonely in disguise do you know of a special something not explained can we go that far would we never miss a single moment without your lips somewhere in my way dozing off at single light thinking along those lines where was I today will my mind soon follow live, so much to tell the truth random words leave love at the (inevi)table living the in conceivable I want to LIVE so badly that I want to die LIVE so truly LIVE so full (entry 1/25/04) (untitled) letting up and letting in let the blood flow back again meanings are a way to win and I look to you above your chin sometimes hate finds a hiding place and love lives on withour a trace why do we feel the need to rhyme In your words I may find mine I have no clue, no evidence or why I feel the need to dance dancing is not give nor take touching now, our souls won't break (untitled) I play on these words I pay to these odds I want the same and no one knows these steps backwards from the coming edge burn in the sensation of lingered melancholy leaving no trace and my love was seemingly cling-on \ this emotionless void a vast portrayal of abandoned strife set the way straight go forth with knife and followers follow come away from the light too many times have I felt such a similar way I can't convey as life a portrayal without explanation you'll see and no one else matters not even to me I've worn in well such a ripe void times too many I have felt the dark in such a brighter day as I delay the easiest way and organization we'll just be then it will all matter yeah even to you a burning need, a well-worn desire I'm so quick to attach I feel I'm ready but am I needy you seem to be the catch it's not that easy I want you now, yes, here by my side I feel I know you more than we think. |