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So you wanna know more about me? What you don't know enough already? Well since you're here I guess I should tell you. I'm your basic girl..with the hair and the eyes and the complete set of girl parts. *When I say complete set of girl parts it doesn't mean I have big boobs because I don't.* To describe me would be kinda hard but I can try for y'all cause you came here to read about me. I'm this blunt kid who tells you stuff that I think you should know. If that dress makes you look fat I'll tell you, got something hanging out of your nose I'll tell you, if you smell bad I'll tell you...I mean would you rather have me tell you or someone else? I guess my bluntness causes a lot of people not to like me. Whatever get over yourself sometimes you just need to know this stuff! And I hope you people would be blunt with me too. It might hurt but you can always fix it. I'm kinda like the stuck up person when I first meet someone. I totally stuck my nose in the air at you when we first meet, I dunno why I do it but I've gotten so much better at meeting new people with out being a stuck up lil' ass about it. I'm a good listener, people tell me their problems all the time. Its cause I listen and I'm really good about not picking sides and staying in the neutral in fights. I always try to give the best advice possible..someone said I was really wise one day in 10th grade. After I get to know you I would give you the shirt off my back. If you were cold I'd give you my jacket, if you were poor I'd give you some money, if you needed a place to stay I'd give you my room...I mean once I like you and feel like I've connected with you I'm there for you through thick and thin. Even if after a while you start to hate me I'll still be there for you. I'm nice...sometimes to nice...sometimes so nice I get taken advantage of. I hate that. Someone close to me said I have leader qualities. I guess I do but I can't picture myself leading anyone around. I love kids....ahh kids are so cute. I want to retrieve a kid...I don't want to concieve it I just want one to pop up on my door step one day. I want to be a teacher and teach kids the important things in life like reading, writing, and ice cream is good for you. I'm a bit of a rebel. I drive my parents crazy with some of my antics and even my friends. I've managed to do somethings that have gotten me in some big trouble. I get jealous..ooh buddy do I get jealous sometimes. Can't help it. I've tried to work on that its just not workable. Hm, my mom says I'm just like my father. She says that I lock up all my emotions inside and doesn't share them with anyone and that's gonna lead me to drinking. I've told how I felt about big stuff to some people but of course I don't tell y'all completely how I feel just half of how I feel. Sorry y'all I feel like if I tell you how I completely feel you really won't understand hell I don't even like telling people half of what I feel cause I really feel like you won't understand. I've been through some crap in my life that I don't like to talk about but if I do talk about it that means I feel secure with you so be happy cause most of my friends still don't know me for me. Commitment is a scary word for me. I like to be commited to things but after a while its like I kinda get bored with the thing I'm commited to and I feel the need to go out there and find something else. If I get into a relationship it has to stay fun and interesting it can't die down or else I'll get bored with it. In highschool I don't know if I was more stressed out or mellow but man after I graduated highschool and got away from all that I became so mellow. I'm still as goofy as I was in highschool but I'm not as stressed out as I was. Speaking of goofy I think I'm a major goof ball. I'm always trying to do something to make someone laugh. And I'm a bit of an odd ball. Someone said I was odd and that's why they like me *thank you for whoever said that BTW.* And I'm really random sometimes. I just say stuff out of the blue and people are like where did that come from? I may act dumb as everything but I'm smarter than I act. Here's an example I've been reading since like kindergarden and when I took some test in the 7th grade to see what level my academics were on my Reading and English level was Senior in College level. Everything else was above normal too so I can act real dumb but that's just a an act. I got to admit sometimes I get confused but doesn't everyone? I mean getting confused is just not a dumb blond thing its an everybody thing these days. I'm a bit artistic. I like to write little stories *in 5th grade I wrote a book and my elementary school kept it*, I went to summer school in elementary school...it was like summer school for the gifted and I learned how to write properly and create stories and stuff that was great. I write songs now. Some of them are pretty darn good. I play a little flute, a little clarinet, the guitar, a little drums, the saxaphone, and I'm trying to add a little keyboard into the mix. I'm also an athlete. I've done soccer, baseball *it was baseball*, cheerleading, swimming, cross country, track and field, basketball, volleyball, tennis, gymanstics, and dance. So I'm in pretty good shape. Now a days I swim and run some...maybe a little baseball and some tennis...I want to learn how to play golf. I like to have my space sometimes ya know. Sometimes I really feel like people are stepping into my bubble and then I feel restricted in my space. I don't like for people to just come up and get all up in my bubble. Its hard to explain but I don't like my space to be invaded or else I tense up. Same goes with touching. Some people I just don't want to touch me. They do I get tense and its just really strange. Its not that I don't like you but I just don't want you touching me or invading my bubble. My mom says I have a "Brand name butt". I agree. I always like some kinda brand name some where on me. And for all those who are wondering yes I do go out and buy 50 dollar shirts just because I've always wore some kinda brand name. When I was in elementary school and middle school it was Calvin Klein and Guess, in Highschool it was more Aeropostale and now that I'm out of highschool its Abercrombie and a bunch of other stuff. I can't help it I was spoiled with brand names when I was a kid. But then again wasn't everybody? I like to name things. Yeah I have this strange thing with giving objects names *i.e. my sax's name is Jimmy, my rubber duckys name is LiL' Rubber, my daddys trucks name is LiL' Stinky and my car is The Pimp Mobile.* That's all for now I'll update this part later. |
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