Void To My Joy
I could have died in all of the buckets of tears I cried
I could have drown when I reached the bottom of the pail
And all I'll ever know is the sweet sorrow when I envision your face
In the land of tomorrow
And I think to myself I'll never know such joy as this
Though there will be many more
But never quite as unique as this
This pain I like to think you envision me in
You made me realise, that there was always a sweet suprise
waiting for me around the corner
now I've found this false sense of happiness
and I think to myself you'll always be the void to my joy
the thing that pushes me harder
the strength I'll never know
the life I can only pretend to live in
that raincloud on a sunny day
the darkness that sweeps over my heart, and pulls everything about me away
the thing that fills me with fear and hunger
fear because I'm scared to let go... to lose you
to have to live my life with this voided happiness
and hunger because I want more of the pain that you give me
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